Chapter 34

Su Tou had been sitting on the sofa, the blood went over the gauze, over the clothes, and finally dripped on the floor.

Really useless.

But he hoped that Saya could smell his own blood. If Saya, who had [-]% favorability, would come here right away if he smelled it, right?

But until the people from the hospital rushed over, Saya didn't show up.

So, Su Tou was taken back to the hospital in a daze, received treatment in vain, and then stared out the window in a daze.

The two friends arrived not long after.

But the usual intimacy had completely disappeared, and there was only a deathly silence.

It wasn't silence that said nothing.

"Don't do that again."

"Li'er doesn't want you to be like this, you have to live well."

It's that kind of dead silence. There is no meaning in the dry words, but it should probably be said a few words.

Su Tou deeply felt the necessity of this trouble.

"I'll see you again tomorrow."

Finally, after they left and the nurse changed the infusion bag, Su Tou sat on the bed and began to think again.

Who can help me?

Who can save the dead Xia Li'er?
No matter how you think about it, there is only one possibility that Su Tou can think of right now.

I was thinking about it when I was waiting for Saya blankly and fearfully in the living room.

What if Saya really never shows up?
Do you just let the time of death pass by and watch the possibility slip away from your fingers little by little?
Are you really that afraid of death?

Because suicide may not be able to read the file, I have been hesitating in place, so afraid of death?

The original fear of death disappeared after facing Saya several times, but after experiencing the cold knife piercing into the body, which is different from Saya's decisive way, after slowly feeling the life being withdrawn, that kind of fear was overwhelmed by Su again. Tou picked it up again.

So trash.

Su Tou gritted his teeth.

He remembered the scene of Xia Li'er's petite body tightly protecting her.

She didn't read the file.

Never experienced the fear of facing Saya.

Never died, let alone reborn.

She knew very well that she had only one life, just a humble one.

But she dared.

Dare to stand up, dare to face death.

Why is it that I, who have experienced everything, are so cowardly and so afraid?
Su Tou was not reconciled.

It's not like I like Xia Li'er much, I just don't want to owe her a favor.

Who the hell owes favors to such a troublesome girl?
God knows if he is haunting himself even if he is a ghost.

You can't do this, you have to do it, you have to make some radical changes.

Su Tou pulled out the needle in his hand and looked around the ward.

Sure enough, there was still no one.

Then there is no longer any reason not to refute this disgusting ending on your own.Just like resisting Saya at the beginning, try to resist this damn world.

the other side.

Chu Yao has been crying for two days.

She blamed herself.

Very regretful.

If I hadn't thought about helping Xia Li'er, if I hadn't booked that hotel, wouldn't that mean I wouldn't have been attacked by that disgusting man?
"it's not your fault."

"Even if it's not a hotel, it will be in front of a supermarket, a hot pot restaurant, or even a school. It's not your responsibility."

Even if he was so relieved by Lin Shuzhi.

Her reason also told her that it wasn't her fault, but she couldn't hold back the chaotic feeling of self-blame.

"It's not like you don't know that kind of innocent boy. As long as you do that, you will be helpless, and you will be trapped next to a cheeky girl like me."

"You think, since he has fallen by my side, how can he escape? We have been together for a long time, and even cats and dogs will have feelings for each other."

"I can't even compare to cats and dogs, can I?"

"Hey... Actually, I also saw an interesting statement in a magazine, saying that 90.00% of marriage is equal to grabbing a man's stomach and body."

"As for cooking, please allow me who have participated in the bridal practice class to proudly say that there is absolutely no problem. Sichuan, Lu, and Cantonese can show points in any department."

"Eh... I don't know much about the body, but..."

"Yao, you and Lin Shuzhi have been together for three years, you must know a lot, right? About that aspect..."

"Teacher Chu, I am eager for knowledge!"

"... "

"Ah...it's really hopeless...uh..."

Thinking of Xia Li'er struggling to describe to herself how to tie Su Tuo firmly by her side.

Chu Yao couldn't hold back her tears.

Xia Lier was cremated yesterday.

"In this way, Li'er won't feel the pain. Let him hug you when you meet your favorite grandpa in heaven."

I met Xia Lier's mother.

Wearing a black suit, her hair is tied up in a high bun.It was the face of a strong woman.

Chu Yao heard from her that her mother seldom cared about her before or after her father left, but only asked her to conform to her identity all the time.

Later, because her mother talked to Su Tou without authorization, Xia Lier, who had always been obedient to them, ran away from home in a fit of anger, refused all assistance from her family, and wholeheartedly applied for the same university as Su Tou.

It was not until last year that I heard from her that the relationship had eased slightly.

Because she has never seen it before, Chu Yao doesn't know what Xia Lier said, what kind of strong woman who really allows her own daughter to live on her own for a year and doesn't care about it.

But Chu Yao saw it yesterday.

Just an ordinary mother who shed tears of grief because of the loss of her beloved.

Suddenly, Chu Yao heard the phone ringing.

After picking up the phone, she was really stunned for a long time before she suddenly understood what "the phone is ringing" meant.

"... "

Normally, when she answered Lin Shuzhi's call, she would definitely say something intimately.But now I don't know what to say.

The small circle of four had vanished into thin air.

Maybe we will go on with Lin Shuzhi in the future, but some things have completely disappeared.

"Yao."

The voice on the other end of the phone was like a tape rubbing, and the voice was low and terrifying: "Su Tou is standing on the roof of the outpatient department and wants to jump off the building."

"... "

"Jump off?"

"To be honest, I don't want you to face this kind of thing again. But I really can't help it."

Lin Shu never wanted to do this.

But he has a straightforward character and is not good at persuading anyone at all.

And in the circle of four now, apart from herself, there is only Chu Yao.

"... "

"Yao?"

After hanging up the phone, Chu Yao left silently.

When Lin Shuzhi saw her again, he felt a strange feeling.

Really strange.

He had never seen Chu Yao with such eyes.

There are no ghosts and spirits as usual, no coquettish and funny expressions, and there is no collapse like before, blaming yourself and crying until your body can be blown down by a gust of wind.

Indifference, determination.

She's not here to persuade anyone.When she saw Chu Yao looking straight up at Su Tuo and Lin Shuzhi, she understood this.

Su Tou saw her, she was standing in front of the fireman, the nurse she had seen many times, and Lin Shuzhi.

The slender body stood at the front, looking at herself with disdainful eyes.

"I ask you."

She said coldly: "What did Li'er feel sorry for you?"

"I never felt that she was sorry for me."

Su Tou shook his head.

Standing on the edge of the roof of the outpatient building, the wind seems to be rolled up from the bottom up, hovering over the mouth of the abyss of death, admonishing those who are alive to retreat.

"what?"

"You're kidding me."

"I say."

"You must be joking!!!"

Chu Yao's face twisted all of a sudden, and she growled: "I'm not sorry, why did you treat Li'er like this?"

"Why did you still not accept that she did that?!"

"Ah...do you know? Actually, Li'er had a phone call with me before she died, before leaving the hotel."

"... "

"She cried and told me that she was hated by you, and asked me what to do."

"She said she shouldn't."

"I heard her say that she gave you the first time, and I scolded her as hopeless. But she said that she was too stupid to make you angry."

"I wanted to say something, but she immediately choked up and told me that I can't go on like this. She will catch up with you and explain to you."

"I want to tell you that she didn't say those words on purpose. It's all her fault. I hope you can forgive her."

"And after catching up with you, I died for you."

"How stupid do you think Li'er is, she died for a waste like you."

"It's just like you..."

"You haven't seen Li'er's body, have you? Don't you know how many times she was stabbed? You don't know how much effort it took to break her hand holding you when we arrived at the scene, right?"

"I don't mean to scold you. I'm just making a comparison."

Chu Yao smiled sadly: "If I can choose a multiple-choice question and let me choose who will die, you or Li'er, I will definitely choose you without hesitation."

"Yao!"

Lin Shuzhi shouted coldly.

"Is not it?"

Chu Yao smiled, pointed at Su Tou and said, "If you had to choose, would you choose this trash to survive? Is he comparable to Li'er?!"

"Don't be like this, Su Tou just...can't figure it out for a while."

Lin Shu straightened his face, trying to pull Chu Yao back.

"It's okay, she's right."

Su Tou saw that there were firefighters downstairs who had put up the mat, and they were in the hospital. Of course, there were doctors below who were always ready.

"Ah…"

Chu Yao smiled coldly, the disdain in her eyes was too obvious.

"Don't listen to what she said, Su Tou, we are friends, if there is anything you can't figure out, you can tell us!"

Lin Shuzhi tried to use a sincere tone.

"But Chu Yao."

"There's only one thing you're wrong about."

Sutou laughed.

"If I say something wrong, I'm all ears."

Chu Yao shrugged indifferently.

"I'm not standing here because I can't think about it. In fact, it's the opposite."

"I have really thought about a lot of things, and I have the consciousness of death to save a fool who will feel uncomfortable if I don't get fucked!"

"Do you still want to belittle Li'er at this time? Yes, Li'er is blind."

"Snapped!"

"Yao, go back!"

Lin Shu slapped Chu Yao straight.

"It is indeed a woman with bad eyes."

Su Tou sighed, and took out a small scalpel from his pocket, which was the same as the one that was hidden under the quilt at the beginning to try to resist Saya.

"Su Tou, don't do stupid things!"

Lin Shu was in a hurry, but he didn't dare to go over.

"Student, don't do stupid things when you are young!"

"Think about your parents, think about your girlfriend, would she be willing to see you like this?"

The firefighters also got angry when they saw the blade appearing in Su Tou's hand.

"me."

"It seems that no matter which world you are in, you are an orphan alone."

"Don't! Don't do this!!!"

I saw them running over.

But that doesn't matter anymore.

"Goodbye."

Su Tou raised his hand, and the bright small blade wiped a deep line of blood on his neck.

The body fell down.

The blood line slowly expanded, cutting the artery, and the blood spurted from Su Tou's neck fell down like heavy rain in the air.

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"what…"

Su Tou stared blankly at his shoulder.

There was a gauze wrapped in a bandage.

Also on the stomach.

"We'll be back tomorrow."

The tall man and Chu Yao went out silently with their heads down.

"Hahaha…"

"Isn't this the same as being mercilessly retaliated against Saya?"

Su Tou smiled and burst into tears.

(End of this chapter)

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