System: If you are confessed, you cannot write a novel

Since then, Ma Gobi has felt that there is no hope for living. He always wants to seek death, but he is worried that no one will see him to death after death.

It is his last wish to be buried by someone after death. For this reason, Ma Gobi often lies on the road or outside, hoping that someone will go home with him.

If it is dead, it can be found and buried if it is seen.

After Yin Qiushui finished speaking, she was busy with the work in hand. She didn't know some details, and she didn't say anything about her reluctance to send Du Fang to the hospital.

Wuri Yeti sent the stories he heard to Ren Yi, lamenting Ma Gobi's tenacity in life, and lamenting that God was indeed teasing him.

He lived for so long with advanced brain cancer, his wife was bitten by a cobra with him, his wife died and he lived, his daughter was trapped by love, she lost herself in love and committed suicide, she tried to die many times and still couldn't die.

Life is indeed quite dramatic.

On the other side, Ren Yi and Ma Gobi went back after shopping.

Ren Yi was not stingy, and immediately bought two or three bags of rice, four or five barrels of oil, and vegetables for Ma Gobi, just like the government's targeted poverty alleviation to send warmth to the poor.

Ma Gobi burst into tears, he thought to himself:

'This young man should be the best reward God has given me. '

After Ren Yi received the news from Wuri Yeti, he paid more respect to Ma Gobi. This respect was not for the person in front of him, but for life.

Back home, the two had communication barriers, but they still made a sumptuous dinner despite such barriers. Naturally, Ren Yi cooked it, and Ma Gobi helped.

Ren Yi's cooking skills have never been bad, and he has read many books and recipes, so he is very good at cooking.

At 05:30, they had dinner.

There are seven or eight dishes, and Ma Gobi was only lucky enough to eat that many dishes once when he was young. In difficult days, sometimes he didn't have to eat.

Although life is difficult, his tenacity is admirable.

Ren Yi was careful enough to take Ma Gobi's old age and bad teeth into consideration, so he tried to make the food as soft as possible.

At the dinner table, Ren Yi poured two glasses of wine.

The two just ate, drank, and chatted like this, but most of them talked about each other, especially when they spoke long sentences, no one could understand what the other said.

Ren Yi actually showed his true feelings in front of this old man, maybe it was because the other party didn't understand, so don't worry, he said:

"Actually, I feel quite pitiful. My father died when I was very young, and my mother remarried and went to live with my uncle. After my uncle died, I went to live with another uncle. He got the same disease as my father again."

"A few times, I even felt that I was the lone star of the devil, and whoever lived with me would be miserable."

"I'm quite afraid that those people will appear and leave. I don't have the ability to quickly adapt to others' departure, so I try to restrain myself and slowly make sure that those people will not leave before we can be friends."

"I don't know what to say about myself. It's amazing. In the past twenty years, my life was black and white, but one day, I suddenly got a system, an ability that didn't belong to me."

"After that, my life has changed. Many people disliked me before, but now I seem to be very popular. I think this is a gift from God. If there is no system, maybe I will be another you."

"But I'm not as good as you. I really admire you. You can walk out of the Taklamakan Desert with your own ability. You are really strong. Maybe I can't get out of the desert without meeting the old man in the desert."

...

Ma Gobi couldn't understand a word, but when Ren Yi said it, he listened carefully. He didn't say a word, and the sound of eating was also quiet. He also told his own story:

"What I am most proud of is entering the desert of death and bringing out a kind and beautiful wife, and then she gave birth to me a well-behaved and sensible daughter. They are my life. Without them, life is meaningless."

"God, this thing is a fucking sun dog. He has to tease the living people, otherwise it may be uncomfortable."

"After Xiaofang and Xiaodan died, I wanted to die so much. If he insisted on not letting me die, then I would have to die."

"As long as someone can bury me, I don't ask much. I want to be buried next to Xiaofang and Xiaodan. The whole family is neat."

"Oh, by the way, it's worth mentioning that there are four people in my family, and one is Xiao Dan's favorite. Xiao Zhong is better than everyone else. I've met him several times. He is a responsible man."

"It's a pity, God, it will cause trouble."

...

Ren Yi also listened very carefully, and also did not understand what the other party said, but from the changes in Ma Gobi's expression, it was not difficult to see that the words were full of anger, helplessness, resistance, and acceptance.

The old man was greedy for a while, and he kept begging for wine with Ren Yi. It is rare to get drunk a few times in life.

When the old man got a little drunk, he took out a shoe box and handed it to Ren Yi, saying:

"Here, she, very gentle, I'm dead, you replace me, look at her..."

After Ma Gobi handed it to Ren Yi, he went to his own bed, staggered and muttered something.

Ren Yi sat in front of the table, the table was a mess, he thought he couldn't finish eating, but who would have thought that the old man's appetite was so good that he ate almost cleanly.

Inside the shoe box were the letters and stories between Yu Zhong and Du Xiaodan, all marked with serial numbers. After putting away the bowls and chopsticks, Ren Yi sat back on the bed and opened the shoe box to read.

First letter:

Xiao Dan, I like you, there is no reason, and there is no end, if you want, we will be together, if not, I will watch you from afar, and I will appear again when you need it.

This is Yu Zhong's confession letter to Du Xiaodan. It is very concise and to the point. This is also the first love letter Du Xiaodan has received. She replied with a letter:

Yu Zhong, good name, I like your name very much, I have never been in a relationship, so I may be dull, so please take care of me, classmate Yu.

The story of the two began with these two simple letters, but in reality they investigated each other for a long time.

The two exchanged more than 1000 envelopes and two notebooks.

Things like notebooks must be used to record their thoughts. People who write novels are actually gossips and want to know the stories of many people.

Some stories are hidden deep in the heart, and some stories become flesh and blood people in the pen, replacing those real regrets and continuing to live.

Ren Yi took out two notebooks, one belonging to Yu Zhong and one belonging to Du Xiaodan. He opened Yu Zhong's notebook first.

There is a note on it, some are long and some are short, like famous sayings, but read carefully.

Only then did I realize that it was filled with stories carried by time, or the thoughts of the parties involved:
Ms. Du, we have confirmed our relationship today. We want to be good and be together forever. I will not change the person in my heart, even if I die. I will give you all my affection, it is up to you.

Xiao Dan does not like to eat eggs, Xiao Dan is allergic to pollen, Xiao Dan came here after walking a long, long way, Xiao Dan has a happy family since she was a child, I have nothing, so I have to work hard and promise her a future .

I hope that I can have a one-bedroom or two-bedroom apartment in the future. Xiao Dan is my hostess, a lifelong hostess, with only one heart and true heart. I can only deliver it once, and I will give it all to you.

I was a boyfriend for the first time, and she was a girlfriend for the first time. When I was emotional, she silently accompanied me. Now that she is on her period, I also accompany her and rub her stomach.

Maybe this is my special ability. Everyone must have special abilities. My special ability is that my hands are very warm.

Whether it is spring, summer or autumn and winter, it is warm. I used to think it was nothing, but now I feel that this kind of warmth is for the people I love the most in winter.

I feel very happy to be by Xiaodan's side, and I want to be even happier, giving her a lot of care, and her life is also hers.

Xiao Dan, maybe you don’t know, maybe I owed you a lot of money or love in my previous life, and I will pay you back in this life, no matter how cruel you are to me, I will never let you go, I will always be with you.

...

There is a lot of content, but Ren Yi decided to stay and read it slowly. Now he wants to know how much Du Xiaodan attaches importance to this relationship.

So, Ren Yi opened another notebook.

It is amazing that the handwriting of the two notebooks seems to be written by the same person:

Yu Zhong, I always feel stunned by this name, but this person is the person I love the most. My first love, I hope it will last forever.

I love you too, didn't you say that my handwriting is ugly?So I imitated your handwriting, you just say it looks like it, anyway, I don't want to hear you say no, I want to hear you praise me.

Yu Zhong, a name engraved in my life, I admit that I must have fallen in love with you first, but you confessed to me, so I win, and I will love you wholeheartedly.

You shouldn't know that most girls don't like children, but after being with you, I really want to have a child with you. Our family of three is very happy in the room you told me.

I know you like children, I like you, so I like your likes.

When you love someone, you like to call him by his full name, so, Yu Zhong, Yu Zhong, Yu Zhong... I have called Yu Zhong countless times, so you can see.

Yu Zhong is really a warm classmate who is good at taking care of others, which makes me wonder if he learned it from other girls.

...

He is very busy recently, I really hope he spends some time with me, I don't want him to work so hard, as long as I can be with him.

What if, after having a boyfriend, someone better appears?