I'm waiting for you in the wind and snow

Chapter 333 I Will Be With Him
After a burst of pain like ten thousand arrows piercing my heart, I became more awake. I hurriedly found Ye Zhi's number and called it, but what I got was a voice prompt that the phone had been turned off...

My heart seemed to have fallen into a huge abyss full of darkness, I couldn't find a sense of security, and fell into great fear, and the pain was like thousands of ants, gnawing at the most vulnerable part of my heart.

I imagined myself as Ye Zhi. After the yacht sank, I could only fight against the hurricane and huge waves with my fragile body, and then fell into the abyss of despair, being swallowed by the boundless sea little by little... life also disappeared.

How much she suffered before her life was gone!
I couldn't stand anymore, my hands tightly held the clothes around my heart, and the only thing that supported me was that little bit of luck: maybe a miracle would happen.

……

In the "Woman's Flower" bar, Nicole and I were sitting near the bar, the rain was hitting the window, making the world outside the window blurry... and I felt like I was frozen, I didn't know what to do , just repeating the scenes when she was with Ye Zhi over and over again in her mind.

These images cannot be erased by natural disasters and man-made disasters. I would rather indulge in these images and believe that she is still alive... and life should not be so fragile. A woman like her, the proud daughter of heaven, bears more burdens. There are so many social responsibilities, and so many great prospects waiting for her to realize... How could she leave in such a hurry at this age when she should be most energetic?
Or is it true that "the beauty is so unlucky", her existence made God jealous, so she arranged such a fate for her; if so, then she is really a miserable woman, because she has never been truly happy , she dedicated her everything to the group called "Binjiang".

I was so sad that I shed tears, and I no longer hated her in my heart...

Nicole handed me a tissue, and then said to me softly: "It is impractical to advise you not to be sad, but I still hope you can be stronger... At least Thailand is still searching for and rescue, until the results of the search and rescue come out , we should not subjectively speculate on the results..."

I look at Nicole...

Nicole motioned for me to wipe away my tears with a tissue.

I finally spoke to her and said, "Her water skills are so good... there must be a miracle, right?"

"Well, there must be."

My heart was soothed, I smiled at Nicole, but in the next moment, tears fell down because I couldn't help it. This is not frailty, but the truest portrayal of my heart... because I love Ye Zhi There is real emotion.

Nicole cries too...

Our mood is like the rain outside the window, chaotic and cold... But in Dali, as long as it rains, it becomes winter. There are no tourists wearing short sleeves on the street anymore. coats, even down jackets and padded jackets.

……

The door of the bar was pushed open again, and this time it was Yang Sisi who appeared in front of us, she was wearing a down jacket.She obviously ran all the way here, so when she stopped in front of Nicole and me, she was out of breath.

She supported her knees and said to Nicole: "Sister Nicole, I saw the message you sent me when I got up... Is this true?"

Nicole nodded.

Yang Sisi was dumbfounded, and then stared at the rain-soaked window for a long time.

Nicole said to Yang Sisi again: "I have already helped Mi Gao apply for a visa to Thailand, but I won't come down so soon... Let's wait for the search and rescue results while waiting for the visa... It's best not to go!" Pause for a while After a pause, Nicole said again: "Mi Gao has no experience of going abroad, and his English is not good, so am I... If you don't find it difficult, can you accompany him to Thailand once?"

Yang Sisi bit her lip, and then replied: "In the face of life and death, everything else is trivial... I will accompany him."

I looked at Yang Sisi, and she looked at me...

She wanted to open her mouth to say something to me, but in the end she chose to remain silent.

……

In the next two days, some news came from Dai Qiang one after another. He said that there were no islands in the sea area where Ye Zhi's accident happened, and there were no islands in the surrounding dozens of nautical miles. The difficulty is very difficult... Last year, a local fishing boat also had an accident in that sea area. There were eight people on board at the time, but only one survived. In addition, the search and rescue work has been going on for three days, and Ye is still not found. Ye Zhi's whereabouts, so Thailand judged that the possibility of Ye Zhi's survival was very, very small.

In the past two days, I have collapsed countless times between hope and disappointment. My mental state is extremely poor. I often tremble inexplicably when I am smoking a cigarette or in a daze by myself... Then I have intermittent amnesia and can’t remember. Why do I do this...

……

On the fifth day after Ye Zhi's accident, my visa was finally processed, and Yang Sisi and I booked a flight to Phuket, Thailand at 10:30 tomorrow morning.In the evening, Yang Sisi came to the small room I had rented and helped me pack my luggage, while I sat on a chair by the window and smoked... the ashtray was already full of cigarette butts.

Yang Sisi cleaned up the cigarette butts in the ashtray for me, and asked me again: "Do you have short-sleeved shorts? It's hot in Thailand, you can just wear these."

I stared at her for a while, and then I came back to my senses and said to her: "You take a rest, I can clean it up myself."

"Let me do it, you don't know what to bring... By the way, you can go to the drugstore on the next street to buy some anti-mosquito bite spray. There are so many mosquitoes... You can buy the one with the pink cover , especially useful."

I responded and went out with my phone.

……

On the street next door, I went to two pharmacies, and finally found the spray with a pink cap that Yang Sisi mentioned. Nicole was right, I really must have her with me when I go to Thailand this time, because I don’t have anything. I understand, and I am not in the mood to prepare those miscellaneous but useful things.

As for Yang Sisi, although she is very playful, she has never been ambiguous when she really has something to do, but the more she is like this, the more I feel that I owe her, because during the young year I met, I spent most of my time with her. , is not very good to her...I think she is not stable, she talks too much, and she likes to play tricks...

But even so, she was the one who stayed by my side in the end and never left.

……

On the way back, I met Chen Jin again. He first handed me a cigarette, then stood against the wall and said to me, "When are you going to Thailand?"

"tomorrow morning."

"Well, have you packed your luggage?"

I nodded and didn't say much.

After a while of silence, Chen Jin said to me again: "A few days ago, my buddy said some unpleasant things to you, don't take it to heart... I know you are also very difficult... Don't say too much, Don't worry about going to Thailand... I will take care of the house, and when you come back, my buddy will sign at least ten sets of shops for you."

I forced a smile on my face, and took another deep breath.

"By the way, a man in the antique calligraphy and painting business approached me yesterday and said that he wanted to rent a shop with us... I quoted a price of [-] a year, and he thinks there is no problem. If you think his business is not good If it affects our planning of the entire commercial street, then I will sign a contract with him."

"There are one or two shops outside the plan, and it doesn't have much impact... let's make money first."

"Well, I'll finish the matter tomorrow, and I'll transfer the rent I received to the account of the studio."

"Ah."

Chen Jin patted me on the shoulder to show comfort, after that, he left.

Looking at his back, I felt a little bit of comfort in my heart. Not only was Yang Sisi by my side, but also other friends who were willing to care and help me...but suddenly, I felt even more sad...because , I used this point to laugh at Ye Zhi in front of Nicole... I laughed that she was always alone.

Even though she didn't hear me, I also regretted what I said, and I even regretted that I appeared in her world. Without me, she might not have gone to Thailand to relax, and she would not have encountered this disaster!
(End of this chapter)