Please come to the bowl, the male god of quick time travel

Chapter 609 Su Zhi's Past Life Chapter [-]
I'm so happy, Lu Zhinan, do you know that?During the years I knew you, I followed you and did many things that I never dared to do before.Those things that were scolded as rebellious by adults seemed to be taken for granted.

I remember that at night, you would climb over the wall and take me to the Internet cafe.I remember you singing "Flowers and Boys" to me on the embankment of the West River with your guitar in your arms.And in the breeze of the big playground, you and I lie on the grass and watch the sky full of stars.I remember you and I would have basketball games on the basketball court.

When you were in the third year of high school, there was an evening self-study with a power outage. You spent two weeks of living expenses and bought out all the candles in the small shop, not to spread light, but to keep the school in darkness.I don't know if this plan has anything to do with you?It is said that someone dropped the main plug of the school.

When the students are in a panic.You suddenly stood up holding a candle and said. "The night gave us black eyes. We shall use them to find the light."

In the end, I was so anxious that I stumbled and ran over in the dark. Through the window, a candlelight was lit on your table. Later, when I asked you, you only said that hope appeared from you.So I was inexplicably moved.When you looked up and saw me, you smiled.But in the next two Sundays, I followed me and said that I had nothing, and the food money was all because of looking for light for me.

How proud and reckless and high-spirited you were at that time.

I remember that the first girl you liked was the Chinese class representative of your class.She is wearing a long white dress, with long hair and flat bangs. I look very cute. I heard that her grades are really good, and she often competes with you for the first place in the grade.Her smile is sweet, it sounds!It sounded like a lark's cheerful laugh.

It's really good to have no feelings. I saw that every Saturday after watching the movie, I will hold your hand and walk on the big playground.I no longer dare to follow behind you.You see, her eyes are really gentle.

But I remember you still broke up.It seems that the teacher found her.My memory is very clear because I happened to go to the Chinese teacher's class that day but I happened to be sitting next to you.

Are you sad?Because you like that girl very much, right?Your fists are clenched too tightly, your nails sink into the flesh, you lie on the table without looking up for a day, and the teacher calls your names many times, but you have no reaction at all.In the end the teacher asked you to go out, but you left without looking back. I looked at your back.I can no longer hear every word the teacher said.

After class, I chased after the basketball court. Before, you would run over to play basketball every time you were unhappy, but this time, I found that you were smashing the basketball to the basketball hoop. Jin, just like your love with all your strength, is in vain.

"Lu Zhinan, are you skipping class again?"

I pretended I didn't know anything and ran over without asking.Looks grinning.I deliberately pretended that I didn't know that you were broken in love, and that I didn't know that you were unhappy.But you probably know that I already know everything.my home

"No, the teacher is on leave."

You seem to agree with my approach and throw the ball over.I casually threw a three-pointer to make you envious.Then we both played ball together.Hearty, and finally tired like a dead dog.We're finally back to the same life you had before your relationship, lying together on the big playground.You also brought two bags of beer.

I drank a lot of wine that day I closed my eyes and felt your breath in my ears.

I'm nervous, will you kiss me?Probably not. You sure didn't.My heart dropped heavily.Never floated up again.

How proud of you, you passed the first grade exam as soon as you turned around, but the girl who broke up with you failed the exam.

The teacher who originally talked about you and criticized you didn't dare to speak up.After all, you are such a good boy.

I remember that the second love you talked about was the eldest sister from the school next door, with curly black hair, who looked mature and charming, which I never had at that age.So I am very envious, because that girl dared to walk side by side with you, and dared to come here to confess loudly.Standing downstairs, shouted loudly.

"Lu Zhinan, I like you." The whole campus knows about your second love affair.

They said that your meeting was a fairy tale about the prince saving the princess. On a dark night, the princess who met the little hooligan shouted to the prince, "If you are a man, go for it, Lu Zhinan!"

Such a relationship is destined to attract attention, and boys will start to trouble you all the time.I don't know why you guys still broke up in the end, when I know that girl likes you very much.I never understand you, maybe everything I see is just from my fantasy.

"We are not suitable." "So?" "Break up." "So?" "Where are so many so?"

Your conversations are so weird.The last girl, after breaking up, rushed up to listen to you, and then ran away fiercely.

Your breakup is a short drama, and there will be no sequel after the drama ends.

I really feel that others say that you are playful and fickle, but it is not true.Only I know that you have conquered other people's hearts without knowing it, and they quit your world because they are so determined. It's not because of anything else, so they give up willingly.Or they also know that you are too lonely.

I have been fortunate to accompany you on many roads, and this is not a misfortune.

What kind of girl do you like?
I thought about it for a long time, and sometimes stared into your eyes in a daze until you touched my head. "Little girl, what are you thinking?"

"What kind of girl do you think you like?"

I said it without realizing it.

"Ah, I like you like this, simple and pure."

Lu Zhinan, I knew you were lying to me, but I still smiled willingly. Is it because you are born with the magic power to convince girls?
I was going to visit the prison that day, why did I visit the prison?It's because of my father, who lives in prison.

Before I was in high school, I was in the next county, receiving slow malice from the world every day because I had a father who was in jail.

After I came back that day, my eyes were red and swollen from crying, and I was scolded by the teacher, so I came back crying.

It was you who held my hand and took me to the observatory to see the stars.

Senior three, your senior high school is like a vigorous scene, so I am farther and farther away from you, you have done so many things that moved me, and the tears I shed later became the best memories of my youth .

In the third year of high school, you are the first in the grade without any suspense, and you are the seedling of Qingbei in the eyes of the teacher.

It seems that male gods and goddesses were very popular at that time, and every girl had such a male god, and my male god was the same as other male gods.So I often hear them talk about my male god Lu Zhinan.

do you know?Lu Zhinan, even our strict old class is full of praise for you.She said the words "both character and learning". Everyone was out of breath from laughing, and she looked at it helplessly.Finally laughed.

The bastard Lu Zhinan who doesn't study hard.

I covered my face with a book and smiled wickedly.

Lu Zhinan, you seem to know a lot of people. When you walk in the campus, they will all greet you. They can all say that my friend is the male god Lu Zhinan.

But my male god is my friend Lu Zhinan.

I rarely peek at you in the crowd.

Because of the college entrance examination, there are fewer and fewer opportunities to meet each other, but once, you walked with a few boys.I am behind you, and I am still thinking in my heart, will you turn back?

You really slowed down and turned around to talk.

"Are you alright, Ah?"

I nodded flattered.You are pulled over by someone else.They invite your shoulders to go and you push them away.He quickly came to the back and said to me, "Ah, how are you?"

In the end, someone came to pull you, and you were fighting, and I suddenly laughed.You finally came back and said a few words to me. When we reached the fork, you said, "See you later."

You chased after them without looking back, and I cried inexplicably in the same place alone.Lu Zhinan, do you know?It will be the college entrance examination soon, and I will not be able to follow your steps. My grades are not excellent, so I may not be able to pass the Qingbei exam you want to take.

But another thing happened unexpectedly, yes, when we took the college entrance examination as an opportunity to change our lives, some people actually gave up the college entrance examination.

But because of this, our lives will all change in the future, and it is so menacing that I am caught off guard.

Lu Zhinan gave up the college entrance examination.

It seems like everything has changed since then.

I was standing in the empty third floor that was about to be demolished, the floor was full of debris, but I was at a loss, the big characters you wrote flying on the wall above the blackboard are still there, life must be full of joy - Lu Zhinan.

But Lu Zhinan disappeared, did Lu Zhinan just disappear?

Why didn't Lu Zhinan take the exam, such an excellent and proud Lu Zhinan.

Why leave without saying goodbye?

Such question marks linger in the hearts of everyone in the school. No one thought that you would make such a move. Your class teacher was so angry that he almost had a heart attack.

Rumors and gossips permeated the campus, and I remembered in tears the eve before you left, you looked a little abnormal that day, you took me to the observatory to play, and said a lot of things that I couldn't understand, and then I understood, it was implicit Farewell to me, let me not follow your old path, you regret your depravity, but you are also irretrievably heading towards the abyss.

You just keep talking.I'm just watching, listening,

Every word you say is like Zen language, I half understand it.I actually want to tell you that I decided to study art.But I haven't said it yet.

Every time I want to speak, I can't help being attracted by your words, forgetting my suspicions.

What is that sentence you said? "Why are you so nice to me?"

"Because you, Lu Zhinan, are my male god."

"Lu Zhinan, you are my male god, I will wait for you to dominate Qingbei." I patted him on the shoulder, but he didn't smile like he used to.

"The college entrance examination is very important, so you have to study hard, auntie, don't give up, take good care of your youth, and take good care of everything you should have."

We sat on the cold roof for a long time. You took off your coat and let me sit on it. This is the last time. I decided to hug you. You gave me a big hug and sincere blessings.

At seven o'clock in the morning, you said you were going to meet someone, let me wait for you for a while.I never knew that a moment was so long, I sat there for a long time, looking at my heart, but I still didn't wait for you. .

Waiting for you to look back, but you didn’t turn back, you gradually disappeared, the disappearing figure made me unable to hold back the tears, waiting for you to come back, but you didn’t come back, you just disappeared from my world so easily, I I can't keep you at all, and I forgot that I want to ask you why you want to leave me.

I stood alone in the same place, let the thorns surround me, let myself be a prison, but when tears blurred my world, you didn't come back, I waited until my heart died, Lu Zhinan.

Lu Zhinan, the whole world can lie to me, why did you lie to me, Lu Zhinan, you big bastard!But why don't I hate you.

I fainted while waiting in the observatory of the school, and the security sent me to the hospital.

I was so tired after looking for it, and I was so miserable lying on the table.But no one knows why I am sad. I just learned that my father passed away due to illness in prison.

And you, Lu Zhinan, you left me with the father I hate.

On the afternoon when they finished the college entrance examination, I curled up on the sofa to watch the news.Those young or unruly faces are the joy of finishing the college entrance examination, but without you, Lu Zhinan.

Lu Zhinan, you keep saying you don't want to give up the college entrance examination, but why did you give up?You let me take the college entrance examination?I also didn't want to take the college entrance examination, so I went to live with my mother, and I started to study art. Miraculously, a beautiful photo impressed an old professor.He accepted me as a student against all odds, changed from a high school student to a master, became a legend overnight, and changed roles in one step.

The words you said came true step by step in me.I really became the goddess Su Zhi.

During those years of drifting north, I never gave up looking for you.Your QQ profile picture with the surname is always gray, and there is no news about your Renren.com.Lu Zhinan, are you human?Why not surf the Internet or play games?Where did you go before?There is no shadow at all.Everything about you is gone.No one mentioned you at the alumni party.I dare not ask you.But even if ten years have passed, only I still have a name in my heart - Lu Zhinan.

I have read many, many books, Lu Zhinan, in order to become white, beautiful and outstanding, I have read two whole bookshelves of books, just to talk eloquently when talking to others.

Su Zhi learned swimming, yoga, dancing, playing the piano, painting Chinese paintings, brush calligraphy, photography, makeup, matching, and tasting red wine.

Su Zhi grew up without sleep.

Su Zhi's name entered the public eye step by step.

Lu Zhinan, the name Su Wei is becoming more and more famous, until one day you can see it on TV, newspapers and the Internet, will you come back, will you come back and ask me why, will you be comparable?
Ten years later, I was sitting on the sofa on the stage of the school's alumni association, and the host was a teacher from the school who spoke very humorously and cheerfully.It made me feel like I went back to the past several times. Back then, we were the ones in the audience, but now it is my former teachers, classmates or senior sisters. Without exception, they have all changed a lot.

"What is your memory like? Miss Su, you were only 16 years old when you were in school, and now you are 26 years old. It can be said that the change has been very great."

"I'm an unknown ordinary person. A stone in the crowd can hit a group of people. I'm stupid, not beautiful, not good-looking..." As soon as I finished speaking, the audience burst into laughter.

"You are too humble, you are so outstanding." The host's words elicited laughter.I am quite embarrassed, but suddenly saw you.You sit in the last row and sleep on your stomach.It's like ten years ago, when you slept on your stomach in the back seat.

I know it's you, it's a gut feeling.do you know?At that moment, my heart couldn't make any waves.Although you have changed, my heart tells me that you are still Lu Zhinan.

"Do you know? You are regarded as an idol goddess by most people now, but who was your male god when you were 15?"

"Lu Zhinan."

You woke up from your seat, raised your head like Gu Tianle's version of Yang Guo, ordinary, you looked ahead, and then saw me.

"Who is this? Is it a star? Or who?" The host was dumbfounded.

Another female teacher suddenly said, "That's my former classmate, Lu Zhinan." This sentence suddenly aroused the interest of the audience, and some people began to recall Lu Zhinan back then.

Lu Zhinan was invited up, and he saluted the audience in embarrassment.

"No way, this is the male god of the goddess."

I raised a smile, just like back then. "Lu Zhinan, long time no see, do you remember me?"

"Ah...Miss Su Zhi, hello."

You hesitated, but changed your mouth and stopped calling me Ah Li.

You finally talked about the time when your father went bankrupt and your mother was seriously ill. You were forced to drop out of school and went south for a living. Later, you taught yourself computer technology, and now you are working as the design editor in an Internet company.That's all.I see.Nothing surprising.There were many discussions in the audience.

In the end, we still broke up, as if nothing happened.

It's like Pandora's box has been opened.

He goes south, I go north.

Lu Zhinan, I once passed through your prosperous age, even if the prosperity is gone now, the past will always remain in my heart.

　In the first year of high school, the idea of ​​a male god was very popular, and then I heard a lot of stories about girls in white clothes, and finally rubbed it together to become Lu Zhinan in this story.What I want to express is that you can have a male god, but one day the halo of the male god disappears, and you may be a goddess

　　
　
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