My ex-husband was in so much pain after I left

Yan Jiuli didn't struggle anymore.

She just looked at him and asked lightly: "So? Are you going to trap me in the ward? Or are you going to imprison me in the villa again?"

"Or do you want to threaten me with the life of the child, or someone else?"

With a smile on her lips, she shook her head slightly.

She thought he had understood, understood what feelings were, understood the relationship and fetters between the two of them.

She thought that he pursued her again and worked hard for her because he already knew how to love.

But it turned out that it was just wishful thinking again.

At this time, she will still be deceived by him.

It's really sad and annoying.

"Lu Shaoqin, what if I have to guard Gu Xingci? What are you going to do?"

She looked at the man.

Obviously last night, she was still in his arms, thinking that she could be consummated.

But in a blink of an eye, he pushed her into hell again.

"Ayan, I'm not..." Lu Shaoqin wanted to reach out and hold her hand.

But she turned slightly to avoid him.

"A Yan, I'm sorry, I just..."

"Just what? Just caring too much about me? Or because your authority has been violated, so you can't tolerate me doing anything that you think is out of line?"

"Lu Shaoqin, I'll say it again, I'm not your puppet."

She turned around and, decisively and firmly, pushed his body away.

"I don't think we are suitable for being together at the moment."

"Is it not suitable, or you fell in love with that man!"

Lu Shaoqin was also thoroughly annoyed.

"During the five years we were separated, he was the one who took care of you, protected you, and guarded you all the time, didn't he?"

"Compared with our relationship, you care more about him, and the person you want to marry is also him, isn't it!"

Yan Jiuli turned her back, she didn't want to look at him again.

She was afraid that she would not be able to hold back and shed tears for him.

For eight years, she had shed every tear she had for him.She didn't want him to see her fragility again.

She has to be strong.

If that's what he wants, then she'll give it to him.

Taking a deep breath, Yan Jiuli tried his best to calm down.

It took me a while to speak: "Lu Shaoqin, you are right. In the five years since I left you, it was indeed Gu Xingci who took care of me and encouraged me in every possible way."

If not, she would never be able to cheer up again in such a desperate situation of losing her lover and suffering from stomach cancer!

"We are indeed together all the time..."

Because he didn't dare to leave at all times, fearing that if he left, she would choose to commit suicide and hurt herself hysterically.

"He sacrificed a lot of things for me, including countless time, patience, feelings... even the future and the opportunity to continue his studies..."

Even this time, he didn't hesitate to sacrifice his health and future to help her stay and take care of Dabao!
"Look, he's so good and we have so many great memories and pasts."

"Why...why did I..."

Why can't I let you go?Just want to fall in love with you bastard! ! !

Yan Jiuli didn't say the last sentence.

She suppressed the sadness in her heart, turned around, and looked at him with her head tilted.

Then she raised her hand, wiped away the unshed tears from the corners of her eyes, and forced herself to speak: "Lu Shaoqin, let's... separate."

"It's good for you, it's good for us..."

Lu Shaoqin's body froze all of a sudden.

He was just a little jealous and jealous at first, and he was upset and hoped that she could look at herself more and care about herself more.

He just wanted to prove his position in Ah Yan's heart, and wanted her to say that he loved him.

But he didn't expect that there really was such a jealous past between them.

It even made him a little mad with jealousy.

He even didn't expect that his actions would cause her to propose breaking up!
separate!

She really wants to break up!

They just reconciled, why, why did she break up with him because of that man!

Gu Xingci accompanied her for five years, and he also accompanied her for eight years!

What's more, even if it was first come first, he fell in love first, so why would Gu Xingci want to win love, and snatch Ah Yan away from him so easily?
In order to protect her, Gu Xingci only injured his head, but he can also risk his life for her!

The moment he admitted to himself, he panicked.

But soon, another violent voice rose in his heart——

He doesn't allow it!

He will never allow them to separate.

He stepped forward and hugged Yan Jiuli tightly.

Pressing her head against his chest, he spoke the most tender words of love.

"Ayan, I was wrong. But, it's also because I care too much about you. I'm afraid... I'm really afraid that you will be snatched away by him."

"If you want to see him, then go and see, I will accompany you. As long as you let me stay with you..."

"No, you'd better go back to the ward and have a good rest."

Yan Jiuli shook his head.

She was still worried about his body, and Gu Xing Cina definitely didn't want to see him.

"A Yan, I just want to spend more time with you."

"Accompany me, or monitor me?"

She sneered.

Between them, probably from the beginning, there was no such thing as trust.

That's why he was deceived by Yan Zijin time and time again back then, and pushed her into the abyss time and time again.

Even on the day grandpa left, he sent her to prison because he didn't believe her words.

When the dusty past, because of the turbulent emotions, opened a corner again.

Among the bloody scars, even if you want to ignore them, you can't ignore them.

Between them...

It's true, there's no going back.

She had hoped for countless times that she could hold hands with her beloved and grow old together.

He even planned that when he was gray-haired, he would push him, who was handicapped, and the two of them would walk together beside the wall that they had climbed countless times together.

Go with him to eat their favorite street wonton.

It's a pity that they don't have a future...

Everything, let them stop at this moment.

She thought she would be in pain, just like every parting before, she was heart-piercing and painful.

However, when she said the words to separate, she felt more at ease than ever before.

Lu Shaoqin panicked, he saw the relief in Yan Jiuli's eyes.

Is that the expression of how much hope and despair I have accumulated, and I finally see it?
He grabbed Yan Jiuli's shoulder and stared at her: "No, Yan, it's not what you think."

"Lu Shaoqin, you will never learn to trust."

Yan Jiuli shook his head: "You will never... never learn to love!"

"No, Yan, I love you! I really love you!"

"Do you have to dig out my heart and show it to you before you believe it? If this is the case, as long as you say a word, I will give you my heart!"

As he spoke, he looked around, and suddenly, he saw the glass beside the bed.

He walked over, smashed the cup to the ground, picked up one of the sharpest fragments, and pressed it to his chest.

"As long as you want, I will prove it to you!"