tokyo first love

Chapter 353 How can I stay sane? (6K)

Quarrels are emotionally intense, agitated, and even arguments from above, which have nothing to do with calmness.

But it is precisely because he has lost his calm that he will speak out his true thoughts regardless of the consequences and the situation.

When couples quarrel, the louder the better, because it is during the quarrel that two people have the opportunity to understand each other's true thoughts and real needs.

Finally, it was a breakthrough to sit on the same sofa. As the physical distance got closer, Kurosawa felt that his psychological thoughts also got closer.

"Can I kiss you again?"

Looking at Chizuru Ninomiya beside her, and seeing her beautiful profile with red lips, white teeth, high nose bridge, and willow-like brows, Kurosawa asked after thinking about it.

If she is willing to kiss herself, it means that they have reconciled.

"No."

Ninomiya Chizuru's blue eyes were cold, she glanced at him and shook her head slightly.

Although they are sitting together, the two are not as close as lovers, but maintain a subtle distance.

"Why? Didn't you say that what you care most about is that you think you hurt me?"

Hearing this, Kurosawa immediately couldn't understand her thoughts.

"This is what I mind the most, but I also mind that you have other women besides me."

Ninomiya Chizuru nodded slightly, her beautiful eyes as cold and lonely as ice crystals revealed her deep resentment.

Ever since the first date in the amusement park, all her eyes and hearts were that Kurosawa was alone, but this guy turned out to be messing around outside.

When she was idle at home during the holidays, reading and working, this guy was out dating other women, and even went to the beach to play.

He obviously never took her to the beach, but took her to the stream.

What's more, he took other women home first, without knowing what happened.

"Uh……"

Kurosawa choked when he heard the words, feeling guilty.

In this matter, he doesn't care what he says.

"Chizuru, give me another kiss~"

Because the frontal attack was not possible, Kurosawa simply changed his attitude, stretched out his hand to support her grasping arm, and shook it again.

After this mission reminder and the actual experience tonight, he already knew that Ninomiya Chizuru loved him very much and doted on him very much.

In front of her, showing weakness and being coquettish is the best way to get along with her rather than being stubborn and stubborn.

"Give me some time, wait for me to think clearly."

Facing his coquettishness, the corner of Ninomiya Chizuru's mouth twitched slightly, her expression almost unstoppable.

Seeing the majestic and majestic Kurosawa on the field before, and the mature and stable Kurosawa, acting like a younger brother to her, she had an urge to agree to his request no matter what it was.

But the grievance and sadness in her heart are really hard to let go.

"Qianhe~ just give me a kiss."

Seeing her almost laughing, Kurosawa realized that she liked it very much, and continued to work hard according to her heart.

"I'm going back, I have to go to work tomorrow."

The corner of Ninomiya Chizuru's glamorous mouth raised a little uncontrollably, realizing that the situation was wrong, she immediately made up her mind and stood up.

Absolutely can't go on like this... She hasn't figured it out yet.

If you follow his wishes like this, but see him getting intimate with other women, and break down and cry, you will only repeat the same mistakes.

As a mature and intelligent woman, she must think calmly and make a decision before acting.

But even if she wanted to walk, she couldn't walk at all when her arms were caught.

"Miss Qianhe."

Just when Ninomiya Chizuru was about to struggle, Kurosawa's next words made her body stiffen.

"Sister Qianhe?"

Ninomiya Chizuru was very surprised, the name echoed in her heart, wondering if she had heard it wrong.

She looked down, and saw Kurosawa sitting on the spot and pulling her arm, raised her head slightly, looking at herself eagerly and expectantly, which made it impossible to refuse.

"Sister Qianhe, give me a kiss before leaving."

Seeing her hesitation, Kurosawa shook her arm again.

"Qianhe, you are a mature and intelligent woman, you must think about the problem calmly, make a decision before acting."

Facing such Kurosawa, Ninomiya Chizuru's heart was about to melt, but she was still admonishing herself.

Kurosawa is young and can do things regardless of the consequences, but she must be sensible.

"Boom."

Even though she thought so, her body moved uncontrollably, she lowered her waist and kissed Kurosawa Hikari's face lightly.

After receiving her sweet kiss, Kurosawa Hikari was stunned for a moment, and then smiled happily.

Maybe it was a kiss on the face, but it was different from the inadvertent one just now, when I suddenly looked back and realized that this time I saw her kissing me with my own eyes.

"That's it, I'll go back first."

Seeing his satisfied smile, Ninomiya Chizuru almost laughed, but her superb expression management made her calm down, and said coldly.

Maybe she thought she was very cold, but her casual words had a completely different meaning to Kurosawa Hikaru.

Her cold and magnetic Yujie voice is very light and gentle, as if coaxing you, it makes people's ears go soft.

The point is that she didn't laugh, but the smile in her eyes completely betrayed her mind.

"it is good."

Finding her very happy, Kurosawa just felt extremely happy and excited, no longer dragging her.

Because when pleasing others and making others feel comfortable, people will have a sense of satisfaction.

What's more, this was the first time he saw her smile since Ninomiya Chizuru cried at the Budokan.

"Ugh……"

Seeing his happy look, Ninomiya Chizuru realized that her heart had softened towards him again, and couldn't help but sigh in her heart.

She also doesn't want to be soft-hearted, she also wants to act calmly and handle everything rationally and intelligently.

But Kurosawa called her Sister Qianhe, so how could she stay sane?
"I'll walk you home."

Seeing that the smile in her eyes faded and became complicated again, Hikaru Kurosawa stood up immediately without being in a hurry.

Maybe her mood is still very complicated, and the troubles in her heart are hard to get rid of... But he knew one thing very clearly tonight, Ninomiya Chizuru didn't want to lose him, and wanted to be with him, but she just needed time to think about it. Think about it.

"You have a good rest, I will take a taxi back later."

Hearing this, Ninomiya Chizuru shook her head.

"Then I'll take you to the door."

Realizing that she was not taking the evening train, but a taxi, Kurosawa thought for a while, and said without forcing.

"it is good."

Chizuru Ninomiya nodded.

After all, both of them stepped up and walked towards the entrance.

"And the next time you pretend to be sick, just pretend to be sick. Don't think about being really sick. Look at what you have made yourself into. You are not an underage child, and you are so impulsive in doing things, regardless of the consequences."

Along the way, Ninomiya Chizuru looked at his natural expression sideways, feeling speechless and depressed, and taught him a lesson.

Seeing Kurosawa's pale face, purple lips, and cold body temperature just now, she was really scared to death.

"I don't want to lie to you?"

Speaking of this, Kurosawa touched the back of his neck with his hands, feeling a little guilty.

In retrospect, his behavior was indeed too impulsive... But there is no way, because he had hurt Ninomiya Chizuru, he felt deeply guilty, and their relationship was on thin ice, and if they were not careful, they might be irreparable , really dare not lie to her again.

"Have you lied to me less often? Don't do it next time."

Hearing this reason, Ninomiya Chizuru felt a little touched, and annoyed, he took a glance at him and taught him a lesson.

Just for such a small matter, tossing myself so hard is really not worrying.

Maybe it's a lesson from anger, but this look of hers can be described as charming. Maybe it looks angry, but it's more distressing.

"it is good."

Sensing her distress, Kurosawa nodded obediently.

Since he figured it out, he no longer pretended to be handsome and mature in front of Ninomiya Chizuru, he was obedient when he should be obedient, and acted like a baby when he should be coquettish.

After all, she is a sister-in-law girlfriend, not a sister-in-law girlfriend.

"Sister Qianhe, what should I do so that you don't mind? Actually, after that incident, I thought about it seriously, and I will never make the same mistake in the future."

Coming to the entrance step by step, Kurosawa deeply realized how kind she was to him, and also wanted to reconcile with her as soon as possible.

"What's the matter?"

Because there was no cause and effect, Ninomiya Chizuru didn't know what he was referring to.

"Just to let you meet... and kiss others in front of you, I'm sorry."

It takes courage to admit a mistake and say it out loud, Hikaru Kurosawa bowed his head slightly, feeling very guilty.

"If you can't see it, does it mean it didn't happen? Will I never know?"

Seeing his confession, Ninomiya Chizuru looked at him and asked.

"Uh……"

Hikaru Kurosawa didn't expect her to say this, and was at a loss for words.

"Actually, I think you are right about the meeting... because even if you keep it a secret, I will find out sooner or later, and they will find out. It's better to say that you admitted the matter of Huaxin, and let everyone An opportunity to choose, but to do it right.”

Ninomiya Chizuru's beautiful eyes are like a mirror, she is sensible, general, intelligent and mature.

Maybe it was just a one-sided meeting, but she knew that Ichinose Yuki's insight was very strong. After all, Ruina had followed her and was discovered in a short while.

Even though he looks stupid, his big eyes look pure and innocent, like a poor student who has never studied anything, but with such insight, it will be a matter of time before he discovers the clues and tricks.

As for the future of Sifengyuan, the vision and insight of this chaebol daughter, needless to say, will definitely be discovered.

"Am I doing it right?"

Facing her cold and intellectual attitude, Kurosawa Hikaru felt that he was overwhelmed by her both physically and mentally, and was directly persuaded.

Realizing this answer gave him a sense of relief.

In fact, he has been brooding about it.

"If the thing you care about is broken by me later... I might fight you desperately."

Ninomiya Chizuru nodded slightly, and squinted at him, her eyes were as cold as a knife.

Although that day, she found out that Kurosawa had other women besides her, which made her very sad... But Kurosawa had vaccinated her in advance, so she was still conscious.

If it wasn't for so many days of things, she had to calm down and think about it, and if she was caught in bed, she would never be able to maintain her sanity.

"sorry."

Facing her cold and terrifying eyes that seemed blackened, Hikaru Kurosawa only felt a chill down his back and numbness in his scalp, and quickly bowed his head to admit his mistake.

Although Ninomiya Chizuru has clumsy behaviors and reactions from time to time when dating, but this is the influence of love after all.

In fact, she is the smartest, most sensible, and most mature of the three girlfriends, and her behavior logic can be traced.

If it breaks her down, once her actions become unpredictable, it will be terrifying... Just like the resignation before, it is impossible to guess what she is thinking.

"Although you did the right thing by letting everyone meet, you still did the wrong thing by kissing others in front of me."

Coming to the entrance, Ninomiya Chizuru saw the pair of women's slippers again, and her good mood suddenly fell to the bottom.

She knew that she was easily jealous, but in the end Kurosawa kissed another woman in front of her... She just felt like the sky was falling, and she witnessed the destruction of the world with her own eyes.

"I promise, I will never make the same mistake in the future."

Kurosawa knew that this was the stupidest decision, and he regretted it a long time ago, and said immediately.

"Ah."

Realizing that he would pay attention to this matter in the future, Ninomiya Chizuru was relieved, and then walked out of the entrance.

Holding the locker in the entrance with one hand, she pulled her foot out of the slippers, and put her fingers together into the high heels.

A beautiful woman looks good in anything she does.

But it is also good-looking, but there are some movements, which are extremely sexy.

Whether it is wearing high heels or taking them off, it is a very sexy action.

"Sister Qianhe, you are so pretty."

Seeing her tall and beautiful figure, Kurosawa immediately praised her.

"..."

Chizuru Ninomiya, who was standing on one foot and wearing high heels, almost lost her balance when she heard these words, then she turned her head and glared at him with a pretty face flushed, very annoyed.

It's a shame that this guy doesn't say she's beautiful all night, but he only says that when he sees her in high heels.

"Tattoo!"

Putting on high-heeled shoes on both feet, Ninomiya Chizuru stepped on it, and after completely mastering the balance, she turned around and looked at Hikari Kurosawa.

"it's beautiful."

Seeing her gorgeous turn, Kurosawa applauded without hesitation, his mouth was very sweet, and he was telling the truth.

Chizuru Ninomiya, who is wearing high heels, has a very graceful figure, and that cool and noble, refined and intellectual temperament is even more fascinating.

"Is that me beautiful, or are they more beautiful?"

Ninomiya Chizuru was very comfortable hearing his unsparing words of praise at first, but after carefully savoring it, she felt that something was wrong. She pulled her hair on her temples and stared straight at him. .

When this guy is with other women, shouldn't he be so sweet?
"You are the most beautiful."

When Kurosawa heard this question, he responded without hesitation.

This question, which seems to be a multiple-choice question, is actually a proposition.

Having said that, he had envisioned this scenario long before he had made up his mind to show it off.

"Really?"

Seeing his quick answer without thinking, Ninomiya Chizuru froze for a moment, feeling pleasantly surprised.

"real."

Kurosawa nodded slightly, very sure.

He has long planned and known about his three girlfriends.

In terms of appearance alone, his three girlfriends all have their own merits and are impeccably perfect, but the differences in figure, personality, thought, temperament, and clothing make people feel completely different.

Ichinose Yuki is the cutest.

Chizuru Ninomiya is the prettiest.

The future of Sifengyuan is the most perfect.

"Ah."

Ninomiya Chizuru's blue eyes were like mirrors, reflecting his face without any flaws, and she nodded after a long time, feeling very comfortable and satisfied.

Feeling much more relaxed, Ninomiya Chizuru bent down and took the pair of slippers she had just worn on the ground after thinking about it, and put them on the right edge of the entrance.

"?"

Aware of this movement, Kurosawa was a little puzzled.

While looking around, he suddenly saw a pair of women's slippers next to him...they were the slippers Xiao Yuki wore at home today.

"!"

Noticing this, Kurosawa's heartstrings couldn't help but tremble.

Did she notice this as soon as she walked in the door?These are the other girlfriend's slippers.

In other words, when she was chatting with herself just now, she always knew that other women came one step earlier than her... But she still kept getting along with herself calmly.

Aware of this, Kurosawa Hikaru looked at Ninomiya Chizuru again, very guilty.

"If I come again in the future, I will wear it, don't put it away, so as not to be unclear."

Meeting his guilty gaze, Ninomiya Chizuru straightened up again and said.

Maybe she wasn't the first to come, but she wasn't the last either.

"These shoes are for guests, and the style is similar...how about buying you a new pair?"

Kurosawa realized his mistakes and omissions, and suggested after thinking about it.

"It will be all right."

Hearing this, Ninomiya Chizuru looked at the other pair of slippers, and then at her own slippers. The similarity was indeed very high, so she nodded.

It is actually very lucky to have a pair of exclusive slippers in someone else's house, and it is also a proof of love and relationship... She couldn't refuse this proposal.

"Then I'll buy it for you later, your foot size is 37, right?"

Kurosawa looked at her feet and asked.

Although he didn't ask about it, and he didn't play with it, but under the influence of proficient painting skills, his eyes are like a ruler, and he can feel the actual size of the object.

"How did you know?"

Ninomiya Chizuru was a little surprised, did he secretly look at his shoes?
"Visual estimation."

"Does he like my feet so much? You can see it..."

Realizing this answer, Ninomiya Chizuru couldn't help feeling ashamed and blushing.

Although this is different from measurements, it is one of the body's sizes after all, and the feeling of being known is quite subtle.

"The size of the feet can be seen visually, but what about the measurements?"

After being shy, she suddenly thought of a question.

"I don't know this. I know your foot size because I have seen it visually and I have encountered it before."

After seeing her shy, she suddenly looked down at her chest, Kurosawa guessed what she was thinking, and immediately denied it.

If someone can visually measure their measurements, it's actually quite a scary thing... especially for girls.

"Oh."

Ninomiya Chizuru felt relieved when she found that he had seen through her mind and got the answer.

"I am leaving."

After finishing the last thing, Ninomiya Chizuru looked at him for a few seconds, then said slightly sideways.

"it is good."

Kurosawa walked down the entrance and opened the door for her.

"You don't have to see me off, you go to bed early."

As the door of the house was closed, Ninomiya Chizuru noticed that he had also come out, and said immediately.

"I won't take you home, but at least I can rest assured that I can watch you get into a taxi... Otherwise, it's already 11 o'clock, and you are walking outside alone, and it will be bad if you are targeted by a pervert."

Knowing that she didn't want him to walk her to the door, Kurosawa explained.

His body is very strong. Although he was tossing a lot just now, he has fully recovered now, and he doesn't need to rest at all.

What's more, he met her tonight, had a big fight, and let her kiss him twice. Now he is full of energy and doesn't feel sleepy at all.

"How can there be so many perverts?"

Hearing this statement, Ninomiya Chizuru was a little speechless.

"The key is that you are so beautiful, but no man can resist your charm."

Kurosawa Hikaru didn't think so, and Chizuru's combat power was so weak that it exploded.

At the beginning, she quarreled with Xiao Yuki in the Budokan and was eager to fight, but she was pushed and fell down. If she encountered a pervert with malicious intentions, she would have no power to fight back.

"The law and order is very good now."

Ninomiya Chizuru was a little happy to find that he was boasting about herself in different ways, but she still shook her head.

"Sister Qianhe, if I don't watch you get into the taxi and get home safely, I won't be able to sleep."

When he saw her, he couldn't agree, so Kurosawa simply changed his method.

"Ok."

When he called Sister Chizuru, Ninomiya Chizuru's heart softened immediately, and she compromised.

"Let's go."

Seeing that she liked it, Kurosawa smiled and said.

Immediately afterwards, the two walked side by side towards the elevator.

Along the way, the distance between the two is very close.

When they walked out of the apartment, Kurosawa got closer to her and walked together on the way to the main road when Kurosawa was interested.

The evening wind was blowing, bringing the blue hair fluttering, and there was a refreshing, secluded and charming fragrance.

"Suck!"

Smelling her smell, Kurosawa immediately took a deep breath, as if smelling a smell, slightly probed her shoulder.

"what happened?"

Seeing his actions, Ninomiya Chizuru was a little puzzled.

"You smell so good."

After successfully attracting her attention, Kurosawa took another deep breath and smiled.

"Don't smell it."

Ninomiya Chizuru was taken aback when he heard the words, a little ashamed, and quickly stopped his behavior.

For some reason, she always felt that Kurosawa tonight was very naive, not as calm, mature and polite as before.

However, just when she stretched out her hand to push her gently, Kurosawa grabbed her hand, and even slipped it, interlocking her fingers.

"Let go, what if someone sees you?"

Ninomiya Chizuru noticed this movement and wanted to struggle to get away, but it was outside.

Although it was a big night, if I met students from Dongda University and saw them holding hands, it would be over.

"Don't let go, I will never let you go in this life."

Kurosawa took her hand with great difficulty, how could he let go easily, no longer coquettish and showing weakness, his attitude is firm.

"..."

Seeing how domineering he was, Ninomiya Chizuru couldn't help being taken aback, and her heart was a little touched.

"What do you mean you won't let go in this life? I'm going to take a taxi later, don't you still want to let me go?"

Although his words seemed to be a confession, which was very touching, but Ninomiya Chizuru was a mature and rational girl after all. After being led by him for a while, she regained her composure and complained.

"You're talking about letting go physically, but I'm talking about not letting go mentally."

To complain about this, Kurosawa responded confidently.

　A chapter has 6K words, which is equivalent to 2 chapters in normal times. Although the number of chapters is less, the number of words is not less at all.

　　
　
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