I'm waiting for you in the wind and snow

Chapter 627 Who Can Really Understand Another Person's Pain

The rain was still falling outside the car window, Ye Zhi subconsciously moved into the corner, she hugged herself tighter, this was obviously a sign of lack of security, after a long silence, she finally opened her mouth to ask I asked, "What else did you hear?"

"Your grandfather was framed by your father and sent to prison. Your father now has a new family and other children, and your mother has gone away; so, for you, the family that used to be has long been fragmented .”

"Don't believe these rumors from the outside world."

"Except for your grandfather, the rest are facts that can be verified at any time. Even if I deliberately treat it as a rumor, it is impossible."

"Who told you this?"

I asked back, but the tone was very light: "Are you afraid to expose these wounds to me?"

"Who the hell told you this?!"

I could feel an expression of hatred in Ye Zhi's tone, she seemed to insist on getting an answer from me; I couldn't hold her back, so I replied truthfully: "Say it, you may not believe it... these are all Yang Sisi Her dad told me."

"How did he know?"

"He also heard about it by chance during a dinner."

"It's impossible. It happened more than 20 years ago. Who would want to mention this at the dinner?"

"The reputation of Binjiang Group is so prominent in the industry and even in the whole of Shanghai; let me say, let alone 20 years, as long as this reputation lasts, it is normal for someone to mention it 50 years later."

Ye Zhi closed her eyes, and she seemed to recall that unbearable period of time again, and after a long time, she said to me in a low voice: "Not all the messages from the outside world are fabricated, but about my grandfather, who can tell me?" There is no proof that my dad did it either."

"If the evidence is solid, your grandfather would have been cleansed a long time ago... But emotionally, anyone who knows about this matter will have a rational judgment. After all, your father is the biggest beneficiary of this incident; Your mother's divorce adds to the credibility of this guess... So, you have been living in such family hatred, and you have never been happy... After all, it is the people close to you who are killing each other!"

This time, Ye Zhi did not deny it, she nodded and replied: "Yes, so I live in pain every day... For me, this world has no sunshine, because the people who should give me sunshine the most are all Painted the darkest stroke in my life, they let me see the dark side of human nature, boundless... Thinking about it, I feel suffocated..."

After a short pause, she said again: "So, you know?... When we get along, the one who really feels inferior is me. I can't show such a family in front of you... Especially when I'm facing When you were your parents, this inferiority complex was even stronger. Although they are very ordinary, they are very competent parents... because they gave you a complete family and gave you a life that will not be discussed anytime and anywhere ...What about me? Whenever I think of my family, I feel like a leaf without roots and stems, living a wandering life every day!"

"So, I can't compare to Sisi at all, nor can I compare to any woman around you... I'm just richer than most people. Take off this mask, what's left of me?..."

Ye Zhi's voice became lower and lower, and she lowered her head. At this moment, I really saw a deep inferiority complex in her; in this small carriage, I could no longer distinguish her from the Ye Zhi that others talked about. They are always connected together... Once, I once thought that the little gifts she brought back to me from abroad were the most beautiful gifts, but now it seems that they are her most humble flattery!
After a while of silence, I took off my coat and put it lightly on her body, she trembled a little...

I let out a sigh of relief, and said softly to her: "You think my family is perfect because of your lack...Actually, it's not what you think...Since ancient times, it is difficult for a poor family to have a precious son, my parents After I graduated from college, there was really not much help, so after graduation, I had to face a city and a stressful job alone... It's not terrible, it's really scary, It is you who have to buy a house in that city where the land is very expensive, and then you are worthy of love... If you want to get married and have children, just having a house is not enough, you have to prepare a bride price, prepare a car, and prepare all the guarantees Everything about the family, but I have struggled for more than three years, and my salary is only 7000 yuan before tax, and I have to get married, and I have to take on most of the financial responsibilities of a family... Can you feel the despair? ...So, whenever I stand alone on the Huangpu River, I have the urge to jump down, because the gap between what I can earn and what I will spend is too big, too big... It was precisely because of such a situation that Lu Jia, who could not see any hope, chose to break up with me... When I was in school, I always felt that money was not so important, and dreams were priceless... But when I really left Only when I went to society did I realize that the poor live for money, we want to eat, drink, marry and have children...without money, we have no choice!"

I looked at Ye Zhi, and she finally looked up at me, and I smiled and asked her again: "Then tell me, don't I feel inferior when facing a woman like you?...So, In this world, no one can truly understand another person's pain...the only way to solve it is not to let the other person guess!"

Ye Zhi is no longer so strong, so she didn't refute me... But at this time, we, talking about it, don't have much meaning. Although I feel very sad for her, maybe she also understands my helplessness, but this Neither means anything.

To be separated is to be separated.

……

I don't know how I fell asleep this late at night, when I woke up, it was already morning, and Ye Zhi was leaning on my body, sleeping deeply.

Although it would be uncomfortable to maintain the same position, in order to let her sleep for a while, I still didn't wake her up. I leaned against the softer part of the car body and looked at the sky in a daze...I don't know whether it is sunny or cloudy today My God, at this time, the sun has not yet risen, so everything is gray.

It wasn't until my phone vibrated that Ye Zhi was awakened by the movement.

She leaves my body and straightens her hair while I pull out my phone at the same time.

This is a reminder text message from China Telecom, saying that I already owe 200 yuan for phone bills...

(End of this chapter)