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Chapter 279 Master's Tears (238)

He is not a good master, nor is he a good head. He always has to sacrifice one to preserve the other.

I can hardly recall how I lived before Xiao Qi appeared, the thousand years flowed slowly and silently.But I always take it for granted, and I don't think it's good or bad.

Then Xiaoqi came, everything changed quietly, he started not to look like him, or, is this the real him?
The saddest thing in the world is when the person who loved you deeply in the past becomes your everything, but you are no longer important to her.

He was evasive, cruel, and stubborn. For so many years, he didn't even hear her say she loved him.

Although she keeps saying that as long as she wants now, she will give her anything.The sad thing is that she doesn't want herself anymore.

The scar only hurts, but actually it hurts all the time, sometimes it's mild and sometimes it's severe. The piece of flesh he cut off by force seems to have never healed. For so many years, pain has not stopped reminding him of the mistakes he made.Day and night, the same dream of killing her came over and over again.

"Master..."

A pair of hands tightly held his trembling and twitching left hand, the sleeve was pulled away, and he instinctively wanted to pull it back to cover up the scar.But I felt the warm fingertips walking on the scar, then the cold lips, and the wet cheeks attached to them.

"Master...it doesn't hurt..." Fu Xiaoqi sat in front of the bed and hugged his arm tightly.

Jun Mo slowly opened his eyes and reached out to stroke her hair.

"Master, I will never leave you again. Don't be angry with me." I don't remember what happened just now, but I just looked at Jun Mo worriedly. His arm seemed to be hurting more and more. How important is Xiao Qi to him, and how much he misses him, that's why he's unconscious in pain again and again?

"Master is not angry with you." Jun Mo's eyes were calm and indifferent with a trace of compassion. She was right, she had no power to restrain her, and the mistakes she made and the debts she owed had already been paid off in her last life.Brother Xuan was right, his inner demons were getting stronger and stronger, and he would only harm her as before.

Fu Xiaoqi held his hand tightly, buried her head in his arms and trembled slightly.Although she wanted to marry Brother Xuan, she never really thought about leaving her master. Master had been everything to her for so many years. She was just too angry at the time and thought that master didn't want her anymore.

But it wasn't until the moment she saw the always aloof man fall to the ground, that she was so frightened that she almost stopped breathing, that she finally understood how important her master was to her. She would rather die than let him be unhappy at all.

So... so she finally ate the Guixian Pill that Sima Xuan gave her.Decided to be the Xiaoqi in Master's mind, no matter whether that Xiaoqi is her or someone else, she can't tell and doesn't want to tell.As long as he likes, he can treat her as whoever he wants, and she will never be angry again.

Jun Mo felt miserable in his heart, and his consciousness began to become a little blurry again, but suddenly he smelled a sweet fragrance, and felt a coolness on his left arm. The white gauze hanging down in front of the bed moved gently in the wind, giving him a dreamlike illusion. .

"What is Xiaoqi doing?"

Looking down and seeing her carefully applying plaster on her scar, she couldn't help but smile wryly, how could this be so good.

"Master, please don't move around until the medicine wears off."

Fu Xiaoqi ran out and came in with a bowl of porridge.

"Master, are you hungry?" She blew on it in a small mouth and then fed it to Jun Mo's mouth.

How could he be hungry: "Xiaoqi has learned how to cook?"

Fu Xiaoqi lowered her head in embarrassment: "I can only do this..." In the past, Master took care of her, and she couldn't do anything. Now she wants to take good care of Master, but she is not in a hurry anymore.The Fu Xiaoqi after recovering his memory must be smart and capable of everything, right?
Jun Mo was fine at first, but he didn't bother to raise his hand, allowing himself to indulge in her little concern, and drank the porridge she fed him mouthful.

He looked up and saw that it was raining desolately outside, why did he still feel so deserted even though Xiao Qi was by his side all these years?
Seeing Jun Mo looking out of the window in a daze, Fu Xiaoqi couldn't help feeling emotional.For so many years, she has been growing up slowly, but the years have never left a trace on the master. Sitting so quietly, he is like a portrait carefully carved from the sky with ice and snow. It is so beautiful that it makes people feel sad. What to do!
Knowing that even though he was in front of her, she was always thinking about the Xiao Qi from before, so she stretched out her hand and held him tightly.

"Master, don't worry. I took the Immortality Return Pill given to me by Brother Xuan, and I will soon recover my memory and spiritual consciousness. By then, you can see the Xiao Qi you used to be."

Jun Mo was shocked, and grabbed her shoulder in disbelief.

"Xiaoqi! What are you talking about! Do you know what this means? Your body just got better!"

Maybe it is just a matter of restoring memory to others, but for her who doesn't know anything at the moment, it is to accept another memory and life and make herself another person.

How dare she...

Fu Xiaoqi smiled and nodded vigorously: "Of course I know, I will return the old Xiaoqi to the master. Even if I die, I don't want to live my whole life in ignorance."

Jun Mo's hands trembled, why is she still so stupid, even if she wipes herself out, does she still want to give him a fulfillment?

But how did she know that it was his greatest wish to have her accompany him day and night like now.She thought she was returning the former Xiao Qi to him, but in fact she was taking her away from him completely.

Holding her in his arms, Jun Mo smiled bitterly.I originally thought I could covet and enjoy the days with her for decades and hundreds of years, but I finally came early.You can't hide it, you can't hide it no matter what!

"Xiao Qi, go down, I want to be alone for the teacher's sake."

Fu Xiaoqi saw that his face had become hollow and ethereal, and went out worriedly.

It was late at night, her head was aching, but she was fine. Sitting by the desk, it was the first time she solemnly raised her pen.

"This letter is for you, Xiaoqi who has recovered her memory. I believe that after taking the medicine, I will remember the past, but I am not sure if I will forget the present. I dare not make such a bet. So I leave this letter to you, to remind myself of the happiest and most beautiful time in my life, and to tell you to cherish what is in front of you, and I hope you can see it. If your return really replaces my current existence, don’t remember I think I will be very sad when I stayed in Yunshan with Master these years, but I will not regret it. I don’t know what unpleasant things happened between you and Master in the past. I dare not let you come back because I am afraid of losing you. I just want to tell you that Master is the most important person to me in this world. I would rather take the risk that I will no longer exist and give Master back to you and Hulu back. I have my family entrusted to you, you must not let me down, you must not abandon Master, otherwise I will come back to seek revenge on you as a ghost. If you come back, you will only remember those unhappy things and refuse to stay with Master If you are next to me, then I will tell you one by one the happy things in these years..."

It was late at night when Fu Xiaoqi finished writing the letter, so he carefully carried it in his arms.As her mind became more and more clear, she was miraculously calm, without any reluctance or unwillingness.The soul seems to be becoming whole again, like the moon slowly becoming full.

Looking up, the window seemed to be very bright. When I opened the door, it was snowing, and it was surprisingly cold.

Walking towards the master's room, there was no lamp in the room, and Jun Mo sat in the dark.

"Master?" Fu Xiaoqi turned on the lamp and looked at him suspiciously and worriedly.

Jun Mo turned his head and looked at her with a gentle smile. The coldness in his eyes faded away, and his eyes were so bright. The ice sculpture seemed to come to life in an instant. It became alive, but it became a little less like him.

"Master, have you been drinking?" She smelled a strong aroma of wine mixed with Jun Mo's smell, which made her feel a little smoky.

Jun Mo beckoned to her, and handed her a cup: "Xiao Qi, this is the peach blossom wine that you buried with your own hands in the Palace of Unfeeling Back then, drink the last cup with Master."

Fu Xiaoqi nodded, took the glass and sat beside him, smelled the aroma of the wine, then stuck out her tongue to lick it, the intoxicating smell made her squint her eyes, the master never let her drink alcohol before.

Jun Mo drank the wine in his glass in one gulp, looking at her struggling and confused.

After Fu Xiaoqi took a few sips of wine, he talked more than usual, Jun Mo seemed to be listening quietly, but also seemed to be in a trance.

When she finished drinking a glass, she was a little delirious, lying on the table and looking at Jun Mo with a smile.

"Master..."

His fingers caressed his icy lips presumptuously, and a tear fell down his reddened cheek.She was actually very scared in her heart, afraid of what she would do if she forgot him, and forgot all these years in Yunshan.

Jun Mo's heart fluttered, he stood up, picked her up and put her on the couch.

Fu Xiaoqi looked up at him with drunken eyes, Jun Mo suddenly perched down, buried his head in her neck, and let out a long sigh.

"Xiaoqi, have you never thought about marrying Master?" Why did she keep saying that she wanted to marry Brother Xuan, but she never thought about marrying him? Did she really not love him at all in this life?

Fu Xiaoqi's dizzy mind suddenly exploded.

Marry Master?

She had never thought about it and did not dare to think about it like this. That person was the master!

Feeling a hand undoing the belt on her clothes: "Master?"

Master, what happened today?
"Don't go with him, don't leave Master, okay?" Jun Mo murmured, the great pain hidden in his voice almost made Fu Xiaoqi so soft-hearted that he forgot everything.

"Master, you are drunk, Xiao Qi will not leave you." Fu Xiaoqi had no doubt that he was caressing his back and his long hair.

"Xiao Qi, do you still love Master?"

"Love?"

Jun Mo raised his head and looked at her with drunken eyes and tears on her face.It's Xiao Qi, but it's not exactly her.

Sima Xuan's voice rang in his ears again and again.

——When you get close to her, don't you feel that you are hugging another person, and don't you feel guilty?

(End of this chapter)