soul of baseball

Chapter 572 139 Just One Year

"Let yourself go! Let others go!" Xi Chuan rubbed his fingers under the quilt: "Actually, if you do the math yourself, you can clearly understand the consequences of two professional players getting together again! You just didn't go Just thinking about it."

Shen Qin didn't speak, of course he knew it!As long as you really think about it, you will understand!How well he knows the itinerary of professional players, can it be calculated according to Yuri?
162 regular season games per season!half a year!Plus more than a month of spring training!
What does this mean?
This means that for such a long period of time, the players will live together!Eat, live, shop and have fun together!

How sad would life be if there were homosexuals among them?Things you don't want to be involved in must be involved!Want to participate in things others do not want you to participate in!

Is there anything more pathetic than this?
Xi Chuan was also uncomfortable, he felt that he seemed to be able to feel the bitterness of the monster in his heart back then!

Must do semi-public!

Discrimination that must be tolerated!

The lover disappeared for no reason!
Life is hopeless!
How strong and perverted should I be to do these things?
Nishikawa felt that it was completely normal for gay minor league players to retire due to discrimination from teammates!
Who can endure long-term intimidation, contempt, and various mental tortures?
No wonder the people who came out publicly in the past were all after retiring!
The gay community is having a hard time!There are many reports that even their families are mostly unsupportive and even emotionally hurt...

Wait, family...

Xi Chuan looked at the person on the opposite bed who was hugging a pillow and huddled in the corner of the wall~ finally sighed, he was forcing him... If it was that monster, what would he do?
Did he do this in the first place?Watching your lover being seduced by others and still choosing to push him?This is also crazy, right?

Pat the bed, come here~
Shen Qin raised his head in surprise: "Huh?"

"Stupid again? Just come and forget it!"

The latter jumped over quickly at this moment, but still hugged his pillow and separated the two of them, he was afraid that the other party would get angry again because of the touch.

"What is this for?"

"No, nothing!"

Xi Chuan grabbed Shen Qin's upturned hair, feeling a little helpless about the red eye sockets, what kind of operation does a crying baby with a paralyzed face do?

"Qin Qin!" In the end, he pulled someone into a hug: "I'm sorry, I know you are also afraid, following that idiot who pretended to be brainless and dragged you into the water! There is no arrangement or plan at all! Of course you will be afraid! I'm sorry , I shouldn't lose my temper with you at a time like this."

Shen Qin blinked and felt his eyes warm up: "Brother?"

"Huh? What's the matter, brat?"

"elder brother?"

"what!"

"elder brother?"

"Yes yes yes! I am here!"

Shen Qin burst into tears almost instantly. He has been called this many times!But Xi Chuan responded to him for the first time!

In the past, I either pretended to be angry, or brought it indiscriminately!
there has never been!

Xi Chuan is too important to him!

One that only helped him at that time!protect him!He also hated the relatives of the other party for so many years because of his ignorance!

Shen Qin looked back and thought, of course he was afraid of Xi Chuan, but rather than saying that, it is more appropriate to say that he was afraid of that memory when he was a child!
But he also knew that no matter what, what Xi Chuan did was for his own good!
"Be good~ don't cry!" Xi Chuan gently carried the person on his back, feeling relieved and feeling that he really fucked the dog!Perverted by that monster?

Torturing others and blaming yourself at the same time?

I squeezed the soft nape of my hand, I really wanted to pinch it hard, but my hand hummed when I pressed my finger, I couldn't bear it~

Horse eggs!Are you shaking S?

Crazy!
"elder brother?"

Xi Chuan coughed dryly and lowered his voice, trying to make himself appear more gentle: "What's wrong?"

Shen Qin pouted: "I don't want to be gay! I know it's not good! Yuri will be unhappy, Ji Jia will be unhappy, and you will be unhappy too! But, but I like Coach! I like being with him !"

Well~ Xi Chuan already has a deep understanding of the fact that this guy's mouth is puffed up and his face is more rounded, and he can't bear to say harsh words like this~ So although what this guy said is not pleasant, the truth still has to be with When he explained clearly, he had to speak gently.

"Qin Qin, it's not like this. We are all your family. We will not be unhappy because you are gay, but because professional baseball players cannot be associated with this, so you will have a bad life. This is what we don't like. Reason to be happy!"

Xi Chuan himself blushed a little when he said this!He can guarantee that this idea was not clear at all before Shen Qin burst into tears!
"So~" Uh~ the hair feels so good! "What do you think are your chances of being in the first team? Don't tell me to sign any free agents. How old will you be by then? Then count the time in the major leagues, salary arbitration, and wait for the actual status of major league free agents. , you are all over 30!"

"At that time, did you still have the energy to do your dreams about the big leagues?"

"Of course, if you'd rather give up baseball and be together, just pretend I didn't say that!"

Shen Qin pulled the quilt, not playing baseball to pursue love?He didn't even think about any idea in this regard!
Love has a shelf life. He knows himself very well, and he will never be the one to give up first. Emotion and responsibility do not allow him to do that, but what about Coach?He is different, and so is his family!
Coach has always insisted on pedaling on the pitcher's mound in the major leagues!There is absolutely no way he will give up baseball before his dream is fulfilled.

Of course, after his career is over, he can go back to the family business to make a lot of money and live a good life!
Thinking of this, Shen Qin pursed his lips. He felt that he should play harder. He was different from Coach, he had no way out!
Baseball is his hobby and his future job!He has to rely on this to contribute to his family and help the children in the orphanage.

If Coach chooses to quit during the game, or simply says that the matter is exposed, after all, the media today is so powerful ~
Then his baseball career obviously cannot continue!
He is too aware of his psychological problems!

By that day, there is absolutely no possibility of persisting!
Going to be a doctor again?If the professional baseball circle retires for any reason, he can continue to go to the direction of the doctor, but what if it is a night of bad public opinion?

That is really no chance!
Shen Qin rubbed his face vigorously: "Just one year! I have one year left in college, is that okay? We will be far away after the draft! He will forget it, for sure."

Xi Chuan sighed, the child and Yuri's thoughts coincided!Both of them are too soft-hearted~

(End of this chapter)