The private treasure of the president of the wealthy family Ⅰ

Chapter 379 The competition night of life is so blurred.

The stars are dotted and the wind is cold.

The bamboo shadows were heavy and kept shaking.

Lying on the bed, Ru Mo felt a little cold for no reason, and her body shrank a little.

Someone gently covered her with the quilt, and then there was a gentle sound, and the window was closed.

Rumo's eyelashes blinked lightly, she who always woke up, because of this noise, her eyes gradually floated, she blinked slightly, finally opened her eyes, and saw Zhuang Haoran sitting beside her bed, looking at him tenderly. To herself, a pair of star pupils shone with fiery light, she was slightly startled, looked at Zhuang Haoran, slightly wanted to move her body, wanted to sit up...

"Don't move..." Zhuang Haoran stretched out his hand, lightly held her shoulder, let her lie down carefully, then pulled the quilt lightly for her, and said softly and worriedly: "Sorry, did I wake you up?"

Rumo was hazy and weak, and said softly with a slightly hoarse voice: "It's okay. You came just in time. At this time, I just had a nightmare..."

Zhuang Haoran looked at her helplessly.

Rumo looked at him and smiled helplessly.

Zhuang Haoran didn't make a sound, just stood up a little bit, pulled a chair beside him, sat beside him, held Rumo's little cold hand slightly, looked at her with some distress and said: "Obviously the room is already very warm, what's wrong with your body?" Is it still ice?"

Rumo remained silent, lying pale on the snow-white hospital bed, with a little sadness in his eyes, he said: "Maybe... because of that heart, it is gradually shrinking."

Zhuang Haoran looked at her silently.

Rumo was afraid that he would be sad, so he quickly held his hand weakly and said comfortingly, "Don't worry, I'm fine. If it's really... I'm destined to leave, it's life and death..."

Zhuang Haoran smiled slightly.

Rumo blinked her dream eyes, looked at Zhuang Haoran's eyes, then smiled and asked understandingly: "What? Do you need me?"

Zhuang Haoran didn't make a sound, but looked at her very tenderly.

Rumo looked at him intentionally, and said with a smile, "What's wrong?"

Zhuang Haoran suddenly held Rumo's little hand, put it on his lips, kissed it lightly, then raised his head to look at her and said, "Rumo..."

"Huh?" Rumo looked at him and responded lightly.

"Every time I call you that, Tianlei gets very angry..." Zhuang Haoran said with a smile.

Rumo said with a smile: "He misunderstood that you liked me..."

"Did you not misunderstand?" Zhuang Haoran asked.

Ru Mo shook his head.

"How do you know that I don't like you?" Zhuang Haoran looked at her and asked.

"Because I know..." Rumo felt that this question was easy to answer, so she smiled and said, "A girl is very sensitive. If a boy likes her, she can feel it. From childhood to adulthood, you just treat me like a sister." , it was only because he was naughty sometimes and intentionally teased Tianlei, so he misunderstood this misunderstanding, and I explained this misunderstanding again, but he still didn't believe it..."

When Rumo mentioned Tianlei, a gentle smile appeared on his face.

Zhuang Haoran looked at her sweet smile, suddenly smiled, and said, "Actually, you are wrong,"

Rumo looked at him.

"When I was very young, I thought you were beautiful and liked you very much..." Zhuang Haoran said with a smile.

Rumo looked at him quietly, for a long time, still didn't believe it, and asked half-jokingly, "When?"

"When you walked into my lavender city wearing a white dress..." Zhuang Haoran said with a smile.

"At that time?" Rumo suddenly laughed, and realized that he was teasing herself, so she slapped his hand lightly and said, "You are so nonsense, we were young at the time, how could you like me, but later, there was another A little sister, you like her very much. For a while, you kept thinking about that sister... You even gave her the hyacinth that your grandfather gave you... I don't know why, but I always remember this incident , because she is so beautiful, and her foot hurts, you carry her and walk forward, she holds a windmill in her hand...the purple windmill, turning around, is very beautiful..."

Zhuang Haoran couldn't help laughing, thinking of the funny things in his childhood, he found that no matter how vague his memory was, he would still remember that fluttering little figure.

"Later...why didn't I have a relationship?" Rumo was really afraid of being lonely, so she looked at Zhuang Haoran and asked.

Zhuang Haoran didn't want to talk more.

Looking at his eyes, Rumo knew that he had the same temperament as Tianlei and couldn't force it, so he smiled softly.

"But at that time, you, the Lavender City that first entered our house, was so beautiful...beautiful like a wisp of cloud, just named Rumo, light and floating..." Zhuang Haoran said with a smile.

Rumo smiled softly.

Zhuang Haoran looked deeply at Rumo again, looked at her beautiful and pale face, and said quietly: "Such a cloud, really, makes many of us deeply love..."

Rumo looked at him with a smile.

Zhuang Haoran stared at her for a long time, then suddenly took her little hand and said, "Rumo, if you have an afterlife, what kind of creature would you like to be in this world?"

Rumo heard this, thought for a while, then smiled wryly and said: "If there is an afterlife, I hope I am a little bird with parents... I don't accept gifts, I don't accept love, and I live this life happily... "

Hearing this, Zhuang Haoran suddenly looked at her and asked, "Then why... have to wait for the next life?"

Rumo looked at Zhuang Haoran and said, "I...can I still choose?"

"Why not?" Zhuang Haoran looked at her and said with a smile, "You can definitely survive, and with Tianlei and I's financial resources, you can definitely survive."

Rumo looked at Zhuang Haoran tonight, a bad premonition flashed in his eyes, and he said, "Haoran... what do you want to tell me?"

Zhuang Haoran kept silent, looked at Rumo, hesitated for a while, and then said sincerely: "Rumo, we are living at this moment, why do we only have one heart, because it only beats for ourselves, but if it beats too much If you are weak, you will jump into other lives and let others take on your life..."

Rumo looked at him silently.

Zhuang Haoran looked at Rumo sincerely, and said: "A person has only one heart, so loneliness is inevitable, but if there are two hearts in one body, it will actually be too heavy a burden, not only will it not bring any burden to the other heart. Happiness, on the contrary, will bring pain. Life, in fact, nothing is terrible, only fragility is the most terrible, because fragility will not only bring disaster to yourself, but also to the people around you, that is the most terrible survival phenomenon picture……"

Rumo looked at him lightly, tears streaming down her face.

Zhuang Haoran looked at Rumo again, and said with a slight smile: "If we are stronger and can bear what we can bear in the face of love, gain and loss, the other party will be more relaxed and happy. Overburdened with necessity, it would actually overwhelm his love. Do you desire this?"

"What do you... want to tell me?" Rumo looked at him and asked.

"What I want to say is..." His eyes flickered slightly, he looked at Rumo's fragile expression, and said sincerely: "The heart's endurance depends on how big your love is, whether it is big enough to one day , let him find his own happiness... If you learn to let go, maybe his world will be brighter... And you, you can also let go of the heavy responsibilities and burdens of many years, and learn to walk your own life... Maybe in this way, it will be more beautiful Relaxed and natural…”

"Tian Lei has agreed to marry me..." Ru Mo looked at him and said quickly.

"Then if the end of the world comes tomorrow, will he go one step ahead of you? Can you survive?" Zhuang Haoran asked.

Rumo silent.

"You still have to live... This is not a multiple-choice question, it's your own problem, Rumo..." Zhuang Haoran looked at her sincerely, and said, "Why do you treat your own question as a multiple-choice question, Leave it to others to choose? Then others may involuntarily bear the burden because of helping you choose, and you will have to bear unavoidable gifts and bad luck. No one can afford anyone’s life. One day, he will be tired, maybe, he is already tired..."

Tears rolled down like foam quickly.

"When he's tired..." Zhuang Haoran hesitated, looked at Rumo, and reminded her... "When he was tired, because you were too fragile, he didn't choose to rely on you, but chose to rely on others... "

Rumo suddenly looked at Zhuang Haoran.

"Don't get me wrong..." Zhuang Haoran said with a smile: "This is the love between you and him. I have no right to say anything. I just want to tell you on this night, let go of your fragility and be stronger. It is the expression of loving yourself and loving others. Be strong enough, one day, if he is tired, he may be able to rely on you, you welcome him with open arms, maybe he is dependent on others, you wish him to leave, if you do this , maybe at that time, your heart will no longer need to be replaced..."

Rumo burst into tears, looking at Zhuang Haoran.

Zhuang Haoran felt a little pain in his heart, he took her hand, squeezed it lightly, and then quietly said: "Yes, there was no love in our past, but we are like three people bound by fate, if one day, you I really can't bear it, I... will take you away..."

Rumo suddenly looked at Zhuang Haoran, choked up and said, "You..."

Zhuang Haoran held her little hand tightly again, and said, "Rumo, protect your heart well, don't let it erode the life of the person you love, it's too unfair to him, if you love him, no Do you want him to be happy? Love, to put it simply, is mutual dependence, not unilateral sacrifice..."

Tears rolled down like foam.

Zhuang Haoran looked at her, and said with a slight smile, "Rumo, do you know why the closer the vines are, the sweeter the fruit will be?"

Looking at him with tears.

Zhuang Haoran said with a smile: "Because the vine is also alive and intelligent, when it finds that there is another tree competing with it at close range, it will strongly take root and look for deeper and richer nutrients underground... …I know a girl who originally had a crippled life and a not-so-healthy body, but in her body, there are two hearts, one of her own and the other of others... I clearly feel that she is about to collapse But she is living a better life than before..."

Rumo was silent, tears streaming down his face.

Zhuang Haoran looked at Rumo, and said sincerely: "Forgive me for what I said tonight, I just want to tell you, because too many times when you accept gifts, you forget that life belongs to you, not others. …Like her, accept the competition of life, regardless of success or failure, I believe you will have a better life than in the past.”

Rumo's body began to tremble violently, tears rolling down one by one.

Zhuang Haoran looked at her fragile appearance, leaned forward, hugged her gently, kissed her hair, and said with distress: "It's okay. Be strong, okay? No matter what happens, I am always by your side, if you are lost and in pain, I will take you away..."

Rumo didn't speak anymore, just in his arms, clinging to his sleeves lightly, weeping silently.

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That concludes today's update.