I loaded the hunter game

Chapter 35
I don't love her.There is no such thing as necessary emotion.

Nothing is owed to her.

Nor did she ask her to do this at all, no one begged her to do this.

She asked for it all.

If it wasn't for her self-righteousness, what she thought she could do.

Correct.

Obviously a poor and cowardly guy who can't do anything.She even admitted it herself.

Why are you so self righteous?

It's all her own.

If she didn't do that unnecessary thing, neither she nor herself would die.

ask for it!
Live it!

Honestly, as you said, trembling cowardly, and shedding a few meaningless tears by the way, wouldn't it be fine?
Why not?

why···

Obviously her life and death has nothing to do with him, but why do he have to shed a few tears as pitifully and cowardly as her?
Everyone knows that tears are meaningless, that they are worthless except to waste some necessary water absorbed by the human body.

Since it is such a thing, why must it exist?

Is there any inevitability?

No sound.

The hospital bed was rolled up by the nurse to make it easier for Su to get up.

Now he doesn't say anything, doesn't do anything, he just silently stares at the quilt in front of him that covers his legs.I don't know when, the top was wet.

Seeing the soaked small piece of water gray, he confirmed one thing - he was crying silently.

"Are you Su Tou's classmate?"

In the dusk, facing the cold wind, the sound of an old scarecrow is like a haggard voice.

I don't know why hearing her voice reminds me of such an indifferent scene, let alone when she came in and when she sat on the edge of the hospital bed.

She was wearing a smart gray suit, her hair was tied up in a high bun, and the stork bones around her face were a little protruding, making her look a little haggard.

Su Tou glanced at her, her face gave him a vague sense of familiarity.

"I'm her mother."

she says.

"what···"

Su Tou was stunned.

After the guess became a reality, he didn't dare to look at her anymore.

Even though Xia Li'er had asked for it in vain in his mind before, but at this moment he didn't dare to even look at her again.

Scared.

I don't know how the middle-aged woman in front of me will express her anger, and I don't know what to say to her is right.Reasonably and clearly told Su Tou that he must say something at this time.

"···"

But Su Tou just opened his mouth in vain.

It's impossible to say nothing, but what can I say?

Sorry, I killed your daughter, please forgive me?

Is it so insignificant to say a word?

Su Tou didn't have the face to say that.

"Don't worry, I never thought it was your fault. You were a victim too."

Her tone softened.

"I···"

Su Tou looked at her uncertainly, "Am I a victim?"

"Look."

She raised her hand, pointed to the gauze on Su Tuo's shoulder, and said, "You almost died."

"···"

Su Tou wanted to say.

I want to remind her that your daughter died protecting me.But could not speak out.

"I know what you want to say."

She had a warm smile on her face.Su Tou didn't understand why she could still show such an expression at this time.

"Maybe I will hate you if I don't know what's going on between you two, but I know, your business is fine, Li'er... I also know what she thinks. She told me about it a long time ago."

"What do you think is her favorite story?"

"story?"

Began to think that she came here to judge herself.

But now I don't think so.

But just based on her gentle tone and appearance, Su Tou couldn't figure out what she wanted to express by coming here.

"Cat City."

"···"

"I know you probably haven't heard such a remote little story."

She casually poured a glass of water from the thermos and asked Su Tou if he wanted to drink.After Su Tou took the disposable water cup, she continued: "It's a story about a person who was lost in a certain corner of the world. Li'er once told me that her situation was almost the same as that person's. The same is about to be lost."

"Lost?"

"I can't say I understand [-]% what she means by saying that. I can only guess based on her situation."

She paused and said, "I think it means that you can't integrate into the group as easily as the peers around you, and you are isolated? Well, that's how it feels."

Su Tou didn't speak, just holding a warm paper cup and listening to her quietly.

"I should have found out earlier that 'lost' was more than empty words. It would have been nice to have that. But unfortunately, I didn't have the energy to care about such things at the time."

"Sounds like an excuse, right? Well... now it doesn't matter if it's an excuse or not. The truth is that at that time I was just strict with her and busy with what I thought was right."

"Forcing herself in life and work is the same for her. Forcing her to do this, to do that, not to do this, not to do that."

"Now that I think about it, the root cause of her insecurity is entirely caused by me."

"How can you feel safe when you come back to a kind home where there is no home at all?"

"So I don't blame you."

"Because I brought up that kind of daughter with my own hands, she is anxious all day long, has no solid sense of security, does not have the warmth of a solid home at home, and is out of place in school."

"That's why you took advantage of it."

"···"

"Take advantage of the void... What do you mean?"

in fact.

Su Tou felt that he might, perhaps roughly, understood what she was talking about and what she wanted to express.

"I think this word is the most appropriate. Take advantage of it."

She sighed, and said with some reluctance: "At that time you ran out, and then it was a matter of course. She took what was originally mine, what was missing from me, what was missing from my family, and what was missing from school. , all the missing feelings are all stuffed on you."

"that···"

"I'm sorry, but my sudden visit may have disturbed you."

"But really don't worry about anything."

"I'm just here to thank you."

"Thank you for being Li'er's support when I was doing nothing. At the same time, I have to apologize. That kind of unreasonable emotion must have troubled you? I know most of your things. Because of this, in I even slapped her a few years ago."

She laughed at herself, and said: "But all the wrong things have nothing to do with you, the only thing I hate is the person who will be interrogated after a while, and I will let him understand that not everyone has the opportunity to do it. "

Although the tone is very light, it even sounds a little indifferent.

But the determination contained in it is stronger than those who are so angry that they lose their minds.

Reasonable people tend to be more chilling when they are angry.

"Anyway, thank you."

"I heard that you lost your family not long ago, and now this kind of thing happened again. Maybe you will encounter some problems in life?"

She smiled slightly and said, "If you encounter any difficulties, just tell me."

"I···"

Su Tou opened and closed his mouth in vain.You know exactly what the other person is saying, but you don't know how to respond at all.

"Don't be embarrassed, I sincerely hope you can do this, so..."

She took out a silver business card from her pocket and handed it to Su Tou: "It can be regarded as atonement for me. Thank you."

(End of this chapter)