A long song into the gate of heaven

Chapter 89
"Master, in the battle of Gumen, although we lost many brothers, Bihaizhuang now has the ability to be on an equal footing with Shangguanbao, and there are people from Bihaizhuang in every major city in the south." Yan Zhili said.

"Have the family members of the deceased been comforted?" Huang Zhong asked.

"Those who are willing to stay, the village will treat them generously, and those who don't want to stay will also be given a large sum of money." Yan Zhili said.

Huang Zhong nodded: "These people fought with me, and they must never be in debt."

"Villager, don't worry, Qin Mo will take care of it." Yan Zhili said.

"Any news about Brother Le?" Huang Zhong said.

"My subordinates only know that Leader Le left Tianshan a few months ago, and he is currently missing." Yan Zhili said.

"I know, you go ahead." Huang Zhong said.

Why did Brother Le leave Tianshan suddenly? Has his illness recovered?

It has been so many days, how come there is not even a letter?

Yan Zhili left and returned: "Master, Mr. Zhao from Yangzhou is here to visit."

"Okay, I'll go right away." Huang Zhong had no time to think about anything else.

That day Le Yu was holding a bamboo pole and a piece of twine fell into the river.

"How did you catch fish recently?" A man in white stood behind Le Yu.

"When I have nothing to do, I just use this to amuse myself. This place is so remote, how can you find it?" Le Yu said lightly.

Lin Gaofan smiled and said: "It seems that Brother Leyu doesn't welcome old friends very much."

Le Yu shook the bamboo pole: "I'm glad you're here. How have you been lately?"

"Hey, I was scolded by my sister as soon as I got home. I don't look like you."

"Where's your fish?" Lin Gaofan glanced at the empty fish basket.

"I haven't taken the bait yet," Le Yu said.

"I've been here for a long time, why?" Lin Gaofan took a closer look, "You didn't put bait?"

"The drunken man doesn't mean wine, and I don't mean fish." Le Yu said lightly.

"Haha, good! I'll go fishing with you." Lin Gaofan sat beside him.

If you can endure endless emptiness and loneliness, and don't care about the result of one thing, there will be no difficulty in the world.

"You're just fishing like this?" Le Yu looked at Lin Gaofan, who was sitting there with nothing.

"I didn't intend to go fishing." Lin Gaofan said with a smile.

"Haha, you kid, imitate me!"

Le Yu put away the bamboo pole: "Tell me, what do you want from me?"

"I just came to see you to see how you are doing now, how long have you been here?" Lin Gaofan said.

Le Yu thought for a while: "About a year? I can't remember."

"How was your life this year?" Lin Gaofan asked.

"The life here is very peaceful, and my heart has gradually calmed down. I am not fighting against the world. Who dares to say bad things?" Le Yu showed a pleasant expression.

"Is this the life you want? Are you determined to retire here and stop asking about worldly affairs?" Lin Gaofan said.

Le Yu was silent for a while; "My current life is enough, what is there in the world that deserves my nostalgia?"

Lin Gaofan stared at Le Yu, and suddenly said: "This is not the life you want, you have been avoiding it all the time."

"I feel that this kind of life is very stable. Look at the blue sky and white clouds here. I breathe the air here and feel more at ease than ever before. There is also the creek here. Every time I listen to the sound of its gurgling water, it makes my heart beat. There is an indescribable peace in my heart." Le Yu said.

"We should create a career to help the poor and help the poor, get rid of violence and bring peace to the good, otherwise how can we be worthy of our youthful years?" Lin Gaofan said loudly.

Le Yu said slowly: "We have eradicated the ancient gate, and we have eliminated the great harm for the Jianghu."

Lin Gaofan said sternly and righteously: "You ask yourself, are you going to eradicate the ancient gate for the sake of the world's justice and moral justice?"

Le Yu lowered his head because he knew that it was all because of his hatred.

And the person in front of him is the real one who sacrificed his life for the sake of the common people, he is a chivalrous man!

Lin Gaofan said quietly: "You have always been plagued by hatred. Now that the ancient gate is dead, shouldn't you think carefully about the future and what you really want?"

Le Yu's expression showed desolation: "I really have never thought about my own path, just because after I came down from the mountain, hatred has been driving me and oppressing me, making me often surprise from nightmares, leaving me breathless. "

"You're right. I should be planning my future now, the future of Yan'er and I. Traveling all over the world with her"

Le Yu suddenly choked up: "But...but she is gone. She is the driving force that supports me. Although I have fulfilled my wish, I have lost my hope. Without her, how can I plan my future? I still have "What?" Le Yu couldn't say anything else, otherwise he would cry.

Lin Gaofan was also silent when he heard this. How can someone who has not experienced it understand, and how can he criticize at will?In the past outside the Tianshan Temple, he had already felt the pain of parting between the two.But he only wanted to help Le Yu and help him get out of this predicament, and he didn't want him to be devastated.

Life is still very long, so don't let it sink in.

Lin Gaofan pointed to the thing protruding from Le Yu's waist: "What is this?"

"This is the letter she gave me." Le Yu said.

"Have you always carried it with you?" Lin Gaofan didn't expect Le Yu to be so infatuated that he actually carried Shangguan Yan's letter with him.

Le Yu caressed the words on the letter, and said slowly: "The black words written on the white paper are naked souls. Seeing these words is like listening to what she said to me, and I feel that she is more and more important in my heart." Intense."

"Miss Shangguan sacrificed herself, was it just to see you like this? She hoped that you would be happy after revenge and be able to do what you want, instead of being bound by hatred all the time." Lin Gaofan said.

Le Yu raised his head and looked up at the sky: "I know what you said, but... when you find out that the person you have been with day and night really no longer appears, where should your heart stay? Whenever I close my eyes, my mind Every time the room was empty, I thought she was there all the time; but when I opened my eyes, I realized that it was always only me, and I was always alone. Where is she? She Gone. Gone."

"You know what? That was the last time I touched her hand, and then I watched her fall off the cliff. I will never forget that scene. It was like her fingerprints were engraved into my body, making me rely on her all the time. With this residual warmth."

Lin Gaofan was taken aback: "You already knew?"

Le Yu's eyes flickered, "I always deceive myself to forget, thinking that I can really forget."

Lin Gaofan sighed: "It's because I was too anxious and thought too simply. Let everything be left to time."

Le Yu patted Lin Gaofan's shoulder: "You came all the way, how could I not know your intentions? Do you still remember what I told you about picking up and putting down? No matter what it is, it is never easy."

(End of this chapter)