It's hard to be an idol

Chapter 47 9.21

On the afternoon of the 20th, Xu Lai was practicing the stage together with the members, practicing the previous songs, dances and positions. Everyone was already familiar with the formation of 12 people, and the training was very smooth. There were very few mistakes. Practicing once allowed my body to recall the memory, and then it was a group dance that could be performed directly on the stage.

A concert lasts for more than two hours. Of course, everyone can’t keep singing and dancing and communicating with fans. Basically, each member has a solo time for a song. Half of it is to give each member a chance to show themselves, and the other half It is to give other members time to rest. Concerts are very exhausting. If you don’t have time to recover, you can only sit and sing later.

However, Chadanhuo's songs are basically sung and danced, and only a few are ballads, so it is difficult for them to sit down and sing.

The practice room is probably similar to the concert scene, except that everyone’s own solo stage is missing. However, the atmosphere in the practice room is a bit anxious now, and the laughter is much less. When you stop to rest, everyone sits on the ground or leans against each other. Resting on the wall, whispering in twos and threes, no one speaks loudly, and there is no sense of relaxation like the usual jokes in previous practice.

It seems that Lu Han ventilated everyone before, so everyone was not in a good mood, especially Wu Shixun, who was sitting in the corner sullenly, and Lu Han sat next to him and kept talking, but There was no response from Wu Shixun.

Huang Zitao, Zhang Yixing, and Xu Lai sat together, and the three of them didn't say much, they were all in a daze quietly, knowing that something big would happen tomorrow.

On the other side, when Xu Lai was in a daze, Park Chanyeol touched Xu Lai's side, pulled him aside, let him move a few positions, then leaned against his side, and asked him in a low voice but seriously.

"What you said at noon today...is it true?" He looked serious, with a hint of nervousness in it.

"Really." Xu Lai nodded firmly.

"you swear!"

"I swear." Xu Lai said helplessly.

"Let me tell you, I'm not easy to cheat. If you let me find out that you lied to me... I will never forgive you in my life!"

Park Chanyeol is like a child who is afraid of being robbed of his toys. While he is afraid of losing his toys, he has to put on a fierce look to intimidate others. Unfortunately, with his face and Xu Lai's usual impression of him, one can see I knew he was bluffing.

"Here on your face... didn't you wash your face during your afternoon nap?" Xu Lai suddenly pointed to his face, reminding Park Chanyeol.

"Huh? Really? Didn't I wash my face clean?" Upon hearing this, Park Chanyeol quickly turned around and put his face in front of the mirror in the practice room to look carefully. The most important thing for an idol is the face.

"No, there doesn't seem to be anything on my face. Little Lai, show me where it is, why can't I see it?" Park Chanyeol couldn't see the dirty thing Xu Lai said on his face from the mirror, and then Then she turned her head and put her face in front of Xu Lai, wanting him to point it out, it was best to help him get rid of the dirty things.

"Here..." Xu Lai stretched out his hands and pulled Park Chanyeol's face to the sides, and said with a smile, "You're so deceitful hahaha~"

"Xu Lai!" Park Chanyeol understood in an instant that Xu Lai was teasing him, and immediately locked Xu Lai's head with his height, without much effort, just imprisoned him to fight with him.

The movement between the two was not small, and even the embarrassment that Park Chanyeol felt when he called Xu Lai's name was clearly felt by the team members on the side. Everyone suddenly focused their eyes on the two of them in unison, and felt everyone's eyes. Park Chanyeol let go of his hand.

It seems that silence should be more in such a period of time, rather than two people fighting on the sidelines, making it seem like they don't care about Lu Han's departure at all, but in fact...they just made a decision.

Wu Shixun was really difficult to deal with, no matter how nice Lu Han talked to him, he was unmoved, and even when Lu Han talked about some of his previous memories, he would suddenly start wiping tears.

Xu Lai had heard before that Wu Shixun's favorite person in this team was Lu Han, and his relationship with Lu Han was also very good. He was the only one who could enter and leave Lu Han's room and sleep on Lu Han's bed at will. Han's status in his heart is extraordinary, and Lu Han's love for Wu Shixun is also evident.

Two people with such a close relationship have to face separation. They have to go from being close friends to becoming "estranged". They may not be able to see each other or communicate with each other for a long, long time. This makes people who often like to stick to the deer How could the cold Wu Shixun accept it?

Furthermore, Wu Shixun was about the same age as Xu Lai, he was still a big boy, he hadn't become very mature yet, he couldn't understand many things, or...he didn't want to accept it.

Therefore, Lu Han basically took care of the other ten people, but before the concert started, he still couldn't take care of Wu Shixun.

Of course, it is possible that Wu Shixun has tacitly agreed that Lu Han will leave, and he has no way to change this general trend, but he is unwilling to accept such a fact.

……

On the evening of the 21st, everyone had already gone through the rehearsal, and everything was ready. Fans also entered the concert site one by one. The empty darkness was gradually filled by the silver-white sea of ​​light. Xu Lai saw such a scene again after a month. There was even some sighs.

None of the lights here are turned on for him, and after Lu Han leaves, this fact will not change, maybe it will get worse.

But no matter what will happen now and in the future, the concert that should be held will still be held. The appearance of twelve people on the stage did not surprise the fans. Earlier, S and M companies issued a notice saying that Xu Lai would also be with Chadan The other members participated in the concert together, just saying that there were no fans to support him, and the support from the other 11 people was overwhelming.

Of course, maybe Xu Lai also had some fans, but their voices were completely covered, and Xu Lai didn't hear a single sound.

However, Xu Lai is still willing to believe that someone is supporting him, and he is unwilling to sing to a group of people who don't like him.

After the stage performances of several consecutive 12-member teams, the members performed their own solos. Xu Lai ranked sixth, and Lu Han's solo ranked last, which was also near the end of the concert.

The solos of the others don’t need to be described, they are all their own specialties, singing and dancing enthusiastically, it has nothing to do with Lu Han’s departure, and even from their performances, we don’t see that they were left by Lu Han at all Influence.

When it was Xu's turn, the atmosphere of the whole concert changed. Not to mention the extinguishing of most of the silver-white lights, and the deathly silence in the audience, the occasional two cheers were interrupted by this moment. Silence drowns.

Xu Lai was used to it. He didn't feel uncomfortable or scared. On the contrary... he was a little happy. No one was making noise and no one was hindering him from singing well. This song was sung to those fleeting cheers.

He stood in front of the microphone with his guitar in his arms. There was no announcement, no introduction from the host, and no self-introduction. He just plucked the strings lightly and sang after a melody.

If you miss the train I'm on,

If you missed the train I was on

You will know that I am gone,

That's why I've left alone

You can hear the whistle blow a hundred miles.
You listen to the whistle that stretches for hundreds of miles
A hundred miles, a hundred miles,

One hundred miles and one hundred miles take me far away
A hundred miles, A hundred miles,

A hundred miles and a hundred miles and I can't go back
You can hear the whistle blow A hundred miles.
The siren that stretches for hundreds of miles will tell you that I am leaving
……

Xu Lai's singing is very quiet, and the quiet scene has a deeper charm. From the beginning of his singing, it seems to be heralding something.

However, no matter how good Xu Lai sang, almost no one bought it. Even those who liked him did not dare to cheer loudly or support him. His voice was swallowed up by the silence and he became temporarily mute.

Slowly, the solo stages of the members passed one by one. Everyone was depressed but could barely control it, but when it came to Wu Shixun, everything seemed to be out of control. He lost his voice twice during the performance. It was a very big stage accident for an idol, but none of the 11 people on the stage blamed him. The fans off the stage didn't know why, but just watched Wu Sehun tearfully looking at them, and his heart softened instantly. comfort him.

Although they didn't know what happened at all, but after crying, the comfort was over!

Wu Shixun finally managed to finish the stage. When Lu Han's stage came, he didn't go backstage to turn on the air conditioner to rest. Instead, he sat on the sultry stands and kept looking at the stage. Lu Han used his crippled sick body to perform vigorously, listening to his singing with all his strength...

He knew in his heart that this was the last time that Lu Han would perform on the same stage with him, and he still wanted to see it again, but he was still unwilling to accept it, and he was unwilling to leave.

The hot tears in his eyes never dried up, his eyes were always moist, and he stared straight at the figure on the stage.

"Shixun..." Xu Lai couldn't bear to see Wu Shixun sitting in the stands staring at Lu Han on the stage motionless, with tears in his eyes. He took some tissues for Wu Shixun and asked him to wipe them off. Wipe the sweat, and by the way...wipe away the tears.

"Hmm." Wu Shixun responded sullenly, took the tissue in Xu Lai's hand, wiped off the sweat hastily, and then carefully wiped away the hot tears in his eyes, only the red marks remained.

Lu Han's stage is over, everyone is back on the stage, everyone wants to say goodbye to the fans after the last song, and after the last song, before everyone can say goodbye to the fans, the fans welcome Lu Han farewell.

"Today, I have something very important to say."

Lu Han, who was wearing a school uniform jacket, looked at the other eleven people wearing school uniform jackets, and at the fans under the stands waving support lights.

"Because of the long hours of activities and very little rest time, my body is overwhelmed and I can no longer bear such a busy announcement..."

"So I'm sorry, I'm sorry everyone, I may have to leave halfway."

When Lu Han said this, the fans down there were all shocked. They thought that Lu Han was going to say something good, but in the end they received the news that Lu Han was about to leave.

"I know everyone..."

……

Lu Han had a long heart-to-heart talk to the fans, about his own difficulties and his reluctance, but no matter how reluctant he was, he had to choose to leave.

That's pretty much it for the fans, he still has to ask his teammates.

"Do you agree?" Lu Han asked the other eleven people.

They have a secret code, if they agree with Lu Han to leave, they will take off their coats, if they don't want to...they don't take them off.

But no matter whether he takes it off or not, Lu Han is destined to leave.

The 11 people on the stage were hesitant until Kim Junmyeon was the first to take off his clothes, then Park Chanyeol, Xiumin, Kim Jongin, Seo Rae...

There were ten people who took off their jackets, only Wu Shixun was still wearing the jacket, holding the microphone in one hand and clenched a fist in the other, his eyes were always on Lu Han, the complexity in his eyes could not be described in words.

Now...he is the only one who is still holding on.

"Shixun..." Lu Han called Wu Shixun's name.

Wu Shixun burst into tears when he heard Lu Han call his name, and the tears kept flowing out. He raised his head and looked up, wanting to look up at the sky at a 45-degree angle so that the tears would not flow so obviously. Then he turned around and walked towards the stage wearing that coat, all eyes of the audience were following him, no matter the fans or Lu Han.

Until the end of the stage, he silently took off his coat and completely disappeared from the stage.

Since then, life has dreams, each wonderful.

　It's close to [-] words.

　　Wu Shixun didn't take off his jacket at first, but he did take off his jacket during the later concert. Everyone guessed that he agreed with Brother Lu to leave.

　　The male protagonist is added here, so it is directly written that Wu Shixun agrees with Brother Lu to leave.

　　
　
(End of this chapter)