you are a star

Li Ruo is not reconciled, she is not reconciled that Li Dongbai just fell in love with someone else.

The man she has regarded as the sun since she was a child, warms her, encourages her, is all her sustenance, all her hopes.

Li Zongyuan and his wife had been married for many years but had no children, so they adopted her from an orphanage.

At first, the couple treated her as their own and cared for her in every possible way.

She suddenly changed from an orphan to a beloved little princess. She was only over one year old when she arrived at Li's family. She was very dependent on the Li family and really regarded them as her parents.

But then suddenly one day Li's mother found out that she was pregnant. On that day, she saw a joyful smile on the faces of Li Zongyuan and his wife that she had never seen before.

Those were her parents. They were happy, and she was also happy. She hugged Li's mother and said that she would take good care of her younger siblings in the future.

But at that time, she was still young, and she didn't know what it meant, and she didn't know how many servants were talking about her embarrassing situation behind the scenes she couldn't see.

And she was still dreaming of taking care of her younger siblings, and the whole family sat around together, enjoying the happy scene.

Every time she thinks about it, she feels very happy.

It wasn't until Li Mumu was born that she gradually felt the change.

When Li Zongyuan came home, he didn't call her name first, but Li Mumu first, and then her. Later, Li Zongyuan only called Li Mumu's name when he returned home.

Li's mother will buy clothes for their sisters. She likes simple and elegant clothes, and Li Mumu likes bright colors, but every time Li's mother buys them, they are always bright.

She got full marks in elementary school, but Li Zongyuan and his wife only praised Li Mumu from the kindergarten for taking a little red flower today.

The servants of Li's family were more polite to her, and they were called Miss Li instead of Missy, and they pampered Li Mumu one by one, relying on everything.

Then one day Li Mumu blocked her at the door of the room, and said to her arrogantly - I am the eldest lady of the Li family, you are a poor wretch!Mom and Dad are mine, not yours!
When Li's mother heard it, her face was full of embarrassment. She comforted her first, and then whispered to Li Mumu that she should never talk to her sister like this again.

Li Mumu was very wronged, and ran away crying. Li's mother gave her a complicated look, and then chased Li Mumu. After coaxing her for a long time, she personally cooked for Li Mumu at night.

And since Li Mumu was born, she has never eaten the food that Li's mother specially cooked for her.

Li's mother put a piece of chicken leg in her bowl, and she spoke in a very polite and tactful tone as if she were talking to a relative's child—Ruo Ruo, Mu Mu is still young and ignorant, so don't bother with her.

She lowered her head, eating the taste of her long-lost mother, nodded, tears swirled in her eyes, but she could only swallow them into her stomach.

Because she knew that if she cried, it would only embarrass the Li family, and she could not be coaxed like Li Mumu.

That's right, she was not from the Li family in the first place, she was just adopted by the Li family before they could give birth to a child, so that she could live a good life.

She should be grateful to Dade, and shouldn't compete with the real young lady.

She began to know how to hide her emotions, lowered her sense of existence in Li's house, and didn't have much time to meet Li Mumu, but Li Mumu seemed to really hate her, and made trouble for her every now and then.

Although they are all insignificant little troubles, they can be regarded as bad attitude and naughty at best.

Li's mother saw it at first, and would 'educate' Li Mumu a few times, but each time it took longer to coax Li Mumu, and then showed her an apologetic expression. Every time, she felt very embarrassed and depressed.

But it didn't take long for Li's mother to look at her more and more tiredly, and she saw the boredom she had inadvertently revealed several times.

And Li Zongyuan would never accompany her to practice calligraphy in person again, and even only took Li Mumu to the playground on weekends.

Since Li Mumu was born, no one took her to the playground again.

At that time, she wanted to muster up the courage to question them, why did they bring her back to the bottom after adopting her and giving her love and affection?

What is the big difference between this and abandonment after adoption?

Do they know how traumatic such an approach is to a child?
They didn't know, because she wouldn't let herself do this, she wouldn't question the Li family, she knew she should be grateful, and compared to what happened to other children, she had already lived a very good life.

It's just a heartache, it doesn't matter.

At night, she just hid in bed and finished crying.

But one time she couldn't help shedding tears secretly during the day, and was bumped into by Li Mumu, who exposed her on the spot—you crybaby, be ashamed, I'll tell mom to go!
She pulled Li Mumu immediately, but she didn't pull it well. Li Mumu fell to the ground. It was a wooden floor, and it didn't hurt very much when she fell, but Li Mumu suddenly burst into tears.

Li's mother came upstairs when she heard the movement, and saw Li Mumu fall to the ground, ran over to hug Li Mumu in distress, gave her a reproachful look, and almost blurted out - Ruoruo, how could you bully Mumu?Our family treats you...

Li's mother still didn't finish her sentence that day, maybe she realized that it was not good.

But she knew that what she didn't say was probably——isn't our family treating you well enough?
Yeah, it's already good.

It was the weekend after Children's Day. I heard that her little cousin broke his head, and Mother Li was going to take Li Mumu to visit. Before she left, she seemed to feel that Mother Li had glanced at her.

She knew how to reduce her sense of existence, sitting on the sofa in the corner and looking down at a book.

Later, Li's mother took her with her, because her little cousin likes to be lively, and he would be happy if there are many people.

She had rarely seen that little cousin before, and Li Yuan lived a little far away from them, and they only met each other during festivals, such as Mid-Autumn Festival and New Year's Eve, when they would sit and eat together.

She became less and less talkative, and every family banquet, she just ate quietly, listening to the happy laughter of their family.

The little cousin broke his head, his head was wrapped with gauze, and his hair was cut short. When he saw the two cousins, he even asked himself if he looked like a hedgehog.

Li Mumu was thirsty, Li's mother took her out to drink water, and only her and her little cousin were left in the room.

She was wearing a bright skirt that day, a color she didn't like, but the little cousin gave her a candy with a smile and said - your skirt is so beautiful.

Does it look good?
She looked down and asked a question in her heart.

Maybe it's really good-looking, Li Mumu didn't know what she said that day, the little cousin spoke for her, Li Mumu was so wronged that she was about to cry, the little cousin stared at her, Li Mumu didn't dare to cry immediately.

Someone helped her get ahead, and she was very happy.

Later, the little cousin took more and more care of her. Sometimes he would go to Li's house on weekends to ask her about her homework, or bring her nice stationery and interesting books.

At that time, he was like a ray of sunshine, shining into her heart that had been shrouded in haze for a long time.

She's just not reconciled, really not.