A long song into the gate of heaven

Chapter 88

"Singing geese in Boyunling, crickets singing in deep pavilions."

In a blink of an eye, it will be the beginning of autumn.

Le Yu looked at the slowly falling maple leaves, as if longing for them, one by one drifted to the distance, dyeing the distance red.

"Brother Le?" Nangong Mu suddenly called out.

Le Yu's thoughts were suddenly interrupted.

"Why didn't Brother Le leave suddenly?" Nangong Mu asked.

Le Yu shook his head: "It's nothing, let's continue walking."

The two walked into the maple forest, and a gust of autumn wind blew by, and the fallen leaves on the ground danced in the wind.

Nangong Mu couldn't help but marvel: "This maple leaf is so beautiful."

"Out of this forest, there is a small town, let's stay in the Xunjia Inn first." Le Yu said.

"Okay, it's all up to Brother Le to decide." Nangong Mu said.

That night, Le Yu lay on the bed, tossing and turning, unable to fall asleep, his heart was full of mixed emotions, and it seemed to be empty, he didn't know what to do, what to do; he never imagined that one day his life would come to an end Where, where to count.

Although he is still alive, what is the difference between this and death?
Forget it, go to sleep, won't you feel better when you wake up?

At this time, Lin Gaofan was reprimanded as soon as he returned to his home in Guangzhou.

"You..." Lin Jingxian was already trembling with anger: "You are really getting worse and worse!"

Lin Gaofan was startled: "Sister, don't lose your temper every time you see me."

"You don't want to die! How dare you participate in this kind of thing?" Lin Jingxian shouted.

Lin Gaofan shrugged: "Aren't I safe and sound now? Besides, brother Le Yu and the others can go, why can't I go?"

"What are they capable of? You don't know how much you own?" Lin Jingxian said coldly.

"Hey, sister, you underestimate your brother too much." Lin Gaofan said dissatisfied.

"Father and mother have knowledge, they must break your leg!" Lin Jingxian scolded angrily.

Lin Gaofan spread his hands: "That's right, sister, please scold me."

Seeing his appearance, Lin Jingxian didn't know how to continue: "You! I don't bother to talk about you!"

"Obviously I've been cursing since entering the door." Lin Gaofan muttered.

"Stinky boy, what are you mumbling about?" Lin Jingxian said sharply.

Lin Gaofan quickly waved his hand: "Sister, it was an illusion, I didn't say anything."

"How are Le Yu and the others?" Lin Jingxian asked.

"Brother Le Yu's injury is not serious, but fortunately there is no danger." Although Lin Gaofan said it lightly, his expression was never calm.

"I heard that Tianshan Mountain is empty, why didn't you bring him back to Guangzhou?" Lin Jingxian said.

"Sister, I told you, brother Le Yu is not willing." Lin Gaofan said.

Lin Jingxian said quietly: "Okay, but you should stay at home for me recently!"

Lin Gaofan had a bad smile on his face: "That's for sure, sister, I will stay with you at home."

Lin Jingxian waved her hand: "Go, go! It's annoying just looking at you."

"Hey, I'll go back to the room first!" Lin Gaofan saw this and disappeared.

you!Alas! Lin Jingxian stamped her feet, looking helpless.

Le Yu stopped and stopped all the way, and the two of them did not know how many villages and towns they walked through, and finally settled down temporarily in a village called Wangchu Village.

The scenery of this village is not beautiful, nor is it surrounded by mountains and rivers, and they don't know whether the folk customs here are simple or not.Le Yu was just tired, maybe his body was tired, or his heart was tired, it didn't matter; he didn't want to leave, so he stayed.

The verdant autumn mountains are lightly shrouded in a few traces of fog and purple. This is Le Yu's first morning in the village.Although it is a bit remote here, it is still a little angry.

Gu Yan, this is Le Yu's name here, he can't forget the past, so he decided to forget himself.

When he was tired from walking, he sat down.

When tired of sitting, he lay down.

His heart was empty, and his steps were light.

Nangong Mu had never seen such a willful Le Yu.

The life in the village is very simple, the two lived together for several months, and they settled down here.

Le Yu's life is very empty these days, his heart is very empty, so empty that it seems that even sorrow can't get in.Yan'er was gone, but the knot that had been suppressing him before was gone.

Now he doesn't have to think about revenge, he doesn't have to think about the so-called justice, he just needs to live his own life well, but this life. If his heart is empty, what difference does it make where he lives?But if so, why did he hide here?

"Brother Le, are you up? Come and eat some steamed buns." Nangong Mu kept talking.

When the two of them were alone, because they were used to shouting, the name couldn't be changed for a while, so they simply didn't change.

Miss Mu gave up fine clothes and good food, followed me to endure hardships, without any complaints or regrets. But what can I give her?
Le Yu suddenly felt guilty.

Why do I not understand her mind?But how can my heart let go of another woman?
Even if I can forget myself, how can I forget the one I love?
"Brother Le, come quickly, the buns are getting cold." Nangong Mu's call again interrupted Le Yu's thoughts.

"Yes, here we come." Le Yu walked over.

"Miss Mu, why do you get up so early?"

"Aunt Sun is going to teach me about women, so I have to go early." Nangong Mu said.

"Female red?" Le Yu's eyes widened.

"Yeah, I can't stay in the house every day, I have to find something to do." Nangong Mu said with a smile.

"But" Le Yu wanted to say something else.

"Brother Le, don't worry, I can do it." Nangong Mu hurriedly interrupted Le Yu.

Le Yu nodded: "Okay. You try it, don't be too tired."

"Brother Le, eat quickly." Nangong Mu said.

"Yeah." Le Yu took a bite, "Uncle Zhao's buns are still so delicious."

Nangong Mu also took a bite: "Yeah, he sells so much every day, I almost didn't buy it."

"Brother Le looks good recently."

Le Yu smiled: "Is that so? Maybe staying in this quiet village will reduce a lot of disputes and make you feel more at ease."

"Hee hee, it's great that Brother Le thinks so!" Nangong Mu said.

"Thank you, Miss Mu." Le Yu said.

Nangong Mu glanced at Le Yu: "Brother Le, what's wrong with you? Why are you so serious all of a sudden?"

Le Yu smiled awkwardly: "It's nothing, come on, let's eat."

"Oh, I'm going to be late, brother Le, you eat, I'm leaving first!" Nangong Mu had already run out of the house.

Whoa whoa whoa.
There is a creek in front of the house, and Nangong Mu really put his heart into choosing this house.

After eating, Le Yu always likes to stay alone by the stream.

Opening his eyes, he could see the slowly flowing stream.

Closing his eyes, he could hear the murmur of the river flowing over the stones.

Was this enough to soothe his heart?

Sometimes, he would lie down all afternoon.

Sometimes the sky shot a bright light through a gap in the clouds, and sometimes it rained lightly.

And he only cares about whether Shangguan Yan's smiling face is drawn between the white clouds and the blue sky, and he will keep this smiling face in his heart.

The sun gradually went west, and the light was no longer so glaring, as if it dimmed with his mood.

Le Yu sat up, everything seemed like yesterday.He suddenly looked to the right, well, he muttered to himself, she was gone.

He looked at his hand again, as if there was still Shangguan Yan's temperature between his fingers; he asked again in his heart: Is she really gone?Then he smiled bitterly and took a deep breath.Now he was finally sure that she would not come back.

It was dark at night, and although the street lights were weak, it was enough to expose his whole body; although there was no one around, he always felt uncomfortable being stared at by countless eyes.Le Yu shook his head, he didn't know what happened, maybe he forgot, but forgetting doesn't mean it doesn't exist.

In fact, the most miserable thing is not that other people don't like you, but that they deprive you of the right to be kind to him.

Le Yu smiled, stood up, and another day passed.

(End of this chapter)