I'm waiting for you in the wind and snow

Chapter 626 I'm Actually a Very Failure
A gust of cold wind blows from an intersection in front, and the sound of rain is mixed with the huge roar of the plane taking off. I am afraid that no one can love this kind of environment.

I felt so ashamed to speak up. When Ye Zhi asked me to go back to my room to sleep, I actually asked her if she wanted to sleep in the car. After all, she was a woman, and she was born delicate. Could it be that she could tolerate the space like a square box better than me? same car?

But it was too late to change the words I said, the water I poured out, so I just looked at Ye Zhi in embarrassment...

Ye Zhi didn't change her expression, and then she nodded and replied, "Then you go to sleep, I'll sleep in the car."

"I think you still have a subtext that you haven't said."

"What subtext?"

"Then you go to sleep, I'll sleep in the car... as long as you're willing."

Ye Zhi had a look of disdain on her face, and then replied: "I don't have such superfluous thoughts. Is there anything in this world that you are embarrassed to do? You just want us to change places so that I can experience it too. You're in pain sleeping in the car, so you're taking revenge on me and should have let you sleep in your room early in the morning."

I sighed: "It seems that you are usually indifferent to everyone. I didn't expect that you are a person with so many inner dramas... I am a gay man. In this matter, can I carry forward my style with you, a lesbian? As long as you Sleep comfortably, not to mention sleeping in the car, even if you let me sleep on the bridge, I have to grit my teeth!"

Ye Zhi smiled: "Whoever is serious first will lose."

"Don't worry about winning or losing, aren't you cold standing outside like this?"

As I spoke, I opened the car door and signaled her to come in first; it was a strange feeling that the moment Ye Zhi entered, the space that made me feel depressing was not so depressing, and the temperature in the car seemed to be high A few, presumably because one more person was breathing.

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Ye Zhi sat cross-legged on the fully reclined car seat, while I huddled in another corner, with a distance of about fifty or sixty centimeters between the two of us; the last time I was alone with a woman in the car like this, It was still on the way to Shangri-La with Yang Sisi, it was really cold that day, compared to that time, the weather is really gentle now.

Because of this, I looked down on myself a bit. It turns out that I am not really afraid of the small space in the car, but I am afraid of loneliness... But I have always claimed to be a person who is not afraid of loneliness, especially when I stayed alone in Jimo for a year , It made me swell even more, I felt that I could go anywhere and stay anywhere.

I "coughed", and then asked Ye Zhi, "Why aren't you sleeping?"

"I have already slept and was awakened by the sound of rain; how about you, have you not slept?"

"I was also woken up by the sound of raindrops."

"Oh...it seems to be dawn soon."

"There are still three or four hours. There is no need to go to sleep. I can do whatever I can. You should go back quickly."

Ye Zhi hugged her legs with both hands, she stared blankly at the world outside the car window, and after a while, she replied: "I don't want to go up either, just sit here, anyway, it will be dawn soon."

"If I knew this earlier, why did I still open the room? It was a waste of 500 yuan."

Ye Zhi didn't seem to be interested in the topic of money at all, so she didn't answer my words, but I was really distressed, because I paid for the room, I can't compare with her, with this 500 yuan, I can do it There are too many things.

Ye Zhi opened the baffle on the sunroof, so there was a little more light in the car, but it didn't change the dark style, especially when the rainwater flowed down the glass panel of the sunroof, it was like water waves reflected on Ye Zhi and me. On her body, everything is like a mirror, like a dream, like a dream.

I asked Ye Zhi again: "You said such an expensive car, why isn't it equipped with a panoramic sunroof?"

Ye Zhi was in a daze: "Ah... what did you say?"

"Why can't such an expensive car be equipped with a panoramic sunroof? If there is a panoramic sunroof, we can see more things."

"I don't know cars."

After a brief silence, I said, "It seems that you are not in a good mood."

"Yes, sometimes, I will be very at a loss, and I don't know what I am living for... It seems that every day is dispensable."

"I can understand this feeling, because I have also experienced it... You know, I used to make a fortune in Jiulongju, and I used it to buy a house and a luxury car, but it was something that I dreamed of before. Suddenly it became within easy reach, and I was stunned, I felt that I had lost my sense of hunger, and I didn’t know what to do next.”

"So, do you think I lack hunger?"

"To be precise, you have lost your goals in a short period of time... Also, the current you don't lack anything."

Ye Zhi thought for a while, then shook her head and replied: "No, I think it's because I can't get anything... I don't have family affection, I don't have friendship, and the existence of love seems to be unsatisfactory to me... I actually am A very failure."

I persuaded: "You told me before, don't always think about what we have lost, we should see what we have... what you have now is beyond the envy of countless people, you can open the best car, live in the best house, buy the best things... You are surrounded by countless people who want to curry favor with you. Feel."

"Who would love something that I was born with for decades?... Do you know? It is because of these things that I have that I have lost so many things that I want to cherish... You always think that I care about fame and wealth, Actually it's not..."

Ye Zhi really wanted to express her inner feelings, but she couldn't say anything, she looked very depressed, and it took a long time before she said: "I don't know how to describe it."

"You can open up your heart and chat with me... just treat it as small talk."

Ye Zhi was silent. For her, it was not easy for her to take the initiative to talk about this with me.

During this process, I kept tapping on the car window with my fingers. I didn't want to make the atmosphere too solemn. I kept waiting for her to speak...

I finally couldn't bear it anymore, and then I took the initiative to say to her: "Even if you don't tell me, I know something. Is your father's name Ye Lifan and your mother's name Tang Bingyun?"

Ye Zhi looked at me with a look of surprise, and replied after a while: "Who did you hear that from? It's not uncommon to know my dad's name, but few people know what my mom's name is...she's no longer in China year!"

"I only heard about it recently. I think that as long as the two of us are still in touch, these things will reach my ears sooner or later... For me, this is already very late, after all, we have already known each other For three years, I even got along as boyfriend and girlfriend, but I don't know anything about your family situation!"

(End of this chapter)