It's hard to be an idol

Chapter 224 He is very guilty
Xu Lai has always believed that he is not a pure idol, and there is no need to manage himself too much. His main focus is music, and he wants to be an excellent singer who brings high-quality music to fans, so for fans, he holds My attitude is: I write songs well, sing well, fans listen well, I like songs first, and then I like people.

It can even be like this, it is okay to only pay attention to the works and not to people. This will give him more sense of accomplishment. After all, it is not based on face, but on his own strength.

Because of this, he has a natural isolation in front of fans, thinking that he is a singer anyway, it’s okay if you don’t like me, I don’t need to do anything other than sing well, just occasionally It’s enough for the airport to communicate with fans, the rest is just floating clouds, and the main thing is to do a good job of my own work.

But Li Caixing's video this time really made him start to feel guilty. He felt... as if he owed her something. He put so much effort and effort into it, and he didn't know how much emotion he poured into it, but his responses were always hasty, and even Let others have the idea of ​​"I am very small", and because of this, he is very sad.

His original intention was not like this, he just wanted everyone to be equal, a relationship of equality that can be maintained without deliberately pandering or pleasing, and when meeting at the airport or outside, they can chat like friends instead of giving themselves up.

His original intention was not to have too much isolation from everyone, but his lack of communication with fans has created a natural isolation. They understand Xu Lai from the dynamics of others, such as Park Chanyeol, such as singers who have collaborated with Xu Lai .

Just like before, if it weren't for Bieber, fans wouldn't know that Xu Lai and Bieber were good friends, and Xu Lai even wrote a song for Bieber.

What an exciting news for fans of Xu Lai to write a song for Bieber!It turned out that the news did not come from Xu Lai, but from Universal Music and Bieber. Xu Lai's news came very late, like a public relations belatedly, sometimes it always makes people feel a little difficult.

Furthermore, Xu Lai himself doesn’t really seem to be very interested in social media. Anyway, it’s quite exciting to see other people’s posts and discussions. His own account is either for work or for publicity. These are all people. The person who helped him get his hair cut only sent a few messages. Compared with those job promotions, this was much warmer, but Xu Lai sent too few messages.

Even many of his selfies, candid shots, or photos taken by others were posted for him by the staff. Sometimes people in the team don’t know whether Xu Lai is lazy or really has no interest in social media. Compared to other artists, he is really Buddhist. It is a lot harder for fans to chase such an idol.

Of course, for Xu Lai's team, this kind of Xu Lai is really more worry-free than other artists, and basically there will be no accidents of saying something wrong, because he basically doesn't speak.

……

"Senior, did I do something wrong?"

Xu Lai frowned, a little at a loss, and asked confusedly Lin Yuner, who had put on pajamas in front of him and was suddenly cueed. They were now in Xu Lai's room. Their rooms were facing each other, very close to each other. .

"It's not that you did something wrong, maybe it was because of someone else." Lin Yuner looked at the confused Xu Lai in front of her, and found that this child who had been quite optimistic and cheerful recently suddenly had troubles, and she couldn't help but feel a little doting in her eyes.

She has encountered such things as Xu Lai. As idols, they have always been in business and have close contact with fans. Of course, some people will leave halfway, but everyone will just sigh, and then live as they want. Maybe on some days I will suddenly think of it, and then raise a few words of emotion, which is not a big deal.

But it was different for Xu Lai, an artist who didn't do much business. He felt that he didn't have much affection for his fans, but they showed such affection to him. He was a little panicked, and after learning that As perhaps my most loyal fan, I was leaving, and I felt guilty inside.

"This must be the psychological activity of a very kind person, right?" Lin Yuner thought in her heart, and her eyes towards Xu Lai became softer and softer.

"Actually, you did the right thing. It's a good idea to have a line between artists and fans and make everyone's relationship healthier and more equal."

"However, if you want to maintain such a healthy and equal boundary, you need to be persistent and rational. You will not easily shake your thoughts. If things go on like this, you will become close and alienated, and you will not have the troubles of other idols. , This is very good. But...you are already shaken now."

Lin Yoona calmly analyzed Xu Lai's current situation.

In fact, he just doesn't want to get too close to his fans. He is afraid that his life will be affected, and he also wants to keep in touch with his fans... But he is not determined and was directly shaken by Li Caixing's video. He feels like he is unworthy of his fans. generally.

Actually...it's not really a shame.

For singers like Xu Lai who devote themselves to music, fans are the audience. They are different from fans of idols. They pay more attention to the artist's career and do not have such strong feelings for the artist himself. Of course, there are exceptions, such as Li Caixing For this kind of person, the reason they first met Xu was not because of his career, but because of his experience and person...

Therefore, on this basis, Xu Lai was given a high degree of emotional attention, and Xu Lai felt that the feedback was not enough and felt guilty.

In fact, Xu Lai doesn't need to...

But people who feel guilty about such things... can't be said to be emotional, but to change another word, he is a very warm person.

Anyway, Lin Yuner thinks so now.

"So... what do you want to do next?" Lin Yuner looked at the pensive Xu Lai curiously, wanting to see what he was thinking now.

"She's getting married... I want to go to her wedding." Xu Lai thought for a moment and thought of many celebrities who would raid the weddings of his fans. He thought it was pretty good after watching the video, but later he thought about it. It's troublesome, but this will indeed surprise fans. He wants to give Li Caixing such a surprise now.

You have done so much, you have to give them some feedback, right?It should also be seen off for him.

"Go secretly?"

"Yes, go secretly." Xu Lai nodded.

"Wow~" Lin Yun'er suddenly let out a strange cry, her eyes were smiling.

"what happened to you?"

"Nothing, I just think you are so handsome..."

　Aba Aba...

　　Work hard!

　　
　
(End of this chapter)