About the fact that I accidentally turned my sister into a cripple

Chapter 275 Sorry, Liuli, I'm dating Qiyue now
"Liuli, this is my birthday present to you. In fact, I'm not very good at giving these things. Most of the presents that Ah Ling bought her since she was a child were obtained after asking her opinions. This bracelet, even if it is my first time I will give it to you after careful consideration."

"Liuli, don't be sad. Actually, you've already done a great job, haven't you? In fact, deep down in my heart, I don't have much confidence in myself. I don't know if the words I said can give you some strength, but I still want to be right. Say something, come on."

"Liu Li, come on, try to do what you want to do, and I will support you from behind."

"Liuli, you are really beautiful, and you have a gentle personality, which makes people feel friendly."

"Liuli, here is the supper I made for you."

"Liu Li, this is a card for you."

"Liu Li, thank you for knitting the gloves."

"Liuli, Liuli, Liuli."

The sound of the engine roared slightly in the rain, and the rotating wheels crushed the water-stained concrete road.

The bus turned and passed the intersection, and the beam of light from the opposite lane passed through the window covered with raindrops behind Tianhai Jiuliuli, illuminating Sakakihara Raku's earnest face clearly and brightly.

Her sky blue pupils fluttered.

In the depths of his eyes, he couldn't help but reflect his current appearance.

"Le Jun. What are you talking about?"

Tianhai Jiuliuli looked at him dumbfounded.

"I'm sorry, Liuli, I'm also dating Qiyue now." Sakakihara repeated.

july july july
Who is July?

It seems that some can't remember it.

It seems that it is, that is me, that is the twin sister who accompanied me since I was a child
Is my twin sister already dating Le Jun?

Tianhai Jiuliuli couldn't be sure if she was blinded by the loud rain, she only knew that her shoulders were trembling nervously, and her hand was subconsciously clutching the milk tea cup that was still emitting residual warmth.

She suddenly laughed:
"Le Jun, Le Jun, you must be joking."

Yes.. yes, it must be so.

Le Jun, he is just kidding himself
It must be so.

But Sakakihara Raku in sight, as if he had really done something sorry for himself, bent his head towards himself, raised his gaze after a while, and continued to face himself seriously:

"I'm sorry, Liuli, that's the truth."

sorry.?

sorry, what do you mean?
Are you apologizing to me, and...admitting to me that you just made an exaggerated joke?

It seems that it is so.

"Now, I am indeed dating July. This is something she agreed to, and it is also something I agreed to."

The milk tea fell, Tianhai Jiuliuli covered her mouth with her hands, the outlines of her eyes trembling.

Le Jun, what are you talking about?
Tianhai Jiuliuli suddenly noticed that her lips were tightening and twitching, and she involuntarily let out a slight whimper, and leaned back in the seat involuntarily.Until the back touched the cold car wall, the back of the neck was attacked by the cold air from the rainy day outside the window
Myself, why do you want to back off?

Why cry?
Le Jun is clearly, obviously joking with me.
Don't understand, don't understand at all.
"Le Jun, Le Jun don't play, is this kind of joke okay?"

The girl's voice was gray, and the voice was completely covered by the bus, as if implying the uncontrollable emotions deep in her heart.

Of course, Sakakihara Raku can understand her mood at the moment, and understand whether she wants to believe it or not, and she can't believe it.

Sakakihara understands that as long as she says to her, "Yes, I'm just joking", then Liuli will try her best to stop her tears, nodding to herself with tears, and choked up saying "Le Jun is too much." , how can you make such a joke to me], with this kind of half-joking mentality, laughing to get over this topic.

And believe in it in your heart.

Because deep down in her heart, Liuli is such a person.

A person who likes to deceive himself, pretend to be himself, and make himself think that he is cared about.

Sakakibara sighed deeply in his heart, took out his mobile phone, and read out a sentence that Tianhai Qimingyue sent to him.

[Sorry, sister. ]
He put this sentence in front of Tianhai Jiuliuli.The screen illuminated her stunned face.

And above this sentence, there is the last chat record between Sakakihara Le and Tianhai Qimingyue, [If you are sure to say it, then show this passage to my sister, sister, you will understand. ]
Sakakibara reached out to maintain the phone, and it was already difficult to look at Tianhai Jiuliuli's face at this time.

But he could clearly see that her legs were shrinking back, her body was shrinking back, and her whole body was shrinking back.

Jiu Liuli is afraid.

After a long period of time, even the passengers got off in two batches.

"You lied to me"

Her choked voice sounded in front of her, Sakakihara raised her head, and even saw that her voice was trembling.

She's afraid, she's unwilling to believe, she's accepting reality
"You lied to me"

"."

"You lied to me"

"." Sakakihara remained silent, because in this matter, no matter whether he has not responded formally, it is considered a kind of deception.covert deception.

"You lied to me"

The girl's repeated voice was choked to the end, and trembling tears had already moistened her eye sockets and slid down her fair cheeks.She stared at Sakakihara Raku's cheeks with her blushing eyes, clenched the pleated skirt on her thighs with both hands, and bit her lips tightly. She was staring at herself, with an expression that seemed to squeeze out the pain in her heart all at once. Generally, it hurts.

Didn't you agree that you will always support me behind your back?

Tianhai Jiuliuli faced Sakakihara Raku.She wanted to shout out her inner voice to him, she wanted to shout out the most important voice at this moment.

But she found that no matter how much she tried, no matter how much she tried to speak, the bitterness in her heart made the muscles in her mouth tense as if they were strained.

I can't breathe in my chest, tears are falling from my eyes, my throat is sobbing, my hands are constantly raised to wipe the tears from the corners of my eyes, my eyes are constantly looking at the street outside the bus in a daze, and when I put my hands down, I want to go If you hold something, you can never catch it. In the panic, there is only vision blurred by tears, blurred by the rain outside the car window, and the eyes are full of dazzling spots.

She became agitated.at a loss.

"Liuli, I know you don't want to listen to me right now. But the fact is, I can only give you half of my concern. I respect your thoughts. You want to break up now. This is also the choice you should have."

Tianhai Jiuliuli couldn't hear what he said at all, her eyes only had a blurry world, and her ears only had the blurred noise neutralized by the sound of rain and the sound of the engine.She closed her eyes, as if she wanted to confine all the sadness in her heart
But that voice, that sentence, still lingers in my mind.

[Sorry, sister. ]
[Sorry, sister. ]
[Sorry, sister. ]
[Sorry, sister. ]
Only this sentence kept echoing in my mind.

He is lying to me, is his gentleness towards me fake?Is this revenge for cheating on him? Did he still never forgive me?

Don't know, don't understand, don't understand.
Why is it July? Didn't she give up?
Doesn't my brother like me?

Won't you always support me?
Didn't you say that you will always walk forward with me?
Doesn't he like me?

[Sorry, sister. ]
This sentence was like a spell, mixed with various thoughts, suddenly burst out from the bottom of Tianhai Jiuliuli's heart.

Her body was agitated, and she stood up suddenly, holding the cold bus handrail with her powerless hands, she hurriedly looked for a place to escape in sight, dropped her bow bag, schoolbag, and Sakakihara Raku, who was sitting beside her, staggered to the car door, covering her crying face, regardless of the curious eyes of the passengers around her.The moment the bus door opened, she slammed the door and rushed out in an instant in the torrential rain.

"Liu Li!"

The people around were shouting, the car that stopped abruptly was honking, and the driver stuck his head out, complaining loudly about his dissatisfaction.

But these are not important anymore.

*
The rain soaked the body, and the wet coat and the skin that was pressed against the white shirt were so sticky that it made the whole body feel more and more uncomfortable.

cold.
very cold
The body is shivering cold.

Why...is it so cold?

The perspective is fixed on the ground, where the rain splashes and gathers into streams.They carry dust and gravel, paper scraps and leaves, and flow towards the rainwater outlet.

My own eyes can only see this piece of things that have not been left.

Tianhai Jiuliuli hugged her legs in the water pipes piled up in the park, in the darkness, her eyes were full of apathy and helplessness.

Hair was wet, as were clothes and skirts.

She doesn't know what to do.

I don't know how to deal with my current emotions.

I don't know how else I can go on.

Mom, I lied to myself.

Sister, I lied to myself.

My brother also lied to himself.

Everyone seems to be very happy.

Everyone seems to be very happy.

Usually at home, everyone seems to talk a lot.

The younger sister will quarrel with Bell Sauce, and the older brother will stop them in time when they are about to quarrel, and I...
What can I do?

I don't know how to intervene
For myself, I can only help my brother wash the vegetables, wash the dishes, and do these trivial, trivial things.

I don't know what to do.

Love, how should we talk about it?

How do you behave when you are nice to people?
What can I say to make him feel that I like him?

I don't know. I don't know everything. I don't know how to do too many things, and I don't dare to take the initiative to do many things.

For myself, I can only help my brother fold a stack of clothes, tidy up the leaders, and do these trivial things.
Really small things.
Everyone, are you already tired of me?
Everyone, you actually hate me, right?
After all, everyone knows their true heart, and they are not as gentle, generous, or dignified as they are on the outside.
Qiyue Qiyue also hated herself because she robbed her favorite person.
are all false.

It must be so.
It must be so.
It must be so.
Redundant
By the way, I should be that kind of "extra" person.

If he didn't exist, Qiyue would definitely receive more attention, and Qiyue and his brother would definitely be happy.

The two people's personalities are very compatible. They often bicker and tease each other when they are together, and then get together amicably.

As for myself, myself... I can't say anything.

I don't know what to say.

After talking, I was worried about making my brother unhappy.

A little bit, not at all like sister Qiyue.

No wonder I can't compare to my sister.
excess excess excess excess
These two words have been lingering in my mind all the time. Mother, father, aunt, Qiyue, Ling, brother, they all kept saying these two words to themselves in indifferent voices, even if Tianhai Jiuliuli buried his head in the In the legs, buried the deepest, it will not be able to remove this indelible curse at all.

She cried out again.

So cold
It's raining, it's really cold
*
Liuli, run away.

Sakakihara understands that this is a natural result, because when he faces the reality that he doesn't want to accept, he also does the same thing - to escape everything.

So the moment she got off the bus and ran into the rainy day, Sakakihara quickly took her bow bag and schoolbag and ran off the bus.

The streets of the port area at night are dazzlingly bustling, but after all, it is a sudden rainy day. At this moment, there are not many pedestrians on the street, only various shops with bright red lights, and people driving on the driveway with low beams on. All kinds of cars.

He watched with his own eyes that Tianhai Jiuliuli ran straight to the opposite side of the street regardless of the risk of being hit by a car, and disappeared from sight along the rain-soaked reflective street trees.

He strode to catch up, but was blocked by several cars honking their horns.

In front is the residential area, with a large number of residential areas where one family builds a house.

Facing various trails with unknown left and right directions, Sakakihara Raku could only carry the big and small bags, and continued to search for her while asking passers-by.

But every time the passers-by who asked the question, they just shook their heads with embarrassment after being asked. They seemed to be very afraid of trouble, and they all refused to answer Sakakihara Raku's questions.

This reminded him of a sentence, most people in Tokyo are indifferent.

In this materialistic city, money is what they are after.

For them, money and their own desires are the most enjoyable things in their lives.

—— Sakakihara Raku was very worried that Ruri would be met by such a person.

[Where does Liuli go when she is sad? ]
Reluctantly, Sakakihara, whose hair was soaked while running, had to take out her mobile phone, and typed to ask Qi Mingyue on the screen full of water droplets.

Fortunately, Qi Mingyue seemed to be paying attention to the phone all the time, and she quickly replied:
[My sister likes to go to smaller and narrow places, which will give her a sense of security. ]
Small places, narrow places, this residential area is everywhere!
Didn't get any useful news, but couldn't stop running.

There was no other way, Sakakihara had no choice but to put away her phone, holding an umbrella, and continued to run forward.

The phone rang again.

It's still July.

[Sister ran out? ]
[Um. ]
[Have you gone after it? ]
[Definitely went. ]
Tianhai Qimingyue did not reply to any further messages.

Sakakihara didn't want to say anything more, he continued to move forward.After turning several alleys in a row, I didn't see any trace of Jiuliuli. It wasn't until Sakakihara Raku was stopped by an old lady who was standing on the balcony on the second floor collecting clothes, that I realized that a girl wearing the same school uniform as him was walking towards the park just now. ran over there.

"Thank you mother-in-law."

"Are you guys having conflicts? Go and coax them, little girls are the most vulnerable now."

"I know."

After nodding his thanks to the old lady on the balcony, Sakakibara ran towards the location of the small park that he heard just now.

He just ran to the park.

Sure enough, under a tree, he saw half of a small black round-toed leather shoe protruding from the cement pipe.

He slowed down and approached the cement pipe. .

After coming here, he could already see half of the girl's foot. He bent down, supported the edge of the pipe, and looked inside.

Tianhai Jiuliuli is here.

The wet girl hugged her legs that were scratched like bushes, her slender body was sticky with wet spots, except for the western-style jacket that was getting darker in color, there was also a white that revealed the color of her skin shirt.The red bow tie is messy.

She hugged her legs and lowered her head. Her messy flaxen hair had long since lost her former beauty, and her figure was embarrassingly petite.

The girl didn't notice her arrival at all.

Fortunately, the pipe was big enough to accommodate two people at the same time. Sakakihara put away the umbrella, bent down to go in, and came to sit beside her.

Sakakihara Raku looked at the girl sitting beside her with her legs crossed.

Her flaxen hair was dripping with water, and the cement pipes that were originally dry and bright were also wet from the rain on her body.

Sakakihara Raku could see that the place under her was wet a lot.

"I don't know what to do."

A small voice came, and Sakakihara Raku was sure that Tianhai Jiuliuli, who was holding her legs and buried her head, was talking to herself.

"Is it."

"what should I do.?"

Sakakibara placed her hands on her standing knees, raised her head and eyes, and looked at the circular pipe above her head. Raindrops were falling in the sky cut by the curved outline. I knew where the roar of the tram came from, and the joking sounds of the warm family not far away.

Under the rain in this cold park, the night lights of distant Tokyo are extraordinarily bright in the dark night.

Sakakihara Raku looked into the distance and said, "I don't know either. After all, this is your own choice, Liuli."

".I don't want to see you."

"I understand. But Liuli should go home now."

"Home? I don't have a home."

Tianhai Jiuliuli's voice became smaller and smaller, until it was almost inaudible.

"...Then at least you can't stay in this place. Don't get caught in the rain and be hospitalized with a cold."

If it were the usual Tianhai Jiuliuli, she would definitely be happy, blushing and expressing that she was very happy to be cared about. But now her heart is as cold as the clothes wet by the rain.

"Hospitalized. Hospitalized, you wouldn't come to see me, would you?"

"What does Liuli think? Do you think my actions and thoughts towards you before are all false?"

"."

"If you really think so, I will try to defend myself."

Tianhai Jiuliuli clenched her hand a little bit.

Why, why are you still telling me this?

Why are you still looking for me?

Why do you have to explain it in front of me?
Is it okay to leave it alone?
I wish I hadn't heard what he said to me just now.

He was obviously so happy just now.
Obviously just now because he came to pick her up, she felt warm, happy and happy.

Obviously, because Qi Mingyue hadn't moved recently, he thought she had given up.

Even though I was last for a second, I still want to confess to him, and want to continue with him forever.
I want to get married and live my life happily and peacefully.
He is working outside, and he is willing to cook at home and wait for him to come home
Run together, shoot arrows together, play games together
But why, why, why
Tianhai Jiuliuli suddenly stretched out his hand and pulled the outer edge of the cement pipe, stretched out his feet, and stood in the rain again.

Sakakihara Raku noticed her movement, picked up the umbrella, and then stood by her side.

The raindrops hit the umbrella surface, making a "bang bang" sound.

Tianhai Jiuliuli's head was drooping, her hair was wet from the rain, and Sakakihara couldn't see her expression or appearance clearly.

".to the hotel."

"You don't want to go home today?"

Tianhai Jiuliuli didn't speak, but just walked forward on her own, her shoes trampling on the wet park lawn.

Sakakihara continued to follow.

*
Jiu Liuli has not spoken, and Sakakihara knows that she needs to calm down now.

So after finding what she had thrown in the grass before, Sakakihara came to a nearby hotel according to her wish.As soon as they arrived at the entrance of the hotel, Sakakihara realized that the clothes on the two of them were school uniforms. Although opening a hotel room in Japan does not require an ID card, and there is no such thing as an ID card, the front desk will not open a room for two high school students for no reason.

". Love hotel."

Tianhai Jiuliuli behind her spoke in such a low voice again, she shrugged her shoulders and hugged an arm.

Sakakihara had no choice but to find a love hotel and go in.

The difference between a love hotel is that it takes care of the privacy of the guests, and there is no front desk duty.

After finding the hotel on the software, you can get a room card after paying online or using the machine to pay by yourself.

Looking at the various themes in the love hotel, Sakakibara chose the most common room, and then brought Tianhai Jiuliuli in.

Although it is an ordinary suite, the lighting inside is still a bit ambiguous, purple and blue, especially on a large feather bed.

On the crystal coffee table of the TV set, there are various fruits covered with film, and a fruit knife is equipped beside it.

After Sakakihara went in, she put down the wet bow bag and schoolbag, and took off her coat at the same time.

He saw Tianhai Jiuliuli standing where he was, his body trembling because of the cold.

"It seems that you can order food here. I'll order you a little dinner and a hot drink to warm your body. You can take a bath now. Be careful not to stand here all the time, don't catch a cold."

"."

Tianhai Jiuliuli still didn't respond, Sakakihara Le glanced at her deserted face that she didn't want to face her, turned around, and was about to walk out of the room.

Just put your hand on the doorknob.

"Le Jun."

"how--"

Hearing her voice as small as a mosquito, Sakakihara turned around and faced her.But after seeing the picture in front of him clearly, he involuntarily stopped in place.Calm face.

I saw Tianhai Jiuliuli, who was covered in wet school uniform in front of her, with her head down, with a dark face that could not be seen clearly, holding a sharp fruit knife with the plastic scabbard in her hand.

(End of this chapter)