One way to go north

435 Chapter 19
He frowned, opened the door of the house, and found that the light was on in the house, and then, a figure threw himself into his arms, with a faint natural fragrance, full of warmth.

"You're finally back! I'm so anxious!" She hugged his waist, pouted her lips, a little annoyed.

He glanced at the clock on the wall, it was past three in the morning...

Although she was in an extremely depressed mood, she still didn't want her to see it. She rubbed her hair, "Why don't you sleep? Wait for me again?"

"I've already woken up from a good night's sleep! Seeing that you haven't come back yet, I'm really worried that you're driving drunk..." She raised her eyebrows before finishing her sentence, "You really seem to have drunk too much today?"

She smelled him as soon as he entered the door. It smelled like alcohol!

"I'm fine! I'm not drunk!" He didn't want her to worry, so he insisted.

Then, passing her, he wanted to go to the bathroom and take a shower to relieve his drunkenness.

He tried his best to keep his pace steady, not to let himself appear drunk, and heard her voice behind him saying, "Lu Xiangbei, you should drink less bars outside in the future! It's not safe to drive back like this! Who are you sending off today? so late?"

"I didn't give anyone away, some friends got together a bit late! Go and get me a set of pajamas!" Afraid of her questioning, he ordered her to do something, and then went into the bathroom by himself.

He only rinsed it a little, he had something on his mind, he didn’t even feel in the mood to take a shower, his heart felt like being pressed by a big rock, which made him unable to breathe, and the voice in the dark part of his heart kept saying sorry...

After washing carelessly, he called her, "Nian Nian?" Where's his pajamas?

"Put it at the door!" She answered crisply outside.

He opened the door, sure enough.

At this time, she had already got into the quilt and fell asleep, only her face was exposed, her eyes were shining, staring at him who opened the bathroom door naked.

He pretended not to notice, quickly put on his pajamas, then stabilized his pace, walked to the bed, and fell asleep.

All movements are as usual.

He stretched out his arms to hug her, and she leaned into his arms, tacitly and naturally.

It's just that tonight, she didn't become obedient after she leaned into his arms like usual, but she moved in his arms every now and then, and her upright and soft buttocks brushed between his legs intentionally or unintentionally...

He understood what she meant, remembering that they hadn't passed each other for several days...

The bedtime love between him and her, from the initial youthfulness, has gradually become more and more compatible, although the frequency is not as frequent as when they were newly married, both parties enjoy it very much.However, he basically took the initiative. She is such a shy person, even if she sometimes has a little thought in her heart, she dare not reveal it. There was only one time, and it was several days later, when she was in his arms like this Crap, at that time, he deliberately pretended not to understand and ignored her, so she turned over and swept away all the quilts that belonged to him. Was that a punishment for his lack of response?Of course, how could he let her down, he laughed and fed her once...

It's just that today, he really didn't think about it. Firstly, he was tired and dizzy; secondly, it was also because he was in a bad mood. However, how could he let her down?After all, it was so hard for her to try so half-covered and shy?
So, the kiss fell on her shoulder...

She responded quickly...

It's just that he has always been reluctant, forcing himself to spare no effort to please her, but faintly, he always feels that there is a shadow covering him...

Still, she enjoyed herself.

The peak came very quickly, and she didn't know why, she found that he didn't use a condom tonight, maybe it was because of this?Will the compatibility without barriers make the pleasure come faster and faster?Or, because she was more excited tonight?For some reason, she kept urging him not to drink, but when she fell into his arms, the smell of wine mixed with his breath made her heart beat faster, and when he was taking a shower in the bathroom, she was lying on the bed Looking at his looming and fit body inside the glass door, I couldn't help being excited...

Especially, when he erupted in her body, the never-before-seen scorching pouring made her soul ascend to the sky...

He also felt sensual pleasure, and at the moment of ejaculation...

Finally released, drunk and physically exhausted, he also arrived, and the wall lamp was not turned off, and under the weak light, her skin was like frozen snow.

Suddenly, another image flashed in his mind like lightning and flint, Rujiao's skin burnt by cigarette butts... Then, like a chain reaction, just for a moment, Rujiao's bloody face when she committed suicide flashed in his mind , and brother's miserable appearance covered in blood, as well as his bloody hand reaching out to him...

Also at the same moment, all the self-blame and torture swept him once again, and he was powerless to resist, completely sinking into that darkness...

Before falling asleep, the words he said in front of his brother's grave and the curse of words that have been lingering in his heart tonight came out naturally: "Rujiao, brother, I'm sorry, I hurt you..."

It's just that his situation didn't allow him to say a whole sentence, only a vague "Rujiao..." and then fell asleep, and she, who was still floating in the clouds after his hot spray, heard "Rujiao" The two words suddenly fell from the clouds, as if they were broken into pieces...

This night, he slept very deeply, and even snored very rarely, because he was too tired and also because of alcohol.

But she suffered from insomnia for the first time after marriage...

My heart is full of a name... Rujiao.

Who will Rujiao be?Why did she call out from his mouth when she and he were in love with each other?
She never thought she would face such a problem.When she marries him, it's like a blank piece of paper, what kind of picture she will have depends on what she paints after marriage.So, subconsciously, it seems that he should do the same...

However, this seems impossible. Her innocence does not necessarily mean that others are innocent, idiot...

She scolded herself.

Then I turned it over and over again, thinking about it, and finally I could only decide that it must be his ex-girlfriend...

With this conclusion, she felt uncomfortable as if something hard was choked in her heart.

Why suffer?

she asked herself.

Then I answered myself, of course not because of love, definitely not...

After she told herself this, she began to search her guts to find the answer to her question.

She thought, even a woman can't tolerate the man she loves calling another woman's name, right?Yes, this is the reason!It's a matter of self-esteem!
How could she fall in love with him?Absolutely impossible!Totally impossible!
She emphasized it over and over again in her heart, the more she emphasized, the more uncontrollable sourness surged up...

Tong Yinian!Since it is not love, there is no need to toss and turn!There is no need to think twice!
She forced herself to sleep!And be sure to fall asleep!

Subconsciously, she moved to the other side of the bed, kept a little distance from him, and no longer approached him...

He came back late originally, and after some exercise, when she finally fell asleep after tossing and turning like this, it was already broad daylight, and he had no sign of waking up, and she had just fallen asleep, and the two of them fell asleep all the time.

She didn't wake up until she felt a little hot and a familiar weight was pressing on her, and found that he had pulled herself into his arms again at some point.

It should be noon, the sun is shining brightly, and the air is smoky hot.

He frowned, and felt a little stuffy. When he opened his eyes, even though the curtains were closed, he could feel the golden sunshine outside.

Such good weather?

He had a headache, he didn't know the time, and his mind was a little confused.

Only after discovering her body, did she realize that she had had fun with Tong Yinian last night.like?But, did he use condoms?I couldn't remember it for a while, but when I thought about it again, I just felt chaotic.

"What time is it?" He closed his eyes and asked.The events of last night began to flood into my mind bit by bit.Rujiao, cemetery, brother.

"It's noon." She replied, and then suddenly asked, "Do you remember what you said last night?"

He was so excited that he was covered in cold sweat, "What did I say?" He really couldn't remember what he said... Could it be that he said something he shouldn't have said?His identity exposed?Sweat dripped from his forehead, and he made up his mind that he would never get drunk again!
She really wanted to ask him, who is Rujiao...

However, it is impossible to ask such words, so I forced a smile and said, "You said... I love you... hug what I said..."

(End of this chapter)