in love

Chapter 4 The Unforgettable Summer

Thinking about the work of the general manager, Yan Qingguang was really a headache, so he simply extended his vacation for a week, and stayed in G City safely to accompany Ms. Xu Yahong to serve her father.

I don't know if it's Yan Qing's father who came from a good background in the police, or the experts Gu Zeyu hired are highly skilled, or both. In short, Director Yan Shoushan's recovery speed can be said to be advancing by leaps and bounds.

After a few days of treatment, except for the stiffness of the fingers when doing some fine movements, the rest have basically recovered.

Spring and autumn in T city are as short as there are only two seasons in a year.

So, by the time Yan Qing took care of Director Yan and went back, it was already winter.

It was still an evening train, nearly ten hours away.It was exactly nine o'clock in the morning when the train arrived at the station, and the sky was full of snowflakes flying outside. As far as the eye could see, almost the whole city was completely white.

Yan Qing regretted not listening to her mother to put on the thick down jacket, shrank her neck and stomped her feet and stood in the square outside the station, looking around constantly.Last night, Gu Zeyu agreed with her to pick her up today.The train that was supposed to arrive at the station at 6:[-] turned out to be three hours late.Even if it is snowing and the road is difficult to walk, he will not be missing now!Even if no one arrives, there should always be someone on the phone!

Thinking of this, Yan Qing couldn't help but raise her eyelids.Gu Zeyu always likes to drive fast, don't tell me something happened to the snowy road!

Trembling hastily, she took out her phone, but before the keypad lock could be unlocked, a black SUV slowly slid up to her and stopped.

The car window was rolled down, revealing Han Yufeng's face.Then, the moment the two people's eyes met, he showed a relieved expression: "Thank God, it can be regarded as catching up!"

Yan Qing was slightly taken aback, looked at him hesitantly and said, "Ju Han? Why are you here? What a coincidence!"

"What a coincidence! I'm here to pick you up. Hurry up, get in the car!"

"Pick me up? Where's Gu Zeyu?"

"Zeyu...Zeyu got into a car accident!"

In fact, Han Yufeng never liked Yan Qing from the very beginning.

At first, she thought she was just another girl who was greedy for comfort and love for vanity, but guessing that Gu Zeyu was just playing for fun, she didn't pay much attention to it.But after a while, what Gu Zeyu did surprised him.He was moved when he saw the way of giving with no regrets.Even occasionally, she felt impulsively, if she was also a woman, she would definitely go after Gu Er Er!

Therefore, when he knew that Yan Qing's little girl had no place for Gu Zeyu in her heart, he became extremely restless!

If there is nothing to do for a day, I feel worthless for my brother.Then, by the way, he scolded Yan Qing in his heart, such as ungrateful, heartless and so on.

Just now he made a mournful face and said "Gu Zeyu was in a car accident", and he also intended to scare Yan Qing.Look at how ruthless and cruel this girl is.

But what he didn't expect was that Yan Qing just turned pale when he first heard the news, and then asked "Does Gu Zeyu's family know?" Then he didn't respond anymore.Sitting in the co-pilot with a hopeless expression along the way, it looked like a dead relative upon closer inspection.

This time, Han Yufeng couldn't help but get hairy.

While observing her from the rear-view mirror, he was muttering to himself.

Is this girl caring or not?
To say that he didn't care, it's definitely not a lie that he almost passed out just now.But if you want to talk about it, why don't you even cry and cry.

Don't be blind.

If so, it would be really troublesome.The person who let Gu Laoer know that he was bullying him behind his back will not be able to turn around and take his skin off.

So, when the car stopped in front of a signal light, Han Yufeng finally couldn't help but uttered: "What, Gu's second child is actually not seriously injured."

Unexpectedly, Yan Qing just said "um", and replied calmly: "I know all about it."

"You know it all!" Han Yufeng trembled and almost said the wrong thing.

Yan Qing still didn't look sideways, "If something happened to a person like him, the whole family would be turned upside down right now. How can it be my turn to be the one who is not right and right!"

"Uh..." Han Yufeng was choked speechless, thinking that this girl might have a grudge against him.Well, he should stop pretending to be nice here.If you don't get it together, the couple don't want to see each other!Then he sighed and briefly explained the situation, "He just drank a little wine last night and drove a little too fast. Then he rear-ended someone on the second ring road, his leg got stuck, and his tibia was broken." He couldn't help it. Zhuo glanced at Yan Qing, "It's all been taken care of, it's not serious, don't worry!"

"Really." Yan Qing's expression gradually warmed up, and he turned his head and smiled at the driver, "Don't worry, Ju Han. I'm not worried!"

It's just that when the voice fell, there was a crisp sound coming from her finger joints.

Han Yufeng's eyebrows twitched, and while silently clenching the steering wheel, he couldn't help praying in his heart... Brother, this girl is not ordinary, please ask for blessings!

The moment the military general outpatient building appeared in sight, Yan Qing suddenly felt extremely sad.

She recently violated Tai Sui in her natal year or something, how could she have such a relationship with this crappy place like the hospital!First it was herself, then her father, and now it was Gu Zeyu.

It's getting more and more annoying!

Gu Zeyu's ward is on the eleventh floor.

Han Yufeng's car had just stopped when she turned her head and said, "I'll take a step first", then hurriedly opened the door and rushed into the building, and then hurried all the way, almost trotting.

It's just that when he really got to the door of the ward, he stopped there abruptly.

The door of the ward was ajar, and the people surrounding Gu Zeyu's bed were all his cronies.Talking and laughing is so lively, there is no sense of being in the hospital at all.

Yan Qing just stood there without moving, and the people inside didn't notice that there was another person standing at the door.Until Han Yufeng got out of the elevator and walked over.

He squinted his eyes at the woman standing against the light at the door, raised his hand and gave her a slight push on the shoulder: "Why can't you get in here?" He pulled his neck and shouted into the ward, "Second Gu, Your daughter-in-law is here!"

Everyone in the room seemed startled by his loud voice, and fell silent instantly.Then, all eyes were on Yan Qing.

Thanks to Han Yufeng, this is the second time... Let her be surrounded by the group of princes like an animal!

Yan Qing gritted her teeth in her heart, bit the bullet and nodded at the group of people and walked in.Then, before he got to the hospital bed, he looked at Gu Zeyu's leg that had been cast high, and his eyes were red.

"Gu Zeyu..." She choked up, glanced away, and covered her lips with her hand.

The person on the bed immediately frowned in distress, and wanted to sit up, but couldn't use the strength, so he could only comfort in a soft voice, "Qing'er, baby, don't cry. I'm fine."

As a result, as soon as the words fell, there was a burst of laughter in the room.They scolded Gu Zeyu as "nasty and disgusting".What's more fatal, the two young men in military uniforms closest to Yan Qing directly lifted each other's chins, and imitated Gu Zeyu's "baby" by pinching their throats.

He completely ignored the livid face of the person on the hospital bed.

In the end, Han Yufeng couldn't stand it anymore, and came forward and yelled: "Okay, enough is enough! Be careful Gu Lao Er will turn around and deal with you! If you hurry up, you are a little discerning, so what should you do! Let's make a couple Be nice, be nice, be nice!"

"Tch, you just took advantage of his illness to kill him!"

"That's right, how can there be such a good opportunity in normal times!"

Everyone was talking nonsense again, but they had already tactfully passed away one by one.It's just that when passing by Yan Qing, he still didn't miss the opportunity, "sister-in-law" and "sister-in-law" shouted indiscriminately again.

"Second Gu, I got it for you, the task is completed!" Han Yufeng snapped his fingers at the person on the hospital bed, then winked and said, "I slipped away, you are injured, so take it easy!" When going out, he also considerately did not forget to close the door tightly.

The noisy ward suddenly fell silent.

And Yan Qing's little face, which was originally about to cry, also changed color in an instant.She just stood there motionless, staring intently at the person on the bed with her almond eyes, as cold as a knife.

Gu Zeyu's hair was all over his body, his throat was dry, and it took him a long time to squeeze out his voice: "Qing'er, what about me..." But before he finished speaking, he felt a dark shadow flickering in front of him. , followed by a bang, which made him tremble with fright.

Yan Qing flew the bag in his hand, and smashed it against his head on the table beside the bed.Then, she ran to the hospital bed in two steps like a lioness with a furry child, poked Gu Zeyu's head and began to complain: "Drunk driving, speeding! What did I tell you on the phone last night! Gu Zeyu, if you don't want to live, squeak!" Son, my old lady will directly abolish you!"

The time two people spend together is neither long nor short.It's not that Gu Zeyu has never seen Yan Qing get angry, but it's the first time that he has such a fierce side.

In his impression, Yan Xiaoqing of his family has a little personality and a little temper than other women, but in comparison, that is just the difference between a wild cat and a domestic cat.No matter how powerful it is, it's no big deal if you just stretch your claws and show your teeth.

So, today, Yan Qing stared and cursed like a gunpowder keg, and almost flew Bao'er over his head, which really frightened Gu Zeyu.

It's just that when he recovered from his astonishment, he found that the "God of War" Yan Qing had disappeared.The little woman beside the bed pursed her lips tightly, and glanced to the side.And there were tears in those dark eyes.

Gu Zeyu was stunned, and then suddenly felt a tightness in his chest, as if his whole heart was being grabbed by a big hand.Who said that Yan Xiaoqing of his family is heartless and heartless?After he is discharged from the hospital, he must be whipped hard!

His silly girl, she clearly has him in her heart!
His deep eyes locked tightly on her teary side face.At this moment, the only thought in Gu Zeyu's head was to hold her in his arms, and then... trample her hard!

Then, he moved freely and sat up with his elbows on the head of the bed.And then, "Ah!" A howl resounded through the ward like a slaughtered pig. It was Gu Zeyu who moved the broken leg when he got up.

Yan Qing was startled, and when she turned her head, she saw the person lying on the bed, profusely sweating, panting heavily.

She was so frightened that her face turned pale.He rushed over in a panic, and his little hands began to scratch at him in various ways: "Gu Zeyu...you...what's the matter with you? Are you feeling uncomfortable?" Seeing that he didn't even speak a word, In a hurry, "You...I'll call the doctor!" Turning around, he was about to run out, but he grabbed his wrist and pulled him back.

Gu Zeyu relieved a lot now, but he still inhaled in pain.He managed to force a smile at her, and still didn't forget to tease: "Don't tell me. There is a bell next to the bed, so you don't need to go out! It's because I'm so tired."

Yan Qing was stunned for a moment, amused by the way he hurt so badly and still couldn't help being poor: "Gu Zeyu, just do it!" She viciously raised her hand to poke his forehead, and when she saw the new girl hidden under her bangs, When the blood scabbed, he stopped suddenly, "Aside from the leg, where else is it hurt?"

Gu Zeyu moved his head, "It's here except for the legs."

The slender fingers hesitantly landed on it and gently rubbed it, "Does it hurt?"

"It doesn't hurt."

"Liar!"

"I'm not lying to you, it really doesn't hurt!" Gu Zeyu took the little hand that was wandering on his forehead and wrapped it in his own palm, "When I was a child, I went to the tree to pick out bird eggs and fell, and the stone was placed on the back of the head. It was much more bloody than this." Already! Brother, I didn’t even wrinkle my eyebrows! If you don’t believe me, touch it, there’s still a scar now!”

"Hey...that's why you didn't frown because you fell faint!" Yan Qing frowned and gave him a smirk, "Going up a tree to dig out bird eggs? So you did those outrageous things when you were young!"

"What do you mean to be unreasonable!" Gu Zeyu stared, "You damn girl, what can you say about your man!"

Yan Qing pinched his face and stretched it so long: "Is it easy for someone to lay eggs a year, and you still let people 'cut off their children and grandchildren'. Do you think you are wicked?"

"Success, I'm not immoral!" Gu Zeyu was as good as he was, and then showed a smirk, "As long as you don't let me have no children and grandchildren!"

"What nonsense are you talking about!" Yan Qing feigned anger and wanted to pat him.Then I heard a deep and lingering sigh drifting into my ears...

"Qing'er..."

"Huh?" She responded in a low voice, and when her eyes met, she was dazed by the bottomless emotion in his eyes.When he came back to his senses, the person had already been pulled into his arms, half lying on his chest.

Afraid of touching his injured leg, she struggled to get up, but the arms around her waist were wrapped even tighter, "Hey, don't move, let me hug you for a while."

She paused and nestled obediently against his chest, not moving.Then I heard him ask...

"Qing'er, miss me?"

"I don't think so!"

"Heh... little thing, duplicity!"

Yan Qing stayed in the hospital until evening.Gu Zeyu promised to have dinner, and originally wanted to stay and watch the night, but Gu Ershao started chasing people away.

But his legs and feet are inconvenient, Yan Qing is worried.The two stumbled over a few words.

Yan Xiaoqing's sharp-tongued ability, he has experienced it before, and it can really make people have a headache for a week, so usually in this situation, Gu Zeyu will take the most simple and effective method to make Yan Qing shut up directly, and put him to death. Nip it in the bud.But right now it's not going to work, he can't move, and Yan Xiaoniu'er is standing far away.

However, just when he was so anxious, Angel Zhao finally fell from the sky.

Zhao Xu was dressed in casual clothes, with a white coat hanging on his arm, and went straight into the ward without knocking on the door.Feeling that the atmosphere seemed to be wrong, he froze for a while.Then he burst out laughing, raised his eyebrows and teased, "Oh, the young couple are flirting again?"

Seeing him coming, Gu Zeyu patted the bed and yelled: "Brother, it's just in time! Hurry up and help me send our little girl Yan back!" Then he turned his head and coaxed Yan Qing in a low voice, "Qing'er , Be good. You go back and have a good sleep, and when you come over tomorrow, bring the stack of documents on my study desk."

"Why don't I go back and clean up before I come back! I always feel that the nurses in the hospital are unreliable!" Yan Qing frowned and hesitated, wanting to say something more, when Zhao Xu interrupted...

"Don't worry! I'll go back and get some and I'll have to come back. Can't I guard you tonight? I'll pay you for the loss of a hair! Let's go, I'll take you back first!" After finishing speaking, he simply pulled Yan Qing's hand sleeves, dragging the person out of the ward.

After Yan Qing left, Gu Zeyu stared at the snow-white ceiling in a daze.My eyelids twitched after watching for a long time, and I fell asleep again before I knew it.

When I woke up again, it was already dark outside.The lights were off, and the ward was pitch black.With a dim vision, he saw a tall black figure sitting on the sofa opposite the hospital bed, which made Gu Zeyu tremble with fright.Before he reached out to turn on the wall lamp by the bed, he heard a light "snap" switch, and the room was suddenly bright.

Immediately, Gu Zeyu's first reaction was to swear at the man who didn't know when he moved to the door to turn on the light: "Chen Yuanheng, your uncle! You want to scare me into infertility, don't you?!"

"If you are really infertile, I can introduce you to Chen Jiuhui's clinic! Ask her to give you a [-]% discount!" Chen Yuanheng walked slowly to the hospital bed and reached out to tap the plaster cast on Gu Zeyu's leg. "It's all written on it." What's the mess?" Then, with a chuckle, he read it in a low voice...

"The bastard surnamed Gu..."

"Everyone's second is the real second, Gu's second is the real second!"

"Go away!" Gu Zeyu's face was so dark that it was frightening, "You TN, don't you mean it! These grandchildren are mad at me during the day, and you are still adding fuel to this place!"

Chen Yuanheng smiled with a good temper, took out an exquisite USB flash drive from the pocket of the windbreaker, and handed it to him: "The password is still the same, you know it!"

Gu Zeyu was taken aback for a moment, took it over and weighed it in his hand twice, couldn't help but despise him and said: "Hey, I haven't seen you for a few months. I'm playing '007' with my brother!"

"Oh, this is not what you want! A complete set of Akiho Yoshizawa, Sora Aoi, and Maria Ozawa. I gave it to you! I believe you will use it." He turned and took three stacks of folders from the coffee table Lai threw it directly on the hospital bed, and said in an unhurried tone, "Those two blue books are what you want! The black one is about the [-]th generation of your wife's ancestors and the birthdays of your future parents-in-law. The month and all kinds of preferences. It is also my gift to you!"

Gu Zeyu's slender fingers stroked it twice, and looked up at him: "This little thing, why did you send it yourself!"

"An Ran wants to eat the cake from Matsuba House. I went out to buy it. I will bring it to you by the way."

"It's okay to ask someone to deliver the cake home! You have to have a limit when you spoil women!"

"Each each other!"

"Actually, these things, don't you benefit those people more?"

Chen Yuanheng sneered, with an extremely disdainful look on his face: "You know it's all for your sake. Those people can't control me!" He narrowed his eyes, stretched out his hand and gave a thumbs up, "The person in charge of Tiansheng Electronics, it is said that his father The next session might be this one. And the Feng family also participated in that project. Do you really think about it?"

"I don't need to think about anything!" Gu Zeyu held up the two stacks of folders and shook them: "To put it another way, can those people bully me? These things are just what my third uncle wants, I'm just trying to save face! "

Chen Yuanheng nodded: "Then I'm leaving, you take good care of it." But when he reached the door, he stopped again, "By the way, I'll attach another message...Han Jingyue may be coming back in a while, so take care of yourself! "

There was only one folder on Gu Zeyu's desk, and Yan Qing stuffed it into his handbag.After finding a luggage bag, he turned around and went to pack his change of clothes.

There is a small cloakroom in the bedroom.The wooden wardrobe was just as big as one wall, and her and his clothes were hung side by side in it, and even close-fitting clothes were placed next to each other in the grid.There is a black suitcase in the corner, which she brought when she first moved into Gu Zeyu's apartment.

Yan Qing stared at the suitcase for a moment, then moved it out somehow, and dragged it to the bedroom.

The box was a little messy, mostly small things she had saved up in college.There are scholarship awards from various periods, as well as some odds and ends of knick-knacks and pendants.

Yan Qing sat down cross-legged, picked up those things one by one and looked through them carefully.Every time I played with one, I put it on the carpet beside me until the huge box became empty, leaving only a delicate and small jewelry box.This time, she seemed a little hesitant.After staring at the box for a long time, I finally held it in my hand, and the moment I slowly opened it, I couldn't help but burst into tears.

Inside is a pair of large silver earrings, in a more exaggerated style.The gilding on the outside is gone and has faded a bit.That was the last birthday gift Zuo Sha gave her.The day after she received this gift, the girl who had always been kind to her unconditionally completely lost the life she should have had.

In the final analysis, it was only because of her willfulness.

Zuo Sha is Yan Qing's most special friend.Similarly, Yan Qing is also an outlier in Zuo Sha's life circle.

To put it bluntly, the two people simply live in different worlds.

She has been a good girl in the eyes of adults since she was a child, she is good in character and learning, sensible and obedient, and even has a father who is a people's hero.But one is a disabled child whose teachers and neighbors don't want to take a second look. His father takes drugs and gambles and is invisible all year round, and his mother lives in nightclubs.And Zuo Sha herself seems to be trying to fulfill the evaluation of those people, fighting, puppy love, smoking, and even dropping out of school at a young age to hang out with those hooligans.

But only Yan Qing knew that she and Zuo Sha were actually the most similar people.

Zuo Sha was cast in the wrong fetus and was born in such an environment, so she indulged and gave up on herself.But her indifference and her badness are not disguised to adapt to survival.As for Yan Qing, she didn't know when she discovered that she was actually not a kind person in her bones.And those well-behaved and innocent people are just doing it to win the favor of adults and gain more convenience.To put it bluntly, it's just pretending to be serious.

I can't remember how I met Zuo Sha for a long time.

But that sympathy made them the most important people in each other's lives.

When Yan Qing was young, her parents were busy with work, so they left her at her grandmother's house all day long, so she could be ignored.Her parents didn't remember her birthday, but Zuo Sha did, and they would give her small gifts every year.Zuo Sha had menstruation for the first time, and she ran to her crying. It was she who led her to buy sanitary napkins and told her all kinds of physiological hygiene knowledge she had heard in school.

At that time, it was popular among girls that friendship comes first.Yan Qing even thought that if she couldn't find a suitable man in the future, she might as well be a companion with Zuo Sha.

It's just that all of this came to an abrupt end during the summer vacation of Yan Qing's junior year.

In other words, all the good things in her life that she once thought were far away from her in that year...

Yan Qing's birthday is Xia Tian, ​​NO.16 in August.

And on August No. 16 of that year, she received the biggest surprise in her life... that was the double betrayal of her lover and best friend.

At that time, Yan Qing was just a naive child.But her pride and stubbornness will never allow others to see her fragility. Even if she is injured, she must straighten her back and appear in front of others.

That day, after she said "goodbye" to Mu Cheng, she ran to Zuo Sha crying.

Zuo Sha was pretty, and she was also righteous. At that time, she was considered a "little celebrity" in that circle, and she even bought a small bar with her friends in partnership.

She didn't seem to be too surprised after hearing Yan Qing's cry, and there was a little sadness in her indifferent expression.He just hugged her tightly with all his strength and said, "Qingqing, even if the whole world betrays you! You still have me!"

Then, in the box of the bar, the two girls got so drunk that day.

Yan Qing woke up at Zuo Sha's home the next day.In the old-fashioned apartment in the 70s, the toilets are shared, and the area is only about [-] square meters including the kitchen, and there are already cracks on the wall.

With an unbearable headache after the hangover, Yan Qing groaned twice on the bed in a daze: "Sasha, Sasha..."

No one answered.

After barely opening her eyes, she realized that Zuo Sha was not in the room.When I turned my head, I saw a note pasted on the head of the bed: I have something to do, I will be back in a while.Wait for me, don't wander around!
A single piece of paper fell from her fingertips, and Yan Qing closed her eyes again.

But such a quiet environment made her heart gradually become irritable, and all the sadness and sadness were being amplified bit by bit.

Yan Qing finally got up from the bed whimpering, and rushed out like a wounded beast.

She went to the bar, but Zuo Sha was not there.Several people there knew her, and they randomly placed her in a booth before the business hours.

The blurred environment and the smell of alcohol stimulated her, Yan Qing and the bartender ordered a dozen beers, and drank alone.At first it was just sipping in small sips, but later it was simply changed to blowing on the bottle.She didn't drink much, but she was so sad that she got drunk too quickly.

Yan Qing finally lay down on the table in a daze.I don't know how long it took, but I vaguely heard a fierce quarrel in my ears.Looking up with drunken eyes, Zuo Sha stood in front of her and confronted a group of hooligans.

She suddenly became more than half awake, stood up abruptly, almost fell crookedly.

Zuo Sha grabbed her and pulled her behind her like an animal guardian, and said to those people in a condensed tone: "Come at me for anything. Let my friend go! It has nothing to do with her!"

But in return, the group of people laughed one after another: "Who do you think you are? Brothers worry that you are not enjoying yourself alone. Now that such a beautiful girl comes to your door by yourself, when we are fools... ah... ..."

The change was instantaneous, and Zuo Sha smashed the bottle on the speaker's head with the bottle on the table.Then, taking advantage of the moment when everyone was stunned, he pulled Yan Qing and rushed towards the door like crazy.

It's a pity that it was one step too late after all.

When the door of the bar appeared in front of them, those people caught up.Then, in that fleeting moment, Yan Qing felt a great force pushing her back and pushed her out of the door.

"Leave me alone, run!" Zuo Sha yelled in her ear, she firmly grasped the handle of the bar door, and closed the door.When Yan Qing rolled two or three meters away and got up from the ground, the electric door outside the gate had already been lowered.

She cried, and the phone fell out of her pocket in a panic.Then, a brilliant white light suddenly flashed in his head... 110!

However, nerves were overwhelmed, and she pressed 1 for too long, and the call was transferred directly to speed dial.

It was Mu Cheng's call.

Yan Qing also realized it, but at this moment, there is no time to waste much.Whether it's Mu Cheng or anyone, as long as someone can come to rescue Zuo Sha!
The phone was picked up after the first ring, but Yan Qing never dreamed that it would be a gentle female voice...it was Chen Xinwan.

"Hello? Qingqing? Mu Cheng hasn't woken up yet!"

It was as if a thunderbolt fell from the sky and struck directly on top of her head.

Yan Qing stood there dumbfounded.Then, when she came back to her senses, there were piercing horns and brakes in her ears.Then, her body flew lightly to the side of the road.

It was a small van that hit Yan Qing.Fortunately, the speed is not fast, only a slight concussion plus rib fractures.

It was already two days later when Yan Qing woke up.

In addition to director Yan and Ms. Xu, two criminal policemen from the city bureau stood guard beside her bed.

They told her that Zuo Sha was raped and lost her mind.They also told her that when they found Zuosha, she had a wooden doorknob in her hand.

Yan Qing loves Mu Cheng, once loved him very much.

It wasn't landslides and ground cracks, nor was the sea dry up, but only she knew that feeling. At the entrance ceremony for freshmen of University A, when she saw a boy in high spirits on the podium, she felt that time stood still and everything around her disappeared.Then, such a thought spread wildly in her heart like a weed in spring... If she could hold hands with him and spend the rest of her life together, she would give everything she had in exchange.

Instead of losing everything, she lost her most important friend that year.

Yan Qing hated Mu Cheng, hated his betrayal, hated him and Chen Xinwan working together to stab her in the heart.

But in the end, what she hated the most was herself.

After Zuo Sha's accident, Yan Qing tried her best to take her to seek treatment.She put her into a nursing home with good conditions, and she helped people design cases in private, working three jobs a day to maintain the medical expenses which were quite expensive for her.

Then, in the dead of night, she would be sad and regret alone... If she hadn't fallen in love with Mu Cheng, or just buried that love in her heart, wouldn't she be so distraught when she broke up.If it wasn't for that, she wouldn't have gotten so drunk in the bar, wouldn't have messed with those gangsters, and wouldn't have hurt Zuo Sha.

It's just... there are never ifs in life.

(End of this chapter)