I loaded the hunter game

Chapter 36 Her Tomb

"Atonement."

Su Tou looked at the business card in his hand.

Squeezing her cold hands, she didn't seem to have any real feeling about taking her business card.

But do take it.

It seems that she has noticed the motive of Xia Lier's mother coming here.

She didn't hate herself as much as she thought, instead, she thanked herself.

what is this?
Isn't this exactly the same?Same as Xia Lier.

She looked normal, and could even show a small smile, which concealed the hysterical sadness that Su Tou couldn't see.But Su Tou could clearly feel that there was a huge emotion lurking, reaching a certain critical point.

Su became transparent.

After all, she is the same as Xia Li'er, maybe it's the similarity of blood relationship or inheritance?

At that time, Xia Li'er, who was living in panic all day long, took what she made casually as life-saving straws and begged for mercy, pinning all the feelings of what she couldn't get, what she lacked, what she wanted, and all kinds of messy feelings on herself, hoping that she would be happy with that kind of love. Respond to mixed feelings.

And now.

Her mother also regarded herself as a lifeline.

as a gap.

It is enough to release her regret and guilt, and relieve her deeply buried sadness.

She also forcefully forced herself something as chaotic as Xia Lier.Say thanks, don't blame you.

But I'm just an ordinary person.

Just a man of flesh and blood.

How can He De be treated as a life-saving straw by both your mother and daughter?

Big fire.

Really hot.

Always don't care about anything, just want to entrust others.

Such a person will definitely not have any good results, and will not live a wonderful life at the end of his life, even if he dies, he deserves it.

"You have to live well."

"With the pear part."

The tall man and his girlfriend said this several times.

The nurse said the same.

Her mother told herself to please atone for her sins.

And her body was reduced to ashes, thrown into the sea, buried in a grave, turned into an invisible and intangible smoke, and fell into a world of nothingness that the living cannot touch.

"Haha...that's ridiculous."

How, how could such a thing be added to a man who was lying in a hospital bed and couldn't do anything?

Don't feel cruel?
Will someone come and take proper pity on myself?

No, that kind of person doesn't exist.

"Take me to her grave."

When Lin Shuzhi and the others came the next day, Su Tou said this.There is no special emotion, just a very calm talk.

"After a while, your current injury is not suitable for going out, in case the wound—"

"I want to go and see."

Su Tou interrupted him and looked out the window.

The white clouds float in the air, is part of her also in it?

"go together."

The three of them stalemate for a moment, and it was Chu Yao who broke the silence.

"The doctor can't get a discharge permit from the hospital."

"Just go out, don't ask for permission."

"What nonsense are you talking about?"

Lin Shu stared straight at her.

But she simply turned to look at Lin Shuzhi and said, "If it were me, I would definitely go crazy if I stayed in the ward."

"So just be patient and wait until the injury is almost better."

"If I were dead, would you have to be patient before going to see my grave?"

"Ah this..."

Lin Shu was speechless.

"Xiao Zhi has a set of clothes in the car, deal with them. I'll go get them now."

Chu Yao was very straightforward, trotted out, and quickly came back with her clothes.

A white shirt, Su Tou knew it would grow a lot if he wore it.But just dealing with it is completely enough.

"Xiaozhi help him, hurry up."

Chu Yao went out again.

Lin Shu sighed, and walked to Su Tou's side, "Do you have to go?"

"There's no reason not to go, is there?"

Su Tou raised his arm as much as possible, but the severe pain and pulling sensation made his left arm only slightly separated from his body.

"but."

Lin Shuzhi slowly passed his sleeve through Su Tou's left arm, and said, "What is the reason why you have to go now?"

"No."

"Really? Well, let's go."

Lin Shuzhi then helped Su Tu put on the other sleeve, and then buttoned it. As for the trousers, Su Tu waved his hands and put them on by himself, but he helped make the buttons and belt.

"If you have to feel uncomfortable, just go, that's fine, anyway, you will have to face it sooner or later."

"Yeah, so there is no reason not to go. If I have to say a reason why I must go, it can only be that I have to go there sooner or later. Anyway, I am in a hurry at the hospital. Why don't you go and see it?"

"I'm in a hurry, you really... Forget it, what you think in your heart is only understood by you."

Lin Shu wanted to help Su Tou, but was refused.

It's not lame anymore.

"Go early and get rid of it early."

Su Tou felt that his current expression might be somewhat similar to that of Xia Lier's mother who came to visit him yesterday.

Waited for about ten minutes.

After seeing Chu Yao waving outside, the two of them went out decisively and entered the elevator.

Then it didn't take long to get to the cemetery.

If it is not a specific day, not many people come to the usual cemetery area.Except for a small number of those who came to pay homage to the deceased's birthday, most of them came to worship the new grave like Su Tou.

Her tomb was purchased separately and stands in a small area on the summit.

'The tomb of Xia Li'er. '

These five characters are engraved alone on the gray tombstone, and the small black and white photo attached to the side is the whole content.

"Take this."

Chu Yao singled out a daisy from the flower basket that she thought was the most beautiful and handed it to Su Tou, then squatted down and fiddled with the flower basket and said, "If Lier receives your flowers in heaven, she will definitely Very happy."

"is it?"

Su Tou seriously put the most beautiful bouquet of flowers on her tombstone, and said, "But I think she will be happier if you wear it on her hair as an ornament."

"Ah."

Chu Yao lowered her head, still fiddling with the flower basket.But everyone could see her deeply buried head, and there were tears falling down there.

"Don't be like this, we gather here to form a small circle of four people, don't always think about sad things."

Lin Shu squatted down and patted her trembling back.

He spoke very roundly, but did he realize that his face was tense all the time, as if a spring had been straightened, and the words he said were completely devoid of emotion, just empty words, just words that he felt compared to memories? What is more appropriate to say at this time?
It was that inevitability again.

Su Tou hates this feeling.

It's as if everything is preordained and nothing can be done.

Tears, that meaningless thing probably spilled a few drops, that is inevitable.Seeing her tomb, seeing the photos inlaid on it, and thinking of her who I hated before, she was all self-righteous and self-inflicted, she shouldn't, and she would naturally be like this.

The wind blows the leaves on the peak rustling.

"Ah... gone."

The bunch of flowers placed on the tombstone was blown high by the wind, and then fell sharply as soon as the wind weakened, and fell to an unknown place at the bottom of the opposite hillside.It may be picked up by the cleaners and thrown into the trash can, trampled ruthlessly by passers-by, or treated as a novelty toy by cats and dogs.

Imagining the fate after Hua, Su Tou suddenly thought of something.

really.

The living can give nothing to the dead, and the dead can give nothing back to the living.The black-and-white photo is always just a photo, and her expression will always be fixed in the frightened smirk when this photo was taken.

(End of this chapter)