Doomsday: The brain was eaten by zombies at the beginning

Chapter 191

And now although I know that I am a reincarnation, I have hope, I have a goal, I have a plan, but the corresponding suffering in each life cannot be solved, what I should bear, I still have to bear, but I have hope Afterwards, these sufferings will cause less harm to oneself.

But correspondingly, my memory will not be cleared regularly, and my perception and memory of suffering will continue to accumulate and accumulate. This situation will definitely continue to exist, so after a long period of precipitation , the feeling of suffering accumulated by oneself will definitely be a terrifying level, and the degree of discomfort in this situation must be very top-level, which is also a bad place.

It is that there is no regular opportunity to clearly understand the feelings of suffering.

After all, it is impossible for everything to be perfect, and there are costs behind any harvest, but some are paid by themselves actively, and some are paid passively, but it is obvious that there must be no free lunch.

Any lunch has a price tag on the back, and you must pay the price.

The current situation is not particularly optimistic, although Ye Qing awakened the true spirit, knew the fact that he is a reincarnation, and avoided the tragic ending of being muddled and sinking in the reincarnation.

But correspondingly, although I now have the opportunity to escape from reincarnation, I have lost the opportunity to clear my memory, and I have lost the opportunity to periodically cut off painful feelings.

In this case, although he has hope, the hope of jumping out of the predicament of a reincarnation, what he needs to bear is the accumulation of long-term suffering and suffering, one life, two lives, three lives, and countless lives.

He doesn't know how many times he has to reincarnate now, how many times he has experienced, and how many times he has traveled to the world before he will have that kind of strength.

He doesn't know, and it's impossible to know, because the difference is too far away, so far away that it is impossible to predict, and it can only be said that there may never be a chance.

Maybe there will be this opportunity in the very distant future. It’s hard to say, because it’s too far away, so far away that the question of probability has lost its meaning in such a long time, and it has no value in existence, so naturally it cannot be used. .

But Ye Qing doesn't fret over this issue, because his mentality is very peaceful now, he is simply a model of going with the situation, is there anything in life that is worth his entanglement, basically there is nothing.

The answer to this question is actually very simple, because Ye Qing's current life is very simple, he has nothing to think about, because Ye Qing's life now has only one goal, that is to cultivate, to accumulate Strength, exercise your own strength.

Only strength is the last word, and it is the fundamental strength of all problems. If there is no strong strength, everything is false, useless, has no real meaning, and is false.

The current Ye Qing hates what he sees, nothing can stop him from living a peaceful life.

The reason why his current life has no major ups and downs is that he has been controlling this thing.

Just try to live as plainly as possible, it is best not to make any troubles.

Of course, his body of bad luck certainly doesn't agree to just go on in peace like this.

So there will definitely be all kinds of little troubles, little disasters, little storms, little storms.

But it doesn't matter, Ye Qing's mentality is very good, very calm, he can handle these small problems very well.

No matter what kind of small trouble it is, he will do his best to prevent him from activating his violent temper, and try to control himself as much as possible.

Because if he can't even do this, then his big goal, the plan to solve the problem of reincarnation, will not be perfectly completed, because the time required for the plan is very, very long, and His mentality is the most important basic point. If there is a problem with his mentality, he will not be able to maintain such peace and tranquility for a long time. Then his plan will not have the slightest possibility of success. Things don't make any sense, it's just a waste of money and time.

It might as well be broken.

It can't be done anyway, so why bother to be so persistent.

Because these are theoretically achievable, but the foundation of the theory is a very good mentality, and it can be maintained unswervingly, so I don’t know how many years or how many lives.

Only by maintaining a stable state of mind can this plan be carried out normally. This is a shocking plan to solve the identity of the reincarnated person.

Although it is a huge plan, but the goal is quite shocking and relatively large, but the implementation does not have any earth-shattering, earth-shaking, and mountain-shaking movements.

Because the plan is very simple, it is to practice steadily step by step, accumulate strength bit by bit, and continue to develop and grow in the long river of time, then one day your strength will reach a certain level and you will be able to contact this reincarnation level of power.

At that time, I will naturally be freed if I have a way, and I don't have to be so frightened anymore.

This kind of life is not the life I want at all.

At the very least, the life he wants is a free life that he can decide on his own.

Now life is obviously not free, let alone freedom, even the life of normal ordinary people is an impossible evil, and it is an unattainable dream.

All this is not because of anything else, it is simply because he is a reincarnation, his destiny is doomed, everything is doomed from the beginning, to the present, to the future, and it cannot be changed at all, and we do not support any Change.

Everything is pre-arranged routes and destinations.

Of course, Ye Qing's accident had already occurred, which led to the inevitable occurrence of things that were not in the pre-planned timeline.

Let's see what Ye Qing does now.

Anyway, no matter what he did, it was impossible for him to return to that kind of plan.

His life is destined to be decided by himself, although this day is still far away, still in the distant future, I don't know how far away it will be.

But all this is destined to happen, now Ye Qing is full of confidence in himself.

That's right, if he didn't even have the confidence to succeed, it would be impossible for him to come up with such an awesome plan.

The content of the plan is very simple, but it is really difficult to actually implement it and implement it successfully.

The most important thing is to maintain that kind of persistent mentality, which is not something ordinary people can do.

(End of this chapter)