It's hard to be an idol

Chapter 223
Regarding Xu Lai's fan club, a big event actually happened - the founder who first organized Xu Lai's fan club is about to quit. After spending countless energy and money to help Xu Lai set up this fan club, she Halfway through opt out.

The reason for quitting is also very simple.

"Everyone, I'm getting married."

"I will step into the palace of marriage, I will become a wife and a mother, so... I am going to quit, I have to go back to life to pursue life, I can only put my brother in the sky for an occasional glance ”

"Brother" is the nickname given to Xu Lai by his mother fans and sister fans. Of course, the nickname for boyfriend fans is "husband", and the nickname for girlfriend fans is "Ouba".

Nicknamed ColorfulStar, the founder of Xu Lai's fan club, he is a photographer running on the front line to do pen-hold shots for Xu Lai, and Li Caixing is about to enter the marriage hall, become a wife, and become a mother.

Li Caixing is undoubtedly the big sister in the fan group. This is recognized. Generally, this kind of big sister will either climb the wall or be too disappointed with the idol. The reason for Li Caixing's departure is-she needs to return to reality. Find your own life.

Everyone expresses pity for the fact that the reality is particularly understandable, and of course they also express their blessings to Li Caixing's departure. After all, this is not an irritating departure like climbing a wall, but one that really wants to pursue one's own life.

Their idol Xu Lai said to them a long time ago, "While you like me, live your own life well, because your life is the most important."

Therefore, everyone regards Xu Lai as a positive artist idol, an artist who is worth visiting in a sense, and everything Li Caixing does is on top of what Xu Lai said. Although everyone feels sorry and Reluctant to give up, but did not keep her, just sent her blessings, hoping that everything will go smoothly in her future life.

Of course, for everyone, this is just a small thing in life. They still have to live and chase Xu Lai when they should. But for Jiang Shuyan, this is not the case. Li Caixing's departure is a blow to her. very big.

No one taught her to fall in love with Xu Lai, but Li Caixing taught her such things as filming, being on the front line, and even managing and organizing fans. Li Caixing always took her by his side and managed the fan club in an orderly manner. She also handed over the filming task to Jiang Shuyan. She thought this was the beginning, but unexpectedly, it had already come to an end. Just when Li Caixing handed over the camera to Jiang Shuyan.

When receiving Xu Lai at the airport, Jiang Shuyan asked for Xu Lai's blessing for Li Caixing, and she edited this video and sent it to Li Caixing.

"Thank you Shuyan, I didn't expect you to ask for this blessing for me, thank you very much."

"It's not a big deal, as you know, my brother is very peaceful, and he will give blessings to anyone who goes there."

"But not with me, you know? He remembers me."

"Ah."

"But Shuyan, I... can hardly remember his voice anymore."

"Miss Caixing..."

"Shuyan, I want to say goodbye to my brother. Can you help me show him the video? If there is a chance..."

"no problem."

……

A few days later, when Xu Lai went to mainland China, Lin Xuanjun received a video from the management of the fan club. The manager and the management of the fan club are basically connected, and Xu Lai's fans are no exception. A manager directly contacted Lin Xuanjun and sent him an edited video. He first checked the content of the video as the first checkpoint.

Then, he felt that Xu Lai should watch this video, and then sent the video to Xu Lai, asking Xu Lai to watch it.

When Xu Lai received the video, he was still dating Lin Yuner, and when he saw the video, he was already back in the hotel and lying on the bed ready to sleep.

He turned on the video, and after loading for a while, there was a "rustling" sound from the phone, and then a woman appeared on the screen of the phone. Xu Lai knew her. This was the person who had been teasing him with the camera at the beginning, called Li Caixing. After not coming for a while, he asked the person who was filming recently, who seemed to be called Jiang Shuyan, and said that Li Caixing was getting married.

So this video... is it to show him that she is getting married?

But the facts and Xu Lai's thinking can't be said to be completely opposite, it can only be said that they don't match at all.

"Brother, do you know what I'm calling you? I don't know if anyone has explained to you why we call you brother. If not, I will explain to you today. It is because you are young, and then you smile very sunny , I think you need to be loved, so I call you brother."

"Then, I want to tell you something in this video today. You probably already know that I am getting married. So, I say goodbye to you now, and I want to live my own life as you said. , to try to play the role I should play in life.”

"You probably don't know that I met you earlier than you thought. It was at your performance in Hongdae, but it's a pity that I didn't get to see your debut stage live, but for the rest of the time, I always exist."

"I'm sorry for the time in the future, I can't continue to walk with you, but I will never regret liking you, nor regret what I did for you day and night, I think it is meaningful. You are very meaningful to me and to us fans, and I am also very lucky, and I am really honored to be remembered by you as such a small me."

"But... it should be difficult for us to meet again in the future, maybe... we will never see each other again?"

"I will slowly forget your voice, and I will never even remember the words you once asked me. I will treat you like a star in the sky and look at you occasionally."

"So, please be an existence that is always crazy, always romantic, and always clear."

"Goodbye, brother. Goodbye, Xu Lai."

……

The woman in the video held back her tears and bid farewell to Xu Lai affectionately, his heart was inexplicably blocked.

He also knew that they would never see each other again.

You will not return as expected, which is what parting means.

Xu Lai felt a little sad, even though he knew that parting was inevitable and natural, but when he learned that someone who cared so much about him said goodbye to him, his heart was as sad as if he couldn't squeeze it tightly.

He has always felt that fans and artists are equal. He does not interact with fans as often as other artists. It is based on this idea that he does not get too close to fans.But he never knew when he made them feel small.

It seemed...in this regard, he was doing something wrong.

He felt bad for making them feel small.

　Second more...

　　Write the third update tomorrow, I'm so sleepy...

　　Love you, Crab.

　　
　
(End of this chapter)