System: If you are confessed, you cannot write a novel

After the breakup, Yu Zhong had no intention of doing anything. The partners who started the business with him knew him well, so they gave him enough understanding.

He washed his face with tears every day, often drank alone, and vomited all over the floor when he was drunk.

Wherever he walked on the street, he slept like a Hanako. For a few seconds, he felt that life was meaningless.

His parents persuaded him to say goodbye and let go, but he couldn't do it. How can he just let go if he really loved?
Friends took him to drink, and always said that after drinking and sleeping, he would cheer up and start a new life, but every time he was drunk, he had to cry bitterly, and when he sobered up, he found that he still liked it very much.

That kind of feeling that you thought you were working hard, and you thought you could go to the end but ended without a problem really hurts people, especially the abandoned people, but we can't blame them.

Like this kind of thing, it is not something that can be controlled by one's own efforts and how good one is.

Those who left just left, what was wrong with them?
There is nothing wrong with pursuing what you want in your heart. To be a human being, you must first love yourself, and then you will love others if you love yourself.

How can you love someone if you can't even take care of yourself?
For about a year or so, Yu Zhong still couldn't get out. No matter the outside world was day or night, the world would be dark for him after losing Du Xiaodan.

He frantically inquired about the other party's news, but every time it was like being sentenced to death.

When the person you love is happy with others, you are in pain, but when he is hurt and heartbroken, you are in pain.

When you think you can tell the other person that you are always there, he tells you: this is love.

This is far worse than being killed.

There is nothing more sad than death, Yu Zhong really forgot very seriously, and lived very hard to get out.

He is learning to get used to the person he loves the most no longer belonging to him, trying to get used to seeing the person he loves the most sad or happy in the arms of others without disturbing his heart, this process is painful and uncomfortable.

But after getting through the trough period, life really began. In the second, third, and fourth years, he always felt that the wounds were callused and scabbed.

Yu Zhong began to feel his own preciousness, and felt that many people might be lost in life.

Finally, when he could accept the loss, Du Xiaodan suddenly came to disturb him.

She has already left, and she has already started stories with the people around her, but she always disturbs Yu Zhong from time to time.

Many times, Yu Zhong thought he could come out, but Du Xiaodan's letter and greeting made him confused again.

There is not only one person around Yu Zhong, it seems that the people he meets later are much better than Du Xiaodan, but he no longer has the courage to start a relationship, so he just stays alone.

For several years in a row, he didn't look for it again, and Du Xiaodan seemed to have an unstable relationship.

Every time she feels uncomfortable, every time she cries, doesn't she feel that love is bitter?
Later, the boyfriend who made her abandon Yu Zhong broke up with her, and Du Xiaodan burst into tears.

She didn't know that her mother was dead, and she didn't know that Yu Zhong wanted to die several times, but she was crying for a person who had only been together for a few months.

Ma Gobi didn't tell Du Xiaodan the news of Du Fang's death, but only asked her to study hard and send her money regularly.

Not long after losing her boyfriend, Du Xiaodan started another relationship, but she always felt that something was wrong. In the next few years, she talked about one relationship after another.

But there is no one who loves her as deeply as Yu Zhong, and gives all tenderness and sincerity to her.

Finally, she knew about her mother's death and how important a person who truly loves her is.

She decides to get back the person she likes, but after time has passed, Yu Zhong does not have a girlfriend, but it is different now.

The down-and-out student who was troubled by love has transformed into the president of two listed companies. No one knows how he did it.

There is no 20-year-old youth who is always down, and no one is 20 years old forever, but someone will always be 20 years old.

Du Xiaodan approached Yu Zhong, and when they met, Du Xiaodan changed a lot.

Except for Yu Zhong growing a beard, dressing better and with more taste, the rest doesn't seem to have changed much, he is still very good at caring for others.

But when Du Xiaodan thought they were still possible, Yu Zhong's words broke her heart, he said:
"I don't like anyone anymore, and I don't like anyone anymore. I take care of people just because I have always been like this. I am very good to everyone."

After finishing speaking, Yu Zhong left. Talking about love is just a waste of time for him.

After success, Yu Zhong has no shortage of women who want to be with him, but he doesn't talk to anyone, he just concentrates on doing his own thing and working hard.

Du Xiaodan knew that it was shameless for her to leave and reappear, but she still had to work hard.

It's not that I'm coveting Yu Zhong's good life now, but I really love him and want to be with him.

Although she herself is not very rich, it is enough to support herself and subsidize her family.

At home, Xiao Dan is a sensible child, and she always sends money home.

People who have played enough always want to regain that sincere feeling, but are you sure that someone is still willing to deliver their sincerity?
The other party finally took back his sincerity. If you want to take it away again, just take it away. It's unreasonable!

Du Xiaodan knew that she was wrong before, and she tried to make up for it, but Yu Zhong ignored her.

She has asked Yu Zhong many times, but it is difficult to get an appointment.

For Zhong, Du Xiaodan is not important now, he prefers to be alone.

Or train people in the company, or do charity, whatever you do is better than being with someone who passed by.

When Du Xiaodan couldn't make an appointment with Yu Zhong, he went downstairs to wait for him in the company, but he only met him briefly, and Yu Zhong didn't invite her home.

In previous memories, Yu Zhong once said that he would work very hard, and then earn money to buy a flat, whether it is a one-bedroom or two-bedroom apartment, as long as the final hostess is Du Xiaodan.

It's a pity that Du Xiaodan didn't have Du Xiaodan at home in the end, and he didn't buy a cozy one-bedroom or two-bedroom apartment. The cozy cottage in the dream just turned into a spacious villa.

It is quite enjoyable to be alone, Yu Zhong is not very suitable for two people, so after the breakup, he has been a celibate.

Du Xiaodan has made up his mind and must marry Yu Zhong.

She was so enthusiastic that Yu Zhong could entertain herself even if he didn't pay attention to it, she talked a lot, got into the car with Yu Zhong and went home without Yu Zhong's invitation.

Yu Zhong only visited as an old friend, and he didn't have any emotional fluctuations.

No matter what Du Xiaodan did or said, Yu Zhong was extremely perfunctory.

He has not allowed the people who left to easily enter his heart again.

Du Xiaodan has been enthusiastic for a year, but she has made no progress at all, and finally she can't bear her temper.

She was angry at Zhong, accusing him of being cold and violent and consuming her.

This unwarranted charge made Yu Zhong very at a loss. He made it clear that he had no intention of falling in love and would not accept anyone again.

It was Du Xiaodan who insisted on posting it. Yu Zhong should have been angry, but he didn't say anything.

After a year of hard work, there was no progress at all. When Du Xiaodan broke out, Yu Zhong only said a few words.

The general meaning is that it is impossible to be together, he thinks that everything will change, only the dead are quiet!
It is precisely because of this sentence that caused the tragedy that followed.

Du Xiaodan committed suicide by jumping off the building, because she could no longer find the meaning of living. Her favorite mother passed away, her father fell ill, and she hurt and missed the person she loved the most.

What if her father left before her?With that thought in mind, she jumped down from the tall building, and her young life ended like this.

The most distressing thing is Ma Gobi. He faced the pain of losing his wife and daughter alone. He was the one who brought his daughter's body home.

Since then, Ma Gobi has lost his reason to live, and his daily life is meaningless, and his body is not as good as before.

Yu Zhong hasn't been disturbed by Du Xiaodan for a long time, and he always feels that his ears are quieter, but he is not used to it.

After some investigation, his heart ached again. Yu Zhong didn't understand why Du Xiaodan was like this, but he already knew what to do next.

He chose to take medicine, the second day, the third day... No one found out. Before taking the medicine, he said that he went on a trip, so no one knew where he went.

Until a few months passed, Yu Zhong's mother went to clean the villa, and the scene in the bathroom scared her to the ground.

Yu Zhong not only took medicine, but also soaked himself in the water. He died just like that, and left a note on the table:

I have never forgotten you, not for a moment, I don't want to continue to fall in love with you, because I want to say, if you are still by my side for one year, three years, five years, then we will get married.

But you, I am too anxious. I must have done a lot of wrong things in my previous life. I will repay you in this life. I will not let you be alone. I will go down to accompany you. Don’t be afraid, I am here.

I hope to pay it off in this life, and I don't want to meet you again in the next life.

Parents, I'm sorry, my son is unfilial, but the hurdle in my heart has been surpassed. In the next life, I will be your child again. I'm sorry, really, sorry.

After Yu Zhong's mother saw the letter, she followed the smell to the bathroom, and her body was unrecognizable floating in the water.