My ex-husband was in so much pain after I left

As soon as she finished asking this question, she immediately took a deep breath.

Her whole heart was beating fast, and she was afraid that he would continue to pursue...afraid to tell him the truth.

However, she was even more afraid that if he didn't pursue it, she might continue to be greedy for his tenderness and indulge in it.

It's crazy.

Lu Shaoqin has decided not to pursue it.

He leaned down and kissed her lightly on the lips.

"Fool, it's just such a small thing, I don't care about it."

"If you want to tell me, I'll listen. But..." He paused, and couldn't help but kiss her lips again.

Although it was just a superficial touch, the tears in Yan Jiuli's eyes surged out again.

"If you don't want to say it, then I will never force you to say it."

"But...but..." Yan Jiuli bit her lip, her heart ached as if being repeatedly cut by a blade.

Lu Shaoqin, you are like this... How can I speak?
I'm really scared... so scared of losing you again.

I'm so afraid that your gentleness is just a flash in the pan. When you know the truth, will you still smile at me like this?
"You fell asleep without taking a shower last night, little dirty cat." Lu Shaoqin got up while talking, "I'll go and fill you with water, and you can clean it up later."

"Then let's go to dinner. If you have anything to say by then, please tell me later, okay?"

"Ah."

Yan Jiuli nodded.

After dinner...it will be at least one o'clock in the afternoon.

It's nine o'clock now, and we still have four hours to be together.

Yan Jiuli calculated the remaining time with him, and couldn't help hugging his waist.

"Why did you become so clingy all of a sudden?"

Lu Shaoqin hugged her back and patted her on the back.

She sat obediently on the head of the bed, watching him go about his business for her.

After the water was ready, Lu Shaoqin helped Yan Jiuli to the bathroom.

There was a bath ball in the bathtub, and a white layer of foam floated on the surface of the water, and as she stepped into it, it shattered one after another, like the illusory happiness she wanted to hold on to tightly.

The warm water just overflowed her body, and she shrank in the water, but she felt so cold that she was suffocating.

"I'll ask the front desk to buy clothes for you." Lu Shaoqin wanted to go out.

"No." Yan Jiuli took his hand, "accompany me."

Spend more time with me, after all we only have a few hours left.

"Okay, I'll accompany you."

He also took off his clothes and went into the bathroom.

He reached out and took her small body into his arms.

They snuggled up to each other, his body was extremely hot, and the water was also a little hot.

But Yan Jiuli just felt so cold, she curled up in the cold, her body kept shivering in his arms.

"Is it cold?"

He originally wanted to rub her back with a bath towel, but seeing her like this, he had no choice but to hold her in his arms.

"Hmm." She buried her head in the water, and the big drops of tears couldn't help but flow out again, merging into the bathtub full of bath salts, silently.

She dared not let him know that this was their last four hours.

After lunch, she had to tell him...there was no future between them.

"Huh!" Lu Shaoqin pulled him up, "Don't bury your head in it for too long."

He hugged her: "we can solve anything together."

Yan Jiuli immediately stopped crying, and said in the calmest tone: "Well, after we finish eating, I will take you to meet someone."

"it is good."

……

The two of them took a bath calmly.

After drying their bodies, both of them were wearing nightgowns, Lu Shaoqin called the front desk and asked them to prepare two sets of clean clothes and food.

Yan Jiuli picked up the phone and flicked casually.

At this time, Chumiga's message jumped out.

Yan Jiuli was startled, raised his head reflexively, and glanced at Lu Shaoqin.

He was puffing on the balcony with the cigarettes and lighters prepared by the hotel.

Yan Jiuli clicked on the message and saw Chumijia's concerned greeting: "I was drunk last night, how about you? Why did you disappear?"

"I was taken away by Lu Shaoqin."

"Are you okay now!"

The other party sent dozens of exclamation marks to express their exclamation.

"I'm fine, I'm going to have a showdown with him."

"A Yan...you have to think clearly." Between the lines on the other side, there was concern for her: "Once you tell this matter, there may really be no room for turning back between you."

"I know."

Yan Jiuli typed: "However, this matter cannot be concealed."

"Even if I don't tell him, the people of Jane's family will tell him."

"From my point of view, maybe he can still forgive my mother based on our friendship over the years."

Miga was silent.

Yan Jiuli raised his head, looked at Lu Shaoqin's back on the balcony again, and made up his mind.

"After dinner, I decided to take him to see Xiaoyuan."

On the balcony, Lu Shaoqin watched Yan Jiuli bow his head through the large floor-to-ceiling glass, wondering who he was sending a message to.

He frantically pressed out the cigarette in his hand, and was about to go back, but picked up another cigarette and put it in his mouth.

He hadn't smoked a cigarette for many years. If he wasn't too irritable, he really didn't know how to vent, and he wouldn't smoke one after another, so fiercely.

He felt that Yan Jiuli's sudden departure this time was really not easy.

In his heart, there was even an illusion that she would leave him soon.

So when he saw her drinking wine and nestling in the arms of another man, he suppressed the anger and doubts in his heart, and didn't ask her what happened.

He always believed that she would tell himself.

It's just... Will he be able to bear the truth when the truth is about to be revealed?
At this moment, he suddenly wished that time would stop here, and he would never know the truth in his life.

Maybe in this way, his A Yan will never leave him.

When he reached out to grab another cigarette, the box was already empty.

He smiled wryly and held the box in his hand, letting it become a crumpled ball.

Outside the door, there was a sudden knock on the door.

Lu Shaoqin threw the box into the trash can, got up and went back to the room.

"Sir, your meal and clean clothes."

The waiter pushed the car in.

The food quickly filled the table, and Lu Shaoqin smiled and said, "Eat, it's all what you like."

"Ah."

Yan Jiuli lowered his head, put the food in his mouth, and chewed it slowly.

Between the two of them, there seemed to be a silence, only the sound of chewing and swallowing remained in the whole room, and the sound of the clock on the wall ticking and walking.

"Ding Dong~" Suddenly, the old-fashioned clock on the wall started to strike the time.

"It's twelve o'clock at noon, American time."

Just like at a prince's ball, when twelve o'clock struck, Yan Jiuli was startled suddenly, and the food fell on the carpet.

"Dirty!" Yan Jiuli frantically tried to pick up the food.

"A Yan, throw it away if it's dirty."

Lu Shaoqin raised his hand to stop Yan Jiuli's movements.

"Yes, you are right."

Yan Jiuli nodded, she raised her eyes and looked at Lu Shaoqin: "Of course the dirty ones have to be thrown away..."