One way to go north

Chapter 484 It's Right or Wrong 1
But, unexpectedly, at this juncture, Lao Lu actually said, let me marry him... Moreover, when he came back from the army after a full vacation, he even opened a letter of introduction... At first I didn't agree, it was obvious How could a burden be imposed upon him?But...he took care of me as always, and transferred me to a field hospital near the army to continue chemotherapy. In the end, I finally agreed to consider, if I can walk out of the hospital in good health, I will marry him... Heh... You should have guessed what happened next... I actually defeated the disease... Me and him We are married, we gave Wanwan the scientific name of Enci, it is a gift from God and his gift that my daughter and I can live healthy and happy in this world..."

Wang Jingqiu was already having a hard time talking about this, and she couldn't pretend to smile any more, her head was sweating profusely, and her face was even a little hideous.

Tan Wan saw her, and advised her to stop talking, "You should take a rest, don't talk too much at once..." For some reason, she really couldn't hate or complain about this woman...

There is no absolute right or wrong for things in this world. Different ages, different values, different people, and feelings are such a complicated word. Who will decide what is right or wrong?
It's just that it's the reason why I've been thinking about something for a lifetime, and there's a feeling in my heart, like sadness, like loss, but also peace of mind...

She herself didn't know why, but there was an inexplicable peace of mind mixed in with the complicated feelings...

But alone, there is no hatred...

She originally thought that she would hate, or at least resent, but she found that standing in front of this woman, everything seemed to disappear...

In fact, she has already let go of it, hasn't she?
Staring at Wang Jingqiu's painful appearance, she felt that she should do something, but she didn't know how to relieve her pain, so she bent down and asked softly, "How about I call a doctor or...he come?"

When he mentioned this, his tone was still unnatural.

Wang Jingqiu shook her head, pointed at the medicine on the table with her trembling fingers, "Please... get me the medicine..."

Tan Wan saw that it was a powerful painkiller... She was dying of illness, and now she was relying on this to survive...

He silently took out the pills according to the instructions and handed them to her, but when she was poured with water, she swallowed them.

After a long time, she calmed down a little. The bulging veins still showed her pain, but it was not as hideous as before. A smile came out of her face little by little, "I'm fine...Thank you for listening to my story... ...Old Lu...he probably never forgot you, but...I found out too late...don't hate him...okay?"

"I..." Tan Wan wanted to say, but in fact, I never hated him...

But after saying one word, another voice came from behind, "You! Why are you still worrying so much at this time?"

Tan Wan heard Lu Zhengyu's voice and didn't turn her head, but she could clearly feel him approaching step by step.

Wang Jingqiu gently closed her eyes, with a satisfied smile on her lips, as if she had completed a major mission, her voice was as soft as a dream, "Lao Lu, I'm a little tired, don't disturb me, let me sleep for a while... yes Come on, go out and buy a bowl of porridge, I want to eat when I wake up..."

Looking at her with a tired face, Lu Zhengyu had no choice but to let her rest. Standing beside Tan Wan, he wanted to say something, but in the end he couldn't say anything. He turned around and went out to buy porridge for Wang Jingqiu.

On the hospital bed, Wang Jingqiu seemed to be in a deep sleep. Tan Wanchu was by the bed, not knowing whether to stay or not, and fell into an embarrassing situation for a while. She could tell that Wang Jingqiu was deliberately leaving time for her and Lu Zhengyu...

Not knowing what to do, the mobile phone in her bag vibrated, and she saw that it was the son of France who was calling. Afraid that the voice answering the phone would disturb Wang Jingqiu, she pressed the answer button and walked out quickly. Lu Zhengyu had disappeared. , she walked slowly and talked to her son.

"Mom, why do you want to go back?" The son on the other end of the phone said angrily.

The son's voice made her heart as sweet as honey. After several months of getting along, the ice in her son's heart finally melted away. After understanding her, she was willing to call her mother. Now, she is completely standing on her own side. She's complaining.

"Why can't you come back?" She asked with a smile.

On the phone, the son was at a loss for words, but immediately said in an angry tone, "He abandoned you back then..."

However, Tan Wan interrupted him before he finished speaking, "My child, is it true that in your heart, mother is so bad that she is an abandoned woman?"

"Mom... I didn't mean that..."

"Fool! Mom knows you don't mean that! But do you know? Mom never thought she was abandoned! Since ancient times, men are superior to women. Although equality between men and women is advocated now, in fact, society and the world still put women in the first place. A position lower than men, including women themselves! I don’t like women crying and saying that they have been abandoned. Such women themselves regard themselves as men’s subordinates, and they despise themselves! I With your father, whether you recognize him or not, it’s not a big deal to fall in love with each other sincerely, and finally separate for some reason! In this love, I am equal to him, and we are equal when we break up, It’s not that without each other, the earth wouldn’t turn around, but it turns out that without your father, my life is very good, it can be said, even better, if I were with your father back then, I would never be where I am now Achieved!"

There was silence on the other end of the phone for a while, and then his son's voice rang out, "Mom, you are great, and I really admire you... But, do you really not hate him anymore?"

Another word "hate"...

It seems that everyone thinks she should hate him...

She smiled and shook her head, "Son, everyone faces two choices in this day when they wake up every morning, one is to live a happy day, and the other is to live a unhappy day, why should I make it difficult for myself and make myself unhappy? That's right, I was in pain when I broke up with your father, but it was short-lived and will fade with the passage of time. Time really has a powerful superpower, which can erase the dark things in life and make it the original For so many years, if I have been living with hatred, you say, can I have such a free and easy life? Enzhi, if there is really a so-called indelible pain in the heart, my pain, Only you, son, my mother made you suffer and didn't bring you by my side..."

"Mom..." Lu Enzhi at the other end called her in a low voice, and said after a short silence, "Actually, I didn't suffer. My adoptive father and mother treated me very well, just like my own son, really..."

"Son, you've changed." She remembered that when he first took Enzhi back, he was full of resentment...

He smiled at the other end, "Mom, you taught me. Everything has pros and cons. In the first ten years, I didn't have any kindness from my parents, but I met a good person, which made me more happy." One father and one mother, and all parents love me... Of course, except him!" He used the word "he" instead of addressing Lu Zhengyu, and everything seemed to be let go, except for his choice back then. relieved...

Tan Wan held the phone and smiled. It was a pleasant thing to be able to talk about her feelings and thoughts with her son so openly. Usually, her son is not a talkative person. This is according to Lu Zhengyu, but today's words Come out, it's really heartwarming...

As for the son's inability to let go of Lu Zhengyu, it will take time to dilute it just like her. Moreover, the son still doesn't know the story Wang Jingqiu told today, and always thinks that his father is in two boats. Should he tell his son this story when he goes back? ?It depends on the mood of the son, this child has a wry temper!
However, she is very glad that she chose France. It is this free and romantic country that gave her such a good state of mind. Although life is very hard, she is influenced by the romantic atmosphere every day, allowing her to learn from pain. To experience the good, so no matter how hard life is at first, she can feel the good in it, and then motivate herself to work harder!
(End of this chapter)