Apricot blossom spring rain and snow season

Chapter 41
Ning Qing took me back to the morning garden.I closed my eyes in the car and remembered the past.

A Niang said lovingly: "Sister, can I cook three fresh rice noodles for you today?"

I jump for joy.Yi and I held a big bowl and ate with our heads down. The rice noodles made by A Niang are really delicious.Yi always picks out sliced ​​bamboo shoots and diced meat from his bowl for me to eat.I quickly kissed his face and smirked and buried myself in the food.

A Niang embroidered clothes for me, her hands are so skillful!She always said: "Sister, come and help mom draw patterns."

I vowed: "Aniang, I will draw all the beautiful flowers I see in the future and embroider them for you."

A Niang hugged me and said happily, "My younger sister is the most beautiful flower in the mountains."

I think of her weak smile at me lying on the hospital bed.She said: "Sister, A Niang is not good, I can't accompany you anymore. My sister, what will you do in the future?"

It was in Suhe Town at that time.Yi used a big wooden plank to lift a pile of coal, and I cheerfully carried two or three pieces of coal on a wooden plank to follow behind him to transport home.Beads of sweat dripped from his forehead, crystal clear, and I wiped his sweat with my feet.Yi said, "Zi Qi is really good."

I said to Yi, "I want fried river prawns in oil." He took me to the riverside with bamboo sticks to sieve them.Taking advantage of his unpreparedness, I kicked his ass and kicked him into the water.Yi casually picked up water from a bamboo stick and poured it on me.

I undo my wet braids, leaving my naturally curly hair loose, waiting for the wind to dry.Yi stared blankly at me.He always said: "Ziqi, you are a bird in the mountains."

I cried and pulled Yi's clothes to prevent him from leaving.Yi hugged me and said over and over again: "Wait for me, Ziqi, wait for me. I will write to you, every day."

I heard Yi yelling at me: "You really are a bad learner, Ziqi, who taught you to swear!" I heard him say sadly, "Ziqi, how can you smoke." I dreamed that Yi was vicious Said: "You are mine, anyone who dares to snatch you, I will kill him!"

Yi teased me gently: "Ziqi, I'm here, I've been here all the time, I promise Auntie that I will take care of you for the rest of my life."

In a blink of an eye, he lost his gentle face: "What's mine is mine, and no one can take it away!"

"Zi Qi!"

When I opened my eyes, I was already in the Morning Garden.

Ning Qing and I sat in the study.There are orange lights in the room.I said softly: "I'm sorry, Ning Qing, I can't marry you. I want to go home."

Ning Qing smiled: "We'll talk about this later, or you can rest here for a while, and Xiao Ruo will come back later. We'll talk about it when you recover."

I sighed and said, "I'm fine."

Ning Qing looked at me, stood up, looked out the window and said slowly: "Zi Qi, when Xiao Ruo brought you here, I saw you, do you know how I feel? I have never seen such a spiritual girl. Child. A girl like a mystery, with eyes as transparent as a spring, and a smile as cunning as a fox. From time to time, your thoughts will drift aside, with pain and sorrow. When you are happy, you are like a bird, and the people around you are also happy. Will be infected. Fall asleep like a baby. I can’t help not loving you and caring for you. I just want to see you satisfied even if you are by my side, even if you don’t love me. In recent years, I I have tried my best, but you have never given me any attention. I think I am a person with good conditions. I didn't understand it before, but now I know that the person in your heart is Zhan Yunyi. However, Ziqi , you may not be able to be together, you may not be happy together. This is what I bet on." He turned and looked at me: "I bet you don't want to go back to him now, and he is bound to win. If you don't want to be with him Tired of being entangled, you can choose me now."

I said, "Ning Qing, I don't want to go back, and I don't want to be entangled with him anymore, but I don't want to choose you either. Why do you bother to say this right here?"

Ning Qing smiled, but her eyes were like ice: "So I said I was only betting that you would sign this agreement with me."

protocol?What's the meaning?Ning Qing continued: "It took Zhan Yunyi four years to master Yuntian. In the past four years, he has been busy with family affairs, so you stayed here for four years and nothing happened. Now he has time to spend time with you. Outside rumors He is a very cunning and powerful person. You know it when you think about it. If you don’t want to get entangled with him and live a life that depends on his face, you can marry me. Two years later, you choose to go or Stay. In other words, I will give you a reason to avoid him, and you will give me two years."

I was dumbfounded.Ning Qing said: "Zhan Yunyi can only stay in City C for a few days at most. You have made up your mind, we can hold the wedding in two days." After he finished speaking, he walked towards the door, then turned around suddenly: "Maybe , I am still hoping that you will fall in love with me in two years."

My mind was in a mess, and I couldn't digest what Ning Qing said for a while.

Marriage with Ning Qing by agreement?two years?End everything with a marriage?If I get married, Yi will definitely give up.After two years, I left Ningqing and started over in a place where no one recognized me.

This agreement has great allure for me.If I don't choose this path of no return, I don't have to go with Yi, which means that the two continue to entangle and hurt each other.Now I want to go back to Suhe Town and live a peaceful life in the town.

Together with Yi, after four years, I still feel tired.Without that strong feeling, there would be no such exhaustion.

I lay looking at the ceiling.Yi, why are we doing this?I can only choose to find someone to marry you before I completely give up and we finally end this entanglement?Why am I still heartbroken and uncomfortable?Why can't I forget you?Why do we love each other but hurt each other?

After a night of thoughts, I didn't feel tired at all.After thinking about it, she left the Ning family.

I walked lightly, not wanting to startle people.I don't know that Ning Qing has been watching me walk through the garden from the window and leave slowly in the early morning.

There are already stalls selling breakfast on the street.The gradually rising noise wakes up the city.I walked and watched all the way, and I like the breath of this kind of life.I also especially like the feeling of getting acquainted with the owner of the shop downstairs, like the small town of Suhe, very kind.

I went back to my little nest, where I lived for four years.Thinking about it makes me feel so warm.Close the door, and you can shut everything out.I tried not to think about what happened next at the reception.He didn't even think about what Yi would do next, or how he would react when he heard Ning Qing's words.I just want to go home.

As soon as I went upstairs, I saw Yi sitting on the stairs. Yi looked at me and said wearily, "Ziqi, I've been waiting for you all night."

He smelled of alcohol, and his eyes were bloodshot.Green stubble appeared on his chin, and he looked haggard.Did he stay in the corridor all night?Just sitting on the stairs all night?I looked at him with distress in my heart.

I walked to his side, and he slowly stood up and reached out to touch my face, and let out a soft laugh: "Ziqi, who allowed you to spend the night at another man's house? Who allowed you to marry someone else? You're still wearing a man's coat Come back? Huh?"

I forced myself to say: "Nothing, just chatting with Ning Qing, let's go into the house."

He silently followed me into the house.As soon as the door closed, he hugged me from behind.Yi said painfully: "I've been waiting for you all night, do you know how sad it is for me to think that you left with another man?"

I said, "Yi, don't be like this, nothing happened. Your hand is about to break my waist, it hurts, can you let me go?"

He looked at me and said, "Let me let you go? My biggest regret is letting you go for four years!"

It's started again, isn't it?I sighed and said, "Yi, let me go and go to sleep for a while. When I wake up, can we talk? I won't go there or leave you. I'll sleep with you."

Yi stared into my eyes, and I tried to open them wide so that he could see that I wasn't lying.Yi slowly let go of his hand.I dare not do anything to offend him. He is now Grandma Wolf and I am Little Red Riding Hood, and I can only fight with wits but not with strength.I acted like a baby: "You hurt me."

Yihuan hugged me, and suddenly pressed my head into his arms for a while before saying: "Ziqi, how long has it been since you acted like a baby to me? Didn't you have other thoughts in your act of acting like a baby?" His tone was suddenly cold Get up, "Do you think I'm really out of my mind after staying up all night?"

I was shocked, and there was only one thought in my mind.Seeking skin with a tiger, looking for a dead end.How could he let me go so easily?Ning Qing said she wanted to marry me, saying that I had agreed to hold the wedding soon.This has already exceeded his bottom line, and Yi is definitely not just angry in his heart.

Yi suddenly laughed out loud: "Your eyeballs roll so fast, do you understand?"

I haven't figured it out yet, and I haven't figured out what to say to him.He stretched out his hand suddenly, I heard the back zipper being pulled down by him, I wanted to shout, his lips were pressed down to cover my mouth, and with both hands he took off the evening dress I was still wearing .

He fixed my limbs with his body, and I was pressed by him on the sofa and couldn't move.

He kissed me hard, his hands caressing my body, I could almost feel the change in his body.I was afraid, Yi had never treated me like this, never treated me like this, tears poured out disobediently.

I felt his body stiffen, and slowly relaxed, hugging me gently, his voice became softer: "Ziqi."

As soon as he coaxed me, I burst into tears.Yi kept hugging me, letting my tears and snot all wipe on his clothes.He sighed and said, "Zi Qi, I'm leaving."

want to go?I stopped crying and looked at him.

He laughed and said, "I heard that I'm leaving, so stop crying right away?"

I shook my head busy.

He nodded with satisfaction and said, "I will take you with me."

I whispered to him, "Where are you taking me?"

Yi said: "I'm going to England. But I don't worry about you. Didn't you pretend to be a fiancé and say you're going to marry him soon?" As he spoke, his voice became serious.

I immediately gave him reassurance: "I never promised to marry him, I won't, you can leave at ease."

Yi smiled: "Ziqi, do you wish that I would disappear immediately? Since there is no such thing, I can rest assured. However," he changed his tone: "I still think it's better to tie you by my side. I want to take you away."

Ning Qing's words immediately sounded in my mind.I raised my face and begged him: "Yi, I like this kind of life now, I don't want to have no friends, no job, and just stay by your side with nothing to do."

I want to have a good communication with him, and if I see him again, all my efforts towards Ning Qing will be in vain.I really only have him in my heart, maybe after four years of separation, we can have a good chat and understand each other.

Yi looked at me with ice cubes in his eyes: "Are you reluctant to work, where are your friends, or are you reluctant to bear Ning Qing?"

I immediately clarified: "Nothing."

"Well, I'm going back tomorrow, and I'll pick you up next week." Yi made a decision.

I don't want to quarrel with him, don't want to turn against him.What I want is to talk to him well, but when I heard that he had made a decisive decision and refused to think about my feelings at all, I couldn't help shouting: "I don't want to leave, do you understand? I don't want to be with you Go back to City B, don't want to!"

Yi turned back to that scary Yi, and he said coldly, "I've been playing for four years, what else do you want? That's it, I'll pick you up next week. I'm leaving, take a good rest."

"Zhan Yunyi, I said I didn't want to, but if you insist on this attitude, I'll find someone to marry right away."

He looked at me sullenly: "Don't piss me off, don't think that your future life will be a mess!" He slammed the door and left.

I sat there dumbfounded, powerless.Why do you play the piano to the cow every time?Why doesn't he think about me?Is it true that people who love each other may not be able to be together?I remembered what Ning Qing said, I may not be able to be with Yi, and being together may not necessarily lead to happiness.

Rather than being so tired with him, it is better to reach an agreement with Ning Qing.Maybe my best candidate now is Ning Qing, who gets married and has his own family, Zhan Yunyi gives up his heart, has no more entanglements, and never gets along.I don't want to go this way, but this is the only way to go.

I called Ning Qing and asked for the wedding to be held in a low-key manner as soon as possible. When Yi came back, the uncooked rice had already been cooked. "Ning Qing, I'm using you! I'm so sorry!"

Ning Qing chuckled: "I'm also taking advantage of the fire, maybe you will really fall in love with me?"

I reached an agreement with Ning Qing.We hold a wedding, but do not receive a marriage certificate.Of course, only me and him know this.In other words, I am not legally his wife, but people around me will think we are really married.He doesn't interfere with my behavior after marriage.As Mrs. Ning, I attend the necessary occasions.Two years later, I'm going to stay at will.

I feel that Ning Qing is at a disadvantage, almost helping me to put on a show.The reason why he had to set a two-year deadline was that he had to take care of the emotions of his parents.In his words, he also hopes that I may be with him in two years.

I was always unhappy with this agreement to get married, so I said to Ning Qing, "You are at a loss for doing this?"

Ning Qing smiled and said, "I still think I've made a profit. To be honest, I feel a great sense of accomplishment if I can make Zhan Yunyi lose weight." After speaking, Ning Qing blinked and looked at me.

I laughed loudly: "Ning Qing, you also have the potential to be funny!"

I am very grateful to him, he can bet on marriage, which is too rare in this realistic society.I don't know what made Ning Qing obsessed with me, and made him willing to accommodate me like this.Even though he has his purpose, I am still grateful.

Ning Qing Waner smiled: "The wedding must not be sloppy. I have notified the media. I have also hired bodyguards. Zhan Yunyi is a master of fighting, and it is not a problem to fight one against five. I am a weak scholar, so I am afraid .” After speaking, he patted his chest with a panicked expression.It made me laugh again.I suddenly discovered that Ning Qing had a side that I was not familiar with.Much more vivid than his polite appearance.I looked at him with a grin.

Ning Qing joked half-truthfully: "What? Now you think I'm a bit attractive? If you want to pretend to be real, I'll definitely cooperate."

I blushed and said, "Ning Qing, I owe you a lot like this."

Ning Qing said silently, "I am willing, Ziqi, you don't owe me anything."

In order to prevent Zhan Yunyi from rushing back early, I hastily brought a few belongings and moved into the Ning family's main residence, Chenyuan.This is a very beautiful mountain villa.Built in the middle of the mountain, the garden is very elegantly designed.The flowers and plants are combined with the surrounding scenery naturally.The master bedroom is a suite with a study and a small living room.The living room looks out to the garden.

I exclaimed: "Ning Qing, it looks so beautiful here."

"As long as you like it." Ning Qing's voice was full of affection.

Seeing that I was a little unnatural, Ning Qing cleverly changed the subject: "The master bedroom belongs to you, I sleep in the study, but I have to trouble you to help me pack my things every day, so as not to save my parents from being suspicious."

The elders of the Ning family have always treated me very well, treating me like their own daughter in recent years.Although the wedding was too hasty, it only took one day to prepare, Mr. Ning said cheerfully: "Don't be afraid of the short time, just be afraid that Ziqi will not get married, Ning family will just go all out."

I really don't know what kind of expression they will have when they learn the truth.And Xiao Ruo, she was so happy when she heard that I decided to be her sister-in-law, she almost kept her feet off the ground while pulling Da Hai.Every time I pick something, I call and ask for my opinion.In my opinion, this is just a formality, but it is undoubtedly a big deal in the eyes of the Ning family.

I'm kind of backed off.The wedding is going to be held tomorrow, and it looks like the Ning family has already made the preparations. I owe the Ning family so much, and I can't do anything like this.

It was late at night when Juanzi came from Suhe.I didn't tell Juanzi that Ning Qing and I were married in a fake way. The less people know about it, the less harm it will do to Ning Qing in the future.

I tossed and turned and couldn't sleep.Juanzi looked at me and sighed, "I really don't know if you are doing this right or wrong."

I am speechless.I don't know if it's wrong or right.I just feel tired when I think about the feeling of being noisy with Zhan Yunyi, the feeling of not giving in to each other.Just be happy, everyone don't have any more thoughts, that's okay.

Juanzi said softly: "Ziqi, I think Zhan Yunyi has been taking care of me for the past few years. You know that I didn't go to college and my family's financial conditions are not good. Someone gave a lot of money when my father was hospitalized. Zhan Yunyi, I can’t think of anyone else. In the past few years, someone in the town has donated money to build roads to support the establishment of factories. I think he is the only one. I didn’t tell you. Every time he is mentioned, you refuse to listen. I think he is I know what you have been doing for the past four years in City C."

"Yeah, I now know that Yi already knew that I was in City C. He just didn't have time to look for me. However, he and I have become like this now, and we can't go back."

No matter how deep the love is, it can't match the slow torture of time, and no matter how much you love each other, you will be worn out by the sadness of seeing each other again and again.Perhaps, during the six years of separation, we were all indulging in the beauty of imagination.The half a year together is the most real relationship.

I said to Juanzi in a low voice: "Four years have passed, and now we are fighting with him and we are both hurt. What's more, he and I are from two worlds. I am just a poor boy from a small town. He is in charge of a huge family business. You said, can I, a crazy girl in the valley, become a nobleman? I am not suitable for him after all. He asks me, but I can't do it. It may not bring him happiness either. He insisted because he was used to me being his. You said, if I marry him, I can do whatever I want? He won’t care about me? "

Juanzi said: "Ziqi, but you love him, don't you? Why don't you have a good talk with him, talk about your thoughts, and see if you can find a solution. If you are like this, I am really afraid that Zhan Yunyi will be angry. Next, we will target the Ning family, you must know that Ning is a listed company, and he can take advantage of it. If so, wouldn't you be burdened more?"

"It's not that I don't want to talk to him. I tried to communicate with him, but he didn't care. He didn't care about my feelings at all. He just emphasized that I should stay with him. Another quarrel broke up. I don't want to think about what he wants The kind of life I want. Even if I give up, I know that I can live for a while, but I will die of suffocation. I am selfish, maybe I don’t love him enough, and I can’t completely change and pay for him.” I After a pause, he said, "Juanzi, you have seen the situation of the Ning family. It is too late for me to repent now. I owe Ning Qing."

Juanzi sighed and said, "Go to sleep, I hope there will be no accident tomorrow."

I also hope that there will be no accidents tomorrow, that Yi will not rush back to make trouble, and I hope that this wedding will let him completely let go.After all, he is the one I love, the only family I have.

Although the time is short, the Ning family needs to organize a full set of wedding arrangements.I hardly slept all night, and I was pulled up at 05:30 in the morning to do makeup and hair.The saying that a woman dresses well is so true that two and a half hours later, I barely recognized myself standing in front of the mirror.

Xiao Ruo arranged the wedding dress for me, and sighed exaggeratedly: "Brother saw it, I might not be willing to drag you to the wedding banquet, and sister Zuziqi couldn't look away all day, and then announced the ceremony."

All the children in the room covered their mouths and laughed.I forced a smile, thinking in my heart, Yi must be like this, he never likes other men looking at me.I couldn't help but sigh, I was still thinking about him, I really couldn't be saved.

It's out of my hands now.The fake should also be treated as real.

The wedding banquet was held in a big hotel in C City.There was a mass of human heads in front of it, and the surroundings were extremely festive.The red carpet under your feet is dazzling.I walked in nervously.It's a fake wedding, but I'm really nervous.With so many people watching, I can feel it even when I'm wearing a wedding dress, my face is blushing.

I tried my best to calm myself, the flower ball in my hand showed signs of being crushed by me.Juanzi was standing beside me, and she was accompanying me as part of my natal family.I suddenly thought of my mother.

My father passed away early, and I have long since lost the memory.Only A Niang brought me up.Today, if this was a real wedding, how would she feel when she saw it?Will she be surprised to see that the groom is not Yi?Knowing my decision like this, will she blame me, will she sigh when Yi and I have come to this point?
Ning Qing stood in front with a smile on his face, as if this was a real wedding and I was really his bride.I suddenly felt extremely cruel.Knowing that he likes me, knowing that staying by his side but not loving him is hurting him.For my own sake, I let things happen for real.He wants two years, and I'm afraid I won't be able to give him even one day.

Ning Qing lifted my veil amid everyone's applause.There were cheers, whistles and applause all around.Ning Qing stayed for a long time before showing a slight smile: "Ziqi, I can't praise your beauty." After speaking, she gently pressed a kiss on my forehead.

I sincerely kowtow to the elders of the Ning family and offer tea.Not for anything else, just because they regard me as their daughter.I said to the second elder in my heart, please forgive me.

The wedding went off without a hitch.Yi didn't show up.I was relieved from the bottom of my heart, but also disappointed.He will not be ignorant, no matter how hasty, he will know.If he doesn't come today, I will face him sooner or later.I don't know what expression he will have when facing him again as Mrs. Ning.

I was afraid to see the pain in Yi's eyes.I actually can't bear it.

When he first came to my house when he was a child, there was an unconcealable pain in his eyes.I tried my best to make him happy, gave him all my toys to play with, took him to my secret den, and took him up the mountain to pick the sweetest wild fruit on the mountain.Going down to the river, he found mussels kept in pots, and when Yi watched the mussels secretly spit out the snow-white mussel meat, surprise would always appear in his eyes.I begged my mother to make him an embroidered dress and a kerchief for him.I also wore a floral dress and said to him, Yi, we are a family now.

Yi's eyes gradually became warmer.I said to him: "Yi, I like your smile the most, you are the most handsome kid in town when you smile."

However, since when did I stop making him happy and giving him a smile?Since when did I only know how to make him angry?

I sat in the bridal lounge, dejected.

The sea comes in.He looked at me for a long time, and said seriously: "Zi Qi, why did you change so quickly? Will you love Ning Qing? I want you to promise not to hurt the Ning family."

Never has the sea spoken to me so sternly.I sighed, and could only answer solemnly: "Dahai, shall I try my best? I may not love Ning Qing, but I will try my best."

Dahai smiled: "Ziqi, hearing that you are going to marry Ning Qing and that the wedding is going to be held so soon made my heart thump and thump, you are such a goblin, it scares me even more than pulling you out of the siege in City B .I'm really afraid that blood will be splashed in the auditorium today. If there is a bulletproof vest, I will definitely wear it."

I sneered: "If you want to wear it, Ning Qing will wear it, why are you wearing it?"

Dahai said: "Of course it is useful. In case of a situation, I will go to Ning Qing's side, and Xiao Ruo is still grateful to me?"

I suddenly lowered my face and said to him: "Now the person you should please is me! If you want to marry my sister-in-law, why don't you hurry up and flatter my sister-in-law?"

Dahai said angrily: "I knew I couldn't take advantage of you. To tell you the truth, Zhan Yunyi didn't come, but the things have been delivered."

I jumped up: "What? What did he bring?"

Dahai gave himself a mouth, and said, "Look at my mouth, Ning Qing ordered you not to know."

I can't take care of these things, I just want to see what Yi sent, I feel restless.Seeing my anxious appearance, Dahai hurriedly called Ning Qing.Don't be something bloody and scary, I thought wildly.Watching the movie Underworld, watching too many horror movies.Yi's domineering look appeared before his eyes again.His temperament, his tough attitude told me that the wedding will never be so simple.

Ning Qing walked in with a box.The box was not sealed, and he had seen it, at least not something scary.I gently lifted the lid of the box.In an instant, as if struck by lightning, tears rolled down from his eyes in big drops.

Inside is a floral dress.A Niang embroidered the floral dress by herself.The black cloth clothes are densely embroidered with flowers and birds, and the lapels and necklines are all beautiful patterns.This is a one-of-a-kind floral dress.Almost all of them are decorated with flowers and sparrows.The legendary neon clothes are not as gorgeous as it is.

The colorful embroidery thread was still dyed with the stones I picked up on the mountain.

A Niang has been embroidering this dress for more than a year.She has a well-known embroidery skill in the town.When the children of many families get married or have important events, they will come to beg her to make clothes.A Niang said: "My younger sister is going to go to university in the future, and my mother will make the most beautiful dress for my younger sister. When my younger sister gets married, my mother will embroider a more beautiful dress for my younger sister as a wedding dress."

I had never worn this dress when I went to City B, it was too eye-catching.I've always left it in the bottom of the case.From time to time, I carry my classmates to touch it and look at it, just like seeing A Niang.

But she is gone.She doesn't have time to make a wedding dress for me, and she can't wait for her younger sister who has dressed her up to send her off to get married.She would never know that the girl she held in her palm would hold such a wedding.

I hugged my clothes and cried bitterly, Ning Qing and Dahai looked at each other in blank dismay.They won't understand what this dress means to me, how it feels like a fake wedding but almost real.I don't understand how much I miss my mother.

I came to City C alone, leaving the people I knew and loved the most, and the misery of coming here alone to seek a living broke out in an instant.I always thought that my mother would like me to live happily, so I have been living lively and enthusiastically.I have always thought that she knows everything in heaven, and she will accompany me wherever I go, and I am not alone.I failed to take this dress with me when I left City B.I always wanted to put it there like my heart was still there.

This floral dress is my wedding dress, Yi knows.At that time, I was looking forward to Yi's return day and night.I said to Yi: "I don't want to wear a wedding dress, I want to marry you in a floral dress made by my mother."

He smiled and said yes.

He is sending this dress now.Did he cut off everything with me?Is he going to tell me that he and I are no longer relatives from now on?He is going to tell me, from now on, am I really a person?He actually sent a floral dress to celebrate my wedding!No matter what I do to hurt him, I won't be as ruthless as him.I have never hidden my feelings for him, he knows that I have no relatives in this world, he knows my feelings for A Niang, he knows that I was forced by him to hold this wedding What Pied Dress means to me and to him!

My heart hurts like a knife.

I didn't know how much I loved him until the moment my mind was broken.Even if I can't be with him, I have never been so desperate.Even across the world, he still keeps my heart in a flowered dress.

Yi, you are ruthless, you are so ruthless.You understand everything, you know everything.Are you taking revenge on me for marrying someone else with such ruthlessness?You know how to kill someone without bloodshed, not to take her life, but it hurts her more than taking her life!
However, all of this is caused by myself, isn't it?If you choose to marry Ning Qing, what's wrong with him returning your flower dress to you?You can't expect to marry someone and marry him indifferently.He finally fulfilled you, didn't he?

I shed tears quietly, not every change in life is going according to my wish.What do I want Yi to do?Aren't I asking him, asking him to stand in my position and use my thinking to think, to get used to my habits.Unwilling to give up each other, they can only stay away.With another way of thinking, I no longer blame Yi.

I can't blame him, I can only say that we are not suitable.Love is not the whole of life.

Yi said that I have always had a kind of courage, and although I am extremely weak, I can develop a kind of courage.There's still the Ning family here, isn't there?I promised the sea to do my best not to hurt them.Even if it's an agreed marriage, I should do better.

I wiped away my tears, fixed my makeup on my own, and turned around with a sweet smile: "Ning Qing, the wedding must come to a happy ending, right?"

Dahai and Ning Qing exchanged glances.Ning Qing smiled and said, "Of course."

(End of this chapter)