you are a star

Yin Shisansheng was afraid that Yanxi would escape suddenly, so he hugged her even tighter, he lowered his head, rubbed her neck, and said in a low voice, "Yanyan, don't say you regret knowing me, okay? "

Because of such a sentence, he actually stayed downstairs in her company.

Yan Xi's eye circles turned red suddenly where Yin Shisan couldn't see, she could feel Yin Shisan's tense body shaking uncontrollably, the temperature dropped today, and he came out wearing a thin black shirt , very cold.

She closed her eyes heavily, and when she opened them again, apart from indifference, there was no extra emotion in her eyes.

"How long are you going to hug?" Yanxi said indifferently.

Yin Shisan's eyes paused, and the tip of his nose rubbed against her soft hair, but he felt that he was touching an iron wall. He paused, but before he could speak, Yanxi spoke again.

"Do you still want your stuff at home? If you want it, I'll send it to you by courier in the same city tomorrow. If you don't, I'll throw it away. I just want to empty it out and practice yoga."

Yin Shisan froze for a moment, then slowly let go of Yanxi, looked up at her cold eyes, and asked in a low voice: "Are you going to drive me away?"

Yanxi's nasal cavity suddenly became sour, her throat seemed to be torn hard, and it seemed to be cut by a blunt knife, the pain was so painful that she could not make a sound.

It took a while to say: "You can think so if you want."

"Words..."

"Yin Shisan, don't call me that anymore, okay?" Yanxi said annoyed, "You really bothered me, you know? No, I can't blame you completely, I told you nice things before, let you There is still a chance to misunderstand yourself, I made you have this illusion, in fact, I am also responsible."

"Yanxi!" Yin Shisan's face darkened, "This is not your truth at all, what exactly do you want to do?"

"What to do?" Yan Xi said coldly, "Don't you know what I want to do? Thirteen, since you won't listen to me, then there is no need for us to contact each other in the future. In the past, I thought I was overflowing with sympathy. It's my own bad luck to recruit someone like you."

Yin Shisan still didn't believe that Yanxi would say such a thing, but the emotion in her eyes was so real that it hurt her unreservedly.

He suddenly felt that he was slapped by reality.

He stood in front of Yanxi, a tall man of more than 1.8 meters, who was terrified by the rain, his increasingly handsome face became a little pale because of the cold or something else.

The rain kept dripping from his hanging hair, his vision was blurred, but Yanxi's face was still clearly visible, he wanted to go over and hold her hand again, but Yanxi seemed to see his intention , a trace of disgust flashed in his eyes, and he took a step back, because he retreated too quickly, his body swayed, as if he couldn't stand still.

"You really hate me so much?" Yin Shisan asked in a hoarse voice, his outstretched hand that was still in mid-air froze for a moment.

Yan Xi's gaze also fell on his right hand, and she realized that he was holding a key in his hand. She was familiar with the key chain, which was given to Yin Shisan when she lived in her house.

The key may have been held by Yin Shisan for too long and too hard. His palms were covered with key marks, deep marks, and some of them were even scabbed with blood.

Yanxi's heart hurt so badly that it became difficult to breathe, and the soreness went straight to her eyes. She was afraid that she would not be able to control it, so she turned her gaze away to look at the street lamp not far away, and in Yin Shisan's eyes Here, she didn't want to look at him any more.

"This key, if you like it, you can keep it. It won't be used anyway, and I don't need to ask you to get it back."

Yin Shisan clenched his palms, and the keys in his hands made a friction sound, "Did you change the lock to prevent me from entering your house?"

Yanxi seemed annoyed, "Why are you lifting the door lock again? Didn't you hear what I said clearly? It's my home. I don't need to ask you what I want to do, right? You are just my sympathy overflowing." It's just an orphan I took in at the time, so long, I said that when you are a family member, are you too involved in the drama?"

Yanxi never thought that one day she would say such words to Yin Shisan. For a long time, she did not dare to recall the sadness and despair on Yin Shisan's expression when she heard these words that day.

And he laughed at himself in the heavy rain, and that laugh made Yanxi wake up crying for a long time.

He said——Yanxi, I won't bother you anymore.

Yanxi watched Yin Shisan turn around, step by step away from her sight, he was walking in the rain, his lonely back made Yanxi's eyes blush.

When Qiao Nan came over, Yan Xi couldn't help but sat on the ground, his face couldn't tell whether it was tears or rain, and his eyes were bloodshot.

And she was holding a key in her hand, a key thrown away by Yin Shisan, he didn't want it anymore.

Yan Xi was taken back to the small building in Nanyuan by Qiao Nan. It rained for half a month, and Yan Xi had a fever intermittently for half a month. In his dream, he woke up crying when he thought of Yin Shisan.

During the day, Qiao Nan would bring An An and Sui Sui to see her. I don't know if such a small baby is sensible. They don't cry or make trouble by Yanxi's side, like two little angels, quietly accompanying her .

Sometimes, it was the Pomeranian that Qiao Nan raised to accompany her.

Around December, Yin Shisan came to Nanyuan to look for Qiao Nan. He told Qiao Nan that after New Year's Day, he was going to be an exchange student at a world-class university in country M. The other students were appointed by the school, and he was The school in country M specially applied to the school.

At that time, the major terrorist attack that occurred in country M, Yin Shisan's actions had already been spread in various colleges and universities.

In fact, Yin Shisan had already heard about this news during the National Day, but he was hesitant at that time, he didn't want to leave that person for too long.

But when the professor found him again later, he agreed.

Qiao Nan asked him how long he had been there, and he said it might be nearly two years. When Qiao Nan told Yanxi, Yanxi just smiled and said, "It's pretty good."

On New Year's Day, Yin Shisan came again, and this time he bid farewell to Qiao Nan. Yan Xi watched Yin Shisan get on the car and leave from Nanyuan from the window of the hut.

Yanxi's situation gradually improved. In the late spring and early summer of the following year, on An An's and Sui Sui's first birthday, she watched An An in the garden pull a red rose flower and was held by Xiao Jiu, and staggered towards her.

An An can only pronounce simple, but can't speak, he just handed the rose flower to Yanxi.

Yanxi smiled and kissed An'an, but when she turned around, tears were streaming down her face, the boy who would give her roses had already parted ways with her.