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Chapter 280 Master's Tears (239)

A long sigh.

Junmo, what are you doing?Think she won't leave like this?If you miss it, you will never have a chance to recover it.It should be enough to have these years of companionship.Don't you think you didn't hurt her enough in your previous life, and you still want her to hate you even more?This time, just respect her choice.

Fu Xiaoqi felt being hugged tightly, as if about to be crushed, the familiar and cold voice asked sadly:
"Xiao Qi, what should Master do in this life so that he won't make mistakes?"

She wanted to answer, but her eyes gradually became dark, and everything in the past came overwhelming.

It’s like having a long, long dream, a long life in the dream, so clear and real, I can even remember clearly what I eat every day, the color of the clothes I wear, and the shape of the white clouds floating in the sky .

And those love and hate, pain and suffering seem to be too far away, covered in dust by the years, and seem to be worthless to mention, but they still remain in the bottom of my heart somewhere with a dull pain.

Fu Xiaoqi opened his eyes, his face was calm and indifferent.

She was reclining on the couch in the small pavilion in the lake, the wind was blowing the curtains, and under the peach blossom tree on the bank was the familiar extremely white and spotless figure, drinking alone.

The past and the past flowed quickly in her mind, looking back, it was like a fleeting cloud, but some things were always engraved in her heart.From how, under her hatred and despair, she designed Jun Mo to kill herself with her own hands, and cast the curse of immortality, to how she willingly ate the Guixian Pill, just to give him back a complete Fu Xiaoqi, and even At the beginning, a piece of posthumous book did not expect to destroy the entire God Realm.

She remembered it all.

Thousands of years of memories have accumulated in my heart, and my spiritual consciousness has become extremely clear and transparent, which is better than the instant enlightenment of a person who has attained the Tao.

But the eyes are always staring at the person in the distance, thinking of the pain I have suffered for him these years, the pain he has suffered for himself...

Step by step, as if from the horizon, slowly approaching him.The person in front of her was no longer the pain and helplessness she felt when she wanted to keep her last night, and became cold and distant again.

Why, he can be merciful to Xiao Qi who is a child, and gentle to Xiao Qi who has lost his memory, but he always has to face her who loves him so much with such a cold face?
Even now, are you still unwilling to accept yourself?But why, you still keep begging yourself to stay?

Jun Mo looked at her quietly, the two eyes met, thousands of mountains and birds flew away, thousands of people disappeared, and the years that passed by in a hurry suddenly shattered into grains of dust on the fingertips.

They looked at each other without words, and the overwhelming sorrow entangled them so much that they could barely breathe.

Fu Xiaoqi closed his lips, but he seemed to have lost his language instinct, and only a few incomplete syllables emerged from his mouth.

But Jun Mo understood.

—Is there anything else you want to tell me?
He sighed softly, but she still couldn't let it go, she still wanted to give an answer by herself.She is still persistent, but at least it shows that she still loves him.

"I'm sorry." Thousands of words, as well as all the love and hate these years, were all condensed into this sentence.

Fu Xiaoqi wanted to laugh, but his facial muscles didn't work, and his expression remained expressionless.

Yes, in the end, love only consists of a few words: "I love you", "I hate you", "Forget it", "I'm sorry", "Forget it"...

And that's the only thing he'll ever say.

The person who says sorry is always the winner in love.Fu Xiaoqi turned around and flew towards the sky slowly.

The outstretched hand that Jun Mo wanted to keep stayed stopped abruptly in mid-air, he who chose to kill her with his own hands, what right did he have to keep her?

Slowly lowering his eyelids, his cool lips moved slightly, and then looking up, there was no trace of Fu Xiaoqi in the clear sky.

He knew that she went to find Sima Xuan.And he, without business, should leave.

Fu Xiaoqi felt dizzy after not flying against the wind for too long.She rushed to find Sima Xuan, because she was going to pick up Xiaobai, the most important child in the world to her. Brother Xuan said that when she woke up, Xiaobai would also wake up.

But there was no Sima Xuan waiting for her in Lanling Pavilion, only the silly Xiao Bai who had just woken up, crying with joy and calling her mother when he saw her.Fu Xiaoqi hugged it and kissed it on the left and right, tears covering its body.

Her most painful and deepest pain and hatred, the greatest regret and unwillingness in those years are finally fulfilled at this moment, and no one can understand the joy and gratitude of regaining the treasure.

Xiaobai still remembers everything that happened, but he has no Taoism and spiritual power, and he has to start training from the lowest level again.

"Xiaobai, where's Brother Xuan?"

Xiaobai looked at Fu Xiaoqi with tears in his eyes: "Sima Xuan... Sima Xuan is already dead..."

Fu Xiaoqi was struck by lightning: "What did you say?"

"Xiao Qi, Sima Xuan is dead!"

"Nonsense! How could he die? I saw him the day before yesterday!"

"It's true, Xiaoqi, he died ten years ago. Although Pavilion Master Lanling knew everything, he died young in all generations. His life is short. His life span is limited, and he may not wait for the day when you recover your memory. He doesn’t want to be reincarnated, for fear of missing the years you grew up, and he doesn’t want to see you as a child. So you keep seeing The one that arrived was a ghost..."

Even after going through so many storms, Fu Xiaoqi was so shocked by this news that he could hardly stand still.

"You mean that all I've seen for so long are the ghosts of Brother Xuan?"

Xiao Bai nodded: "When Sima Xuan told Tianzun about your whereabouts, you died not long ago, otherwise he said that he would personally go to Xu Yang's place to pick you up and bring you back to raise you. But he had no choice but to hand you over to Tianzun, and then He turned into a ghost and stayed with you all the time. In fact, he has never left these years and has been secretly watching you grow. He heard you keep saying that you wanted to marry him and go with him, so he had expectations in his heart, so he kept Waiting, waiting for the day when you take the Return of Immortality Pill and regain your memory. If your final choice is to be with him, he will never be separated from you even if he abandons everything. But it wasn’t until just now that I saw you regain your memory and asked Jun Mo It’s still the same sentence, so I knew you would never let it go. So I sadly confessed a few words to me, and re-entered the cycle.”

Fu Xiaoqi shook his head blankly: "How is this possible..."

"Sima Xuan originally wanted to see you for the last time before leaving, but he was afraid that he would not let go and would not let go. He had a memory and obsession with you. He was also afraid that if you regained your memory, knew everything, and saw him like that again, you would not obey him. I made a choice with my heart, so I left without saying goodbye..."

Fu Xiaoqi took two steps back slowly, looking around hastily.

Sima Xuan!You lied to me again, how many times are you going to lie to me?Why do you refuse to see me for the last time until you die? I still have a lot to ask you!
It seemed that everything was for her good, but at the same time it seemed to be harming her.It seemed that he was always lying to her, but he gave everything without asking for anything in return.

She still doesn't know which of his words are true and which are false, whether he really loves her, or is she just a pawn of his, or a toy that he came up with after thousands of years of reincarnation and boredom?

It's just that the man has gone, he gave her the last fulfillment, and then left.Everything has become an unsolved mystery, sealed in the fishy tongues in Lanling Pavilion.

"Did he leave anything to say?"

"Well, he said to let go of everything and go back to the old Xiaoqi. You both made mistakes in your last life. Now, don't make mistakes again."

Fu Xiaoqi lowered his head and chuckled, suddenly remembering the letter he wrote to himself last night, and the eve of the war, when Mo Bingxian held her hand equally hard under the peach blossom tree and said: Don't hate, never give up the chance of happiness.Believe me, as long as you have the heart, nothing in this world is irreparable.

Do not hate?Although I promised him at the time, I still hated Jun Mo after all.

But all these years, watching Jun Mo live as if he were dead, and thinking about her day and night, looking back now, I can only feel like a needle pricking my heart.It turned out that before I knew it, I had already let go of my hatred, leaving only regret.

How could she be willing to watch him suffer all the time, but there was no way to lift the curse of immortality under desperate revenge, so she could only try her best to stay with him and use the eternity to redeem her fault.

As for Jun Mo, she knew that after going through the most terrible loss, and all these years of longing, he was finally able to truly face everything directly.Because she heard, heard that when he finally left, he said sorry, then lowered his head and whispered silently: Don't go——

There is no need to apologize for everything that happened in the past, and there is no need to make any promises for the future. In fact, just saying "don't leave" is enough to keep her.

Jun Mo was gone when he brought Xiaobai back to Yunshan, only Hulu was left.

Microscopically, it can't be found anywhere, as if it has evaporated from the world.But he is neither injured nor dead. If he cannot enter the underworld or go to the underworld, where can he go?

It was another round of searching from all over the world, and finally found him at the bottom of the sea of ​​Tianlingpai.It took a lot of effort to enter that confined space, she lost all her demonic power, and her divine body had not fully recovered. At this moment, she was dizzy and almost couldn't stand upright.

In the blue water, Jun Mo was quietly floating and sleeping, just like when she found him at the bottom of the East China Sea who was heavily poisoned.

Looking at the bottles and cans beside him, Fu Xiaoqi couldn't help being amused and distressed.It's true that Jun Mo won't die from injury, but he will get drunk. So much Wangyou wine and Mengshi Dan are enough for him to sleep for hundreds of years.

He who thought he would leave forever, how exhausted and heartbroken did he have to be to temporarily escape by this stupid way of sleeping in the deep sea?

There is no way to live and no way to die. It turns out that I am the cruelest person.

She ruined him single-handedly, how can she leave now?

Caressing Jun Mo Rubing's cheek distressedly, he tried his best to dispel the power of the Dream Death Pill, but the stamina of the Wangyou Wine could not be receded for a long time.

Fu Xiaoqi quietly sat beside him and watched, staring at him, sometimes talking to Xiaobai, sometimes listening to the bustling sounds of the Tianling Sect, it was not until a full month later that Jun Mo woke up from his drunken dream.

The moment he opened his eyes and saw Fu Xiaoqi, he thought he was still dreaming.This time the scar didn't hurt, but my chest felt tight and painful.

Why wake him up?

(End of this chapter)