The cannon fodder of fast time travel has to struggle

Chapter 215 Don't Be Cannon Fodder ([-])

"Do you remember when we first met?"

Looking at the scenery below the mountain, Xiang Wan spoke as if recalling.He Yang remained silent, and the corner of Xiang Wan's lips curled up. He didn't expect him to remember.

"That afternoon, the sun was shining brightly. I was in a hurry to go back to the dormitory to get my resume. I didn't look at the road and bumped into your arms. The questionnaire in your hand was scattered all over the place. At that time, I was still thinking, how stupid this person is. It's time to do research, the graduates are leaving school one by one, who will take a second look at your questionnaire?
I still remember that at that time, you supported me, asked me if I touched it, and took out a tissue from the bag to wipe my sweat.The way you looked at me gently and the expression of concern broke into my heart, which made me feel different for the first time.I watched you squat down, pick up the scattered questionnaires one by one, tidy them up, get up and say goodbye to me.Your back, tall and thick, I followed behind you unknowingly, until you turned around and asked me what's the matter. "

"I remember, later you helped me do the questionnaire survey. All the students in your class are not bad."

"Because of helping you, I missed an interview that is very important to me. But I think it was worth it because I met you!" Xiang Wan tilted her head and said to He Yang with a smile, "At that time, I felt that I could meet You are a gift from God to me, so no matter what, I will fight for it."

He Yang lowered his head, holding on to the railing of the viewing platform with both hands, loosened and tightened, tightened and loosened again, his lips were pursed, but he still didn't speak in the end.

Xiang Wan knew that he must have wanted to ask about that, but he didn't know how to ask.Now, Xiang Wan didn't plan to hide it anymore.

"You want to ask about that, right? I told you earlier that we have nothing to do with each other, never!"

He Yang raised his head suddenly and looked at Xiang Wan in disbelief, waiting for her explanation.

"That morning, after you woke up, you ran away. Later, you found me and said that you would be responsible for me. I said at the time that you don't need to be responsible, and there is nothing between us. Don't you believe it! I don't want our In the beginning, it was in this way, but later you treated me well and made me obsessed, and I didn’t want to explain any more, I simply made mistakes, I thought, as long as the result is good, the process doesn’t matter.”

"Tell me," He Yang's voice was trembling, and the fingertips holding the railing were slightly white, "Tell me, what happened that day?"

Finally, I still asked.Xiang Wan looked up into the distance, trying to suppress the sourness in his heart, "Your company was partying, and our company happened to be in the same restaurant as you. When I was leaving the private room, I happened to see you entering the next room. We played late that day, and we My colleagues in the company are all gone, and I stayed to see when you will leave.

do you know?I saw you joking and joking with your colleagues, but your eyes stayed in a corner from time to time.At that moment, do you know how painful my heart is?You didn't say it clearly, but I can tell that the female colleague you have a crush on is a married woman.

You drank too much, they were going to leave, I held you up, lied to be your girlfriend, took you to the hotel, guarded you, and didn't sleep all night.You woke up in the middle of the night and vomited all over your body. I asked the waiter to change your clothes for you.So, that day, nothing really happened to us.So, are you at ease? "

He Yang's eyes were filled with disbelief and a hint of bitterness.After a long time, he sighed and said in a barely audible voice: "It's all over, it's over!"

"No, I can't make it!" Xiang Wan took a deep breath, exhaled slowly, and said, "I'm like a thief, watching you silently in the dark, and stealing you to me at the right moment. So, I deserve it. If I can't get your heart, I deserve it. I have paid so much, but in the end I can't compete with the white moonlight in your heart.

I know all your little moves. You like to bite your nails when thinking. You like to touch the door frame when you go out. You don’t like clothes with too bright patterns. You have to separate your socks when wearing them. You don’t like to wear T-shirts in the summer. You don’t like to wear scarves in the winter. I don’t like things that are too hard. I don’t like leeks or coriander in my vegetables. I like peppers but don’t like garlic. My favorite food is boiled fish. I have to trim my hair if it covers my eyes. The first thing I do when I get home is sit on the sofa. Sit for a while before changing your shoes. If you get up too early in the morning, your temper will be bad.

And the most important point is the sense of responsibility. Once you identify something, you will be responsible to the end.In the past, I loved you the most. Now, what I hate the most is your sense of responsibility.Obviously don't like it that much, obviously don't love it, but pretend to be happy, let me sink into the tenderness you woven a little bit, unable to extricate myself.

He Yang, it was I who stole your time, I was the one who deceived myself, even the marriage was directed and acted by myself, what did you do?The only thing you do is try your best to cater to me.

Do you know what I like and what I hate?Did you know I am allergic to chilli?For you, I force myself to eat chili peppers every day, just so that we can have something we like in common, and eat allergy-free foods.You think that I, like you, don’t like bright clothes or bright makeup, but this is every woman’s favorite.When I was sick, you would only advise me to drink more hot water. I didn’t know that what I wanted most was just your worried words.Waiting for you until late at night every day, not only to see you, but also the fear of being alone in the night.You never call in advance to reassure me, you only leave me alone, waiting silently.

He Yang, do you really understand that in a marriage, the most important thing is to be happy with each other, if only one party pays, that's not called affection, it's called kidnapping.If I say get married, you agree, and you repay my love with your sense of responsibility, that is irresponsible to me!I would rather not have such a marriage! "

Xiang Wan sat on the sofa and spent the whole night recalling the things between her and He Yang. It was not until dawn that he suddenly realized that in the plot, the way He Yang looked at An Shui'er was never in her eyes. Appeared on me!there has never been!
The way He Yang looked at Xiang Wan was full of emotion, joy, surprise, and hesitation, but there was no love!This was the key to Xiang Wan's decision today!

In the plot, it took Xiang Wan her whole life to understand that the forced relationship and bonded marriage will eventually be lost.In He Yang's eyes, her devotion and the feelings she thought she had were just means to keep him!

Haha, how ridiculous, it was in vain that she was in so many mission worlds, and she wanted to come back, just for such a love that she thought was perfect!If she didn't come back and finally got the chance to come back, where would she go?
(End of this chapter)