soul of baseball

Chapter 571 139 In the past, don't look at the past 139 Don't look at the past

Shen Qin finally realized something was wrong, and got out of bed awkwardly and stood far away: "Are you uh... disgusting about homosexuality? I, I, I don't mean that, it's not that, I just, just I like to be with you, either that way or as a relative!"

Xi Chuan clutched his legs and climbed onto the bed. Seeing the other party wanting to come but not daring to come, he couldn't tell what mood he was in now~ After a while, he patted off the bed in agitation: "Why are you standing there stupidly? Don't sleep Already?"

Shen Qin said in a low voice, and got into the bed of another bed: "If it hurts, remember to call me!"

"Ok!"

Xi Chuan was a little helpless, he knew that his reaction just now was a bit excessive, but he couldn't control it, because of the memory of the monster in his body, he had a subjective impression of the love between Shen Qin and the man early in the morning, and it was nothing more than the current object It's just a Coach!Sexual orientation has not changed at all!
He just likes men!Or just like a man? !Is there such a difference?
So how is he now?Become the third one yourself?
The first person who looks exactly like and shares a body?
Bah bah bah!What the hell are you thinking about!

Turned over heavily!sleep!

As a result, he sat up again after listening to the sound of tossing and turning: "Does it hurt? I..."

"you shut up!"

Shen Qin then lay down annoyed again, how did things happen in the border town?
My mind is in a mess~
After a while, he sat up again: "Xichuan, I'm sorry that my behavior has caused you unnecessary trouble, I, I..."

"I told you to shut up, didn't you hear me?! Are you sorry? Why do these things if you are really sorry? Why can't you like women? You have to spend all day with a man! Your friend! Your teammate! Future Professional players get involved? How do you let others get along with you normally? What do you think?"

"I like Kou, well, you can call it a man if you want, but it doesn't affect my normal communication! I won't jump on any man I see!"

Seeing the other party's gloomy face and remembering the past, he paused: "I said, I didn't mean that just now! Really!"

Coach sighed: "Sorry, what I just said is heavy, but Shen Qin! I... Let me tell you what a gay active major league player needs to face? Especially when the lovers are both professional Player time!"

Shen Qin picked up the pillow and sat down obediently. He and Xi Chuan had been friends for so many years before they could be peaceful friends!He is his own family!I hope that all conflicts can be resolved directly, and don't leave it until the next day!
"Let's use the most normal analogy. A team is full of men with normal sexual orientation except you. They know that you are single and like men! What do you think will happen?"

"How? Just, teammates? Try to be friends?"

Xi Chuan suddenly smiled, this person's brain circuit is really short in some aspects~ "You can make friends with anything, this is not in a normal society, there are all kinds of people, some of them don't mind, most of them still Choose respect! Pros are different, especially baseball pros!"

"Baseball is a traditional family sport in the United States. As long as conditions permit, parents will take their children to watch the game when they are young. If some children like you, how do you want the parents to introduce you to them? For example, this is a Great player, he likes guys?"

"Then do you want to make friends with your teammates? Have you ever thought that maybe you just want to communicate with them normally, or even go out to have a meal or watch a movie together, and people will misunderstand that you are looking at them? To hook up?"

"In the changing room, in the shower room or even in the toilet, you may all get along in a naked situation. You only think about what to do and what to think about yourself. Have you ever cared about others? Will they feel embarrassed? Will they not? Would you not like it?"

Shen Qin argued: "Maybe..."

"Maybe? No maybe! They will be embarrassed! Because in their hearts, you are not just a teammate of the same sex, they will treat you as the opposite sex, at least half of the opposite sex! They can't interact with you as a purely male, you Understand?"

"It's even worse if you're talking to a professional player, and they'll make some self-consciously funny jokes that embarrass you."

"I even ask how you guys are doing in bed."

"Will you be interested in looking at the nude bodies of your teammates?"

"Which one of you is on and off? What type do you like?"

"Whether it's you or Coach, you won't be able to bear this experience!"

Shen Qin was stunned for a while before he asked nonchalantly: "You, how do you know!"

Xi Chuan's heart is very sour, he has this kind of memory, even if it is not his own, but he can really empathize with it, the monster in his body has experienced this in his memory, deeply, and experienced this alone!
He secretly hides his lover and makes every effort to hide it. His lover, who has no friends, makes every effort to become a doctor and live on!

This man's lover, how dare he let people know about their relationship!

So he became a gay professional baseball player who was single. The attitude of his teammates, staff and leadership team was very dissociated ~
As the team's kanban star at the time, he couldn't make it public to the fans without mentioning it, but he said it directly internally.

There is no direct conflict, but there is no way to get close. The ball team will let him go, and he dare not leave!

If he loses his job here, the team and his teammates may not be sure how to exaggerate this kind of thing, then a star player with only a third-rate salary will never find a new club!
Once he can't make any money, the children he sponsors for his lover will go back to the old days when they don't have enough to eat, don't wear warm clothes and are stared at all the time!
They will be the same as their loved ones in the past!Live a hard and arduous life!

He can't take risks!
After the teammates figured out the attitude of the team, they all seemed to become unscrupulous. It was better to have faith, but most of them stayed away from him!
And there is always something that can't be stretched in the self-attachment, and even verbal and physical teasing can't be done!
But what can be done?I can't hide it!Can't do it!Can't even leave!

Semi-public can not be refused!This handle is actually very useful!

The team thinks they are in control. Although the salary is not high, they have to gradually improve with the results. If it is too much, the players union and fans will come out to interfere!

And this handle also means that the team will never trade him, a cheap wage earner!
He will be stable!

A steady job means he can make extra money in this familiar city during the offseason!
Lover at that time...

(End of this chapter)