About the fact that I accidentally turned my sister into a cripple

Chapter 235 In the confusion, Sakakibara confirmed her new goal for the first time
"Le, let's create a band."

"Le, let's create a band."

"Le, let's create—"

"stop!"

In the campus cafeteria at noon, under the gaze of many classmates and seniors, Sakakibara withdrew her hand to stop Amami Yuki.He folded his hands on his chest, closed his eyes and lowered his eyebrows. After waiting for the students around him to stop caring about this place, he continued to speak to the girl opposite who suddenly came to talk to him:

"I probably understand Zhixue's desire to form a band."

"Then join." Tianhai Zhixue blinked.

"It's not that simple." Sakakihara shook his head.

"why?"

Sakakibara folded her hands on her chest and remained silent for a long time. After thinking for a while, she opened her eyes slightly to look at the beautiful natural girl sitting across from her, "The main reason is that I don't want to treat an important thing with a non-simple purpose."

Tianhai Zhixue tilted his head slightly, expressing doubts.

Sakakihara explained: "Before Yuki you entered this school, I stayed in the music department for a while in order to maintain my attendance rate. For this reason, I also learned the piano and participated in an orchestral ensemble at the cultural festival."

"Oh." Tianhai Zhixue didn't seem to fully listen.

"However, after that, although I still like the piano, although I still like to use my own hands to play the music I like, although I still can't help but feel itchy when I see a public piano in the mall, but for me Said. My love for the piano is not as good as the instrument for me. I don’t want to make a hobby so utilitarian.”

"Before Le clearly said that he wanted to form a band."

Sakakihara felt that what he said just now was equivalent to nothing.

"A Ling told yuki, right? It's different. Back then, I called Qimingyue and Jiuliuli group band, the purpose was nothing more than to bring them together and create a certain space for them to get along with each other. It was also a bit of a joke. It means, after all, I don't think it's really possible to pull them together with a band."

Sakakihara put down her hand.

"But if yuki asks me, the meaning of this band is completely different. From the act of touching a guitar every day when you turn off the lights, I know that you really like rock and roll, but I don't like music that much, and It's not a good idea to have someone who doesn't know anything about rock and roll come into your band."

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Konoyuki did not speak for quite a while.

So Sakakihara asked, "Do you understand?"

Tianhai Zhixue nodded.

"Then you understand," Sakakibara breathed a sigh of relief, "then this matter—"

"Let's create a band."

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"Yuki, do you still not understand what I mean?"

Tianhai Zhixue nodded flatly without emotion: "Yeah."

"then you--"

"happy."

"Ok?"

"Obviously as long as the band is formed, Xiao Qi and Xiao Jiu can be brought in."

"So, Zhixue, the problem is not here. I don't want to waste your love because of my affairs."

"Why waste it?"

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"Obviously as long as Le agrees to form a band, Le's troubles can be solved, and he doesn't have to think about so many things. Le, why don't you agree."

Why not agree?

Sakakihara thought about this question in his heart.

On the one hand, as he said above, he doesn't want the things Konoyuki loves to become his tool.

On the other hand, he no longer wants to leave something halfway.

What he needs is a goal, a long-term goal that is as important as senior Qingya's, and he can strive for it for the first half of his life, and even as a lifetime.

This is what he needs most now.

Instead of trying to make do with Jiu Liuli and Qi Mingyue and create a band in the short term.

That's too child's play.

Sakakibara was happy to see that Amami Yuki still didn't quite understand what she said, so he expressed his meaning to her again as briefly as possible, explaining why he couldn't agree to her.

But after Tianhai Zhixue heard this, she still had that slightly tilted, puzzled expression.

"I still don't understand." Sakakihara sighed, and he didn't expect Yuki, a girl like a blank sheet of paper, to understand his thoughts.

"happy."

"Um"

"I don't understand what Le said."

"I know, but you just need to understand that I'm not going to start a band with you right now."

"Did Le refuse?"

"Yes."

"Mingming Le doesn't have any goals right now."

"Of course it is—"

etc.
The words of Amami Zhixue made Sakakihara Raku suddenly fall into deep thought again.

That's right, obviously I don't have any goals now, and I can take the band seriously, so why do I refuse?

Sakakihara frowned.

It seems... not quite right again.

He himself doesn't know whether he loves music or not, and he has the energy to carry this hobby through to the end like he likes running.

Can such a self really join a good band and help Zhixue form the band?
What's the use of forming a band without love and perseverance?

Between right and wrong, Sakakihara felt that she seemed to understand, but also seemed not to understand.

The questions circling in his mind made him so depressed that he couldn't think of how to answer them.

Therefore, he had no choice but to say to Tianhai Zhixue first:
"Zhixue, wait a moment, let me think about it and answer you."

"Oh."

*
Sakakihara has been thinking about this question all day.

Going to class, leaving school, running, making dinner
This kind of depression accompanied Sakakihara Le all day long. He wanted to find someone to learn from, but he still couldn't find a suitable person to start this topic. After all, it involved trying to bring Qi Mingyue and Jiu Liuli together. Going to talk to them is the next best option.

After the dinner, Sakakibara was alone on the balcony looking at the Tokyo Tower under the night sky, looking at the buildings in the city that were illuminated by the lights inside the glass curtain walls.

"What's the reason for starting this band?"

I still can't judge the answer to this question in my mind. As the glass door of the balcony is pushed open, I thought it was Tianhai Jiuliuli who was talking to me after a break, but I didn't expect that it was wearing square-frame glasses, with heroic cheeks, and wearing a suit. The blue-collar Tianhai Maodian walked to the balcony.

He came to collect the clothes.

I happened to see Sakakihara Raku looking back.

"The balcony is very cold." Tianhai Maodian looked at him and said.

From his uncle's tone, Sakakihara could hear Qi Mingyue's words.

Should it be said that they are worthy of being father and daughter?

Although the relationship is not too close, there are still some similarities.

Uncle's words were actually asking himself what he was doing on the balcony.

"I'm looking at Tokyo Tower." Sakakihara replied with a smile.

"Looking at Tokyo Tower?" Amami Maonori's eyes under the square-frame glasses glanced at the dark sky five kilometers away, and finally returned to Sakakihara Raku's face, "It looks like you are thinking about something."

Sakakihara Raku was surprised by his uncle's keen intuition, and replied with a normal expression: "Indeed there are."

"What are you thinking about?" Tianhai Maodian asked directly, and took off his and his mother's clothes casually, "About Qiyue and Liuli? Did they quarrel because of you recently?"

Talking about it in front of my uncle really made me feel very awkward.

He always had the feeling that his uncle was actually very dissatisfied.

——Even if the future father-in-law still looks normal.

"Not at all," Sakakihara Le told the truth, and quickly added, "But it is indeed related to them. Because of my affairs, Qi Mingyue and Jiu Liuli have been in a cold war attitude, and I really want to repair their relationship relation."

"Tell me what you think." Amami Maonian still kept his clothes away, but judging from his words, he wanted to hear how Sakakihara would repair the relationship between his two daughters.

After that day, in his cognition, his two daughters were in a state of being unable to let go of their feelings.

Sakakihara said rather bitterly: "Uncle, to be honest, I don't know how to make them reconcile. All I can think of is to let them get close to each other, and by getting close, they will have a certain affection by chance."

Tianhai Maodian paused, "Well, this idea is reasonable, let's get closer, then what? What are you going to do?"

"I used to take them to run in the morning. It seems to have a little effect, but now they are running one after another."

"Failed."

"Yes."

Tianhai Maodian put down the hand holding the clothes, and pondered for a moment: "But I feel that you are not thinking about this matter. There are many ways to get closer to them, so you don't have to worry about this matter."

"Yes." Sakakihara nodded, and told about the conversation with Zhixue at noon today.

Amami Maonian was holding several pieces of clothes in his right hand, and he had finished listening to the series of words that Sakakihara Raku had just explained to himself.

"The summary is that Ale, you don't want to take advantage of Zhixue's hobbies, and you are also confused about what kind of long-term goals you should strive for."

Sakakibara opened her mouth, and sighed in her heart that she really deserves to be an elder, the young master of the Tianhai family.

After listening to it, he said it to his heart.

He nodded: "Yes."

"Then Ale, let me ask you, do you have your own goals now?"

Uncle said the same thing as Zhixue at noon!
——This idea immediately came to Sakakihara Raku's mind.

"No."

"No need to do anything?"

"Search."

"Then are you looking for it?"

After Sakakibara heard this, the cold wind outside the balcony seemed to penetrate his brain, and his pupils shrank suddenly.

Tianhai Maodian continued:

"Ale, your confusion comes from your confusion. You don't know how to move forward, and you don't know how to move forward. This kind of confusion limits your steps and also limits your thinking.

"Zhixue has already actively opened up a path for you, a path that allows you to find your own goals.

"Joining a band is not about using the band. Joining a band and wanting to make Qi Mingyue and Jiu Liuli reconcile through the band is not impure. What people pursue on a road is never pure, just like you love running, But you also run to relieve stress, run to get the enjoyment that attracts your attention, and run to improve your body and persistence.”

Tianhai Maodian raised his head to the clothes rail again, stretched out his hand, and slowly took off the remaining pieces of clothes one by one.

"Loving something does not require lofty ambitions or noble morals. Sometimes it is just a very simple reason - 'money', which allows you to come into contact with this road.

"This is the beginning, what about after? What if you can deny your love for this thing later because you just wanted money at the beginning?
"A person's life is on the road of finding something, and it doesn't have to be clear to start. What you lack is an opportunity."

Uncle's words came into his mind unhurriedly.

Sakakihara Raku was completely sober as if he had been enlightened.

Yes, why do you have to deny everything in the first place?

Why did you have to characterize the idea of ​​using the band to reconcile the two sisters as pure use from the very beginning?
No one's purpose is pure.

Just like Zhixue, in order to gain fans and attention, she will also use her own music to post on video sites!

Even if I have no goals, maybe I can feel the love and the motivation to move forward through this band!

Will even fight hard to get this little band to perform at Tokyo Budokan!
And I can gain a lot from it.

With Jiuliuli, Qimingyue, Aling, Zhixue. Their company and growth.

Witness their way up with me?
Witness that this small band of yourself supports each other all the way and reaches the apex of ideals? !
accompany.

Isn't this what I most look forward to and want to cherish in my two lifetimes? !

For a moment, Sakakihara felt his mood agitated and heated up.

He seemed to really know what he should do and what he should aim for.

Tianhai Maodian stood in front of him, saw his silence, and put the last piece of clothes on the hanger on top of the clothes stacked in his left hand: "It seems that you have figured it out."

Sakakibara let out a long sigh of relief, trying to calm down her excitement, "Thank you uncle for being willing to tell me these words."

"I didn't do anything. In fact, you have always known it in your heart. It's just that one or two sentences are missing to help you clear your mind."

Tianhai Maodian continued to stare at his stepson, "I won't say too much, after all, you have decided to deal with your relationship a long time ago. But as a father, I still hope that you will not be sorry for the relationship between Liuli and Qiyue. Especially that child in July."

Sakakibara looked at his uncle who was inexplicably emotional.

I just heard him say: "When I was five years old, I dared to run across half of Japan to find you, and I have been thinking about you for so many years. The more she did this, the more clearly I understood how sorry Bertha and I were back then." she.

"And Liuli, even at the age of 15, she still regards her mother as the goal of her life. Even if she knows that Bertha is lying to her, she will still believe and do it.

"I ignored their existence. As their father—a person who has ignored them for too long, what I want to see most is that they can get the happiness they want. This is also why I started to relax their lives. One of the reasons for obstructing you, Ale, do you understand?"

In the neon-lit city of Tokyo, the words of the stepfather on the balcony are serious and meaningful.

"Mao Dian, haven't you returned your clothes yet?"

Mom's call came from the hallway of the living room.

"I will do my best." Sakakihara replied solemnly.

"Ah."

Amami Maonori reached out and patted Sakakihara Raku on the shoulder, took the clothes he just took off, pushed open the sliding door of the balcony, and walked in.

Sakakihara turned his head and watched his stepfather's back. This was the first time he felt the care from his parents.

Uncle Tianhai is actually the kind of person who is cold-faced and warm-hearted, right?
He is also a bit arrogant, obviously he can buy some gifts for Qi Mingyue and Jiu Liuli on their birthdays to make up for their relationship, but he shirks the matter of giving them gifts to himself on the grounds that "it is not appropriate now".

This old father wants to be skinny.

I really can't say "I actually love you very much, and I'm sorry for my previous negligence" to my daughter.

Can you say it yourself?
Sakakihara couldn't help but think so.

He began to imagine his own daughter in the future.

If he had a daughter, facing this situation, he would pat his daughter on the back carelessly, smile and say to her, "Dad actually loves you very much." To ease the embarrassment, right?
Sakakihara returned to the living room from the balcony, always smiling.

This smile was also seen by Tianhai Jiuliuli who helped his mother clean the house.

"What is Le Jun laughing at?"

Sakakihara Raku didn't think much, and was still deep in her own thinking, so she replied casually: "Ah, I'm thinking about how I should apologize to our daughter if she gets angry in the future."

"Ah?! How, how can you say this suddenly."

Hearing the words "our daughter", Tianhai Jiuliuli blushed so much that she tightened her grip on the mop.

This was a good start for a topic, Sakakihara Raku realized what he had said, and was not surprised after seeing Tianhai Jiuliuli's reaction.

But when he saw Tianhai Jiuliuli standing behind Tianhai Jiuliuli and looking at his mother with a strange face, Sakakihara Le's expression changed immediately.

Why is mom here? !

"What are you talking about, silly boy?"

"I"

Just as Sakakibara was about to explain, she suddenly noticed that Tianhai Qimingyue, who was sitting on the side sofa reading a book not far away, lowered her book, revealing that extremely indifferent face wearing gold-rimmed glasses.

Tianhai Qimingyue stared at herself coldly.

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It's over.

Sakakihara tried to avoid everyone's eyes and looked around.

He found that his mother, Qi Mingyue, and Jiu Liuli were all staring at him with different expressions and eyes, and only one of them was holding a carrot doll on the couch watching TV and laughing. .

"Pfft~ I laughed so hard, the heroine has nothing left, and the male protagonist is still happy here after running away. It's like she understands the male protagonist, hahaha, brother, brother! Hurry up, come and see. "

Sakakihara Ling happily smiled and hugged the carrot doll to prop herself up from the sofa. She lay her hands on the backrest, and waited until she saw clearly that Tianhai Jiuliuli, Tianhai Qimingyue, and her mother were all looking at her elder brother.

The smile on the girl's face also collapsed.

this scene.
Wait a minute, why did she suddenly feel that the heroine in the TV show was like herself? !

(End of this chapter)