I loaded the hunter game

Chapter 37

After returning, the nurse didn't ask anything as Su Tou imagined.

"That's it."

"But there will be no next time. Let me help you re-treat the wound."

Just saying that.

Su Tuo could really see her pity and sympathy.

Yes.

The present self can only be pitied and sympathized with.

Who let himself be the existence who was desperately trying to survive by that troublesome self-righteous woman?Surely everyone will look at themselves with the idea of ​​'this man's girlfriend is dead' poor cat and puppy.

But what is she.

To be exact, it has nothing to do with me at all, it's just a troublesome girl.

What shitty girlfriend? !
It was troublesome enough while alive, but it was even more troublesome after death.It's so troublesome to waste the time of strangers you don't know, asking them to sympathize and pity yourself.

Is he still alive, who needs to take pity on him? !If you want to be pitiful, you should be pitiful for her whose ashes are buried in the dark and damp soil under the tombstone, right? !

Su Tou wants to say this to all those who have this kind of vision for him.But it is very clear that if they really say this, it will only make them feel more pitiful.

I don't know if it's a coincidence that this ward is the same as the beginning, the same 706.

At that time, I just came here and I just met Saya.

Always worried about the next second, where she will appear from next time, and how she will be killed.

Monsters will kill themselves.

Until now, Su Tou still remembered the dull pain of ripping open his stomach.But in fact, apart from being difficult to accept at the beginning, I became familiar with it later, and I feel that the degree is just that.

That's it.

It's because I know that no matter how I die, no matter if my arm is cut off, my chest is cut open, or my intestines are picked up by her sharp tail, or someone is killed.

None of this matters.

At that time, seeing Xia Lier's intestines sliding on the ground like a snake probably made me feel angry.Because I know that it can only be solved by reading the file once.

Wards are the same.

But the feelings that arise in the face of things are completely different.

"Clap."

It was late at night, and Su Tou secretly took out the cigarette case from his pocket.Lin Shuzhi bought it secretly for himself when he was out today.The good brother didn't say anything, just advised him to smoke less in the current situation.

so.

It's really strange.

In the face of death, he still has the heart of resistance, and dares to raise his weapon to try to kill Saya.

Although it failed, it was not decadent enough to fail.

Very strange!

Now there is no need to worry about where Saya will come out in the next second, and there is no need to worry about how tragically he will die suddenly.

Live peacefully.

Although the hospital bed is not as soft and comfortable as the bed at home, it may be that the nurse sister sympathized with herself and added a mattress privately, so it is still reasonable to lie on it.

Smoking a cigarette comfortably.Although the wound was aching from smoking, it was harmless.

Nothing to worry about.

Lying here, no one will blame themselves, someone will deliver what you want to eat, and you can sleep when you want to sleep.

The moonlight slipped into the ward through the gaps in the curtains, and the sparks of the cigarette in my hand flickered.

strangeness.

Why exactly.

You don't have to do anything, you don't have to think about anything, how can you feel so uncomfortable if you can live casually like this?
I caught a glimpse of a pair of pure and innocent pupils in the ward who didn't know when.I don't feel surprised at all, because she is the protagonist who came to this world.

Yes.

Everyone in this world may die, and everyone may disappear, but she will definitely not disappear, at least not before the world perishes.

As if aware of Su Tou's emotions, Saya sat upright on the stool beside the bed like a primary school student, and said after a long time: "Big brother looks very sad."

"Ah."

Su Tou glanced at her.

She changed into the 'clearance' clothes I bought for her some time ago, and she looked clean.

"Where have you been these few days?"

Originally, it might have been some complaints about Saya's disappearance for so few days for no reason.

But it's gone now.

The same is true for herself, Saya is not a tool, she is the protagonist compared to herself, and she should be the one who follows her consistently.She is under no obligation to stay by her side all the time on her own terms.

and.

Even if she was there, wouldn't it be impossible to change anything?

"I'm home."

"Can I go back there?"

"Just be careful to avoid those people and sneak in quietly."

"What are you going to do back?"

"Well···"

Saya lowered her head, "I went to get something."

She pulls out something out of season.

"Bank card?"

Su Tou frowned, and said, "Is this the reason why I went back?"

"Big brother should be short of money now."

Shaye said: "This card is an account that my father has kept privately for me since I was born. He said that a quarter of his income should be deposited into it every month. It has been deposited for 15 years since the day my father disappeared. , should have a lot of money."

"Is there a bank card that can be used?"

Su Tou was holding the black card, which didn't look like a domestic card.Probably an existence at the level of her father would not have imagined what would happen if Saya fell into this situation and needed money, so she prepared such a safe bank card.

but.

Before, Su Tou wondered if Saya might have some hidden wealth, but she never had a chance to ask, but now she showed it out by herself.It stands to reason that he should be happy to relieve a burden, but now he wants to laugh.

Even if it might be a bank card that is enough for him to support Saya until the day he dies without working.

The existence of this card made Su Tou feel ironic. Saya just wanted to help herself relieve stress from her own perspective.

And what about yourself?

It's just that when I can't do anything on my own, I can only think of it and blame Saya for why he disappeared and why he didn't come to help himself.

It looks like an old lost dog.

Saya was right.

She is just a monster who wants to integrate into the human circle and pursue the daily life of ordinary people. She is just such a monster with such an ordinary mood.

No, it shouldn't be because I have become the medium for her to integrate into the human circle. Reading files through the system can be different from other ordinary people. After dying countless times, I understand her. With such unique conditions, I regard her as my own file reading tool.Praying for Saya to kill himself to read the file for everything, it is no different from Saya who doesn't know what to do and can only be educated by himself.

But it doesn't make sense to think about it now.

"I thought about what might happen to my big brother."

Saya said suddenly.

"Ok?"

"That day I found out that someone in the locker room was following Big Brother."

Shaye said: "I am very sensitive to human hostility, and I discovered it right away. His hostility is not aimed at me, but at Big Brother."

"But I didn't expect human beings to kill their own kind without hesitation."

"···"

Su Tou remembered.

That day Saya told himself that there was someone in the locker room, but he didn't care at that time.

"fine."

"It's ok."

"I was careless."

It doesn't make any sense to talk about that now and regret it.

"Saya."

"Please do me a favor."

Su Tou looked at her uneasy face.Now she is probably thinking about what to do to restore the daily life with her before, and what to do to make herself feel like teaching her about the daily life of human beings.

"it is good."

Saya didn't ask for help at all, as if she didn't know that the word 'reject' existed in the dictionary.

"Take that person to the roof of the building where we ate together that day."

"Then."

"Take me there again."

"it is good."

"Brother, is there anything else you want me to do?"

"Well... buy me another pack of Cordyceps sinensis, can you go to the store to buy it yourself?"

"can."

"And that's all."

"Ah."

Saya is gone.

"Sorry, an ordinary person like me can only do this."

The faint sparks at the end of the cigarette reflected Su Tou's self-deprecating face, and a shriveled laugh squeezed out of his throat.

(End of this chapter)