About the fact that I accidentally turned my sister into a cripple

Chapter 236 Try to move towards something that you don't even know if you love it!
"Le, do you want to do it?"

"Ah, there is no other way but to do it."

"But, it's my first time."

"Me too. But there is no way, this is something that has already been decided, and, besides, isn't this something you proposed on your own initiative?"

"Le, it's too much."

"Why did I go too far? Obviously I agreed to your request."

"But why did Le insist on agreeing last night?"

"Because I made a decision at that time, and my uncle agreed after knowing about it."

As he was talking, Sakakihara couldn't bear it any longer, and asked Amami Yuki's plain face at the other end of the table, "By the way, why are our conversations so strange? We're not discussing how to give Is the band pulling people?"

"It's talking about the band, Le is so strange."

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Sakakihara didn't intend to keep the topic on this meaningless joke for too long. Recently, at noon, Lao and Amami Zhixue sat together for dinner in the cafeteria, and many students were already wondering whether they were a scumbag.

He continued: "So, when it comes to this, our division of labor is clear, right? In order to successfully form a five-member band, Zhixue, you go to pull Aling, and I will take care of Jiu Liuli and Qi Mingyue."

"Well."

"something wrong?"

"Le needs to take care of Xiaoqi and Xiaojiu at the same time, can his body handle it?"

"You have to eat if you can't bear it."

"Is it really bearable?"

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Near the end of the term.

In April, I officially entered the second grade.

Club activities are closed, and two classes are added in the afternoon, and the whole school is fully prepared for battle.

Sakakibara doesn't have to worry about his grades at all. After all, since the first month of this semester, he has never dropped to No.3. Except for the two top levels of Tianhai Qimingyue and Tianhai Jiuliuli, he has always been stable. Top three.

Walking on campus, people often greet him.

Most of them are girls, who often say hello "Sakakihara-kun" or "Sakakihara-san" with a smile.

Sakakihara Raku can feel the other party's gaze on her, as well as the feeling of wanting to strike up a conversation but not daring to strike up a conversation.

Why?

Is it because I insisted on running at noon recently, and gained a lot of fans in school?

This made him meet Tianhai Qimingyue by chance in the student corridor in the afternoon, and he would always hear her venomously say to himself, "As soon as the influential people on campus walk in front of me, I don't even know how to open my eyes to read."

Sakakihara Le didn't want to always get used to Qi Mingyue's bad temper, and he didn't mess with her.

Besides, he didn't know what he did.

"Isn't it the beginning of the month?"

"At the beginning of the month? Don't worry, I have taken care of my menstrual period, and I'm still waiting for you to buy me new sanitary napkins."

"The girl who wants me to buy two packs of sanitary napkins a month, Qi Mingyue, tell me, is it because of an endocrine disorder?"

"At first glance, you have no common sense of physiology. About 15 tablets is a normal level. During the few days of your menstrual period, you have to change one tablet every two to three hours."

With such a large amount of bleeding, it's no wonder that Qi Mingyue's whole body was not right in those few days.

My temper stinks.

"Brother, do you understand why some men are annoying?"

"Ok?"

"It's because most men think that only women have endocrine disorders," Tianhai Qimingyue raised her eyes, "Actually, men are much more serious than women, and they usually suffer from adrenal gland diseases, which cause infertility."

Do you think I don't know that women are not the same and may be infertile?
Tianhai Qimingyue seemed to see through what he was thinking, and then said: "Infertility is the second, and the most important thing is that you will lose your function."

She also made a point of contemptuously scorning Sakaki Hara's pants.

Really, every time I talk to Qi Mingyue, I can be bet by her poisonous tongue.

But she has a wide range of knowledge, and I can't say enough about her.

Sakakihara Raku didn't want to talk about endocrine disorders with her anyway.

No matter how venomous your tongue is, aren't you still my girlfriend?

Tianhai Qimingyue let go of the hand holding the book, and carried the gold-rimmed glasses with one hand, and brushed her hair behind her ear: "I heard that someone always eats alone with a girl at noon recently? It smells good, right? ?”

Sakakihara Raku finally understood why Qiyue had to speak harshly about herself.

Vinegar jar.
It's just a little vinegar jar.
"I was talking business."

"Talk about business every night and talk about going to my aunt's bedroom? Is someone not satisfied with being my brother?"

Sakakihara knew that Qi Mingyue was just making use of it, how could he go to the room every day, and even if he did, he would just ask about the video editing.

I have to say that jealous women are terrible.

"What do you think?" Sakakihara asked with a smile as she tapped her shoulders with her fingers.

"If you have any unreasonable thoughts and want to stab you in the back, I won't be the first one."

Tianhai Qimingyue simply dropped this sentence, ended this topic, and walked towards the teaching building.

Sakakihara Raku watched her confident back disappear around the corner of the stairs.

Let's stop talking now?
He hasn't had a chance to talk about the band yet.

But that's okay, Qi Mingyue was originally arranged at the back.

Let's pull Jiu Liuli in first.

Sakakibara thought about this and walked in the opposite direction.

The next day.

In mid-December, which is only one week away from Christmas, at five o'clock in the afternoon, the sky cleared up rarely, and the blue sky, which had not been seen for many days, made my mood much better.

After school time, many female students were holding books, chatting with friends beside them, and walking towards the school gate with smiles at the same time.Clean long hair, slightly rippling pleated skirt, schoolbags and shoulder bags of various sizes.

In addition to the girls’ youthful and beautiful legs under the pleated skirts, the hallway was also full of laughter from the boys hooking their shoulders and backs, and discussions about secretly observing which girls look better.

It was as if all the stress accumulated throughout the day had been released.

After tidying up the books in the noisy campus and carrying a shoulder bag, Sakakibara stepped into the student corridor outside the classroom.Saying goodbye tomorrow to Nishijima and Fujino at the door of the classroom, he walked down the teaching building.

The cold wind and sunshine of winter greeted the face at the same time, making people feel comfortable pulling the scarf around their necks.

This action also made the girly fragrance on the scarf rush into the nostrils.

Sakakihara looked at the scarf around his neck.

It is said that the fabrics given by girls have an inexplicable fragrance, and now it seems that it is true.

Walking out of the school, stepping across the ginkgo path in front of the school gate, Sakakihara entered a book cafe.

The heating in the store made him unzip his jacket consciously, and soon saw Tianhai Jiuliuli smiling at him from the innermost side of the window.

"Ruri arrived so soon, 5 minutes earlier than the agreed time." Sakakibara untied the scarf and coat, put them on the back of the seat, pulled out the chair, and sat down in front of Tianhai Jiuli.

"Come here early and order two cups of coffee." Tianhai Jiuliuli smiled and pushed the cup in front of her to Sakakihara Raku.

Taking a closer look, it is still the taste that Sakakihara likes.

"Liuli looks happy? What happened?"

Tianhai Jiuliuli showed him a small note that was only available after payment, and it said that the payment was 0 yen.

"Yesterday you said that you would come out to review your homework alone, so I took a look at this store. It happened that they were doing an event, and this cup of Le Jun is free coffee."

"Free coffee?"

"Uh-huh."

Jiu Liuli is not short of money at all, and she will not be happy because she saved more than 1000 yen.

The reason for her joy was another.

She was only happy because she took the initiative to ask her out.

"But just come out and sit alone, don't be so happy."

"idiot."

Sakakihara Raku, who was suddenly scolded as "idiot", couldn't help looking at Tianhai Jiuliuli who had a little resentment on his face.

I only heard her say with some dissatisfaction:
"Le Jun don't want to think about it, how long ago was the last time we went out alone?"

last time?

The last time seemed to be before Ah Ling's birthday.

It's been almost a month, and that date was interrupted by Qi Mingyue halfway.

No wonder Jiu Liuli was a little complaining.

"Well, it's indeed my fault, does Liuli need my compensation after returning home?"

"Compensation for what?"

"Of course it's to help you pinch your shoulders, legs, feet or something."

"It's all shameful stuff."

"How shameful is this?"

"Isn't it shameful to pinch your feet? Is it shameful to take off your clothes?"

"Why did you suddenly talk about stripping? Does it have anything to do with it?"

After Sakakiharale answered like this, Tianhai Jiuliuli realized that the more he thought about it, the more crooked he was.

After realizing that he was laughing on purpose, Xiao Xiao complained and glanced at him, her hands were tangled in front of the pleated skirt, and she looked a little awkward.

"Will Liuli be tired outside like this?"

"Huh?" Tianhai Jiuliuli stirred it twice with a silver spoon, and was just about to drink coffee.

"It is to maintain your gentle image to the outside world. I saw you chatting with other students yesterday afternoon, and you were very confident and perfect in front of them."

"Ah? Yes, there are some." Tianhai Jiuliuli's gaze suddenly became dodgy, and the silver spoon stirred the coffee in the cup.

"The real Jiu Liuli is actually a girl who is easily jealous, right?"

"If Mr. Le knows, he should stop talking to Qi Mingyue." Tianhai Jiuliuli seemed to have a gasp in his mouth.

"Another point is that Liuli is not very frank sometimes, just tell me when she is jealous, why do you have to wait until now?"

Sakakihara held one of her small hands, which was more delicate than a hard-boiled egg.

".I didn't say you could hold it"

"Isn't it good to be your reward for me?"

Tianhai Jiuliuli blushed, and withdrew her hands in a panic. After being at a loss for a while, she closed her eyes and straightened her waist to adjust her mentality.

Sakakihara patted the seat next to her, "Ruri, come and sit."

"Ok?"

"Come and sit with me."

"What does Le Jun want to do...? This is outside." Tianhai Jiuliuli looked up at the coffee bookstore and observed the surrounding environment.

"Just come over here." Sakakihara just invited Jiu Liuli again.

Tianhai Jiuliuli didn't know his specific purpose, but if he wanted to sit next to him, he definitely wanted to.

So the girl looked east and west for a few times, and when she was sure that no one was looking at her, Tianhai Jiuliu sat next to Sakakihara Raku, she lowered her head slightly, and lifted the flaxen hair beside her ears with her hands, Showing a beautiful and delicate side face like glass.

"What to do?"

Tianhai Jiuliuli wore black stockings today, she was already very tall, her legs showed straight and smooth lines under the pleated skirt.

"How can it be so strange?"

Sakakihara Le really didn't want to do bad things, but Tianhai Jiuliuli himself acted like he was going to do bad things.

His face was red, and his eyes were still afraid to look at people.

"Can't Liuli relax a bit?" Sakakihara turned around and opened the shoulder bag, and took out the textbook.

Tianhai Jiuliuli shook her head: "Isn't it because Le Jun asked me to sit next to you, to kiss or hold hands?"

"That's what I call you to sit on my lap."

"It's obvious that there are sitting next to you!"

Sakakihara laughed, and said while putting the teaching material on the table: "I have always felt that Ruri is very cute when she is angry."

"I would not be pleased with such a compliment"

"But you're really happy, aren't you?"

Tianhai Jiuliuli's mind was pierced, and her heart skipped a beat with shame, "...I feel that every time Le Jun says I'm cute, it's when he wants to kiss me."

"Why is Liuli thinking wildly all the time? I asked you to sit here just to let you review your homework with me. You don't really want me to kiss you, do you?"

".No."

"Not frank and not at all cute."

"It wasn't there."

"Okay, okay, Liuli, you are right." Seeing her staring at him, Sakakihara quickly agreed to her idea.

Tianhai Jiuliuli answered beside him in a panic, seeing him reaching out to bring his textbooks to her side.

The girl inexplicably noticed his profile.

It seems that he has become much handsomer
'Le Jun has been exercising recently, right?Will it look much better?Hold it up. Will it be more practical? '

Tianhai Jiuliuli didn't know what she was thinking, and her face lowered again.

Sakakibara sorted out the homework to be reviewed today for a long time, and suddenly found that Tianhai Jiuliuli was still in the state of red ears, so she asked:
"Could it be that Liuli is thinking 'It's okay to kiss me after I go home'?"

"...No." Tianhai Jiuliuli's ears turned even redder.

"Liuli likes kissing so much?"

"No, no!" Tianhai Jiuliuli closed her eyes and pushed Sakakihara Raku's face away. This time, probably with a little more strength, she pressed Sakakihara Raku's head against the glass window.

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Girlfriend is a bit strong.

"Hug, sorry."

"It's okay, let's review first. The grades at the end of this semester will be related to the class placement next year."

"Mmm Good."

Tianhai Jiuliuli is definitely a person who is very clear about business and personal affairs. Once he enters the learning state, he enters the meticulous recognition mode.If some super-class problems are involved, the two will discuss with each other for a while, give their own solutions together, and then compare each other to unpack and solve the problem step by step.

She is very patient, and can express her point of view clearly every time. If Sakakihara makes a mistake in any step, she will also gently remind her, and then give her own method.

"Like this question, the performance on the quadrant"

Sakakihara felt that she was like a girlfriend, a teacher, and a sister.

There is such a patient girlfriend who sits together to make progress and learn together.

There is nothing more comfortable than this, right?
After studying like this for an hour and a half, not to mention that the coffee has been refilled two times, Sakakihara Raku almost forgot about the business

Tianhai Jiuliuli is still immersed in her studies, "The most famous work of Chuchuan Baicun is "Symbol of Depression" and "Modern Views on Love". He is a person who absolutely criticizes traditional marriage concepts and dares to criticize the backwardness of the past society, so To mark him as a feudal scholar is simply absurd"

"Liuli," Sakakibara interrupted Tianhai Jiuliuli, and put away the pen, "Let's take a rest first, it's almost seven o'clock."

Tianhai Jiuliuli put down the pen in his hand, and looked at the sky, it was indeed almost dark.

"Well, it looks like it's almost time to go home."

The two packed up the textbooks they had finished studying, paid the bill, and walked out of the book café.

under night.

Sakakihara Raku and Amami Jiururi walked together on the roadside, her pleated skirt fluttering slightly beside her.

"Liu Li."

"Ok?"

"Actually, there is one more thing I want to tell you today."

"what?"

"Let me be blunt, I want to pull you into the band."

"Band?" Tianhai Jiuliuli was puzzled.

"Yes, the band." Sakakihara smiled into her eyes, "How about it, do you want to join our band?"

"When did Le Jun join the band? The piano? Or the orchestra?"

"No, it's a rock band that was just created."

"Is it related to aunt?"

"Well, Zhixue is the founder, and I am the second to join."

Tianhai Jiuliuli just felt strange, "Why does aunt suddenly want to start a band?"

"Ah, well, you know, she's the kind of person who really likes rock music, so it's no surprise that 'Let's start a band!' out of the blue."

"It's weird." Tianhai Jiuliuli commented in such a low voice, "But it's true that my aunt likes rock and roll. She has been learning it since a long time ago, and she persists every day. She probably hid her idea of ​​creating a band for a long time. Real thoughts."

"But why did Le Jun join this band?" Tianhai Jiuliuli asked again.

"That's a long story."

Sakakihara Raku explained as he walked, and told Tianhai Jiuliuli what he understood yesterday—that he wanted to find his way through the band, feel the love, and feel the enthusiasm to work hard to move forward.

"Understood," she said after listening carefully.

"How about it, Liuli? You can come too. We can perform together and practice together in the audience. It doesn't matter if we are rejected by the world. We will work hard together until we are recognized by the world."

After hearing this, Tianhai Jiuliuli picked up Ling's shoulder bag in front of her skirt, raised her sky blue eyes that were shining brightly under the street lamp, and looked at the sky.

"Well, what Le Jun said just now makes me feel very much. If you stick to a path or something, you will have a kind of idea of ​​joining, so—"

"So.?" Sakakihara Raku waited for her answer.

"I reject."

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Sakakihara Raku was surprised by Tianhai Jiuliuli's answer.

Tianhai Jiuliuli smiled, her streamlined flaxen hair was shining brightly under the light, she said: "In Le Jun's vision, it must be to pull everyone over?"

"That's right."

"Then Le Jun must also want to pull Qi Mingyue into the band, right?"

"affim."

Tianhai Jiuliuli withdrew her gaze, and looked straight ahead at the tree shadow stretched by the street lamp not far ahead:

"So, Le Jun, I don't have any reason to join. I have been trying to deal with the relationship with Qi Mingyue in life these days, but the more I get along with Qi Mingyue, the more I realize how much she hates me. She It's right to hate my sister, after all, I stole a lot of things from her since I was a child, and—”

Tianhai Jiuliuli's tender gaze was on Sakakihara Raku:
"I robbed her of the most valued thing for more than ten years."

After a while, Tianhai Jiuliuli continued to walk forward with her head bowed, as if she hadn't said anything just now.

Guilt, hesitation, reluctance, and not wanting to give in to her sister Sakakihara Raku can see these emotions from Tianhai Jiuliuli.

Jiu Liuli definitely relaxed her attitude towards Qi Mingyue.

——This is something that Sakakihara Raku dared to confirm.

It was also the only function of asking them to run in the morning together.

Sakakihara didn't persuade Tianhai Jiuliuli immediately, but waited until she walked to a food stall selling finger cakes and asked her if she wanted to eat something first, and after getting a definite answer, she ordered another finger cakes for her, and then left Wait, while continuing to say:
"Jiu Liuli told me before that she wanted to get along with Qi Mingyue in life, right?"

Tianhai Jiuliuli was silent for a long time, and then looked at the stall owner packing the finger cakes, and replied in a low voice: "Yes, and I have tried, but Qi Mingyue doesn't want to reconcile with me, even a little bit."

"How does Jiuliuli look at Qimingyue? Now." Sakakihara took out the money, took it, and handed it to Tianhai Jiuliuli.

"I, don't know what to say."

Tianhai Jiuliuli held the finger cake with meat and intestines in both hands, and the lights of the vehicles driving on the right side of the street illuminated the blue hair beside her ears.

Not only the hot air exhaled from the mouth, but even the fine hair on the top of the girl's cheeks was reflected extremely clearly.

After the girl took a bite of the pancakes, she continued to whisper:

"Qi Mingyue Le Jun, I don't want to give you Le Jun to her, but I do want to be sisters with her at least, don't be so confrontational, and after returning home and seeing each other, they will turn a blind eye and be indifferent."

The dispute between Qi Mingyue and Jiu Liuli.

In the end, it was Jiu Liuli who was the first to accept a little softness.

There is also a reason why Jiu Liuli can't talk to anyone at home except herself.

Qi Mingyue is used to loneliness, but Jiu Liuli is not like this.

"So Liuli Jiang still wants to reconcile with Qi Mingyue, even if it's rare."

"Ah."

"But you consider that there will be various factors in the band, and because of the relationship between you and me, Jiu Liuli, Qi Mingyue will become even more unhappy when she joins the band and sees us staying together—Jiu Liuli, you are afraid that we will be further stimulated. Seven bright moons."

"Le Jun understood my thoughts"

Sakakihara took his portion of finger cakes, left the stall with Jiuliuli, walked on the side of the street before continuing:
"You don't need to worry about Jiu Liuli at all. You have to understand that we are already stimulating Qi Mingyue by maintaining our relationship on the bright side. If she wants to fight with you, she must be mentally prepared accordingly."

"Le Jun is saying that Qi Mingyue won't be hurt even more because we stay in the same band? I'm afraid our actions will make her uncomfortable, she's always a jealous person."

"Then let's be more restrained. And Jiu Liuli, you really don't need to take this too seriously. Didn't you say that you won't let go of your emotional attitude? So show your girlfriend's identity in front of Qi Mingyue, On the contrary, it was your legitimate reaction, Qi Mingyue can't beat you, isn't that because she has no ability?"

"Mr. Le is right."

"Ahem, it's a bit too much, but it's true. Didn't you say, Liuli, that you should separate your relationship from your life as much as possible? You and Qi Mingyue are emotionally rivals, and you might still be good sisters in life. It's like sympathy The opponents are average."

Tianhai Jiuliuli hesitated, "I don't even know if I can do this."

The two walked onto the overpass, and the neon lights and advertising photos of Shirokane Takanawa Commercial Street were colorful.

"Jiu Liuli, not knowing whether it can be done is not a reason for rejection."

Tianhai Jiuliuli looked at Sakakihara Raku's firm face.

"It's because I don't know if it can be done, so I have to do it! If you don't do it, who knows that it can't be done? It's useless to stay in the confusion."

"... Then Mr. Le, can you explain why we want to join the band."

"Stand firm in your beliefs."

"Huh?" Tianhai Jiuliuli blinked.

"You and I are people without any goals, let alone any direction to move forward. Try to think about it, how long has it been since the last time we said that we would try to find our current goals?"

"It's almost three months."

"That's right, Jiu Liuli, it's been almost three months? And what are we doing now?"

"Just getting through each day."

"That's right, we can't find a direction in the confusion. We obviously have time to be confused, but we don't use this time to take the initiative to try something that we haven't touched before. This is like the 'Emperor's New Clothes'. We are using a self-deception in a way that is one's own unique entitlement."

Tianhai Jiuliuli listened carefully to his firm words.

"A road is in front of you, and you have no direction, but you are still hesitating whether to participate?! Do you want to participate?! This is too ridiculous! It is said that we are looking for the goal, but at the root, we are in the same place step!"

Sakakibara smiled slightly, and her plain words revealed inexplicable confidence and firmness.

He stopped, and Jiu Liuli also stopped.

"And we should not be the 'Emperor's New Clothes', but have the courage to face our true selves. Instead of letting ourselves live in the 'Emperor's New Clothes' whitewashed by lies and hypocritical excuses, it is better to face our naked selves. I don’t even have myself. Then bravely take the first step towards the unknown, even if you may be laughed at, even if you don’t even know whether you love this road.”

On the overpass with air-conditioning and neon lights in December, Raku Sakakibara, with the colorful billboards reflected behind her, stretched out her hand to the girl:

"So, Jiuliuli, in order to stop being confused and to let us find what we want, let's try to borrow this band, a thing that we don't even know if we love it, and head towards the Tokyo Budokan. !"

(End of this chapter)