I'm waiting for you in the wind and snow

Chapter 335

Jian Zihan's words filled my heart with mixed feelings. I was obviously going to be older than Ye Zhi, but when the two of us got along, I became the ignorant one. I actually gave her such a difficult time invisibly. and stress!

I closed my eyes, and said after a while: "Why is she willing to tell your friend these things rather than me?"

"She probably hopes that you can hate her...so that you won't be too nostalgic for this relationship."

"If she wants me to hate her...then why did you meet me and tell me these things?"

Jian Zihan glanced at me, then held on to the guardrail of the viewing platform, and looked towards the sea...while I remained patient enough to wait for her answer.

She finally opened her mouth and said to me: "Her life or death is uncertain now, I don't want you to forget her too soon...you have to remember her kindness and her difficulties...you have to wait for her...believe that she is still alive...not just you , we all have to believe that she is still alive...before she came to Thailand, we had dinner together, how could we say that she is not here? "

When she was talking, I kept looking at her, her hands were tightly clutching the guardrail, and the pain in my heart was beyond words... and the pain in my heart would only be more than hers, so for a long time after this, neither of us talk again...

But the quieter he was, the more he would pay attention to the sound of the surging waves, and then remembering that Ye Zhi had an accident in this vast sea, the pain in his heart became infinitely greater.

……

I don't know how long it took before Jian Zihan turned around to face me again, and she asked me, "How long are you going to stay in Thailand?"

"There's no set deadline, I hope to be here until she comes back."

"It can be seen that you are a very emotional man..."

I didn't speak, just lit a cigarette silently, I am in a conflicted mood now, I want to know more about Ye Zhi from this woman, but I am afraid to hear...

Jian Zihan sighed, and then sat down on the bench closest to her. She seemed to be talking to herself: "What kind of creature is a woman? ... When we become smarter, no one is as smart as us. Shrewd, when I'm stupid, I'm so stupid... I'm not the first woman like Ye Zhi... I have a cousin, my mother is a high-ranking official, and my father owns a very large advertising company in Shanghai... ...Everyone would envy such a family background, but she just fell in love with a worthless little red guy... Later, she even eloped with that little red guy to Suzhou... This little red guy should be moved? But after she went abroad to study In the past few years, this little red guy fell in love with other women again... Even so, my cousin, after returning to China, still tried her best to help this little red guy develop his career... But the little red guy really didn't appreciate it, Not to mention she didn't change her mind... Hehe, is she stupid? She thinks she can live and die together... But everything can't stand a word... During the years when she went abroad, this little red guy waited, waited, I changed my mind..."

I looked at Jian Zihan, not knowing what she was trying to express, or really just expressing her feelings, and I am definitely not the same as the little red guy she said, because even if it is waiting, only others will give up on me, I never gave up on anyone.

In my silence, she said again: "I will wait here, unless there is no hope..."

……

Leaving from Jian Zihan, I was in a trance all the way, trance, trance, and even forgot how to go back to the hotel. I had no way to communicate with the local taxi driver, so I could only call Yang Sisi and ask She came out to pick me up.

Yang Sisi asked me to find a store as a reference, and then take photos and send them to her. This method was very useful, and she found me in a taxi after a while.

I didn't want to go back too early and trap myself in the house, so I walked on the beach with Yang Sisi...

Ten minutes later, Yang Sisi pointed to the front and said to me, "That's the hotel we're staying in. Do you want to go back, or do you want to stay outside?"

I looked up, took off my shirt, handed it to Yang Sisi, and plunged into the tumbling sea... How I wish the vast sea in front of me was just a simple container. I can throw all my worries and pains into it... I hope that Ye Zhi and I can meet in this container in a special way. I believe that every drop of seawater that I have come into contact with at this moment will have Her traces exist because the sea water is flowing, one drop is embedded with another, infinitely blending.

I really want to see her so much, even if she just appears in my hallucination, it is also a kind of comfort.

……

About 10 minutes later, I went ashore, and Yang Sisi was sitting on the beach, guarding my clothes, while holding her chin and looking at a small island embedded in the sea...

Seeing that I was coming up, she handed me the clothes. I didn't put them on, so I sat down next to her with my upper body naked, facing the constant sea breeze, and then took out a pair of clothes from my jacket pocket. Light a cigarette.

"There's a restaurant next to it. Would you like something to eat? I'll buy it for you."

I shook my head and replied, "I have no appetite...you can help me contact the search and rescue team tomorrow morning. I also want to participate in the rescue."

"They probably won't agree... If something happens to you, it may cause diplomatic disputes... Let's wait at the hotel with peace of mind... If you also participate in the rescue, they will have to devote their energy to ensuring your safety. Safety, but affects efficiency.”

"We can wait for the news in Dali... Then what is the purpose of our coming to Thailand... Wouldn't it be better to wait in Dali with peace of mind?"

Yang Sisi said nothing.

"I beg you...you contact the search and rescue team first, and if they don't agree, we'll find a way."

Yang Sisi was embarrassed for a while, and finally replied: "Okay... I will contact them early tomorrow morning... If they don't agree, you can wait obediently at the hotel. The sea area here has been very stormy recently, and I don't want anything to happen to you. "

"As long as I can find Ye Zhi, I'm not afraid of taking risks."

While talking, I took out my mobile phone from my pocket, then transferred 2 yuan to Yang Sisi through WeChat, and said, "You help me exchange this 2 yuan into Thai baht, and then help me hire a yacht." , fishing boats are also fine... I will find her myself... Whether she lives or dies, I will see her!"

Yang Sisi looked at me with a complicated expression, and replied after a while: "Okay, you eat first, and only when you are full can you have the energy to do these things."

"I really have no appetite..."

"If you don't eat, I won't do any of the things you just asked me to do for you... You know what kind of temper I am, I'm not joking with you... I don't want to see such a lifeless you ... If you really make me angry, I will go back to the country first."

I looked at Yang Sisi, not knowing what to say for a moment.

Yang Sisi smiled slightly, and said again: "Be obedient, I'll buy you a bowl of seafood porridge. It's an online celebrity shop. It's been mentioned in many travel guides. The taste is really special, very good..."

As Yang Sisi said, she put the coat that I took off before back on me, and then turned around and walked towards the seafood stall on the mountainside not far away...

Looking at her back, I felt warm in my heart, and then felt sad... because she has done so much for me, but I have nothing to give her in return!
(End of this chapter)