About the fact that I accidentally turned my sister into a cripple

Chapter 156 Ah Ling, who is afraid of thunderstorms, and her aunt with unknown purpose
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The first thing Sakakiharara opened his eyes was to silently stare at the pair of purple pupils opposite his pillow.

A girl with shoulder-length short hair, a men's white shirt with an overly wide neckline, and the action of hugging the pillow
Sakakibara Suzu smiled awkwardly, "Good morning, brother."

How did she come here?
Sakakihara Raku sighed early in the morning and asked her, "Why are you sleeping on my bed?"

On the opposite side of the bed, Sakakihara Suzu, who was holding a radish doll, hesitated for a long time, and finally showed him a sunny and happy smile:

"I'm here to wake you up!"

The sister's smile is very heartwarming, and her mood seems to overflow on this cute little face.

It's a pity that Sakakihara would not believe her reason. There is no one who wakes up and yells to the other person's pillow.

"A Ling."

"OK."

"Do you feel that you are too clingy to me recently?"

"Have it?"

Sakakihara was a little angry: "Recently, I always like to take a nap by leaning against me. When I get sleepy watching TV at night, I also like to climb on my lap to sleep. Now I just ran to my bed, right?"

"That's. That's because I have no place to lean on. Why don't I use a fleshy headrest?"

Sakakibara Suzu was very frightened, she hugged the carrot in her arms tightly with both hands, her eyes fluttered down, not daring to look at him, and at the same time she was curious about his expression now.

Perhaps because of her role as a voice actor, every word she said seems to have a little bit of emotion in her heart.

Sakakihara could hear the fear in her words.

Are you afraid that you will become bored with her because she is too clingy?
Ah Ling, she hasn't grown up yet.

Still like before, I like to rely on people.

Forget it, let's not talk about her.

"A Ling."

Sakakihara Rin had been waiting for his answer, nodded quickly, "Yes."

"Get up first, I'll make breakfast."

"Brother, aren't you angry?"

"Angry, why not angry, you are not a child anymore, you should know what the distance should be?"

The tone of Sakakihara Raku's words was quite gentle, but Sakakihara Raku was still so scared that she hid her face.

Sakakihara continued to ask, "When did you come here?"

"It's evening"

"What's the reason for coming here?"

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No opening.

"Say it, I won't talk about you."

Sakakibara Suzu hesitated for a moment: "Last night. Suddenly, it rained on me. I just. I don't like to hear the sound of thunder. That's why I came to see you. I saw you fell asleep, and it's hard for me to wake you up. Just fell asleep."

Did it rain yesterday?

Sakakihara Raku glanced sideways at the window sill behind her head.

Water dripped from the windows, and it was still raining lightly outside.

It does seem to be raining.

Ah Ling is afraid of thunder, it is a habit she has had since she was a child.

In addition, that bastard dad left in the rainy season, often with heavy rain and thunder.

At that time, the family was under great pressure and the atmosphere was heavy. Everyone's mood was at a low ebb. With no support in the family, Ah Ling, who seldom felt safe, naturally felt even more insecure in this environment.

In thunderstorm days, she can only barely fall asleep in her arms.

Sakakihara still remembers how she was so scared that she burrowed into her arms hard.

"Now. Are you still so afraid of thunder?"

"I don't like it, I don't like it."

Arrogant again.

Sakakihara Raku directly reached out to rub her hair, and touched her head: "I'm afraid, I'm just afraid, what excuses are you stupid girl looking for."

Knowing that he was not angry, Sakakibara Ling felt happy after being rubbed by his hands, and smiled happily: "Then brother, you have the final say. Also, don't call me a stupid girl, I'm smart."

"It's okay for every stupid person to say that, get up early, and go to school by car for more than an hour."

"it is good."

Sakakihara asked A Ling to go back to her room first, and then she began to dress and wash in her daily routine.

Just when she was about to make breakfast, she was called into her room by Ah Ling who had changed into her school uniform again.Said to help her comb her hair.

"Can't you comb it yourself?" Sakakihara took the comb.

"I'm having trouble braiding my own hair."

"Are you going to braid your hair today?" Sakakihara Raku looked at the two people reflected in the mirror while combing her hair with a comb.

"Yeah." Sakakibara Ling propped her hands on both sides of the high stool, shaking her feet restlessly, like a little girl who hasn't grown up.

"Want me to tie it for you?"

"Ah."

"I haven't pierced you for a long time, don't blame me for being ugly."

"it's okay no problem."

Hearing what her sister said, Sakakibara calmed down and combed her hair.

Ah Ling's hair was not pure black, but brown with a distinct yellow, and it felt smooth to the touch, and every strand of hair could be clearly seen in her hands.

The slightly inward curled hair tail has no split ends, and the overall color is quite good.

Hands and a comb fiddled with her hair, and the fragrance radiated from the intertwined layers of each strand.

"Brother, do you want me to grow long hair?"

Sakakihara put the headband on her wrist, gathered the tail of her hair with one hand, and pinched it with the other hand to keep it in shape, "What do you do with long hair, you don't always have short and medium hair like this."

"Don't you like long hair?"

"who said it."

"Jiuliuli and Qimingyue, you always look at their hair."

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Jiuliuli and Qimingyue. How should I put it, their long hair is really pretty.

The quality of her hair itself is very good, as soon as she stands under the sun, it will glow with a crystal clear linen gold, and her whole body will light up.

Coupled with their own outstanding temperament, they are twins again.

It doesn't matter if you go out without being conspicuous.

"I think, Ah Ling, if you really want to stay, just stay, don't ask me."

"Brother, do you want to say that I don't want to compare with them?"

Using hair tendons to fix a low and short ponytail, Sakakibara deliberately pulled out three strands of hair, the middle part hangs down, and the left and right strands overlap and intersperse around the middle strands.

"That's it, Ah Ling has become smarter, and knows what I mean." Sakakihara Le stared at the braids of wheat ears that were gradually forming in her hands.

"You've always been smart, okay?"

"Okay, okay, our Ah Ling is the smartest."

Hearing the praise, Sakakibara Ling looked at her brother who was helping her to tie her hair in the mirror, and laughed happily. She maintained the sitting posture with her hands on the chair, shrunk her neck, and her shaking legs seemed to be much faster.

Forming the braid derived from the right front, Sakakihara extended this unobtrusive loose braid around her head to the low ponytail at the back, grasped it with both hands, and finally fixed it with her head.

Righting her head, Sakakibara looked at her sister in the mirror.

"Well, doesn't it look nice?"

"ugly."

"...everybody said don't let me pierce it."

Ah Ling said again: "Ugly is a bit ugly, but there is no problem with the general direction, as long as this is the case."

Sakakibara Suzu said, she stretched out her hands to relax, letting some light strands of hair hang down from the temples, leaving a few strands of hair on the forehead to embellish and modify the shape of the face.

Sakakihara's eyes brightened, as if it was really different.

Sakakibara bell continued to fiddle: "This way, um, it feels a little fluffy. Just now, brother, you tied it too rigidly, and it looks hard."

"Indeed, it looks much better."

"Also, the braids should be slanted backwards and down a little bit, and the surrounding hair should be more messy to add a bit of irregular beauty. It feels good to be light and fluffy, so it looks good!"

Sakakihara Raku looked a little surprised at the old girl who looked very different after changing her hairstyle in the mirror, "It's much more beautiful."

"Hey, it looks good!"

"It's pretty." Sakakihara Raku stood behind her, saw that her face was so beautiful, she couldn't help reaching out to pinch her face.

very soft and elastic
"What are you doing?"

"I think you are cute."

"Hmph, don't you think... having such a swollen and beautiful younger sister is very happy." Sakakibara Suzu said triumphantly, but her face was pinched, and she was a little slurred.

The more Sakakibara pinched, the happier she became, and her sister didn't seem to want to interrupt herself:
"Didn't you get a lot of likes on the short video you made earlier?"

"correct."

"I saw a lot of people asking if you are an idol in the comments."

"I'm a voice actor, voice actor!"

"Seiyuu also has idol seiyuu. It's not like your agent didn't call me before, saying that he has plans to make you an idol seiyuu in the future. How many works have you acted in?"

"I don't know," Sakakibara Suzu replied, "There are probably dozens of them? Most of them are out of character, and they have gotten better recently. By the way, don't forget to watch this work when it airs now!"

Sakakihara Raku touched her bulging face and smiled, "Why didn't the sister of the strongest ruler let me watch it?"

"You called your name wrong and, that, that is too shameful!"

"The more ashamed I am, the more I want to hear it."

"No, you absolutely can't listen to it! If you really want to listen to it, I'm going to try to record the radio drama of this anime starting from tonight, you can listen to it."

"Can you hear me?"

"Well, today is an attempt and will not be made public, but tomorrow will be a live broadcast."

"What is it about?"

"That's right. It's an interactive dialogue between the character I played and the male protagonist! It's okay if you don't listen."

Sakakihara found that she hadn't tied the bow of her school uniform yet, so she took it over and helped her tie it carefully.

Sakakibara Suzu stretched her neck under his movement.

"Since you have asked me to listen, then I must go and listen."

"Well, listen, but don't laugh at me afterwards."

"Shy?"

"No!"

Sakakihara straightened the bow on her neckline and put down her hands: "Okay, I'm going to cook and go to school early."

"Ah."

"Brother, do you just do that?"

"Well, I want to eat less."

"Well, I'll eat less, too."

"Eat more, so that you don't have any development after you reach 18."

"Flat chest is the best, okay?"

"Hmm, do you believe what you say?"

Glancing at the elder brother who was serving breakfast in the kitchen, Suzu Sakakibara mumbled and lowered her head. She looked at her chest, which seemed to have some ups and downs, and touched it with both hands, imagining the ideal size, pinching it. Squeeze the air.

"Okay, stop pinching the air." Sakakibara tapped her head with chopsticks.

"Oh, it hurts so much, what are you doing?"

Sakakibara handed out the chopsticks, "Here are the chopsticks, eat and go to school quickly. Besides work, remember to take care of your studies. I heard from your teacher that your grades have dropped a little recently."

"There's no way around this. How can anyone take care of studying all the time?"

"Well, let me find a time to help you with tutoring. As for now, eat quickly."

"Good bro!"

"Stop pretending to be weird."

After breakfast, Sakakibara simply cleaned up the dining table, took the keys, and went out with her younger sister who was a head shorter.

When they arrived at the school, Sakakihara Raku and Sakakihara Suzu separated at the stairs.

"See you in the afternoon~"

"Ah."

Ah Ling is a student in Class Two, Jiu Liuli and Qi Mingyue are in Class One, and she is in Class Four.

The second grade will be in April next year, and I don't know if they can be assigned together.

I'll be in second grade next year.

Come to think of it, time flies really fast.
Withdrawing his gaze, Sakakihara turned around and went to his classroom, carrying a shoulder bag, Sakakihara opened the door.

Came to his seat and fumbled in the drawer.

Just as I thought, the lunch box made by Jiuliuli was placed inside.

As usual, it also comes with a handwritten note.

[Today is a lettuce sandwich + shrimp udon noodles + black coffee panna cotta. This is the first time I have made panna cotta. I don’t know how to evaluate the taste, but it will definitely not taste bad. If there is anything else you need, I will definitely Tell me, I will listen carefully]
At the end of the note, there is a blushing smile emoticon, the kind with a little shyness.

Sakakihara Raku sat beside the classroom bed where the leaves were swaying, and reached out to open the bento box.

It's like it's written on a note.

Sandwiches, udon noodles, panna cotta.
The presentation is exquisite, the rice is sprinkled with seaweed, and the sandwich is wrapped in a thin layer of oiled paper for the convenience of taking it by yourself.

Sakakihara Raku habitually glanced at the door of the classroom, and Jiu Liuli didn't seem to be looking at herself at the door today.

The doorway was empty, without the poorly concealed head.
It's strange, why do you want to see her peeping at yourself eating?
Sakakihara Raku reached out and picked up a sandwich, put it in his mouth and ate it.

taste
It seems to be getting better and better.

Time came to the afternoon, the first physical education class.

Sakakihara stretched her body, thinking about what gift to give to Qi Mingyue and Jiu Liuli in two days' time.

To be honest, he clearly told Qi Mingyue that he would give her a gift.

But what to give, I really have no idea.

According to previous experience - dolls.

Someone is about to ask, besides dolls, what else can you give away? !

In addition to dolls, there are also pillows.

Of course, in addition to pillows, there are also body pillows.

Many dolls in Ah Ling's room were given to her by herself.

I gave her a rabbit doll many years ago, and she seems to still keep it.

Although Ah Ling often said that she hated her brother.

Whether it's annoying or not, she knows best.

Closer to home, what gift should I give to the twins? Sakakibara wrapped up the question and asked the galgame master, Nishijima Oki-san.

"Gift? Is your sister having a birthday?"

"Ah, almost, don't you think giving gifts is the most troublesome thing? Every time I have to think about it for a long time, but I still don't know what to give in the end."

Nishijima Oki pushed the glasses on the bridge of his nose, "It's quite difficult, and this is one of the most frequently asked questions by high school boys in the world. The answer is nothing more than those few, but I don't think gifts should be so simple."

"Oh? What's your opinion?" While Sakakihara was talking, she also glanced at Fujino who was running half-dead on the playground.

"According to my many years of galgame experience, a gift is not about how it is, but how much you give to the other party in this gift—this kind of gift can be called a profound gift."

"don't know."

"Let's put it this way, when a girl needs to care, I ask you, what gift do you think is better?"

"Toy Bear?"

"The teddy bear is nice, but I think that as long as it's within the normal range, it's fine for you to just buy her a bento."

"Oh?" Sakakihara became interested, Nishijima seems to have something, "Continue talking."

"Is the key point in the gift itself? No, as long as you give it to her with your own hands and give her what she needs, she will get care from your gift, no matter what teddy bear, bento, book, it is the same. "

Sakakibara squeezed her chin and thought seriously: "You mean, the key lies in the things you give. Does the gift have any emotion, and does the gift have the emotion that the other party needs in me?"

"That's right, I read a manga recently, which said that the heroine was not cared by her parents since she was a child, and then pretended to be a perfect posture to protect her hero. After hesitating again and again, I picked a doll in the toy store as a birthday present After giving it to her, she was so moved that she liked it so much that she regarded that doll as the most precious thing.

"Isn't that the case? As long as you give the other party what they need, the gift is just a carrier, and it doesn't matter what it is."

"It's amazing, Nishijima." Sakakihara patted him on the shoulder and couldn't help but praise him.

Oki Nishijima looked at Yoshiyuki Fujino who was about to pass out from exhaustion, but no one went up to help him, and continued: "Actually, for most people, birthdays are not important at all. But is it really not important? Really Don't you need it?

"No, it's just that birthdays don't matter because no one cares."

Oki Nishijima's emotional words even reminded Sakakihara Raku of something:
"On my birthday, no one said happy birthday to myself at all."

Seeing that no one came to help him, Fujino Yoshiyuki sat down beside the asphalt runway, panting for the sky.

Nishijima Oki murmured: "That's right, no one can say happy birthday to himself on that day. As time goes by, even I don't care about birthdays."

"." Sakakihara remained silent.

"Sakakibara."

"Ok?"

"Is your sister going to give you a gift?"

"She, she will still send it."

"So, you are also an enviable guy."

"Nishijima, how did you celebrate your birthday? You also said that, as you said just now, you don't feel anything about birthdays at all."

"Me, my dad won't celebrate me, but I still treat myself well on my birthday. I will stay at home, turn on the TV, plug in a game I liked before, then read the save file, and watch the girl inside. The child held the gift, handed it out shyly, and whispered happy birthday to me."

Oki Nishijima spoke this passage calmly throughout the process.

"Spiritual support?"

"It's ridiculous, isn't it?"

"No, I think it should be respected."

According to Fujino, Nishijima used to be ridiculed by his classmates when he played galgames.

And he kept silent the whole time
Thinking about it now, Ah Ling, does she also regard herself as such an existence similar to a spiritual pillar?

How much of a place did she occupy in the deep forest of her heart?

Because I have been protecting her since I was a child, and helped her organize her clothes, cook, and help her with homework.

Because of this, she came to find herself in the middle of last night to seek support.

Because I knew I grew up, so I didn't get into my arms directly like when I was a child, but lay quietly beside me, quietly closed my eyes and fell asleep
She knew that she should keep a distance, and she actually used the topic of distance to preach to her.

Sakakihara Raku suddenly felt sorry for her.

No wonder she was scared.
"Xi Dao, I suddenly don't recognize myself?"

"how?"

"I was very angry with people because of certain things. But because of the other party's sincere apology, I was moved by the other party's silhouette. When I saw the other party's apology, I would not even notice that the basin connected to the water was overflowing. .”

"The heart is restless." Said Oki Nishijima.

"Why is it not static? It sounds quite philosophical."

"Everyone has a temper. After facing some wrong things or injustices, they will feel angry with that person. This is understandable, because people are born with impulsiveness. People like Sakakibara have no temper and good personality. , which seems odd to me."

"I have a good temper?"

Nishijima Oki pushed his glasses: "Look, you don't even realize that you have a good temper now, does it mean that you are restless?"

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It seems to make sense.

"A lot of times, the authorities are obsessed. As a bystander, I may see it clearly. Sakakibara, your current state is that on the one hand, you don't want to forgive the other party because of their mistakes, and on the other hand, because of your soft-hearted character, you don't want to do something wrong. It's too extreme. You're going back and forth between these two attitudes, so...you're not calm, you're confused."

It can't be seen that Nishijima is quite thoughtful.

Nishijima Oki looked at the wind blowing across the playground in the school, and continued:
"There is nothing wrong with these two things. It is the right choice to agree to forgive the other party, or not to agree to forgive the other party. After all, the other party has done something wrong. If you are the person involved, my suggestion is to follow your heart. If you really If you really want to break off the relationship with the other party, please show your attitude completely. Otherwise, you are just enjoying the refreshing feeling of the other party apologizing to you unilaterally."

Sakakibara nodded thoughtfully, "Then you mean it's wrong to enjoy this refreshing feeling?"

"The refreshing feeling of apologizing comes from the oppression of the other party, and the mentality of the other party begging you. If the other party's thing is not the kind of deep hatred that kills your whole family, I think, as long as the other party shows 100% sincerity Come on, no one with a softer heart can bear to see a sincere and repentant person suffer so much."

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Nishijima Oki turned his head, the glasses reflected the light: "There is a saying called, knowing the mistakes can make a big difference."

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"If a person goes to prison because of some wrong things, and after serving his sentence, he really wants to be a man again after he comes out, but because the society doesn't allow him to go astray again, it's also a kind of sadness, isn't it?"

After a long time, until the physical education teacher's next gunshot, Sakakihara Raku broke free from the memory of the morning.

"Sakakibara, you're next." Oki Nishijima held the statistics board and glanced at the list and said.

"understood."

At this moment, Sakakihara looked across the entire playground and saw an impressive tall figure on the way from the school gate to the teaching building.

She was wearing a top hat, her hands were folded in front of her, her long skirt was stretched out, and the sound of her high heels seemed to be heard from here.

Sakakibara frowned from a distance, and said to himself:
"Aunt Bertha? What is she doing at school. And the headmaster is with her?"

(End of this chapter)