I'm waiting for you in the wind and snow

Chapter 240 I wish you all the best

As I expected, Ye Zhi did not choose to reply after I sent the WeChat message representing a breakup, and not replying is a default attitude for me... I feel pain because of this.

I put my phone on the cabinet next to the bed, and wiped my face heavily with both hands. I really wanted to sleep well, although after waking up, Lu Jia had already left for France, and Ye Zhi was no longer that person. People who are willing to be close to me, but so what, I am poor and white, can I still be afraid of being so lonely?

I am not afraid of loneliness, but I am afraid of thinking of any of them when I am alone.

After a while, I really fell asleep due to extreme sleepiness, but I was woken up by a call from a guest after I didn't sleep for a long time... The guest had something to do and wanted to check out in a hurry, but I was not in Dali; So, I had to ask the cleaning aunt to help him check out.

Not long after, another customer called me, saying that the heater in the bathroom was out of order, and he couldn't take a shower, and asked me to solve it for him as soon as possible.

That’s how it is to be an inn, so at this moment, I also realize that my career has completely tied me and Dali together. I can’t do without Dali, and I have lost absolute freedom... In other words, there is no absolute freedom in this world. Woolen cloth?The same is true of love, which has rules, balance, temper, and various personalities.

Therefore, Ye Zhi and I probably had no choice but to do so.

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At noon, I bought two cans of Red Bull in a small store near the hotel, and then I drove back to Dali with great energy... On the way, I saw a plane that had just taken off, soaring straight into the sky.

It may not be Lu Jia's flight, but it brings back some memories about her in my heart; although, I know that it is meaningless to think about these again, but people really can't control themselves, I think, if all these years, Even if we do one thing right, I'm afraid it won't be where we are today.

But why, two people with personality, thoughtfulness, and culture are unable to do one thing right in the process of getting along?

After thinking about it for a long time, I finally got the answer. Maybe the bad thing is that we have character and thought, which makes us very picky and easy to feel unwilling, so the choice is inevitable!And Ye Zhi and I are also like this, this has nothing to do with status, it is entirely due to our personality.

In a daze, I almost rear-ended a car that was slamming on the brakes due to a traffic jam ahead; I was also flustered after barely following the brakes.

Open the window, light a cigarette, wait for the front to clear, and then feel unhappy for no reason. I seem to have a sudden bad luck, but who can blame it?Anyway, this year is probably uncomfortable.

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When it was almost evening, I finally returned to Dali. I was afraid of affecting the guest’s check-in experience, so I didn’t have time to troubleshoot the failure of the heater, so I bought a new one directly, and then asked the master of water and electricity to install it.

I don't even have time to eat. While I have to welcome new guests, I have to arrange cleaning aunts to clean the rooms for guests who need cleaning. From time to time, there will be some emergencies that need to be communicated with the guests.

This is also normal. After all, this inn is operating at overload, but the facilities have not fully kept up. Therefore, compared with professional hotels and inns, it is of course more prone to problems.But what is uncomfortable is that there is no helper around me, and I can only solve the problem by myself, so I feel physically and mentally exhausted. What's more, I have encountered such a traumatic thing emotionally.

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At eleven o’clock at night, I received another couple who came to Dali from Chengdu to celebrate the New Year. On the way, I chatted with them for a while. They said that there is a lot of smog in Chengdu this year, so many Chengdu people chose to go outside. During the Chinese New Year, Yunnan with very good air quality has become their first choice for vacation, so this is also an important reason why Dali's tourism market is so hot.

I asked the cleaning aunt to clean the room where Lu Jia lived, and changed the bedding, and then arranged for the couple to live in it.

When I watched them close the door, I didn't know what it was like in my heart. I just felt that Lu Jia, who I met this morning, had nothing to do with me at all. What is her future like? What kind of man I choose to be with has nothing to do with me.

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Walking out of Jiulongju, I ordered a bowl of plain noodles in the noodle shop alone, and ate it with nothing, and then forced myself to think about some career matters. After all, this inn is only temporary, and I don’t want to go to Cao Jinbo’s place. While developing, after the new year, we must find another project to do it.

Thinking of the end of the new year, I have a headache. According to the previous plan, I would go home, and Ye Zhi was also with me, but in this situation... I don't have the face to bring this matter up with Ye Zhi again.

After hesitating for a while, I took out my mobile phone from my pocket, and finally summoned up the courage to send her a WeChat message: "Let me tell you something, the car you borrowed from a friend, I accidentally rubbed against it today. After a while, the paint surface is a bit damaged; you see, should I say hello to your friend first, and then I will drive to the repair shop to repair it."

After a while, Ye Zhi sent back the message: "Why did you mess up? Are you alright?"

"I've never driven such a big car before, and it's a bit uncomfortable. When I passed the alley, I rubbed against the flower beds on the side of the road."

"I'll send someone over to pick up the car. You can return the car."

"That's not good?"

"no big deal."

"Okay then, are you going to send someone over now?"

"Ah."

Although we have been talking about the car, Ye Zhi has already indirectly answered me that she will not go back to the small town with me, so she will ask someone to take the car away now; Blame her for breaking her promise, after all, she gave me a chance.

After a while, a man came over and took the car from me. The owner of the car was indeed a woman, and the man who came to pick up the keys was her driver. I offered to pay 1000 yuan in compensation. He said no, because the owner of the car opened an Audi 4S store in Dali, so there is no cost for such minor repairs.

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After the man left, I sent another message to Ye Zhi, telling her that the car had been successfully taken away, but she didn't reply.

But I want to find out if she is still in Dali at this moment, and if she is, how will she spend New Year's Eve tomorrow.

No, it was today, because before I knew it, it was past 12 o'clock.

After finishing a bottle of beer, Ye Zhi finally texted back: "Mi Gao, thank you for meeting you in my life, and letting me see a different world. This world is very novel and very human... But this is also more It proves that we are indeed not people in the same world. You are right. You can’t feel that you can eat the same rice and live the same life just because of that little favor... After being emotional, I still can’t get rid of the shackles of reality... So, I Let's go... I wish you all the best!"

My head was buzzing. After a dispute, Ye Zhi actually chose the way I least wanted to see, leaving Dali and me...

Come to think of it, this is her character of not being long-winded, but I am really uncomfortable!
I hurriedly texted back: "Leave after the Chinese New Year, I don't think we should say goodbye in this way...I think this is a farewell!"

After the message was sent, there was a circle on the message bar first, and then there was an official information reminder that the other party and you were no longer friends, and there was a red exclamation mark that stung me, that the other party no longer received messages.

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The corners of my mouth twitched, so I put my hands heavily on my hair and pulled it, and laughed at myself... At this moment, I want to have a mirror, and then I can see how heartbroken and lost I am in the mirror. How lonely and helpless!

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In the extremely deep night, I rode a little ninja and ran all the way, and then fell on Huanhai Road, beside the Erhai Lake reflected by countless lights, I breathed heavily, thinking that there would be enough oxygen, but my spirit But it is getting more and more fragmented!

How should I face myself who is about to be one year old in this beautiful wind and snow?And where is Ye Zhi at this moment?What to do?
I can't see her, but I can see how strong and relentless a woman in a high position is; I have to believe that in her heart, majesty can be greater than everything, and at this moment, she will never When I think of those Margaritas we picked up together from the Erhai Lake, I will not think of this world, and me...

(End of this chapter)