Please come to the bowl, the male god of quick time travel

Chapter 608 Su Zhi's Past Life Chapter [-]
I am Su Wei, and I am Su Wei who had a crush on the male god Lu Zhinan back then.

Today I want to tell you a story about me and my male god Lu Zhinan.

My story is the story of an ugly duckling turning into a white swan. At that time, I was an ugly duckling. I had no special skills, and I knew nothing, but I loved someone very much, or I really liked someone when I was young.

At that time, every girl in Tawau liked such a boy, that is, the legendary boy in a white shirt!He was the most beautiful scenery on campus when he was a young girl in Huaichun.

I really liked him back then.But never dared to say it.Because I wear thick black-rimmed glasses.Wearing a school uniform, she is the most rustic kind of girl.Inferiority to the extreme.

How can I say it? I like him?Perhaps, it is my girlhood dream after all.When I grew up later, I never regretted it.If it wasn't for being so diligent at that time, I liked him.I don't think there will be a me who is called a white swan by others.

I remember everyone's appearance, and I am very happy that God has given me such a skill that allows me to remember all the past and all the present appearances in a long time.

Everything has changed drastically in the past ten years.Time is like a ruthless butcher's knife, changing the appearance of everyone almost harshly.

At that time, my little fat man near the table finally grew into a 1.8-meter tall and talkative handsome guy, and my deskmate Zhang Xiaoyu became a female killer in the workplace, known as the long-haired goddess. , have become excellent people, or people in their dreams.

Of course, there are also many fallen gods who turned into ordinary people, such as the rebellious young man who eventually became the people's gardener watering the flowers of the motherland.

I went back to high school, with all the pride I had for so many years, when I suddenly heard the host next to me ask me a question.This hostess, who was my senior sister back then, is now an excellent female teacher. As for what is the question for me?
"May I ask who the Goddess Su Zhi was in those days?"

I sipped the red wine in the goblet with a smile, and the name that I have been missing for the past ten years came to my mind.

"Lu Zhinan."

Ten years later, Lu Zhinan was mediocre to the point where you could meet him wherever you looked in the crowd.

But this is Lu Zhinan, the boy I, Su Wei, have admired for many years, the man I secretly fell in love with when I was 16 years old.

But no one believed that I, Su Wei, would secretly like you for so many years, Lu Zhinan.

Ten years ago, Lu Zhinan was the mighty and domineering Lu Zhinan.

The male god Lu Zhinan, who didn't know Lu Zhinan ten years ago?

Sure enough, when the host asked again. "May I ask what is the name of the Goddess' male god?"

"Lu Zhinan."

There were exclamations in the crowd.

"Lu Zhinan."

After all, this alumni association has brought many former friends and close friends, as well as classmates from the past, or bystanders who have grown up hidden in the corner.

They had all seen such a proud Lu Zhinan back then.

At that time, you would always pass by my desk, pass by my window, and I could hear your laughter, proud, wanton and frivolous laughter.

But Lu Zhinan.Now I will never see your face passing by my window again.

Lu Zhinan, do you know what it was like to like someone when you were young?Is it sneaking behind you, or going to deliver Band-Aids after you fight.I still secretly look for you in the crowd. I like to see you sweating profusely while playing basketball, and I also like your serious appearance on the surface, but in fact you are out of tune.I like the way the whole class can't speak when the teacher asks a question, and you stand up and talk eloquently by yourself.

Lu Zhinan, in those years I was so close to you and so far away from you.Almost all my classmates know Lu Zhinan from your third year of high school.Lu Zhinan in his third year of high school!male!god!Lu Zhinan is so outstanding.The gossip and legends about you in the grade can be heard in every corner.I often look at the book and study seriously, but I listen to my deskmate talking about you with my ears open.

do you know?There is a different kind of romance in every gesture you make.The appearance of your single satchel is different and good-looking.So I was a pure nympho like I said my tablemate was.

I remember I liked you for many years.But all the girls in school who were of the same age as me.They all seem to like you.Once there was a girl in our class who liked you very much.So he always took my hand and asked me to accompany her, walking past your window step by step.I want to hear you laugh, I want to hear you talk.I want to see you drinking happily.At that time, I liked best when I was doing morning exercises in the morning, and when I was eating at noon, I could quietly hide from the crowd.Secretly look at your appearance.

Dear Lu Zhinan, maybe you don't know that in your long youth, there used to be such an ordinary girl with no characteristics who was secretly watching you.This kind of uninterested, simple peeping just because of liking.Sometimes I am particularly envious of those girls.Those look proud.The girl who looks vigorous and dares to confess to you loudly, I have never written a love letter to you.I never dared to say it to you loudly.Tell me the secrets of my youth. "Lu Zhinan, I like you so much."

Dear Lu Zhinan, I still remember the first sentence you said to me, but you didn't know that I followed you for a long time.For a long time, I know that you probably live outside the school, but you always steal other people's cards, and then sneak out to surf the Internet.The Internet cafe is just in front of the house I rent.So I can quietly follow you every day.I thought it was just a coincidence to simply follow you, but I didn't expect you to speak to me.

You suddenly turned around: "Do we know each other?"

I timidly said: "I don't know." What should I do?I'm not good-looking, with average grades and popularity. I'm so ordinary, so I can't do anything but follow behind you.So how do you know me?You won't know me at all.

But I didn't expect you to smile and say to me. "Since we didn't know each other before, we'll get to know each other from now on. Hello, my name is Lu Zhinan."

is that you?The smile in my youth was so charming, so at that time, I couldn't help but panicked.It's a good thing you ran away in the end, so I didn't get into an embarrassing situation.

Lu Zhinan, you are the class monitor in the third year of high school, you are the number one in the grade with excellent grades, you are the champion who can play ball and swim.You will always be the center of attention.I remember one time when it was a sports meeting.Of all the students in the school, you are the only one who reported 8000 meters.Although you can get the first place without running.But obviously, you want to conquer everyone with your strength.

At that time, I followed you, ran, and I followed the crowd to cheer for you. I know that your brain is blank and you probably can't hear anything, but none of this matters.Because my heart is very happy.

A lot of girls know a lot of gossip and secrets about you.But I know far more than they do.

At that time, I had the same physical education class as you, and our physical education teacher was the same person.Fortunately, the physical education teacher liked me very much, because I played basketball well.Occasionally I can go on the court to pick up the ball for you, but I still dare not reveal the secret that I know how to play basketball in front of you.Around that time, girls all liked the type of lady, and I was no exception.

In the long time of youth, you were never alone.I
I have personally witnessed your first and second love affairs, both of which are vigorous.Some people complained, some were dissatisfied, some made trouble, and I watched from the sidelines.

Everyone dares to like you blatantly, but I am the only one who spent my entire youth in a long secret love.I like you so much, but no one knows.I quietly guard this secret, just like guarding my simplest happiness.

There are always a lot of snacks, chocolate drinks and love letters in your desk. You never ask who gave you the photos, just eat them all, or distribute them to other people, and I once spent all my money. A year of pocket money will always buy you some candy and some chocolate.Or buy some Red Bull.I know you love to eat these things and drink Red Bull.I know you always get hurt in fights, but you never buy Band-Aids.

Watching you slutty, watching you presumptuous, watching you proudly watching you.I will follow behind you in all the messy life.

You never know about the distance between me and you when we met in our youth.

Because I am always alone, so I always follow behind you quietly, quietly hiding in places you don't know and watching you.Then when everyone went to eat and left the classroom.I was quietly acting like a Kuomintang agent.Take your seat and shove these things quietly into your table.

Thinking about it, I was probably really naive at that time.But, in the years of youth that have been waiting for you.I have been painstakingly running my own world.It's small, but it's all about you.

I never gossip about the life of stars with others, I always immerse myself in all the secrets in classical books.I am a person without youth, my deskmate Zhang Xiaoyu always says so.

In fact, let me tell you that I also have youth, and all the people in my youth are you.

You don't know, as long as you stand there, I will travel through the mountains and rivers and talk through the silent night, and I will come to the place where you are. I don't beg to walk side by side with you, but to walk behind you.I know you are alone, so I want to be with you.Maybe my company is insignificant.

But dear Lu Zhinan, you are all the light in my youth.In those years, I always carefully concealed these emotions, and no one has discovered them until now.

After ten years, I was finally able to talk freely in front of everyone, that I had a crush on you.Lu Zhinan.

I never knew what liking was.What is love?But it doesn't matter, I just know that I like you.You've been in a few broken relationships.It looked like he didn't care, but he was still hurt after all.

Because you were so sunny after breaking up in love, everyone said you, Lu Zhinan, were high above you, dressed in starlight, ignorant of human fireworks, heartless and heartless.But I will always know more than others.I know you won't be happy.

So everyone was talking about you that day.On that day, you still smiled and seemed to be indifferent.And you also took the last one.

I walked up to you and saw you drinking a beer, so I worked up the courage to take a sip too.It was probably the way I choked that made you laugh out loud.

"Ah, is it your birthday? I can give you any gift you want."

At that moment, I really want to say to you, I don't want this world, I just want you.

Feelings are cowardly, and I hide in my youth.Forgive Lu Zhinan, I'm not brave enough.

So I raised my head and said with a smile on my face.

"Why don't you fold a thousand paper cranes for me." After tossing and tossing for a long time, you also gave me an ugly love. "It's almost there, it's almost there."

Your eyes flickered at that time?I know you may mean something else.It's not that I won't get too close to you. The so-called male god is high above you.Let me tell you that even though I liked you so much at that time, I never thought of being with you, probably because I thought you and I were not worthy of being together, so I never thought that I had such qualifications.

Dear Lu Zhinan, do you know what it's like to love someone to the extreme?Although I was young at the time, I may not have experienced the heart-wrenching feeling like many grown women.There's always a business coming out of me. "Lu Zhinan." It's the long ending sound when I say your name.Although I didn't understand love at that time, probably it was love.

I tell you again and again.I like you, Lu Zhinan, I spent the long years waiting for you in those youth.I will keep them in my heart one by one, and I will never forget them.Even if you are a teenager, you are now mediocre in the crowd.But I can still see you from your smile, once proud and wanton.

Lu Zhinan, I'm very glad that we finally met in my best years.Although at that time I was still a flower that hadn't opened.But at that time, you were like the scorching sun.

I remember the second year you left.I skipped a grade and entered the third year of high school. I once secretly went to watch it in the classroom you are about to demolish.oh!There are many people who have left their names on the big blackboard in the classroom, and there are many others.They all miss you, like those three big characters, Lu Zhinan.

I quietly added two words at the back.So handsome.

It would be nice if you were here, but you're not, so I'll read this for you.I yelled into the empty classroom.Lu Zhinan is so handsome!That was all the thoughts in my heart when I was young.Because I dare not say that I like you, so I can only say that you are so handsome.

Lu Zhinan, you are like a scorching sun.That's why so many girls lose their hearts.

I don't care if the heat of the sun will hurt me, my love for you is like a desperate moth to the flame in youth.

Lu Zhinan, every girl you fell in love with later said this sentence, I just wish I hadn't had time to get involved in your past.And I happen to be involved in your past, so it's not something to be thankful for, gaining means losing.

You always thought that the first time you saw me was when you ran to the door of our classroom.It's like I won an award for my writing.You smiled maliciously. "Are you the Su Shi that the teacher said?"

Your voice sounds very delicate.It is the taste of happiness that I have peeped for a long time.

"Huh?" I was a little nervous at the time, and even my face turned red.There are ten thousand deer jumping in my heart.

In the end, I heard you say such a sentence.

"Why did you choose a boy's name?"

"Where is it?" Well, ten thousand deer pawns in my heart.

"I'll call you Aunt from now on."

I still wanted to fight a little, but I agreed.At that time, half of our classmates were changing their names. Obviously they were all from poor villages, and they thought that changing their names would be a leap forward, so it is understandable that my name is ordinary.I was troubled by the name back then.But now, I finally become melancholy. Everyone knows my name, and everyone associates it with a goddess. .

As for Lu Zhinan, people would only say why you still have such a good name, did something happen in the past ten years that made you lose your brilliance?

What made that young man who was like the sun shrink back, and finally became a soft pebble in the long river of time.

Lu Zhinan, if you take a time machine, I want to touch the light and shadow of your past ten years.

(End of this chapter)