How to reverse the beautiful and strong miserable person setting in the Conan forum

Since Shikazawa Zhiguang revealed his heart to his husband, he even sent a signal for help to his husband.

Since that day, his husband has been inseparable every step of the way, even when he goes to the toilet, his husband will stand beside him.

Lu Zezhiguang even doubted whether his husband would help him deal with it.

Thinking of this, Shikazawa Zhiguang also showed helplessness, more and more people knew that he was not in a good state, and what he said to Shinichi before.

Kudo Shinichi also told other people about this matter, and even told Lu Zechuanhe.

As if realizing that at this moment, only Lu Zechuanhe could comfort his emotions, everyone treated him with caution.

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Shikazawa Zhiguang nestled himself in Scotland's arms.

I don't know how many days he has been nesting in the bedroom and not going out today.

Scotland didn't wear a jacket, he had bare shoulders, and he hugged Shikazawa Edamitsu in his arms.

After realizing that Lu Zezhiguang's breathing gradually stabilized in his arms, he was sure that Lu Zezhiguang had fallen asleep.

Just as he was thinking, he slowly pressed the emergency caller placed by the bed.

Now this emergency caller is used to replace the role of people, they are not experimental subjects.

Their energy is limited, even if they try hard enough, they can only last about a week, and it is impossible for them to go on like this without eating, drinking, or sleeping.

And every time they make sure that Lu Ze Zhiguang is asleep before making a substitution, when Bourbon quietly pushes the door open.

What I saw was the light of Lu Zezhi who had been stuffed into bed by Scotland to sleep.

Shikazawa Zhiguang had an emotional breakdown, and everyone was very nervous, but after that day, Kazawa Zhiguang didn't take it seriously.

Didn't even show it!
they know.

This is Lu Zezhiguang hiding again.

Lu Zezhiguang was too contradictory, he could use his only rationality to tell everyone the distress signal in the last second.

But in the next second, he can use his reason to hide his faults.

Scotland's body was bruised and purple, and there was even a tooth mark on his neck that had been bitten and bleeding.

When Bourbon saw this, he lowered his eyes, and then he opened the door and Scotland tiptoed to the door.

After closing them carefully, they leaned against the door and talked cautiously, while Bourbon's eyes were fixed on Scotland's upper body.

Scotland realized the look in Bourbon's eyes, he was a little helpless, and then he spoke out.

He was by Lu Ze Zhiguang's side these few days, and he also kept those questions in mind.

"Occasionally he loses control of his emotions, and sometimes he scratches people. What's more serious is that Zhiguang likes to bite people's necks, but other than that, there is nothing else out of control."

Scotland said like this, and at the end he lowered his eyes.

"But if that's the only way to put Zhiguang at ease, I'm happy to do so."

"He's still the same these days, hasn't he slept?"

"No, he has been chatting with me for the past few days, from childhood to now, and he repeated it after he finished speaking."

"It's been repeated back and forth like this. I can't remember how many times he said it."

As soon as Scotland thought of this, his tone became smaller.

When he heard Kazawa Zhiguang use a very calm tone to describe the inhuman abuse he received when he was a child.

His heart hurt like a needle.

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His teeth were pulled out alive, and his palm was even smashed with a hammer.

In order to prevent him from escaping, he pierced his ankle with an iron hook, and even broke his hamstring.

In order to be seen by customers, she was forced to wear insulting clothes.

I am so afraid of pain, so I will be beaten several times a week, and after I get used to the pain, it will not hurt.

If you are afraid of the dark, you will be locked in a dark room, and all eating, drinking, and diarrhea will be handled in one room.

After being locked up for a month, if the situation is still not good, then continue to be locked up.

In order to prevent calling for help, the vocal cords are damaged, so that no sound can be made.

In order to make her eyes look beautiful, she was forced to take three injections of hormones every day and endured the excruciating pain.

If the final effect is not good, then goug out the eyes severely, and then use the recovery potion to recover and adjust again.

There are many other things, and Scotland feels like his brain is blank just thinking about it.

He had never seen such abuse!
It's hard for him to imagine just by sounding, how Kazawa Zhiguang escaped at that time.

He was even sent back by the policeman when he heard that Lu Ze Zhiguang had finally escaped.

Since then, Kazawa Zhiguang's life has been completely devoid of sunshine.

The place where he lives no longer has the sun shining in.

As soon as Scotland heard this, he wanted to kill the policeman.

It's too easy to shoot the head with one shot, how could he let that policeman die so easily.

But every time he listened and then expressed his killing intent, Shikazawa Zhiguang would always appease his restless emotions in the first place.

Then comfort him with gentle words.

Let him not be angry, those things have passed.This man also got what he deserved, and his family is innocent.

He would pinch his own palm to suppress those emotions severely!

He couldn't make any rebuttals, and even just hearing Kazawa Zhiguang speak in such a tone, he felt that he had nothing to do.

——Lu Zezhiguang is so gentle to the bone, he is clear about rewards and punishments, and he knows who his enemy is.

Even if the enemy's family members are innocent, he will not move a single bit.

Yes!
This man got what he deserved!

He is completely paralyzed!
but!

He felt that compared with what Lu Zezhiguang had suffered, being completely paralyzed was the easiest and least painful way to die!
It was also during this week that Scotland finally understood.Why does Shikazawa Emitaka no longer feel pain in his body?

The reason he lost his sense of pain.

——That's because he was terribly afraid of pain, even if he made a small cut, he would still be in excruciating pain.

He also knew why he had lost his sense of taste.

——That's because he doesn't want to eat bloody meat anymore, he doesn't want to eat that disgusting thing.

Without a sense of taste, he can treat those things as ordinary food.

He also knew why Lu Zezhiguang became emotionless, it was because there was no way there could be any emotion in that kind of place.

Even a trace of emotion will be strangled in the cradle.

but.

The more this happened, the harder it was for him to believe that he had experienced such a thing, such inhuman treatment when he was a child.

He didn't know how Lu Zezhiguang was still so gentle.

But any normal person!
After going through such a thing, it is impossible to have such tenderness.

To Scotland's answer, Shikazawa Emitaka answered with a smile.

"That's because the person I hate is the one who hurt me, and I won't take revenge on other people because of envy and jealousy."

"Those people are innocent and I can't hurt them because I lost control of my emotions."

Scotland's eyes were red as hell, he gritted his teeth and swallowed the pain and grievance into his stomach.

"Zhiguang..."