super anesthesiologist

Chapter 18 Overcoming the most difficult hurdle

After working hard for most of the night, I suddenly relaxed and felt extremely exhausted.

Both Cheng Dewen and Wang Xuguang went to bed.

Lin Xiaobei has a habit, the more tired he is, the more he likes to sit quietly, or lean against the window to watch the scenery outside.

In fact, there is nothing outside at night, just a piece of darkness, occasionally dotted with lights like stars.

Lin Xiaobei just likes this kind of feeling, he can relax from the quiet darkness.

"teacher LIN."

"Huh?" Lin Xiaobei turned his head, and Liu Xu was standing at the door of the office.

"Why don't you go to sleep?"

"I, I can't sleep."

"Oh." Lin Xiaobei responded lightly.

It turned out that someone felt the same way as him.

Tired, exhausted, yet depressed.

Lying in bed in this state is not the best choice, but it will make people more and more uncomfortable.

"teacher LIN."

"Huh?" Lin Xiaobei looked at Liu Xu, she seemed to have something on her mind.

"Can you accompany me to the medicine management room?" Liuxu bit her lip and hesitated before asking softly.

"Why?" Lin Xiaobei frowned. She would be off the night shift in a few hours. After a whole night, she didn't think it was enough?
Besides, she can go alone?Could it be that she is so timid?

"Please!" Liuxu began to use the magical power of begging like an invincible girl.With this kind of skill and her beautiful and innocent face, even Bao Qingtian can't be iron-hearted.

Lin Xiaobei had no choice but to follow her, mocking behind her: "What's there to be afraid of?"

Liu Xu didn't say a word, her face was expressionless, and she kept walking.

When they entered the medicine management room, she closed the door suddenly, and when Lin Xiaobei was caught off guard, she threw herself into his arms.

Lin Xiaobei was shocked.

It's not that he doesn't like Liu Xu, but he has always regarded her as a student, and the relationship between them is a teacher-student relationship.

He never crossed that moral line.

The sudden soft fragrance into his arms caught Lin Xiaobei by surprise, he had never taken the initiative to hold a girl's hand, let alone hug her.

But he was able to remain calm and rational.

This is a hospital, an anesthesiology drug management room, and there are cameras everywhere.

No matter how confused Liu Xu is, he shouldn't be so confused that he would be dragged here to have a love affair!

"Liu Xu, you, what's the matter with you?" Lin Xiaobei asked stammeringly, but he couldn't take the initiative to push her away.It's not very gentlemanly to do that.

Instead, Liu Xu pressed closer and closer, and even leaned her head on his shoulder.

"Don't move, let me lean on for a while." She begged, but her tone was almost commanding.

Lin Xiaobai was very embarrassed, he was as dumb as a wooden chicken, standing there like a stake.

"Ms. Lin, I'm very sad." Liu Xu said quietly.

"Are you feeling unwell? Do you want to see a doctor?" Lin Xiaobei felt relieved suddenly. It turned out that she was sick, probably exhausted!
Liu Xu shook her head, very sad, "No, I mean tonight's operation made me very uncomfortable. This is the first time I have encountered such a seriously injured patient. I am only ten years old. God, my legs are all crushed, too. It's tragic, I really can't accept it, I, I really want to cry."

Lin Xiaobei laughed secretly when she heard this, it turned out that she hadn't passed the psychological test yet.

All clinical medical students must learn to face all kinds of horrible and bloody scenes calmly, and face all kinds of life and death calmly.

This is the cruelest test of medicine on human nature. If you fail to pass this test, it is impossible to become a qualified doctor, let alone become a master doctor.

"Cry, it might be better if you cry." Lin Xiaobei suggested.

Encouraging her to be strong at this time will make her more and more depressed and uncomfortable.It's better to let her be vulnerable once, and let her be completely released once.

"Yeah." Liu Xu responded vaguely, choked up at first, sobbed for a while, then whimpered, and finally lay on Lin Xiaobei's body and began to cry uncontrollably.

The airtightness of the drug management room is very good. Even if the door is closed and there is an uproar inside, as long as there are no gaps in the door or the hearing is particularly sensitive, people outside will generally have no way of knowing.

Lin Xiaobei didn't expect Liu Xu to be so hypocritical, he thought it would be all right if she sobbed, but he didn't expect her to cry harder than a child.She was an adult after all, an adult in her 20s, an adult who could be a mother.

Lin Xiaobei was terrified by Liu Xu's crying, people who didn't know thought he was bullying her.

If he was caught by someone, he wouldn't be able to escape even if he jumped into the Yellow River!
Lin Xiaobei patted Liu Xu on the shoulder and persuaded, "Okay, okay, what a big deal. From now on you will be on duty alone, and there will be many worse cases than this. Just get used to it. You have to learn to self-regulate first now."

Liu Catkin cried until Lin Xiaobei's shoulders were soaked with tears before she stopped, nodded, and said with sobs: "Teacher Lin, thank you."

"It's okay, you can be more liberal in the future." Lin Xiaobei thought to himself, how could he be a good doctor with such a psychological quality?

The next few hours were uneventful.

After get off work, Lin Xiaobei went to the ICU to follow up with Wang Yuzhe. His vital signs had stabilized, at least not in danger for the time being.

It's just that the injury was too serious, and he would have to undergo multiple surgeries later on, including plastic surgery, amputation, local debridement of necrotic tissue, reproductive system reconstruction... Conservatively speaking, it would not be less than 20 times.

Not only the astronomical medical expenses, but also the countless surgical blows alone are enough to make people collapse.

Lin Xiaobei sighed, this child is not yet 10 years old, how should he live his life after this?
He is unimaginable.

Last night, he was so focused on saving Wang Yuzhe's life that he had no time to consider other external factors.Thinking of it at this time, I deeply understand why Liu Xu was so depressed that he almost collapsed.

She just entered the industry, her knowledge is shallow, and she still can't see through the forbearance and helplessness behind this cruel reality.

From a medical point of view, it is a huge improvement to allow patients to survive from death, or to live even for a minute.

But every bit of progress in medicine does not come out of thin air, it is obtained only after hundreds of thousands of deaths or lingering.

Very hard-won.

For example, the development of human anatomy, from Hippocrates to Andre Vesalius and many later scientists, experienced countless arduous explorations.

Especially Andre Vesalius, in order to familiarize himself with the structure of the human body, he often went to cemeteries, cemeteries, and execution grounds late at night to steal corpses, and hid them in the basement of his home for anatomy studies. "Human Body Structure" opened a new chapter for the development of medicine and directly promoted the rapid development of modern surgery.

But Andrea Vesalius was required to be sentenced to death for stealing a body, although King Philip II later pardoned him in view of his spirit of seeking, and instead exiled him to Jerusalem.

Vesalius was finally shipwrecked near the island of Zakynthos in the Aegean Sea and unfortunately drowned.

It is embarrassing that such a great medical scientist has such a rough fate.

Yet this is medicine.Even in modern society, if one wants to become a famous doctor of a generation, one's physical and mental suffering is unimaginable to ordinary people.

……

"Teacher Lin, are you here too?"

Lin Xiaobei's thinking was interrupted, and he turned around to see that Liu Xu also came to the ICU at some point.

"Why don't you go home?" He didn't want her here.

Liu Xu's psychological quality is not enough to adapt to this contrasting perspective.

Lin Xiaobei was worried that she would see a boy with a bright smile but no lower body and her heart would break down again.Thinking of her crying last night, he thought it was better to let her avoid her.

It takes time to adapt.

"I want to see if Wang Yuzhe is better."

Lin Xiaobei smiled wryly: "So what if it's better?"

"He survived at least proves that our treatment method last night was correct. And, maybe in the near future, medical advances can help him return to a normal person!"

Beside Wang Yuzhe's bed, Lin Xiaobei stared closely at Liu Xu, paying attention to the changes in her expression.

"Wang Yuzhe, do you remember me?"

"Remember, you are the sister who talked with me last night."

LiuXu laughed happily: "You are so good! Come on, you will definitely recover."

She clenched her fist towards Wang Yuzhe.

"Sister, come here."

Liu Xu put her ear close to his mouth, listened to his murmur, frowned for a while, and then couldn't help laughing.

It seemed that the two hit it off, whispering to each other, chatting more and more happily, completely leaving Lin Xiaobei aside.

Seeing that they chatted endlessly, Lin Xiaobei said to Wang Yuzhe, "Your sister didn't sleep last night, and she has to go to work tomorrow, so let her go back to rest first?"

"Well, okay then. Sister, please go back!" Wang Yuzhe was reluctant to leave, winking mischievously at Liu Catkin.

He didn't expect this visit to end so easily and happily. Lin Xiaobei was worried that Liu Xu would find a place to cry after the visit, but he didn't expect her to be full of joy, as if she was quite happy.

She finally passed the most difficult hurdle.

"What are you guys talking about?" Lin Xiaobei asked with a smile, Wang Yuzhe is not a child who can speak well!

Liuxu looked at him warily: "Did you eavesdrop on our conversation?"

"No, I see that you guys are having a good chat, I'm just curious."

"I won't tell you." She was mysterious, but a red cloud flew up on her face.

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