Fall in love after simulation

[The first time I came up with this idea was in September. 】

【My wife is nearing the end of her life. You think desperately about what else you can give her, and how to make her feel joyful and comforted in this last stage of her life. 】

【The only thing left for my wife to think about is the child and the snow in Yoshida Town. The risk of traveling is too great. You want to go to an orphanage, bring a girl, and let your wife choose your favorite daughter. At the end of September, she first rejected your tentative words, and then faced her first danger of death. 】

[At the beginning of October, she was in good spirits the day before, but that night she started to have fever, pain, short-term disappearance of heartbeat, and short-term breathing stop. After a night of rescue, she lay weak on the hospital bed. 】

【Her body was severely injured, and she was asleep most of the day. Occasionally, she opened her eyes slightly, and her gaze fell on a certain void. No matter what you said next to her, she couldn't get a response. The doctor said that her consciousness is still not clear. 】

【The wife started talking in her sleep, it was the night after the rescue. 】

【She was transferred to a special intensive care ward, where instruments and nurses kept monitoring her condition. When you came over in the morning, the nurse told you that she had said something in the evening. 】

[The communication machine used to monitor emergencies faithfully recorded the wife's ravings. The voice was slight, fuzzy, and dry. As soon as she uttered the voice, the nurse by her side immediately called her in surprise. The nurse's due diligence has brought you trouble, and her voice covered up his wife's sleep talking.

[You can't judge what the wife said, but you can detect that the wife's tone is calm, it is not a painful moan or a mad word of resentment and hatred. 】

[You enter the ward, hold your wife's palm, ask her the meaning of the words, and state to her your joy at hearing the words. The wife slept peacefully under the white quilt, without responding, opening and closing her lips, changing her expression, not even trembling her eyelashes. 】

[You think of the sleeping princess in the fairy tale, and the image of candy apples appears in your mind again. This time, it no longer represents beauty and temptation, but represents the malice and poison of fate. 】

【No matter how many times you kiss those cool lips, your wife can't spit out that cursed apple and restore her health and vitality. 】

[At night, you stay in the dark ward, sitting beside your wife. 】

[In the silent night, only the sound of the medical equipment running nearby was softly ringing. You leaned against the edge of the hospital bed, lowered your head, trying to find your wife's voice in the silence. You haven't slept well for many days, sleepiness quickly eats away at your spirit and makes you tired. 】

[When you heard that voice, you thought it was a phantom voice from a dream. You have heard this familiar voice in dreams countless times. Fortunately, the sound of the equipment next to you reminded you in time that this is not a dream. 】

【You turn your head and listen to what your wife said. 】

【--Tired. You accurately caught this voice, your heart trembled suddenly, thinking that your wife had woken up and was caring about you, you looked at her face, under the light of the night lamp, you saw her tightly closed Eye. The wife didn't wake up, it was her sleep talking. 】

【Look at her lips again, there seems to be a smile on the corner of her mouth. 】

【What made the wife say that and smile like that? What did she dream about? 】

[You have a guess. 】

[During the next two days, the wife uttered four more words, you heard three of them, and one from the recording. These four lines are fragments of extremely ordinary dialogue: it will fall; the sugar coating is so hard; it will not come again; it is so solemn. 】

[Every sentence is very soft, with a touch of coquettishness. 】

[Combining the previous sentence, there are a total of five complete short sentences. You cross-validated and understood the meaning of all the words, the scene in which the words were placed, and the dream of the girl when she was raving. 】

["Are you tired" is when you climbed Xiaodou Mountain. Before marriage, when you carried your wife to the top of the mountain, your wife often asked you this sentence; "I will fall" is on the swing in the park. Shake it, let your wife hug your body tightly; "The sugar coating is so hard" is at the festival in the small town, the wife likes to eat sour and sweet apple candy, the sugar coating of apple candy is hard, and she needs a lot of effort "It won't come again" is when the wife happily bid farewell to the hospital building when she was discharged from the hospital; "It's so solemn" is the wedding ceremony, and the wedding ceremony at Minamotohime Shrine is particularly solemn. 】

[By using these words, you deduced the first word in the first fuzzy recording—Zi, the wife is talking about hydrangeas. 】

[Six voices, six phrases, six important memories between you and her, do you think, in the endless dreams, the sleeping wife has returned to your past, returned to the beauty of the past? 】

【This discovery gives you relief and joy. It turns out that her deep sleep was not wrapped in endless darkness, but illuminated by colorful dream bubbles. 】

[On the third day, she uttered the last raving,——the snow is so beautiful. 】

【You tremble suddenly, what kind of snow is your wife talking about? Is it the snow on the bushes that she greedily licks, or the snow in Yoshida Town that she has been waiting for and missing since she was a child? 】

[In late October, my wife's condition improved. She was sober, although it was only a few tens of minutes a day, although every word, every movement, every look took her a lot of energy and made her tired. 】

【The doctor tells you that this is about the flicker before the fire of life goes out. 】

【The last ravings of your wife keep echoing in your mind, making you restless and forcing you to make up your mind. 】

【You invited your wife to go see the snow in Yoshida Town together, and your wife responded softly with a smile. 】

[For the wife whose life is only left in the afterglow, any external stimulus is a place where the god of death hides. If you don't pay attention, the scythe of the god of death will pierce her chest. You hired the doctor at Chikusa University Hospital and did your best to prepare your wife for the journey. 】

[You first took a medically modified plane to Hokkaido, and then took a similarly modified bus to the small town on the edge of Yoshida Town, where you were admitted to the hospital you bought. 】

[The god of death ambush during the journey failed to touch your beloved wife, but the reptiles of time, which are everywhere, are constantly gnawing at your wife's body. You pray that the first snow of this year will come as soon as possible. 】

[At the beginning of November, the sun is shining brightly, the dry wind blows through the mountains, and the mountains are lush and green. 】

[In mid-November, there was a rain, the rain drenched the mountains, the forests became more lush, and the steamer in the sky became brighter after the rain. 】

[The time for my wife to wake up is getting less and less, her consciousness is becoming more and more blurred, and the eyes that are occasionally opened seem to be covered with a layer of gray fog. 】

[On the fourth Saturday in November, it finally snowed in the sky. 】