life with stone

Chapter 595 Her best chef is back

It takes courage to go home.

Because I did something wrong, and this wrong thing hurt many family members.

I'm embarrassing everyone in this family.

So, it really takes courage to go back.

However, everyone has a desire to survive, and I don't want to drown in that cold and cruel ice cellar.

I hope to crawl back to my warm home. I miss Liao Siyuan's bed, her warm embrace, and even her bad temper.

So, I finally worked up the courage and decided to go home.

I drove the car to the hypermarket where Liao Siyuan and I went for the first time. When I came to the hypermarket, I picked out ingredients.

I bought the wagyu beef that Liao Siyuan likes, the hairy crab that she likes to eat, and the dishes that Zhou's mother likes to eat.

I bought a lot of things in big and small bags, but, unfortunately, it was just me.

Without Liao Siyuan's company, I always feel that something is missing.

Or rather, something was missing.

After shopping, I drove to the community of Liao Siyuan's family. I parked the car on the side of the road and didn't go up.

I am sitting in the car, I really want to go up, I really want to, I can’t wait to see Zhou’s mother, I can’t wait to go back to that home, I can’t wait to climb ashore from the ice water cellar, let the warmth of this world, come warm Warm my frozen body.

I also mustered up my courage, but, sometimes, I don't have enough courage to do something.

I have enough courage, but I also have enough fear.

I'm afraid to hurt them again.

I will definitely hurt them too.

This bitch, Chen Lin, will never let me go. Her jealousy, possessiveness, and her crazy and perverted heart are like an iron chain, locking me in her dark world. .

She said that if she is unhappy, she will definitely make me unhappy. If I live well, she must live well. Her jealousy will kill everything.

So, she will definitely hurt them.

This is what I'm most worried about, and right now, I can't control Chen Lin, nor can I control the situation in front of me.

I compromised once, so I will definitely compromise the second time, the third time...

endless...

At the beginning, maybe I shouldn't choose a career. At that time, I should give up everything, but at that time, I had no home, and I couldn't give up.

All kinds of contradictions are intertwined in my heart, which makes me very painful.

I have been waiting, waiting for a reason, an excuse, a method to convince myself, a way...

But, in the end, neither...

So, I chose, leave, I don't want to hurt them again.

Just as I was about to leave, my cell phone rang, and I saw it was Liao Jianzhong's call.

I squinted my eyes, I don't know if I should answer it, I know he must be urging me, I know it must be...

I hung up the phone and drove away in a panic, but when my car was about to drive away, I suddenly saw a figure that drove me crazy.

I saw Liao Siyuan.

She was wearing her pajamas and walked to the convenience store downstairs. I thought I was wrong, so I got out of the car immediately and ran towards the convenience store.

I didn't dare to go in, I lay on the glass wall and looked inside.

I thought I was wrong, and I stared at her carefully.

I thought I was wrong, but, really, it was her.

My eyes were moist again, the person I longed for in my heart for a long time, she was right in front of my eyes.

It's all nonsense to talk about studying in Europe. She is at home and has always been there.

Zhang Lan lied to me again.

It wasn't Liao Siyuan who asked Zhang Lan to lie to me, because she knew that no matter what she said at that time, I would definitely go to her, but what Zhang Lan said, I would believe.

Because she also knows that I love Zhang Lan.

She is perfecting us...

I bowed my head in pain, why am I so stupid?Why?
What is it that I am looking for in my heart?
I always thought it was love, marriage, and family, but I was wrong. At that time, I chose career selfishly and gave up love.

I know I made a wrong choice, I really made a wrong choice, I regret it, I regret it very much, so I will not be wrong again.

I looked at Liao Siyuan, her belly was swollen, she was pregnant, it was my child.

I remembered what Zhang Lan said in KTV that day. I remembered that Zhang Lan had always known about Liao Siyuan's situation. She hinted at me again to remind me, but I was so stupid that I didn't know anything.

I am so stupid.

I didn't say anything, I turned my head and left, I drove into the complex, after I parked the car, I hurried upstairs with the ingredients I bought.

I don't fear anymore, I don't make mistakes, and I don't give up.

I don't want a cold career anymore, it's painful, even if I get the whole world, it's still a pain, I want to live with warmth, I want my long-awaited home.

The elevator arrived and I rang the doorbell.

Soon the door opened.

It was Zhou's mother who opened the door. When she saw me, a long-lost smile appeared on her sad face.

"Old Liao, Lao Liao, here we come... Xiao Wu is here... Come in, kid, come in!"

Mother Zhou pulled me in enthusiastically. She looked me up and down, with a very distressed expression on her face. I looked at her tear-filled face, and I blamed myself in my heart.

"Sorry……"

My apology brought tears to Zhou's mother's eyes.

"Stupid child, you are my child, what is there to be sorry for, it's okay, it's okay, as long as you are willing to go home..."

Mother Zhou began to cry as she spoke.

She was very moved when she cried, and every tear was like a knife, piercing my heart, filling me with self-blame.

Liao Jianzhong took a deep breath and said, "I'm scared, you won't come."

Liao Jianzhong really had good intentions. He didn't tell me the reason why Liao Siyuan was at home. In fact, he didn't want me to have conflicts in my heart, so that I would be embarrassed to face Liao Siyuan and not come.

Indeed, if he told me that Liao Siyuan was at home all the time, I would really not come because of guilt, but after seeing Liao Siyuan's situation with my own eyes, I broke my own frozen world.

I smiled and said: "I'm hungry, I, I'm going to cook, I'm going to cook..."

As I said that, I got into the kitchen. I put on an apron, cleaned the beef, cut the hairy crabs, and cooked dinner skillfully.

While I was doing it, I was crying in my heart, tears of joy, tears of warmth, I felt that I was alive, this feeling was so good, I finally felt a breath of fireworks, a breath of life.

At this moment, I heard the door open.

I knew it was Liao Siyuan who came back, and I became nervous all of a sudden. The longing, expectation, and all kinds of emotions in my heart made me a little at a loss. I didn't know how to face Liao Siyuan.

I immediately closed the door.

"Who's in the kitchen?"

Liao Siyuan asked.

Zhou's mother smiled and said: "Chef, seeing that you are working too hard, you can't eat, and you always eat instant noodles, which is not good for your children. Your father loves you, so he hired a chef for you."

"Dad, you don't have to work hard, no matter how good a chef is, he's not as good as him."

This sentence directly broke my defense, and my heart was filled with infinite guilt.

I close my eyes, I know she loves me so much, so she let me go to find my love.

And she alone at home endured loneliness, pain, and long-awaited expectations.

I didn't say anything, and took the time to process the ingredients.

I'll tell her that with a nice dinner.

Her best cook, is back.

(End of this chapter)