My ex-husband was in so much pain after I left

"A Yan." Lu Shaoqin said softly, "If you still feel a little uncomfortable, you can stop doing things in such a hurry and take more rest."

Yan Jiuli stared at him blankly, and finally, she mustered up her courage: "It's okay, Shao Qin, I'm full, let's go."

"Ayan."

Lu Shaoqin reached out and took her hand.

Those dark eyes are so deep, like obsidian, when looking at her, they will sparkle.

She could see the uneasiness in his eyes, and since they reconciled, that uneasiness has been following him and never really dissipated.

Yan Jiuli's heart began to ache again.

I'm sorry... She apologized to him from the bottom of her heart. I didn't want to hurt you, but if I didn't say that, the hurt would only be greater.

Taking a deep breath, she pretended to be relaxed and said: "The days with you are very happy, and I also want to abandon the past and just live like this heartlessly."

"However, things from the past still bother me. No matter how nice you are to me and we reconcile, I still can't completely trust you. I can't completely abandon the past, make out with you, and smile at you... "

"Besides, Xiaoyuan was unable to walk for several years because of you. His biggest dream was to become a football player. He loved football so much, but his legs were crippled."

"At present, after treatment, he can finally get rid of the wheelchair, but he still needs my care, so..."

"Instead of killing our few remaining feelings and eventually making both parties unhappy. It's better to bear the pain and let go of each other. In this way, at least we can hold the last sliver of thoughts and not hate each other."

"So, let's get a divorce."

Her voice became more and more choked, and she really couldn't stop her grief from spreading to her throat and her eyes.

Tears were like a raging tsunami, no matter how much I tried to hold back, they still rushed out like a bank bursting, dripping uncontrollably.

But what can she do?

Xiaoyuan is the Milky Way between them. If he knew, Xiaoyuan was the child of his mother and his father's extramarital affair, and Xiaoyuan caused a rift in the once complete family, and even killed his younger brother.

How much he should hate her!
Instead of letting him hate her, disgust her.It's better to just let it go, maybe he will still think of her sometime in the future.

Make him a great memory.

Sorry, Shao Qin.Forgive my selfishness, but I can no longer bear your hatred.

She raised her hand, wiped away the tears on her face, and looked up at him again.

The corners of his mouth tried to twitch into a relaxed smile.

She just stared at him fixedly, waiting for his decision.

And he, as if hit by a thunderbolt, was completely frozen.

There was no look of grief or even any expression on his face.

Suddenly, he shook his head, and then laughed self-deprecatingly: "Is Xiaoyuan's leg healed? That's great. Didn't you just say you wanted to see him? I'll accompany you, and then I..."

He raised his hand, wanting to hold her hand, his voice trembling slightly because of fear: "I'll explain to him, apologize to him, apologize to him, let me do whatever you want, let me kneel down for him .”

"Or let him break my leg and put it on his."

"I can hire the best doctor for him. We can find the best experts. He likes football. I can definitely let him continue to gallop on the football field. It will be fine..."

Yan Jiuli turned sideways slightly, avoiding his outstretched hand.

"useless."

She shook her head: "It's a miracle that he can stand up again."

"It's because of Xiaoyuan that you..."

"It's not just because of him."

Yan Jiuli interrupted him eagerly: "The most important thing is the problem between us."

She lowered her head, hardly daring to look at him.

She knew that she had lied, that she was hurting him.

She was stabbing his heart with a knife.

But what could she do, the knife was also pierced deeply in her own heart, and blood flowed horizontally.

"Ayan!"

Lu Shaoqin's voice raised slightly, and he stepped forward, wanting to hug the woman in front of him.

But it was also avoided.

"Don't touch me." While shaking her head, she backed away, and the tears that had been wiped away quickly gathered in her eye sockets again.

"Lu Shaoqin, we're done! Xiaoyuan's leg just reminds me of the hurt you once did to me."

"I can't stand you, your machismo, and your paranoia. What you have done to me now may be just guilt, but you always thought that I was dead and I couldn't get it, so I cherished it all the more."

"But now you've got me. You'll slowly find out that I'm not as good as you imagined, and we'll still end up like five years ago... when we got married."

"Lu Shaoqin, it's impossible for us! Can't you let me go?"

She shrieked and pushed his men away, backing all the way to the door.

She lowered her head deeply, not daring to look at his appearance at the moment.

He did nothing wrong, but she had to push him away time and time again, pointing the knife point at his heart time and time again.

"Is that why you left without saying a word?"

Lu Shaoqin stretched out his hand stubbornly and grabbed her by the shoulder.

His scarlet eyes stared at her drooping face: "This is why you are pregnant and still go to the bar to get drunk?"

"That's why you are so eager to fall in love with other men?"

"is not it?"

The anger accumulated in the past few days finally broke out uncontrollably, his voice became hoarse and cold because of his shortness of breath.

"I'm sorry, I...you just take it as I'm sorry for you."

Yan Jiuli stretched out her hand, trying to get rid of his hand, she was so anxious that she almost cut Lu Shaoqin's hand with her nails.

"Hiss..." Lu Shaoqin took a painful breath.

"You, don't do this." Yan Jiuli did not dare to use force.I had no choice but to let go and let him pinch my shoulder tightly.

She pursed her lips and let him question him loudly, forcing her into the abyss of eternal doom.

"Speak, speak!"

"Tell me the truth is not what I think it is, tell me you were just joking..."

"Yan Jiuli, speak up!"

His anger level continued to rise, and his heart felt like someone had taken a heavy hammer and beat him repeatedly until his flesh flew flying.

Yan Jiuli was forced to be helpless, could only hold back his sobs, gritted his teeth and raised his head: "What else do you want me to say?"

"Yeah...what else do I want you to say?"

Lu Shaoqin put down his hands decadently, shook his head, and said with some self-mockery: "I always thought that you had forgiven me, and I thought that what I did would give you enough confidence to make you believe that I still love you, I thought we had a chance to get back together."

"But it turned out that everything was a lie to me."

"Ayan, tell me... Could it be that our relationship these days is all fake?"

"Have you been doing this all this time just to avenge the harm I have done to you?"