My ex-husband was in so much pain after I left

Yan Jiuli shook her lips.

She wanted to say no, it wasn't like that.

I just can't help it.I don't want you to know Xiaoyuan's identity, I don't want you to know what happened back then...

However, she dared not speak a word.

Seeing her, she just didn't say a word, as if she was tacitly acquiescing.

Lu Shaoqin felt that he was a fool who was played around.

But in the bottom of his heart, he still held the last hope. He looked at Yan Jiuli, and couldn't help but say, "Ayan, do you dare to raise your head and tell me that you are just using me and just taking revenge on me?"

As he spoke, he reached out and lifted Yan Jiuli's chin.

Yan Jiuli had no choice but to hold back the tears in his eyes, and was forced to look up into his scarlet eyes.

At the moment when his eyes crossed, Yan Jiuli felt that his heart was about to burst.

Why?Why did God make such a joke with her?
Why, they go round and round, but they still can't be together in the end?
Looking at Yan Jiuli's tearful eyes, Lu Shaoqin still couldn't force her.

He let go of his hand, his voice unconsciously lowered a lot, and his tone was not so cold: "A Yan, I don't believe you have no feelings for me. These days...we are together...I know you care about me too ,Yes or no?"

"If you still can't believe me, then I can give you some more time, and I won't push you too hard."

"As long as you are willing to give me a chance."

"But you just pushed me away like this, do you know how much my heart hurts?"

"The wound that was already healing was torn open like this. It hasn't healed yet... No, it won't heal in a lifetime. Ah Yan, do you really want to be so cruel?"

With a trembling voice, Yan Jiuli could hardly bear his accusation.

She could only shake her head over and over again: "No, that's not the case. I'm not..."

"Then tell me, what is it like?"

Lu Shaoqin's affection was also too sad to be added, but he still persisted, wanting an answer.

"Ayan, just the day before yesterday, we were fine, and we had dinner together. A few days ago, I proposed to you again, and you agreed. We are also planning to wait for you to give birth to a baby and save Chen Bao , I will transfer the Lu family, and we will only hold the shares and travel around the world."

"Have you forgotten all this? Why did you decide to break up with me so suddenly?"

"I can feel that your feelings for me before were not fake, but why do you say such cruel and heartless words now?"

Yan Jiuli looked at him, because of the long flight and taking care of her all night.

His beard has grown out, and his eyes are full of decadence.

Coupled with that heartbroken expression, it is so conspicuous that people cannot ignore it.

Yan Jiuli felt that he was a sinner through the ages, and even if he died with [-] words, he would not be able to atone for his sin.

If possible, she really hoped that he could forget everything, the little things with her, and that there was still her in this world.

It doesn't matter even if he is with Yan Zijin, as long as he can live well and happily.

She even began to hate herself eight years ago. If she hadn't insisted on marrying him, their tragedy would not have happened. Maybe he is now married to another woman and has children, leading an ordinary and happy life.

But in the end, she could only tell him.

"Feel sorry."

"You know I don't want an apology."

Lu Shaoqin forced himself to speak.

"But, that's all I can say."

Yan Jiuli still did not explain: "I have already decided to break up. The reason is not important. You just need to know that I don't love you anymore, and there is no possibility between us."

She waved his hand away, turned around, and left the room.

"No, Ah Yan, I don't agree!"

Lu Shaoqin chased her out and stopped her in the corridor.

"Ayan, where are you going?"

"I said, I'm going to see my brother."

"I will go with you."

"Lu Shaoqin!" Yan Jiuli stood still, she slightly raised her head and looked at Lu Shaoqin's face: "Do you think Xiaoyuan would want to see him, the culprit who caused him to lie on the bed and be unable to move for five years?" ?"

Lu Shaoqin: "..."

"I will find the best experts, the best doctors and teams..."

"No need, Gu Xingci has found the best experts, and now it is the best result."

"Then I..."

Lu Shaoqin reached out and grabbed Yan Jiuli's hand tightly, wanting to say something else.

But Yan Jiuli withdrew his hand firmly.

"Lu Shaoqin, you have money, contacts, and brains, but you are not omnipotent."

Yan Jiuli's heart was pierced like a knife, as long as she thought about the things between them, her heart ached to death.

But she didn't dare to show her sadness, so she could only continue to speak calmly: "Once some things happen, there is absolutely no turning back."

"Lu Shaoqin, do you know?"

"The hurt you once had can't be erased just because you say it doesn't exist."

"No matter ten years, 20 years, 30 years... or even a lifetime, it will still be there!"

"So, you can just pretend that I failed you, or that I don't know what's good and what's wrong. In short... I can't pretend that those things never happened. Every time I see Xiaoyuan, I will think of the past."

"Lu Shaoqin, we can't go back!"

"Really... I can never go back to the past!"

After saying the last sentence, Yan Jiuli's emotions almost collapsed.

She cried and ran frantically to the elevator, and when Lu Shaoqin was in a daze, she had already pressed the down button.

In the empty corridor, the cold wind blew, but only Lu Shaoqin was left standing there blankly.

He clenched his fist tightly and slammed it against the wall next to him.

Tears flowed out uncontrollably, he didn't expect that after so many years, it would not be easy for him to think that he had caught his lover.

In the end, it was still nothing.

Could it be that he is really unforgivable and no longer worthy of being forgiven?
His emotions were almost on the verge of collapse. If he hadn't tried his best to restrain himself, maybe he wouldn't be able to stand here anymore.

A sudden pain in the head without warning——

Since he was injected with neurological drugs before, his headache problem has dropped.

At this time, he was stimulated, and his headache tortured him even more frantically.

He raised his hand and beat his head repeatedly, trying to calm himself down, but it was useless.

"Jingle Bell……"

The phone rang, and he raised his hand to pick it up.

But his hands were trembling all the time, and he could hardly hold the phone.

Finally, the phone was connected, and Lu Yichen's voice came from the other end of the phone: "Brother, how are you? Have you found sister-in-law? Are you all okay?"

"Yichen..."

Lu Shaoqin was about to say something, when suddenly, a column of blood spurted out from his mouth.

The whole person is like a collapsing domino, collapsing suddenly...