My beautiful boss with a poisonous tongue: Abuse

Chapter 1001 Then will you believe me?
Now that it's all over, why is Lin Manxue still unwilling to say, what exactly is she worrying about!

I put my hands on Lin Manxue's fragrant shoulders, shook Manxue's shoulders and said:

"Man Xue, if it's just because of Lan Xin, you feel ashamed of her or worry that I will abandon you again because of Ye Luo, I don't think you need it at all. Lan Xin is dead, really dead, although I also don't want to accept this reality, but death is death, we can't deceive ourselves, and we shouldn't live under the shadow of Lan Xin's death, right? I believe that if Lan Xin has a spirit in the sky, she doesn't want to see us live. In pain and entanglement, right?"

I paused and continued: "If it's because of other reasons, can't you tell me? Man Xue, believe it or not, the only woman I love the most is you, and the woman I want to marry the most is you. The woman I can't let go of is you. This has never changed and will never change. I also sincerely look forward to having you as my wife and staying with me for the rest of my life. Please believe me, please? Believe in my determination and sincerity Okay? Don’t think wildly about doubting this and that, okay?”

To be honest, Man Xue still has such a lukewarm attitude at this time, I am really disappointed, I have begged her so humbly, why is Man Xue unwilling to reveal her heart to me.

What is she afraid and worried about?
Man Xue still lowered her head and remained silent.

"Man Xue, talk, let's have an open and honest talk, please? Please give me another chance, and give yourself another chance, please? Please believe me! Believe in yourself!"

I communicated with Manxue in a somewhat negotiating tone, hoping she could give me an explanation.

Lin Manxue suddenly looked up at me and said, "If I say I believe you, will you believe me?"

What did Man Xue mean by asking me so suddenly? When did I stop believing her?

I asked confusedly: "What? Manxue, how could I not believe you, of course I believe you."

Lin Manxue raised her head suddenly, stared at me with stubborn little eyes, and asked seriously, "Don't you doubt me?"

"Doubt? Suspect what?"

Lin Manxue paused, as if she had made up her mind, she said:

"Doubt the messy relationship between me and Yan Qingcheng! Doubt that I betrayed you like you betrayed me! Doubt that I am no longer a clean and pure woman! Doubt that I am not beautiful, not charming, not perfect, not worthy of being you Ye Chutian again woman! Do you dare to say that you have no doubts?"

"I—" I was at a loss for words for a moment and couldn't answer.

I don't want to deceive Manxue. In fact, I doubted something, because all kinds of signs and evidences in front of me made me doubt.

But I have absolutely never doubted Manxue's character and loyalty to love, and it is even more impossible to think that she is not worthy of me. Regarding this point, I have never doubted it so much, let alone think so, and never will.

Lin Manxue asked me so many questions in one breath, some of them were yes, some were not. I couldn't deny them completely, nor could I justify myself, so I was stunned for a moment.

Lin Manxue saw that I was hesitant and obviously lacked confidence, and she smiled bitterly with disappointed eyes: "Ye Chutian, by now you should know how difficult it is to completely trust a person. To completely forget a person's past, It’s not that you don’t mind if you don’t mind, right?”

"Man Xue, I-I don't doubt you! I-I-"

Lin Manxue interrupted me and said: "Don't explain anything, I understand. I understand everything. You want to say that you want to believe me, but you have a knot in your heart, you can't pass your own test, right? In fact, not to mention you, even I have pimples in my heart, I can hardly believe in myself, I can hardly believe in you, maybe I am not worthy of your trust. That’s right, a woman is with a man who loves her for no reason After living there for several months, who can tell exactly what happened and how to avoid what didn’t happen.”

What does Manxue mean by saying that, what is inevitable, could it be—

My brain buzzed, my heartbeat accelerated suddenly, my blood surged up, and my heart was almost unable to support it.

Did Lin Manxue acquiesce in saying that?
Lin Manxue saw that my eyes were flickering, my breathing was short, and my two eyeballs were bigger than copper bells, and I was staring at her intently.

The atmosphere became tense again, and even the air was filled with tension.

She swallowed her saliva, licked her thirsty lips, sighed and said:

"There are some things I didn't want to say, and you might not believe them if I tell them. They haunt me like nightmares. I want to forget that nothing happened, but what happened happened after all. Whether it's in a dream or In reality, I can't deceive myself, I can't escape, and I can't deceive you. Anyway, I'm forced to do this anyway. I have to say it sooner or later. I can't hide it. What happened these days I told you all. I..."

I might have realized what Lin Manxue was going to say next, but I didn't have the courage to continue listening. Just like before, my first reaction was to choose to escape.

I'm scared!

Seconds!
I'm really a fucking freak, inconsistent, when Manxue didn't want to say it, I kept asking her, but when she was willing to say it, I immediately gave up and didn't want to face it.

"No! Man Xue, don't say anything! Don't say anything! I don't want to know anything, just pretend that nothing happened, and I never asked. This page has been turned! It has been turned!"

I shook my head to prevent Lin Manxue from continuing.

"You really don't want to know what happened to me on the lonely cliff these few months?"

"forget about it."

"you sure?"

"determine."

Lin Manxue thought for a while before saying: "You should think about it. I am still in the mood to chat with you today. If you ask me, I will tell you whether it is good or bad. Once you miss this opportunity, If you ask me again in the future, I won’t say anything.”

I nodded and said, "As I said, this matter has already been turned over, and I assure you, I won't bring it up again in the future."

When I said these words, my tone was very depressed. I didn't have the courage or the face to face Manxue. I drooped my head, looking dejected.

Lin Manxue once again showed me a disappointed look, hugged her legs and remained silent for a while. I don't know what she was thinking, but I can be sure that Manxue is not happy, or she should be called unhappy. Call it sad.

Is her sadness because I don't have the courage to face the reality or is it because I don't believe her, and I don't even want to give her a chance to explain?

Maybe things are not as bad as I thought.

Lin Manxue was sad, and I didn't know how to comfort her. In fact, I was also extremely sad, and I needed to find a place to lick my wounds.

(End of this chapter)