My beautiful boss with a poisonous tongue: Abuse

Chapter 1002 Disappointment
Although Lin Manxue did not clearly explain what happened to her in the past few months, it may not make much difference whether to say it or not, because as Manxue herself said, what happened eventually happened. Never go back again, not to say that if it didn't happen, it really didn't happen.

At this moment, I finally realized the heart-piercing pain I once brought to Manxue.

But this is not my own fault.

Because of betrayal, because of loss and helplessness, Lin Manxue must have been in more pain, more sad, more helpless, and more wronged than I am now.

What she has experienced is even far more than what I am now.

I have no right to complain about Man Xue, she doesn't want to, and she doesn't want to, but after all, Man Xue is just a weak woman, what do you tell her to do if she falls into Yan Qingcheng's hands, she can't help herself, how can she avoid it?
Manxue is also a victim, not just me.

What's more, I'm a bad person to begin with, and I've made far more mistakes than Manxue. I don't laugh at a hundred steps at fifty steps, so I have no right to blame her.

Manxue and I were silent, silent.

I shouldn't be silent, because I don't even have the qualifications to be silent. If I keep silent like this, Man Xue will misunderstand.

Misunderstanding that I care about her past, misunderstood that I dislike her, misunderstood that I was extremely disappointed in her, and even had a bigger misunderstanding.

Women are inherently sensitive, not to mention that Man Xue has been injured before, she is as graceful as a frightened bird, and she is especially vulnerable emotionally.

I know I shouldn't do this, and I'm not qualified to do this, but when Lin Manxue suddenly told me these things, I found that I was still not ready, my heart was in a mess, and I didn't know How to express your position.

I wanted to say something in my heart, at least I should comfort Manxue and let her relax, but at the time my mind was in a daze, and I didn't say anything in the end.

Perhaps Lin Manxue was extremely disappointed with my performance, and after a long silence, she asked, "Did I disappoint you?"

"Man-Man Xue, you-you don't say that!" My voice was choked up, and I was about to cry. If I defended myself and said that I was not disappointed or lost, it would be a lie. Any normal person Every man will be extremely disappointed and disappointed when he hears such news.

Man Xue wouldn't believe me when I said that, not even myself.

Am I disappointed in Manxue?
More or less, or maybe it’s not Manxue who let me down, but I’m disappointed in myself. I didn’t protect her well, let her be wronged, and made our love no longer perfect and flawed.

I am a sinner, and I have to bear all the responsibilities, and Man Xue should not bear these silently.

Lin Manxue asked again: "Will you dislike me?"

"Manxue—I—"

"Yes! Right?" Lin Manxue smiled wryly and then said: "I know it will. No man would not mind. It is better to be broken than to be whole, than to be despised by you in the future and eventually the two of them broke up unhappy. Why don't I simply not agree to your marriage proposal from the very beginning, and we will just be friends, or just be a pair of most familiar strangers, isn't that the best choice?"

It wasn't until now that I was sure that it was because of this that Lin Manxue refused to agree to my marriage proposal.

It's just that this answer is too cruel for us, it's better not to know than to know.

Lin Manxue, who pursues perfection, resolutely rejected me because of her imperfections. Maybe she didn't want to desecrate love, and she didn't want love to have a little flaw.

Or maybe based on Man Xue's understanding of my personality, she thinks that I can't accept this reality, and can no longer face her who is so unclear.

This is Lin Manxue, a peerless woman living in a perfect world, a woman who will never die.

She would rather lack than abuse, if it is not perfect, she would rather not have it.

"No! No! I don't want to. I don't want to do this." I shook my head and said no.

Man Xue laughed at herself and said, "Why not? Don't you even dare to want an unclean woman like me?"

I hugged Lin Manxue fiercely, kissed her forehead and said, "Manxue, I don't allow you to say that about yourself. I don't allow it! I don't allow it! You are a good woman, the best woman."

Lin Manxue pushed me away and looked at me for a while, then sighed softly and said, "Why bother. Anyway, I won't live long, so why don't you make a good impression on me, why do you insist on asking me? Asked and refused to accept the reality.”

"Manxue." I held Lin Manxue in my arms again, wanting to pamper her.

Manxue is so pitiful, why all the misfortunes fell on her, I can't help but ask God, it's just because you gave all the beauty to Manxue and insisted on pursuing a so-called fairness that all these pains and misfortunes Forced on her?

Lin Manxue forced a smile and said: "Actually, you don't need to force yourself. I made it clear to you before going to the island. It's good for you and me if we break up peacefully. I will keep the best memory. For you, and for yourself, and you will only remember my best and most beautiful appearance, won't you?"

"No! No!" I knew that Manxue was saying angry words, angry that I didn't express my position immediately, angry that I didn't tolerate her with a man's broad mind.

"Okay. It's easy for each other to talk about the matter. Ye Chutian, we have nothing to do with each other in the future. You are you and I am me. Let's formally break up on this rabbit island and say goodbye to each other for the last time?"

"Man Xue, you—what do you mean? Are you going to break up with me again?"

"No again. We separated a long time ago. The reason why we are still together now is just because we are stranded on this deserted island, and we go together to take care of each other. In fact, it has nothing to do with it, right?"

"You want to draw a line with me?"

"Ah."

I asked with a trace of anger: "Why? Is it because you feel unclean and innocent?"

"Is that not enough?"

"Enough is enough! I don't agree." I couldn't help but refuse directly.

Lin Manxue snorted coldly, and said in a rascal tone:
"It's up to you. I won't be with you anyway, and you once promised me that you wouldn't force me to do anything. Did you say that?"

"Yes. I have said it, and I don't deny it, but this matter is not included."

Lin Manxue suddenly pushed me violently, and shouted: "Ye Chutian, can you respect me a little bit, I am also a woman who wants face, can you save me some face, I beg you, okay? "

"No. I don't want to."

I pulled Manxue into my arms and hugged her tightly, as if I was afraid that she would fly away from my arms.

Lin Manxue was so tightly hugged by me, she burst into tears, she was suppressing her emotions, and kept suppressing until I gave her such a haven to cry.

A little bird is tired of flying outside, tired of flying, and injured, and will eventually return to its old nest to heal and recuperate, and all I can do is to give Manxue such a place.

(End of this chapter)