life with stone

Chapter 596 I Want to Come Back to Redeem
I carefully prepared dinner for Liao Siyuan in the kitchen. I turned off my mobile phone and cut off any contact with the outside world.

No matter who contacts me, I will not be the slightest distraction.

Steak, hairy crab, barbecue...

This is what Liao Siyuan likes to eat.

When cooking, Liao Siyuan didn't go into the kitchen. I remember, when we were together, and when I was cooking, she would come in and have a chat with you and me.

But now, she won't come in because she doesn't know I'm in there.

As long as all the meals are not made by me, she thinks they are tasteless. Do you really like the meals I make?

Of course not, she just likes me too much.

However, the more I like it, the more I have to let go. She knows that I fell in love with another woman, and she also knows that woman loves me.

She didn't keep me and let me pursue my love, but she left the loneliness and loneliness to herself.

It wasn't great, it was stupid, and she was such a stupid girl.

From the time we met in college, I knew that she was such a simple and stupid girl.

And I failed her.

I finished the meal and took it out. I saw that Liao Siyuan was not in the dining room, Zhou Ma and Liao Jianzhong both looked at Liao Siyuan's room.

She didn't come out, and she didn't have much expectation for this dinner.

Mother Zhou smiled and went to the door to knock.

"Siyuan... made your favorite steak, hairy crab, and barbecue. They are all your favorite food. Come out and eat some."

Mother Zhou tried her best to persuade gently.

But Liao Siyuan said without interest: "I don't want to eat... I don't have an appetite."

"Siyuan, come out and have a bite, I guarantee you will be pleasantly surprised, hurry up, listen to Mom..."

Mother Zhou urged anxiously.

But Liao Siyuan said stubbornly: "Mom, I really don't want to eat, you can eat, and leave me alone."

Zhou's mother was a little anxious, but Liao Jianzhong walked over and opened the door without saying anything. Liao Jianzhong didn't say anything, and directly took Zhou's mother to the restaurant to sit down.

I didn't speak, I didn't know what to say, I wasn't ready, this was my surprise, I was so surprised that I didn't have time to prepare, but I will definitely accept this surprise.

Suddenly, I heard a panic in the room.

I knew that Liao Siyuan could smell it, it was a smell she was familiar with.

"I took off my shoes... My God, I went to the slippers."

I listened to Liao Siyuan's anxious voice, and I walked in. The room was very dark, with no lights on, only the faint light of the mobile phone. I saw Liao Siyuan lying on the ground, looking for slippers with his mobile phone, but after searching for a long time, he couldn't find it. Can't find it.

I really blame myself in my heart. Every day and night for the past six months, he locked himself in the room like this, facing the darkness and loneliness by himself.

What a playful, lively girl she is, but because of me, she's locked up.

I lay down directly on the ground, stretched out my hand, reached under the bed, and took out Liao Siyuan's slippers.

Liao Siyuan took the shoes off from my hand, put them on in a hurry, and then ran out.

I was stunned, she didn't seem to recognize it, no, she was in a hurry to go out and see who was cooking, so now it didn't matter who helped her with the shoes.

She is such a silly girl, silly, who can't tell the difference between reality and fiction.

"Who made this? Why does it taste exactly the same as what he made? The chef?"

When I heard Liao Siyuan's questioning voice, I laughed helplessly.

I sat on the ground, leaning on the bed, in a dark room, there was really no light at all.

In my absence, her whole world is dark.

She no longer goes out to play, is no longer active, no longer has love, forgets life, forgets happiness, and forgets herself...

But I didn't forget the taste of the dishes I made.

After smelling the smell, Liao Siyuan rushed out immediately, I was really touched, I blamed myself, and felt pain in my heart.

Mother Zhou said distressedly: "Girl, sit down and eat something?"

Soon Liao Siyuan asked strangely: "Dad, you are sitting here, then... who is the person in the room who brought my shoes?"

Liao Jianzhong said tiredly: "Your chef..."

The living room fell silent instantly, no one spoke, it was so quiet, it was scary.

I stood up immediately, and suddenly, I saw Liao Siyuan running to the door.

She looked at me, a little surprised, a little flustered, and I was also flustered. The two of us looked at each other, no one spoke, and no one took any action. All the surprises were like a thunderbolt. Both of them were dumbfounded.

We were like this, speechless for a long time.

I took a deep breath, and I felt that I should face it and take on everything.

I said, "Eat."

As I spoke, I pulled Liao Siyuan towards the restaurant, and Liao Siyuan resisted a little.

I immediately turned around and said, "Be obedient!"

This obedient sentence made Liao Siyuan's pupils tremble. I didn't give her any chance to hesitate, and pressed her directly in front of the table.

Holding the knife and fork, he cut his steak, and then put the knife and fork firmly in front of her.

I said, "Eat, you have to finish eating."

Liao Siyuan gritted her teeth and looked at me, her eyes were red with tears, she choked up and seemed very excited.

I'm excited too, but I know she has to eat now.

She's so skinny, so skinny, it scares me.

I took the scissors, cut the hairy crabs, dissected the crab meat one by one, and placed them in front of her.

I said: "Eat."

Liao Siyuan cried, his eyes were full of grievances, and the emotions that had been suppressed for a long time in his heart burst out at this moment.

A tear trickled down her cheek.

She questioned me: "Who asked you to come? We broke up..."

I said: "Breaking up doesn't mean I don't love you, breaking up doesn't mean I can't care about you, breaking up doesn't mean I can't care about you, look at how you've tortured yourself now, look at how thin you are Yeah, it makes it look like you're about to..."

I didn't say that sentence, I couldn't bear to say it.

Liao Siyuan cried and asked me: "So, is all this my fault?"

Zhou Ma and Liao Jianzhong both had headaches and wanted to persuade Liao Siyuan.

But I immediately said: "It's all my fault, I didn't deal with everything, I made an unforgivable mistake, and I chose the wrong direction, so now I come back to make up for it, atone for it..."

What I said made Liao Siyuan cry, and she said painfully: "Come back as soon as you say it, do I agree?"

Zhou's mother was very anxious, and she burst into tears, as if she wanted to make a decision for Liao Siyuan.

I gritted my teeth and said, "You can disagree, but please don't torture yourself. You don't need to see me, but please eat on time, and I will disappear. As long as you hate me, I will never let you see me."

After I finished speaking, I left, left the house, and stood at the door. I closed my eyes, and the tears could no longer be controlled.

I made up my mind.

Even if it is to let go of all careers and everything.

I have to come back to make amends.

(End of this chapter)