I'm waiting for you in the wind and snow

Chapter 387
After going out, a lot of leaves fell on the road in the community. It must have been blown down by the strong wind last night. After the strong wind passes, it will often be sunny.At this moment, the morning sun is slowly rising from the Erhai Lake, the clouds and the sea are bright red, the community is surprisingly quiet, but the birds will chirp from time to time, bringing vigorous vitality to this morning.

Panicked, I quickly thought of this scene as a good omen.

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The porridge shop is a time-honored shop. People who get up early and go to work in the community usually come here to buy breakfast, so when I arrived, there was already a queue, and I waited behind these people...

When it was about to be my turn, Lu Jia called me and said that her mother had cooked porridge to replenish Qi and blood for Lao Mi, and she asked me to pick her up, and then we went to the hospital together.

Emotionally, I don't want to bother her so much, but she always calls me after things are finished, so there is no room for rejection.

I gave up my seat, and the people behind were quite surprised, after all, they had been in line for such a long time.

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On the way back to get the car keys, Yang Sisi found her. I met her in the corridor. She was different from usual today. She usually likes to wear a camisole with a jacket or sportswear over it. See She looks youthful and lively, but she lacks a bit of stability, and today she is wearing a set of professional-style clothes, and she even has a bow tie on her shirt.

She blocked my way, and then said to me: "Is what Lu Jia said yesterday true?"

"I don't know what she said to you."

After being silent for a while, Yang Sisi said to me in a low voice: "She said, your father may have a bad disease...you are waiting for the test results, that's why you were in such a bad mood yesterday."

I nodded, and then replied: "Yes! Yesterday, I was not in the right state... I said bad things to you, don't take it to heart."

Yang Sisi said to me with some disappointment: "What I take to heart is not what you said to me, I think you always have reservations about me...Why can't you tell me such things yourself? You have to find out through other people's mouths... I don't even have the confidence to do anything for you."

"You're still a child who hasn't fully grown up. You've already suffered enough. I don't want you to bear too much for my affairs."

"Even if you care so much, don't I still go to Thailand with you?...Did you treat me like a child when you needed me?"

I don't speak.

Yang Sisi, with red eyes, said to me again: "Dali is another starting point in life for you and me... We met at this starting point. I never thought it was due to fate. In my eyes Here, we are two people who want to change their appearance and come together for the same purpose... Like, there must be many newborns meeting in the hospital every day... Dali is our hospital, and we are reborn in Dali!"

Yang Sisi's language talent is admirable. After pondering for a while, I replied: "Yes, this explanation is more vivid and convincing than explaining it by fate."

Yang Sisi stared at me, her mouth trembling slightly: "So... you don't need to love me...but you must treat me as a relative, okay?"

My heart is shaking violently... I thought it was a manifestation of her language talent; but the fact is, it is what she desires most deep in her heart... She doesn't want to be marginalized in my world, so she said Say something that hits the soul.

Yang Sisi pursed her lips and cried, but she didn't want to let the tears fall, so she stubbornly wiped them away whenever there were tears.

I can't answer in words, just staring at her like this, I also have the urge to cry... But as a man, I must be more tolerant than Yang Sisi.

She seemed to feel my mood at the moment, and said to me with sobs: "Mi Gao, you don't need to say anything, as long as you remember what I said to you today... Then, I have one more request... I I want to go to the hospital with you to see my uncle, I won't talk nonsense."

The next moment, she denied herself again: "Forget it, I won't go with you, I will go with Sister Bailu, will she go to the hospital to see her uncle this morning?"

"Yes, around nine o'clock."

"Then can I go with her? . . . "

"You can go if you want."

"Well, let's go... I'll sit here for a while."

My heart trembled violently, but I still bypassed Yang Sisi, and then walked towards the parking lot with the car keys; this time, there was no reflective glass, so I don't know what she looks like as she gets further and further away.

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I went to the ancient city to pick up Lu Jia, and the two went to the hospital together; after only one night without seeing each other, my mother had aged a lot, and her complexion looked very bad, so we can see what kind of mood she was carrying through this overnight.

Before Lao Mi woke up, Lu Jia gently placed the thermos box on the bedside cabinet, and then asked my mother in a low voice: "Auntie, how did Uncle sleep well last night?"

"He's fine, don't worry."

After a short pause, my mother said to me again: "Mom has something to ask you, go out and say a few words."

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Outside the ward, my mother couldn't control it anymore, she couldn't cry for a long time, Lu Jia let her lean on him, and kept comforting... After a long time, my mother said to me with sobs: "Mi Gao, the test result When will I come out...I can't stand it anymore, my heart is in a state of ups and downs, and I can't live in peace for a moment!"

"If there is no accident, it will be this morning... Mom, no matter how patient you are, you will have to wait for the laboratory doctor to start work... He is already rushing to do tests for us."

Lu Jia echoed and said, "Yes, auntie...don't be impatient at this time... Mi Gao and I are there for everything, no matter how difficult it is, we will definitely get through it!"

My mother held Lu Jia's hand tightly, as if she had found a trustworthy support.

At this moment, the ice in my heart seemed to melt between their hands... I finally understood why Lu Jia insisted on staying with me. No matter how strong I am, there will be times when I am vulnerable and uneasy. Need some powerful words to back yourself up, and she was the one with the words.

I can't help but think of the message she sent me not long ago... She said: If you still have a choice, no matter how difficult you encounter, you will never leave me and let me bear the burden of this world alone. Indifference and disaster...

She seems to be doing just that.

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At about 09:30, Bai Lu also came to the ward, and Yang Sisi came with her... Yang Sisi didn't talk much, and after she gave the fruit she bought to my mother, she stood behind Bai Lu all the time. She didn't interrupt what we said.

At around ten o'clock, Bai Lu's cell phone rang, and she answered the call after glancing at me.

Such a gesture made my heart immediately rise to my throat, and I watched her; I knew that this call was from her friend in the laboratory department.

(End of this chapter)