Chapter 378 Decided that Zhuang Haoran walked forward step by step with no expression on his face, just about to tell Xiao Tong to get himself a suit, but saw Jiang Tianlei walking out of the elevator a little lonely, wearing a black suit with his collar open, even The suit button was not buttoned, and he just walked forward indifferently, he took a deep breath helplessly, and turned his head away...

Jiang Tianlei didn't see him either, he just passed by him indifferently without speaking.

"Stop!" Zhuang Haoran suddenly and slowly called him to stop!

Jiang Tianlei stood three steps away from him, stopped, but didn't turn around.

Zhuang Haoran turned his head and looked at his background, remembering the tears in Tang Kexin's eyes and the helpless expression when Tang Kexin left just now, for a moment, a trace of anger made him walk forward slowly, looking at Jiang Tianlei who was still indifferent look, said: "Jiang Tianlei!"

Jiang Tianlei raised his head slowly and looked at him coldly.

Zhuang Haoran looked at Jiang Tianlei's cold and hard expression, suppressed the emotions in his heart, and said to him: "Men are different from women!! When men experience love, it may be fine to close the door and cheer up, but women are different. They may have to Only after going through many, many things that are more sad than love can I forget the current love..."

Jiang Tianlei looked at him and listened calmly.

Zhuang Haoran remembered Kexin's suffering for this love, so he stepped forward again, looked at this person who has been an enemy and friend for many years, and said solemnly: "If you can't figure out your direction for a while, then... Please don't touch that girl who is riddled with holes, give her some time to grasp the future, she is not an ordinary person, you and I both know..."

"You know better!" Jiang Tianlei answered him! !

Zhuang Haoran remained silent and looked at him.

Jiang Tianlei was secretly angry, looked up at Zhuang Haoran, and said forcefully: "The first time you saw Tang Kexin, I knew what you were thinking, because you always closed the door to fight!!"

Zhuang Haoran's eyes flickered slightly.

Jiang Tianlei suddenly looked at him with a sneer and said, "Can you really understand me? You have always been a coward, a person who is used to giving in when dealing with love, why should you say me? What qualifications do you have to teach me? Your greatest chic , is to give up on love, to give up on pursuit! That’s why you are still so charming!!”

Zhuang Haoran turned his face sideways and remained silent.

Jiang Tianlei looked at Zhuang Haoran again, thinking of Kexin's tears, he also felt distressed, but still with a tense expression on his face, he said quietly: "If I could choose! I would rather not love any of them!! They don't want to come into my In life! Maybe I can be more chic than you, because I have the most beautiful fiancee in Asia!"

Jiang Tianlei didn't want to say any more, just smiled bitterly, ignored anyone, and continued to walk forward, saying as he walked: "That night three years ago, if she hadn't broken into my life, maybe I only need to worry about one person life and death."

Zhuang Haoran turned around, looked at his gradually leaving back, and suddenly asked: "Really...have you fallen in love with Tang Kexin?"

"No!" Jiang Tianlei stopped talking, but a little distress flashed in his eyes, and he walked out slowly.

Zhuang Haoran looked at his back, his eyes flicked with thought.

The back garden of the hotel.

Tang Kexin changed into a white sweater, black shorts, black short boots, a black coat, a wide-brimmed hat, and a bag on her back. With a disappointed expression on her face, she walked out of the staff building weakly, exhaling white Angrily, she raised her head and looked at the stars in the sky. She had to force herself to give herself a bitter smile. At this time, the phone rang, she was taken aback, picked up the phone and looked at it, it was Su Ruiqi's caller ID, she smiled slightly , pressed the phone number, and responded lightly: "Hello..."

"Where?" Su Ruiqi's voice came.

"In the staff building...how about you?" Tang Kexin held the phone and whispered.

"In the hotel lobby." Wearing a black t-shirt, black slacks, and a black suit, Su Ruiqi got out of the car elegantly and handsomely, holding his phone and smiling slightly.

When Tang Kexin heard this, she immediately said, "I'll come out right away."

hang up the phone.

Tang Kexin passed the back garden with a smile and rushed into the hotel lobby. Then she stood in the middle of the luxurious lobby and saw Su Ruiqi leaning against the car door, looking around, but he was so fashionable and charming. She looked at him and called softly: "Su Ruiqi ..."

Su Ruiqi turned his head, looked at Tang Kexin, and suddenly smiled.

Tang Kexin didn't speak any more, but silently grabbed the strap of her bag, and trotted towards him with a smile. Su Ruiqi also looked at her running figure, stretched out his hand to gently catch her body, lowered his head, looked She was wearing a hat, with a beautiful face, big eyes, a high nose, and pink lips. She smiled slightly, revealing her healthy white teeth. He suddenly smiled and held her small face lightly. , asked: "Is it cold?"

Tang Kexin looked at him and shook her head.

"Then get in the car..." Su Ruiqi opened the door for Kexin himself, then helped her into the car, and then sat in the driver's seat himself, shifted the gear and started the car, letting the car drive straight ahead.

A black figure stood on the other side of the lobby, watching this scene...

Dongying stepped forward slightly, came behind Jiang Tianlei, and said softly: "President...it's time for the charity party..."

Jiang Tianlei was still standing aside, looking at the empty place outside the lobby, somehow recalling the night with Kexin, when she was with him because he was drunk, and remembering the next morning, when she was playing tricks on herself, she said She said some silly words with her teeth and claws, and then recalled some of the past times when the two of them met. When buying oranges, she playfully widened her eyes, and when she looked at others, she had a naughty look...

It turned out that he once had her like this.

Dongying raised her head strangely and looked at him.

Jiang Tianlei didn't speak any more, but turned around silently, left the lobby step by step, and walked to the car outside.

A black Land Rover is running in the night sky.

Tang Kexin was still in her usual habit, rolling down the car window, facing the somewhat cold air, enjoying the sadness, tears in her eyes, flowing back into her heart...

While driving, Su Ruiqi turned his head to look at Tang Kexin, and said with a smile, "It's so cold and you still open the window?"

Tang Kexin leaned against the car window, stretched her slender hands out of the window, felt the warmth of the cold wind stimulating her palms, thought of the passionate kiss with Jiang Tianlei in the room today, a little sour came up, she couldn't restrain it, her eyes blinked heavily , a little ruddy.

A little warmth gently covered her body.

Tang Kexin turned around in a daze, and looked at Su Ruiqi. He had already taken off his suit and put it on his body. He was only wearing a thin sweater. He was driving. Once upon a time, he was the closest to her in the past three years. Why did the closest person forget so quickly?It seems that love is really a very disturbing thing... She forced a smile, turned around, and looked out of the window again, feeling a little pain, depressed in the bottom of her heart, unable to breathe...

But at this moment, the phone rang.

She froze for a moment, took out her mobile phone from her pocket, faced the cold wind and the flickering street lights, turned on the screen of the mobile phone, it was a multimedia message from Jiang Tianlei, she just stared at the blue color of the multimedia message Cover, after thinking about it for a long time, I don't know what he will post to himself?Tears welled up in her eyes, and she pressed lightly with her thumb, and then an envelope was opened, and it was the photo of her smiling the sweetest...

She froze for a moment, looked at the picture of herself in the picture, and when she was thinking for a while, she saw another MMS, it lit up, and it turned out to be another picture of herself smiling so sweetly...

A burst of breath, panting up quickly.

She seemed to be unable to resist looking at each MMS letter, which kept flashing on her mobile phone, all of which were her own photos, and there was even a photo that she had never seen before. She was stunned and looked at the picture When she was lying on the sofa with her face sideways and fell asleep, her sleepy posture was like a little pig... Her eyes wandered, searching for her memory, and she suddenly realized that this was a photo from Jiang Tianlei's office. It was a photo of me accompanying him all night and falling asleep unbearably...

When did he shoot it?

While trembling, Tang Kexin clenched her phone tightly and looked at herself on the screen, sleeping soundly. Thinking of that man, when taking pictures of herself, he must have shown a habitual and hidden smile. Tears finally fell down...

She continued to wait for the next photo, but time passed bit by bit, the road passed one after another, and suddenly there was no more, she knew, clearly, that this man was saying goodbye to her, heart, drill Feeling a pain, she gritted her teeth, looked at the last photo, tears rolled down, but she just closed her eyes, leaned her face against the window, tears rolled down along the transparent window...

The night is so dark.

The cold wind howled wildly.

The large food stalls propped up by a certain river lit up with dazzling light, and the small tents everywhere were also lit with yellow lights, and the sound of hot pot rolling could be heard repeatedly.

A wine glass smashed on the table! !

Tang Kexin drunkenly picked up the white shochu, and was about to pour another drink. Su Ruiqi sat aside and immediately stopped her, saying nervously: "Don't drink it!!"

"Su Ruiqi!!" Tang Kexin was so drunk that she raised her head unconsciously, looked at Su Ruiqi's handsome face, felt a sudden pain in her heart, and choked up and said, "Do you know? At that time, your sister told me about your When you are in a love story, ask me to leave you..."

Su Ruiqi was taken aback suddenly, and looked at her.

"Don't get me wrong, I didn't blame her!" Tang Kexin's face was flushed, she held the wine bottle, filled another glass of wine, and took a heavy sip. The spicy taste made her take a deep breath before smashing it down. The wine glass, choked up and said: "If I were my sister, I would also persuade myself to leave you!"

Su Ruiqi looked at her distressedly and silently.

Tang Kexin's eyes were filled with tears, she was drunk tonight, she raised her head, stretched out her hand in a dizzy mind, patted her chest again, and sobbed, "But you know? I said goodbye to you that day, How much does my heart hurt? I hurt so much! Because you are the one who gave me the first meter of sunshine since I was disfigured! In my world, there are not many people who love me. I keep one, yes One, am I greedy?"

She looked at him in tears! !

Su Ruiqi looked at her and shook his head slowly.

Tang Kexin smiled sadly, tears rolled down, then raised her head, holding the wine bottle, suddenly remembered the man in the night, and poured herself another glass of wine...

"Stop drinking!" Su Ruiqi wanted to block it with his hands again.

"Let go!" Tang Kexin pushed him away, suddenly raised her head to look at him, and cried, "Do you know why, will my face be disfigured?"

This has always been her secret.

Su Ruiqi shook his head.

Tang Kexin seemed to be going crazy tonight, holding the bottle of white wine tightly, but looked at the hot pot burning in front of her with tears, and said bitterly: "Because there was one night three years ago, I was going to serve wine at the Asia Hotel the next day. Division competition, but when I walked into the back alley for the last time that night, I was forcibly grabbed by a man and pulled me into a dark corner..."

Hearing this, Su Ruiqi suddenly looked at her nervously.

Tang Kexin wiped away her tears, recalling that night three years ago, she cried and said, "He handed me a bottle of wine, asked me to protect it, then gave me a kiss, bit my lip, and tasted my wine. blood, he disappeared, and finally fell under the guns of those men in black. At that time, I was holding that bottle of red wine, thinking about what kind of secret it would be, that made a person pay his life for it? I think it It's my bad luck, but I can't help it, because I pay attention to promises, because that person is dead, I can only guard it well, guard his little soul, but there is another secret, the sky does not know, the earth does not know. I know, the dead person, I don’t know, only I can understand why I guard that bottle of red wine..."

Su Ruiqi stopped and looked at her.

Tang Kexin also raised her head, looked at him, and said with tears: "Because, the place where I want to send red wine is the place where my father devoted his whole life...the place where he wants to be loyal all his life...so, I Holding it is like hugging my father's heart..."

Su Ruiqi's eyes were slightly rosy.

Tang Kexin suddenly wiped the tears off her face in great pain, before she raised her head and cried, "Dad said, people must have faith in life, and my faith is my red wine... just because of that, I hugged the bottle Red wine broke into Jiang Tianlei's room..."

Su Ruiqi bowed his head heavily and remained silent.

Tang Kexin wiped away her tears again, but her body twitched in pain and cried, "Because of this, my life has been different from now on. I went to the police station with him, and finally got caught by a few men on a black rainy night, A knife was stabbed in my shoulder, and sulfuric acid was poured on my face. Blood and sulfuric acid burned together in my body, and my future, my hope, and my youth were all burned away!! For three years, more than I thought about death once or twice, every time I hid in the dark warehouse, raised my head, looked at the only window, longing for a sunny day... At that time, I thought my life was over like this, but I didn’t expect , Three years later, he appeared again, not only gave me a job, but also gave me hope, and even left me alone in the open grassland, telling me, as an employee, I hated him so much at that time It's cruel, but I somehow feel that I am being watched by others, and I am actually happy...No one can understand my happiness..."

She suddenly knocked her head on the stage and burst into tears.

Su Ruiqi sat beside her, looking at her with tears in his eyes, and then he wanted to reach out and stroke her head...

Tang Kexin raised her head, looked at Su Ruiqi and cried again: "You know what? He is a very hateful person. He kept hugging me and looking at my scars. At that time, I really hated him." He, why isn't he afraid of this scar like everyone else? Why isn't he afraid? He still holds my face and kisses it... Do you know how much I hurt? How much I hate him? Why does he kiss it Ah? Even I hate the place, why did he kiss? Can I not hate? Can I not love? When his kiss falls on my face, can I not love? "

Su Ruiqi gritted his teeth and sat in his seat without making a sound.

Tang Kexin cried again and looked at Su Ruiqi, and said: "I heard people say that you don't need a reason to love someone, and you need a lot of reasons to not love someone, but in my world, it's just the opposite. If you ask me why I love him, I can actually give a lot of reasons, but I don’t love him, but I can’t give a reason! Because I can understand everything about him! I waited for him to go to the movie with roses in my arms that day, but I just wanted to accompany him. It's just to accompany him... For him, I really can give anything, I can give up, I don't want anything..."

"Kexin..." Su Ruiqi called her distressedly.

"You don't know..." Tang Kexin cried bitterly again, "When he called me by my name, it sounds so nice, whether it's Kexin or Tang Kexin...it sounds so good...I wish I could die of pain in his world." , I don’t want the loneliness and freedom I used to have... because compared to the pain he gave me, the past is more painful... At least someone is thinking about it now... But why... He won’t see me, he won’t go He doesn't want to see her when watching a movie, because it's a love with no results at all... At that time, he was the one who felt sorry for me..."

Su Ruiqi looked at her distressedly.

Tang Kexin suddenly covered her face in pain, and burst into tears: "I heard the news that the two of you will be together forever. Although my heart hurts, I am still happy for him... But why did he turn back? If he didn't turn back , maybe I can live the lonely life I want, even though I am lonely all my life, I am willing... Why did he turn back? The person who has loved so hard for so many years has finally blossomed and bears fruit, why should he turn back? I I don’t understand this feeling, I don’t have confidence anymore, I’m tired, I’m afraid..."

"Do you... still love him?" Su Ruiqi looked at her suddenly and asked distressedly.

Tang Kexin looked at Su Ruiqi in tears, and cried, "How can I not love him? Why not love him? Do I have any reason not to love him?"

Su Rich was stunned.

Thinking of this, Tang Kexin suddenly became a little sober for a moment, picked up the phone suddenly, opened the photo tremblingly, showed it to Su Ruiqi... and said stupidly: "Look at this photo, can you see anything? "

Su Ruiqi looked at the photo on the phone screen, it was early in the morning, Kexin stood in the kitchen and looked at the camera, smiling sweetly, but he didn't understand, he raised his head and looked at her.

Tang Kexin looked at him seriously, and said with tears, "You can't see anything, right?"

Su Ruiqi looked at her helplessly.

"The reason why I love him is right here... Can't you see it?" Tang Kexin looked at him and asked again crying.

Su Ruiqi was puzzled, and looked at the photo again, but still couldn't understand and raised his head to look at her.

Tang Kexin's heart ached, tears dripped down, she looked at him choked up and said, "In it, there is the happiest smile in my life, this is for him... and this is for me too..."

Su Ruiqi suddenly felt a sharp pain in his heart, and looked at her helplessly.

Tang Kexin picked up the phone, suddenly looked at herself smiling so sweetly in the photo, and continued to cry, "At that time, my heart was full of love, and I suddenly realized that love is not about having, but about giving." ...Love is not getting, love is giving...Love is not caring, love is conveying...Love is not sacrifice, love is dedication..."

She suddenly hugged the phone, pressed it tightly in her arms, and cried bitterly again.

"A movie, watching a character's life, is also watching my own life... That movie is lonely, and my life is also lonely... It's been so hard to come to this day, every night, I wake up from a nightmare, It's all about his smile, his kiss, everything about him... It's not that I'm afraid to love him, it's not that I don't want to give him another chance, but I'm really afraid of loving him again, and if he abandons me again, I will die... ..." Tang Kexin held the phone, lowered her head, and cried, "But why did he give me these photos? Can't he keep them for a while? Give them back to me so soon... My strength will be broken again, I Maybe I will fall into the abyss with his love again..."

"Kexin..." Su Ruiqi didn't want to listen anymore, the more he listened, the more sad he felt, he suddenly reached out his hand and lightly held her shoulder.

"That damned Zhuang Haoran!!" Tang Kexin suddenly raised her head, and said with tears and resentment: "Does he not know how hard I try to live? Why did he say that he abandoned me again today, and made me go to bed one by one? It’s hard!! Damn Zhuang Haoran!!”

She suddenly became drunk, dialed Zhuang Haoran's phone in pain, got up abruptly, and walked out of the tent! !

"Kexin!!" Su Ruiqi hastily dropped several 100 yuan bills and followed them out.

Tang Kexin walked to the river alone, facing the fierce cold wind, standing dizzily, holding the phone, listening to the ringing... She cried and shouted: "Zhuang Haoran!! Listen to the phone! ! Answer the phone for me!!"

Asian Hotel.

Just before the charity gala, there was a small reception. Zhuang Haoran was wearing a black suit and holding red wine. He had just clinked glasses with Commissioner Zhang, and then talked with a certain official. She was raising a glass and chatting with a certain young master. Because she was Zixian's friend, she was also a guest at the seat. He smiled slightly and greeted everyone, and thought He walked over, but at this moment, his phone vibrated. He was taken aback, took out his phone, saw that it was Tang Kexin's call, raised his head and glanced at the clear sky, then turned around slightly, dialed the phone, and responded lightly, "Hello?"

"Zhuang Haoran!!" Tang Kexin suddenly called him loudly! !

Zhuang Haoran was taken aback for a moment. Hearing this voice, he immediately put down his wine glass, walked out of the banquet hall, stood by the back profile, and called nervously: "Kexin? What's wrong with you?"

"I really hate you!!" Tang Kexin was standing by the river, almost shaking and about to fall off the fence. Su Ruiqi immediately supported her gently behind her, and called nervously: "Kexin!! Be careful! You're drunk! Don't be drunk yet! Talk, go home and rest!"

"Go away!" Tang Kexin pushed Su Ruiqi away, and then cried out in pain! !

Zhuang Haoran frowned, and said accurately: "Have you been drinking?"

"I'm drinking, so what? Then you said, are you leaving? Then you go! Who cares?" Tang Kexin cried and looked at Zhuang Haoran, and said, "Don't think that I cherish you, you can Threatening me by leaving me at every turn!"

Zhuang Haoran was taken aback for a moment, and after hearing this, he called out, "Tang Kexin!"

"Do you know how hard I worked to get your approval?" Tang Kexin cried while holding the phone, facing the fierce wind, "I am reciting the book at night, afraid of going to bed, and pricking it with needles, afraid that you will see me. Stabbed on my own back, on the back of my hand, on my thigh, just to prevent you from seeing..."

Zhuang Haoran remained silent, quietly holding the phone and listening.

Tang Kexin's tears rolled down again, she cried and said: "I don't know why I cherish you so much, it seems that the blood of the same wine flows in our bodies, I seem to feel the depths of your soul, for grapes The deep connection between flowers and wine, I seem to see too many memories about my father in you, I seem to feel that you should appear in my life in this life..."

Zhuang Haoran blinked heavily.

Tang Kexin wiped away the tears on her face, cried and said: "I leave the last bit of innocence in my life to you, because I know that you can keep the quiet land of my heart! But why would you like me like you? Don’t understand me? Why do you tell me that you will leave me at any time and want me to grow up quickly, can’t you see how hard I work? I have tried very hard to reject Jiang Tianlei! I have worked really hard !Do you know how much I love him? You don't!!"

"Where are you!" Zhuang Haoran suddenly asked.

"I don't want you to care! Your space-time speed car can reach my world in three seconds, but it can't reach my heart! You always take advantage of my cherishment of you, threaten me at every turn, and leave me!" Tang Kexin cried speak.

"Tang Kexin!" Zhuang Haoran called her again in a deep voice! !

"What? Are you going to scold me again, right? Are you going to teach me a lesson? Save yourself! I'll resign tomorrow! I won't serve you anymore!! If you want to leave, you can leave me!! I'll start from today Let me let myself go, okay? Let me float there like a gust of wind, right there, you don't care about me, and you don't care about me!! I don't want you!!" Tang Kexin cried again!

Hearing this, Zhuang Haoran suddenly smiled helplessly.

"What are you laughing at? Why are you laughing!! Tell me, what are you laughing at!" Tang Kexin shouted while holding the phone!

Holding the phone, Zhuang Haoran paused for a while, then sighed slightly, and said slowly and helplessly: "I said, I will leave you one day, and I want you to grow up quickly because..."

He hesitated for a while, and then said with a wry smile: "It's because... I'm afraid that something will happen to you after you leave me... At that time, you will stand where I can't see you, crying, sad, and in pain. What do you do if you are not by your side? So I want you to grow up quickly... This is actually...just a kind of...worry..."

Tang Kexin fell silent suddenly.

Holding the phone, Zhuang Haoran said with distressed eyes: "Just like now, aren't you far away from me? If I treat someone sincerely, I will not only spread my wings to protect her, but also let her learn to protect herself Myself... You are in front of me, I am already so worried, you are not out of my sight, can I rest assured? Can I not worry? "

"Really?" Tang Kexin asked while holding the phone, tears rolling down again.

"Hmm..." Zhuang Haoran nodded.

"I don't believe it..." Tang Kexin lowered her head and muttered.

Zhuang Haoran suddenly smiled softly, but stopped talking.

Tang Kexin also wept silently. Thinking of what he said today, she still said sadly: "But in the future, can you... stop saying that you are going to leave me? I don't want to hear..."

Zhuang Haoran smiled softly again, and said, "Okay."

Tang Kexin stopped talking, as if she was satisfied in her heart, she just stood there silently and wept.

Zhuang Haoran remembered what she said: Do you know how much I love him?He said softly, "Good boy, now hand over the phone to Young Master Su..."

"I don't!" Tang Kexin refused.

"Be obedient!" Zhuang Haoran ordered softly and gently.

Tang Kexin had no choice but to hand the phone to Su Ruiqi. Su Ruiqi gave her a helpless look, then took the phone with a smile, still supporting her precarious body, and said lightly, "President Zhuang..."

Zhuang Haoran was on the other side, having a conversation with Su Ruiqi.

Su Ruiqi gently placed Tang Kexin on the special chair beside him, then walked aside, chatted with him, and then nodded lightly.

Tang Kexin looked at Su Ruiqi suspiciously.

Su Ruiqi finally confirmed with him, put away the phone, walked slowly back to Kexin's place, and handed the phone back to her...

Tang Kexin took a look at him before answering the phone stupidly, and said lightly, "Hello..."

Zhuang Haoran said with a smile: "Judging from your tone of voice, I guess you are drinking soju, let Young Master Su accompany you back, sleep well, wake up tomorrow, and then decide whether to resign or not..."

Tang Kexin was a little sober, and her face turned red.

Zhuang Haoran paused for a while, then held the phone, smiled slightly, and said, "I still have some things to do today, you should go to bed early, huh?"

"Busy to meet Qingkong?" Tang Kexin muttered.

"Yes!!" Zhuang Haoran answered her heavily, then suddenly smiled.

Tang Kexin didn't speak, just holding the phone, wiping the last tear of tonight.

Zhuang Haoran was holding the phone, before she could hang up, he hung up first, looked at the long silhouette in front of him, and called softly: "Xiao Tong."

Xiao Tong followed behind, lightly replied: "Yes."

"Get ready for the car, I'm going to the hospital..." Zhuang Haoran looked forward and said decisively.

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