How to reverse the beautiful and strong miserable person setting in the Conan forum

After that day.

Kazawa Emitaka often stays in one place alone.

He refused everyone's company, even he refused everyone's kindness.

Anyone can see that Shikazawa's mood is not right, and even his state is clearly showing signs of collapse.

And everyone who knew the future also remembered more and more in their hearts, the man from the future once said.

Kazawa Emitaka will have a very emotional breakdown in the future, and many things will happen. The more this happens, the more nervous everyone becomes.

Most of the time, Lu Zezhiguang just sits on the swing in the playground and swings back and forth, he is rejecting the information about him from the outside world.

As if running away from something.

The situation of Shikazawa Zhiguang made his husband very worried, and his husband was the most special of all.

But even so, his husband was not close to Shikazawa Zhiguang, or in this group of people.

What Lu Zezhiguang is most afraid of is not other people, but his husband.

What he was most afraid of was that he would surrender in front of his husband. What he was most afraid of was that he would let go of all his defenses in front of his husband and then cry bitterly.

What he fears most is that he is afraid that his loss of control will hurt his husband.

……

Lu Zezhiguang swayed his body, but few newcomers on the playground looked over.

They could feel the sad aura coming from their boss, not to mention they didn't have the guts to go directly to comfort their boss.

They are not qualified enough!

When Lu Zechuanhe came to the playground, everyone looked away, and even took a few steps back subconsciously.

They have known recently.

There is a gentleman next to their boss, this gentleman is very protective of the calf, for fear that their boss will be wronged a little bit.

Even if their boss has something to do, he, this gentleman, will be the first to solve all the troubles.

However, when they took a closer look, they found that this gentleman did not belong to any department of the organization.Instead, it looks like a direct subordinate of the boss.

It is a bit too much to say that they are subordinates. Compared with subordinates, they feel that the way these two get along is like family members.

And the relationship between these two people also made them have nowhere to say anything.

When Kaze Zhiguang noticed his husband's arrival, he stopped and looked up.

Those eyes, which were originally full of spirit, became so dull at this moment.

Kazawa Emitaka is gradually collapsing!

His emotions are disintegrating bit by bit, the past has been haunting his heart, and those memories he has forgotten are gradually recovering.

Those personalities lost and abandoned by him are recovering bit by bit.

What kind of personality is that?

It was a personality full of dirty, even despicable means.

And that personality also protected him in the past, but finally died in his second personality when he was a child.

Kazawa Ehiko looked at his husband.

His eyes showed doubts: "What are you doing here at this time, sir?"

"I'm worried about Guaibao. Guaibao's appearance is too worrying. They dare not come to persuade them, but I dare."

Lu Ze spoke like this and came to the side of Lu Ze Zhiguang, and directly knelt down on one knee, and then he slightly raised his head to look at his cute baby in front of him.

The unspeakable distress in the eyes.

"Baby, I'll always be here."

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Lu Zezhiguang felt very strange.

He obviously performed well, he obviously didn't let his loss of control threaten anyone, he obviously tried his best to avoid the distance between him and others.

Why on earth are these people rushing to come to him!
Do you know that the closer you get to him, the closer you get to him at this time, it will threaten your life!
He was already trying his best to avoid everyone, he was worried that his loss of emotional control would strangle that person's neck, and then make that person very painful.

What Kazawa Emitaka is most afraid of is this kind of situation.

Do these people understand?
Even though his eyes showed any threat, his husband still didn't back down.

Correct!
How powerful his husband is, his husband has been with him for too long, and his husband knows his temper best.

Thinking like this, he has nothing to do with his husband.

Thinking of this, Kaze Zhiguang sighed and stopped the swing.

Looking at the gentleman kneeling next to him, he finally couldn't bear to speak slowly.

"Stop kneeling, this kind of action is not suitable for sir."

"But if it makes Guaibao happy, then I'd be happy to kneel."

"Sir, I'm in a very bad state right now. I'm afraid that my losing control of my emotions will hurt my husband. You should avoid me!"

"But if I avoid Guaibao, Guaibao will be the one who gets hurt. How could I just watch Guaibao get hurt?"

"If Guaibao hurts me, it will reduce the harm to myself, then no matter how much Guaibao hurts me, I will endure it."

Lu Ze Chuanhe said like this, Lu Ze Zhiguang was completely helpless.

He withdrew his eyes, and finally his eyes were red, and he only felt his nose sore.

……

Those memories in my mind finally overwhelmed Shikazawa Zhiguang at this moment.

The grievances of being treated inhumanly in the past, those grievances that were dark.

Even the grievance of not being accompanied, seeing the grievance that should belong to his happy future.

He no longer knows how many things he has been wronged, but every time he was wronged in the past, he would not cry.

Because he thinks crying won't solve anything, but now he wants to cry.

Obviously he survived, obviously he should be very happy now, but why can't he be happy.

At this time, he finally understood how painful it would be for him in the future.

"help me."

——Please, everyone is fine.

"Sir, help me."

— hold him.

"Sir, I feel so bored."

——So, it's only natural for him to want to die.

"Sir, I'm so tired."

——I don’t want to play any more.

"Sir, I'm really, really wronged!"

——You can be a wayward child for a while!
Lu Zezhiguang choked his voice and spoke cautiously.

After he stood up from the swing, he came to Lu Zechuanhe.

Then he looked away.

Lu Zezhiguang didn't know what he looked like at this moment, how helpless and heartbreaking he looked to others.

Lu Ze Chuanhe stood up, and then hugged the boy in front of him tightly.

Using his own embrace gave Shikazawa Emitaka a sense of security.

"Babe, I'm here."

"Baby, I'll always be with you."

"Baby, don't be afraid!"